第 47 节
作者:精灵王      更新:2024-12-10 17:43      字数:9322
  good resolution; and in a moment all was light about me like a
  theatre; and I saw myself upon the stage of it playing ignoble
  parts。  I remembered France and my Emperor; now depending on the
  arbitrament of war; bent down; fighting on their knees and with
  their teeth against so many and such various assailants。  And I
  burned with shame to be here in England; cherishing an English
  fortune; pursuing an English mistress; and not there; to handle a
  musket in my native fields; and to manure them with my body if I
  fell。  I remembered that I belonged to France。  All my fathers had
  fought for her; and some had died; the voice in my throat; the
  sight of my eyes; the tears that now sprang there; the whole man of
  me; was fashioned of French earth and born of a French mother; I
  had been tended and caressed by a succession of the daughters of
  France; the fairest; the most ill…starred; and I had fought and
  conquered shoulder to shoulder with her sons。  A soldier; a noble;
  of the proudest and bravest race in Europe; it had been left to the
  prattle of a hobbledehoy lackey in an English chaise to recall me
  to the consciousness of duty。
  When I saw how it was I did not lose time in indecision。  The old
  classical conflict of love and honour being once fairly before me;
  it did not cost me a thought。  I was a Saint…Yves de Keroual; and I
  decided to strike off on the morrow for Wakefield and Burchell
  Fenn; and embark; as soon as it should be morally possible; for the
  succour of my downtrodden fatherland and my beleaguered Emperor。
  Pursuant on this resolve; I leaped from bed; made a light; and as
  the watchman was crying half…past two in the dark streets of
  Lichfield; sat down to pen a letter of farewell to Flora。  And then
  … whether it was the sudden chill of the night; whether it came by
  association of ideas from the remembrance of Swanston Cottage I
  know not; but there appeared before me … to the barking of sheep…
  dogs … a couple of snuffy and shambling figures; each wrapped in a
  plaid; each armed with a rude staff; and I was immediately bowed
  down to have forgotten them so long; and of late to have thought of
  them so cavalierly。
  Sure enough there was my errand!  As a private person I was neither
  French nor English; I was something else first: a loyal gentleman;
  an honest man。  Sim and Candlish must not be left to pay the
  penalty of my unfortunate blow。  They held my honour tacitly
  pledged to succour them; and it is a sort of stoical refinement
  entirely foreign to my nature to set the political obligation above
  the personal and private。  If France fell in the interval for the
  lack of Anne de St。…Yves; fall she must!  But I was both surprised
  and humiliated to have had so plain a duty bound upon me for so
  long … and for so long to have neglected and forgotten it。  I think
  any brave man will understand me when I say that I went to bed and
  to sleep with a conscience very much relieved; and woke again in
  the morning with a light heart。  The very danger of the enterprise
  reassured me: to save Sim and Candlish (suppose the worst to come
  to the worst) it would be necessary for me to declare myself in a
  court of justice; with consequences which I did not dare to dwell
  upon; it could never be said that I had chosen the cheap and the
  easy … only that in a very perplexing competition of duties I had
  risked my life for the most immediate。
  We resumed the journey with more diligence: thenceforward posted
  day and night; did not halt beyond what was necessary for meals;
  and the postillions were excited by gratuities; after the habit of
  my cousin Alain。  For twopence I could have gone farther and taken
  four horses; so extreme was my haste; running as I was before the
  terrors of an awakened conscience。  But I feared to be conspicuous。
  Even as it was; we attracted only too much attention; with our pair
  and that white elephant; the seventy…pounds…worth of claret…
  coloured chaise。
  Meanwhile I was ashamed to look Rowley in the face。  The young
  shaver had contrived to put me wholly in the wrong; he had cost me
  a night's rest and a severe and healthful humiliation; and I was
  grateful and embarrassed in his society。  This would never do; it
  was contrary to all my ideas of discipline; if the officer has to
  blush before the private; or the master before the servant; nothing
  is left to hope for but discharge or death。  I hit upon the idea of
  teaching him French; and accordingly; from Lichfield; I became the
  distracted master; and he the scholar … how shall I say?
  indefatigable; but uninspired。  His interest never flagged。  He
  would hear the same word twenty times with profound refreshment;
  mispronounce it in several different ways; and forget it again with
  magical celerity。  Say it happened to be STIRRUP。  'No; I don't
  seem to remember that word; Mr。 Anne;' he would say: 'it don't seem
  to stick to me; that word don't。'  And then; when I had told it him
  again; 'ETRIER!' he would cry。  'To be sure!  I had it on the tip
  of my tongue。  ETERIER!' (going wrong already; as if by a fatal
  instinct)。  'What will I remember it by; now?  Why; INTERIOR; to be
  sure!  I'll remember it by its being something that ain't in the
  interior of a horse。'  And when next I had occasion to ask him the
  French for stirrup; it was a toss…up whether he had forgotten all
  about it; or gave me EXTERIOR for an answer。  He was never a hair
  discouraged。  He seemed to consider that he was covering the ground
  at a normal rate。  He came up smiling day after day。  'Now; sir;
  shall we do our French?' he would say; and I would put questions;
  and elicit copious commentary and explanation; but never the shadow
  of an answer。  My hands fell to my sides; I could have wept to hear
  him。  When I reflected that he had as yet learned nothing; and what
  a vast deal more there was for him to learn; the period of these
  lessons seemed to unroll before me vast as eternity; and I saw
  myself a teacher of a hundred; and Rowley a pupil of ninety; still
  hammering on the rudiments!  The wretched boy; I should say; was
  quite unspoiled by the inevitable familiarities of the journey。  He
  turned out at each stage the pink of serving…lads; deft; civil;
  prompt; attentive; touching his hat like an automaton; raising the
  status of Mr。 Ramornie in the eyes of all the inn by his smiling
  service; and seeming capable of anything in the world but the one
  thing I had chosen … learning French!
  CHAPTER XXIII … THE ADVENTURE OF THE RUNAWAY COUPLE
  THE country had for some time back been changing in character。  By
  a thousand indications I could judge that I was again drawing near
  to Scotland。  I saw it written in the face of the hills; in the
  growth of the trees; and in the glint of the waterbrooks that kept
  the high…road company。  It might have occurred to me; also; that I
  was; at the same time; approaching a place of some fame in Britain
  … Gretna Green。  Over these same leagues of road … which Rowley and
  I now traversed in the claret…coloured chaise; to the note of the
  flageolet and the French lesson … how many pairs of lovers had gone
  bowling northwards to the music of sixteen scampering horseshoes;
  and how many irate persons; parents; uncles; guardians; evicted
  rivals; had come tearing after; clapping the frequent red face to
  the chaise…window; lavishly shedding their gold about the post…
  houses; sedulously loading and re…loading; as they went; their
  avenging pistols!  But I doubt if I had thought of it at all;
  before a wayside hazard swept me into the thick of an adventure of
  this nature; and I found myself playing providence with other
  people's lives; to my own admiration at the moment … and
  subsequently to my own brief but passionate regret。
  At rather an ugly corner of an uphill reach I came on the wreck of
  a chaise lying on one side in the ditch; a man and a woman in
  animated discourse in the middle of the road; and the two
  postillions; each with his pair of horses; looking on and laughing
  from the saddle。
  'Morning breezes! here's a smash!' cried Rowley; pocketing his
  flageolet in the middle of the TIGHT LITTLE ISLAND。
  I was perhaps more conscious of the moral smash than the physical …
  more alive to broken hearts than to broken chaises; for; as plain
  as the sun at morning; there was a screw loose in this runaway
  match。  It is always a bad sign when the lower classes laugh: their
  taste in humour is both poor and sinister; and for a man; running
  the posts with four horses; presumably with open pockets; and in
  the company of the most entrancing little creature conceivable; to
  have come down so far as to be laughed at by his own postillions;
  was only to be explained on the double hypothesis; that he was a
  fool and no gentleman。
  I have said they were man and woman。  I should have sai