第 13 节
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  solidarity among the passions in a matter of folly。
  The mischievous Bixiou was not long in revealing to his grandmother
  and the devoted Agathe that Philippe; the cashier; the hero of heroes;
  was in love with Mariette; the celebrated ballet…dancer at the Porte…
  Saint…Martin。 The news was a thunder…clap to the two widows; Agathe's
  religious principles taught her to think that all women on the stage
  were brands in the burning; moreover; she thought; and so did Madame
  Descoings; that women of that kind dined off gold; drank pearls; and
  wasted fortunes。
  〃Now do you suppose;〃 said Joseph to his mother; 〃that my brother is
  such a fool as to spend his money on Mariette? Such women only ruin
  rich men。〃
  〃They talk of engaging Mariette at the Opera;〃 said Bixiou。 〃Don't be
  worried; Madame Bridau; the diplomatic body often comes to the Porte…
  Saint…Martin; and that handsome girl won't stay long with your son。 I
  did hear that an ambassador was madly in love with her。 By the bye;
  another piece of news! Old Claparon is dead; and his son; who has
  become a banker; has ordered the cheapest kind of funeral for him。
  That fellow has no education; they wouldn't behave like that in
  China。〃
  Philippe; prompted by mercenary motives; proposed to Mariette that she
  should marry him; but she; knowing herself on the eve of an engagement
  at the Grand Opera; refused the offer; either because she guessed the
  colonel's motive; or because she saw how important her independence
  would be to her future fortune。 For the remainder of this year;
  Philippe never came more than twice a month to see his mother。 Where
  was he? Either at his office; or the theatre; or with Mariette。 No
  light whatever as to his conduct reached the household of the rue
  Mazarin。 Giroudeau; Finot; Bixiou; Vernou; Lousteau; saw him leading a
  life of pleasure。 Philippe shared the gay amusements of Tullia; a
  leading singer at the Opera; of Florentine; who took Mariette's place
  at the Porte…Saint…Martin; of Florine and Matifat; Coralie and
  Camusot。 After four o'clock; when he left his office; until midnight;
  he amused himself; some party of pleasure had usually been arranged
  the night before;a good dinner; a card…party; a supper by some one
  or other of the set。 Philippe was in his element。
  This carnival; which lasted eighteen months; was not altogether
  without its troubles。 The beautiful Mariette no sooner appeared at the
  Opera; in January; 1821; than she captured one of the most
  distinguished dukes of the court of Louis XVIII。 Philippe tried to
  make head against the peer; and by the month of April he was compelled
  by his passion; notwithstanding some luck at cards; to dip into the
  funds of which he was cashier。 By May he had taken eleven hundred
  francs。 In that fatal month Mariette started for London; to see what
  could be done with the lords while the temporary opera house in the
  Hotel Choiseul; rue Lepelletier; was being prepared。 The luckless
  Philippe had ended; as often happens; in loving Mariette
  notwithstanding her flagrant infidelities; she herself had never
  thought him anything but a dull…minded; brutal soldier; the first rung
  of a ladder on which she had never intended to remain long。 So;
  foreseeing the time when Philippe would have spent all his money; she
  captured other journalistic support which released her from the
  necessity of depending on him; nevertheless; she did feel the peculiar
  gratitude that class of women acknowledge towards the first man who
  smooths their way; as it were; among the difficulties and horrors of a
  theatrical career。
  Forced to let his terrible mistress go to London without him; Philippe
  went into winter quarters; as he called it;that is; he returned to
  his attic room in his mother's appartement。 He made some gloomy
  reflections as he went to bed that night; and when he got up again。 He
  was conscious within himself of the inability to live otherwise than
  as he had been living the last year。 The luxury that surrounded
  Mariette; the dinners; the suppers; the evenings in the side…scenes;
  the animation of wits and journalists; the sort of racket that went on
  around him; the delights that tickled both his senses and his vanity;
  such a life; found only in Paris; and offering daily the charm of
  some new thing; was now more than habit;it had become to Philippe as
  much a necessity as his tobacco or his brandy。 He saw plainly that he
  could not live without these continual enjoyments。 The idea of suicide
  came into his head; not on account of the deficit which must soon be
  discovered in his accounts; but because he could no longer live with
  Mariette in the atmosphere of pleasure in which he had disported
  himself for over a year。 Full of these gloomy thoughts; he entered for
  the first time his brother's painting…room; where he found the painter
  in a blue blouse; copying a picture for a dealer。
  〃So that's how pictures are made;〃 said Philippe; by way of opening
  the conversation。
  〃No;〃 said Joseph; 〃that is how they are copied。〃
  〃How much do they pay you for that?〃
  〃Eh! never enough; two hundred and fifty francs。 But I study the
  manner of the masters and learn a great deal; I found out the secrets
  of their method。 There's one of my own pictures;〃 he added; pointing
  with the end of his brush to a sketch with the colors still moist。
  〃How much do you pocket in a year?〃
  〃Unfortunately; I am known only to painters。 Schinner backs me; and he
  has got me some work at the Chateau de Presles; where I am going in
  October to do some arabesques; panels; and other decorations; for
  which the Comte de Serizy; no doubt; will pay well。 With such trifles
  and with orders from the dealers; I may manage to earn eighteen
  hundred to two thousand francs a year over and above the working
  expenses。 I shall send that picture to the next exhibition; if it hits
  the public taste; my fortune is made。 My friends think well of it。〃
  〃I don't know anything about such things;〃 said Philippe; in a subdued
  voice which caused Joseph to turn and look at him。
  〃What is the matter?〃 said the artist; seeing that his brother was
  very pale。
  〃I should like to know how long it would take you to paint my
  portrait?〃
  〃If I worked steadily; and the weather were clear; I could finish it
  in three or four days。〃
  〃That's too long; I have only one day to give you。 My poor mother
  loves me so much that I wished to leave her my likeness。 We will say
  no more about it。〃
  〃Why! are you going away again?〃
  〃I am going never to return;〃 replied Philippe with an air of forced
  gayety。
  〃Look here; Philippe; what is the matter? If it is anything serious; I
  am a man and not a ninny。 I am accustomed to hard struggles; and if
  discretion is needed; I have it。〃
  〃Are you sure?〃
  〃On my honor。〃
  〃You will tell no one; no matter who?〃
  〃No one。〃
  〃Well; I am going to blow my brains out。〃
  〃You!are you going to fight a duel?〃
  〃I am going to kill myself。〃
  〃Why?〃
  〃I have taken eleven hundred francs from the funds in my hands; I have
  got to send in my accounts to…morrow morning。 Half my security is
  lost; our poor mother will be reduced to six hundred francs a year。
  That would be nothing! I could make a fortune for her later; but I am
  dishonored! I cannot live under dishonor〃
  〃You will not be dishonored if it is paid back。 To be sure; you will
  lose your place; and you will only have the five hundred francs a year
  from your cross; but you can live on five hundred francs。〃
  〃Farewell!〃 said Philippe; running rapidly downstairs; and not waiting
  to hear another word。
  Joseph left his studio and went down to breakfast with his mother; but
  Philippe's confession had taken away his appetite。 He took Madame
  Descoings aside and told her the terrible news。 The old woman made a
  frightened exclamation; let fall the saucepan of milk she had in her
  hand; and flung herself into a chair。 Agathe rushed in; from one
  exclamation to another the mother gathered the fatal truth。
  〃He! to fail in honor! the son of Bridau to take the money that was
  trusted to him!〃
  The widow trembled in every limb; her eyes dilated and then grew
  fixed; she sat down and burst into tears。
  〃Where is he?〃 she cried amid the sobs。 〃Perhaps he has flung himself
  into the Seine。〃
  〃You must not give up all hope;〃 said Madame Descoings; 〃because a
  poor lad has met with a bad woman who has led him to do wrong。 Dear
  me! we see that every day。 Philippe has had such misfortunes! he has
  had so little chance to be happy and loved that we ought not to be
  surprised at his passion for that creature。 All passions lead to
  excess。 My own life is not without reproach of that kind; and yet I
  call myself an honest woman。 A single fault is not vice; and after
  all; it is only those who do nothing that are never deceived。〃
  Agathe's despair overcame her so much that Joseph