第 7 节
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  found the sculptor in a blue smock; modelling his last statue; he
  received the widow of the man who formerly had served him at a
  critical moment; rather roughly; but; already at death's door; he was
  struggling with passionate ardor to do in a few hours work he could
  hardly have accomplished in several months。 As Madame Bridau entered;
  he had just found an effect long sought for; and was handling his
  tools and clay with spasmodic jerks and movements that seemed to the
  ignorant Agathe like those of a maniac。 At any other time Chaudet
  would have laughed; but now; as he heard the mother bewailing the
  destiny he had opened to her child; abusing art; and insisting that
  Joseph should no longer be allowed to enter the atelier; he burst into
  a holy wrath。
  〃I was under obligations to your deceased husband; I wished to help
  his son; to watch his first steps in the noblest of all careers;〃 he
  cried。 〃Yes; madame; learn; if you do not know it; that a great artist
  is a king; and more than a king; he is happier; he is independent; he
  lives as he likes; he reigns in the world of fancy。 Your son has a
  glorious future before him。 Faculties like his are rare; they are only
  disclosed at his age in such beings as the Giottos; Raphaels; Titians;
  Rubens; Murillos;for; in my opinion; he will make a better painter
  than sculptor。 God of heaven! if I had such a son; I should be as
  happy as the Emperor is to have given himself the King of Rome。 Well;
  you are mistress of your child's fate。 Go your own way; madame; make
  him a fool; a miserable quill…driver; tie him to a desk; and you've
  murdered him! But I hope; in spite if all your efforts; that he will
  stay an artist。 A true vocation is stronger than all the obstacles
  that can be opposed to it。 Vocation! why the very word means a call;
  ay; the election of God himself! You will make your child unhappy;
  that's all。〃 He flung the clay he no longer needed violently into a
  tub; and said to his model; 〃That will do for to…day。〃
  Agathe raised her eyes and saw; in a corner of the atelier where her
  glance had not before penetrated; a nude woman sitting on a stool; the
  sight of whom drove her away horrified。
  〃You are not to have the little Bridau here any more;〃 said Chaudet to
  his pupils; 〃it annoys his mother。〃
  〃Eugh!〃 they all cried; as Agathe closed the door。
  No sooner did the students of sculpture and painting find out that
  Madame Bridau did not wish her son to be an artist; than their whole
  happiness centred on getting Joseph among them。 In spite of a promise
  not to go to the Institute which his mother exacted from him; the
  child often slipped into Regnauld the painter's studio; where he was
  encouraged to daub canvas。 When the widow complained that the bargain
  was not kept; Chaudet's pupils assured her that Regnauld was not
  Chaudet; and they hadn't the bringing up of her son; with other
  impertinences; and the atrocious young scamps composed a song with a
  hundred and thirty…seven couplets on Madame Bridau。
  On the evening of that sad day Agathe refused to play at cards; and
  sat on her sofa plunged in such grief that the tears stood in her
  handsome eyes。
  〃What is the matter; Madame Bridau?〃 asked old Claparon。
  〃She thinks her boy will have to beg his bread because he has got the
  bump of painting;〃 said Madame Descoings; 〃but; for my part; I am not
  the least uneasy about the future of my step…son; little Bixiou; who
  has a passion for drawing。 Men are born to get on。〃
  〃You are right;〃 said the hard and severe Desroches; who; in spite of
  his talents; had never himself got on in the position of assistant…
  head of a department。 〃Happily I have only one son; otherwise; with my
  eighteen hundred francs a year; and a wife who makes barely twelve
  hundred out of her stamped…paper office; I don't know what would
  become of me。 I have just placed my boy as under…clerk to a lawyer; he
  gets twenty… five francs a month and his breakfast。 I give him as much
  more; and he dines and sleeps at home。 That's all he gets; he must
  manage for himself; but he'll make his way。 I keep the fellow harder
  at work than if he were at school; and some day he will be a
  barrister。 When I give him money to go to the theatre; he is as happy
  as a king and kisses me。 Oh; I keep a tight hand on him; and he
  renders me an account of all he spends。 You are too good to your
  children; Madame Bridau; if your son wants to go through hardships and
  privations; let him; they'll make a man of him。〃
  〃As for my boy;〃 said Du Bruel; a former chief of a division; who had
  just retired on a pension; 〃he is only sixteen; his mother dotes on
  him; but I shouldn't listen to his choosing a profession at his age;
  a mere fancy; a notion that may pass off。 In my opinion; boys should
  be guided and controlled。〃
  〃Ah; monsieur! you are rich; you are a man; and you have but one son;〃
  said Agathe。
  〃Faith!〃 said Claparon; 〃children do tyrannize over usover our
  hearts; I mean。 Mine makes me furious; he has nearly ruined me; and
  now I won't have anything to do with himit's a sort of independence。
  Well; he is the happier for it; and so am I。 That fellow was partly
  the cause of his mother's death。 He chose to be a commercial
  traveller; and the trade just suited him; for he was no sooner in the
  house than he wanted to be out of it; he couldn't keep in one place;
  and he wouldn't learn anything。 All I ask of God is that I may die
  before he dishonors my name。 Those who have no children lose many
  pleasures; but they escape great sufferings。〃
  〃And these men are fathers!〃 thought Agathe; weeping anew。
  〃What I am trying to show you; my dear Madame Bridau; is that you had
  better let your boy be a painter; if not; you will only waste your
  time。〃
  〃If you were able to coerce him;〃 said the sour Desroches; 〃I should
  advise you to oppose his tastes; but weak as I see you are; you had
  better let him daub if he likes。〃
  〃Console yourself; Agathe;〃 said Madame Descoings; 〃Joseph will turn
  out a great man。〃
  After this discussion; which was like all discussions; the widow's
  friends united in giving her one and the same advice; which advice did
  not in the least relieve her anxieties。 They advised her to let Joseph
  follow his bent。
  〃If he doesn't turn out a genius;〃 said Du Bruel; who always tried to
  please Agathe; 〃you can then get him into some government office。〃
  When Madame Descoings accompanied the old clerks to the door she
  assured them; at the head of the stairs; that they were 〃Grecian
  sages。〃
  〃Madame Bridau ought to be glad her son is willing to do anything;〃
  said Claparon。
  〃Besides;〃 said Desroches; 〃if God preserves the Emperor; Joseph will
  always be looked after。 Why should she worry?〃
  〃She is timid about everything that concerns her children;〃 answered
  Madame Descoings。 〃Well; my good girl;〃 she said; returning to Agathe;
  〃you see they are unanimous; why are you still crying?〃
  〃If it was Philippe; I should have no anxiety。 But you don't know what
  goes on in that atelier; they have naked women!〃
  〃I hope they keep good fires;〃 said Madame Descoings。
  A few days after this; the disasters of the retreat from Moscow became
  known。 Napoleon returned to Paris to organize fresh troops; and to ask
  further sacrifices from the country。 The poor mother was then plunged
  into very different anxieties。 Philippe; who was tired of school;
  wanted to serve under the Emperor; he saw a review at the Tuileries;
  the last Napoleon ever held;and he became infatuated with the idea
  of a soldier's life。 In those days military splendor; the show of
  uniforms; the authority of epaulets; offered irresistible seductions
  to a certain style of youth。 Philippe thought he had the same vocation
  for the army that his brother Joseph showed for art。 Without his
  mother's knowledge; he wrote a petition to the Emperor; which read as
  follows:
  Sire;I am the son of your Bridau; eighteen years of age; five
  feet six inches; I have good legs; a good constitution; and wish
  to be one of your soldiers。 I ask you to let me enter the army;
  etc。
  Within twenty…four hours; the Emperor had sent Philippe to the
  Imperial Lyceum at Saint…Cyr; and six months later; in November; 1813;
  he appointed him sub…lieutenant in a regiment of cavalry。 Philippe
  spent the greater part of that winter in cantonments; but as soon as
  he knew how to ride a horse he was dispatched to the front; and went
  eagerly。 During the campaign in France he was made a lieutenant; after
  an affair at the outposts where his bravery had saved his colonel's
  life。 The Emperor named him captain at the battle of La Fere…
  Champenoise; and took him on his staff。 Inspired by such promotion;
  Philippe won the cross at Montereau。 He witnessed Napoleon's farewell
  at Fontainebleau; raved at the sight; and refused to serve the
  Bourbons。 When he returned to his mother; in July; 1814; he foun