第 29 节
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精灵王 更新:2024-12-10 17:43 字数:9322
now haunted。 But the day was beginning to break; and our fatigue
was too extreme for visionary terrors。 The second or third; we
alighted on a barren heath about midnight; built a fire to warm us
under the shelter of some thorns; supped like beggars on bread and
a piece of cold bacon; and slept like gipsies with our feet to the
fire。 In the meanwhile; King was gone with the cart; I know not
where; to get a change of horses; and it was late in the dark
morning when he returned and we were able to resume our journey。
In the middle of another night; we came to a stop by an ancient;
whitewashed cottage of two stories; a privet hedge surrounded it;
the frosty moon shone blankly on the upper windows; but through
those of the kitchen the firelight was seen glinting on the roof
and reflected from the dishes on the wall。 Here; after much
hammering on the door; King managed to arouse an old crone from the
chimney…corner chair; where she had been dozing in the watch; and
we were had in; and entertained with a dish of hot tea。 This old
lady was an aunt of Burchell Fenn's … and an unwilling partner in
his dangerous trade。 Though the house stood solitary; and the hour
was an unlikely one for any passenger upon the road; King and she
conversed in whispers only。 There was something dismal; something
of the sick…room; in this perpetual; guarded sibilation。 The
apprehensions of our hostess insensibly communicated themselves to
every one present。 We ate like mice in a cat's ear; if one of us
jingled a teaspoon; all would start; and when the hour came to take
the road again; we drew a long breath of relief; and climbed to our
places in the covered cart with a positive sense of escape。 The
most of our meals; however; were taken boldly at hedgerow
alehouses; usually at untimely hours of the day; when the clients
were in the field or the farmyard at labour。 I shall have to tell
presently of our last experience of the sort; and how unfortunately
it miscarried; but as that was the signal for my separation from my
fellow…travellers; I must first finish with them。
I had never any occasion to waver in my first judgment of the
Colonel。 The old gentleman seemed to me; and still seems in the
retrospect; the salt of the earth。 I had occasion to see him in
the extremes of hardship; hunger and cold; he was dying; and he
looked it; and yet I cannot remember any hasty; harsh; or impatient
word to have fallen from his lips。 On the contrary; he ever showed
himself careful to please; and even if he rambled in his talk;
rambled always gently … like a humane; half…witted old hero; true
to his colours to the last。 I would not dare to say how often he
awoke suddenly from a lethargy; and told us again; as though we had
never heard it; the story of how he had earned the cross; how it
had been given him by the hand of the Emperor; and of the innocent
… and; indeed; foolish … sayings of his daughter when he returned
with it on his bosom。 He had another anecdote which he was very
apt to give; by way of a rebuke; when the Major wearied us beyond
endurance with dispraises of the English。 This was an account of
the BRAVES GENS with whom he had been boarding。 True enough; he
was a man so simple and grateful by nature; that the most common
civilities were able to touch him to the heart; and would remain
written in his memory; but from a thousand inconsiderable but
conclusive indications; I gathered that this family had really
loved him; and loaded him with kindness。 They made a fire in his
bedroom; which the sons and daughters tended with their own hands;
letters from France were looked for with scarce more eagerness by
himself than by these alien sympathisers; when they came; he would
read them aloud in the parlour to the assembled family; translating
as he went。 The Colonel's English was elementary; his daughter not
in the least likely to be an amusing correspondent; and; as I
conceived these scenes in the parlour; I felt sure the interest
centred in the Colonel himself; and I thought I could feel in my
own heart that mixture of the ridiculous and the pathetic; the
contest of tears and laughter; which must have shaken the bosoms of
the family。 Their kindness had continued till the end。 It appears
they were privy to his flight; the camlet cloak had been lined
expressly for him; and he was the bearer of a letter from the
daughter of the house to his own daughter in Paris。 The last
evening; when the time came to say good…night; it was tacitly known
to all that they were to look upon his face no more。 He rose;
pleading fatigue; and turned to the daughter; who had been his
chief ally: 'You will permit me; my dear … to an old and very
unhappy soldier … and may God bless you for your goodness!' The
girl threw her arms about his neck and sobbed upon his bosom; the
lady of the house burst into tears; 'ET JE VOUS LE JURE; LE PERE SE
MOUCHAIT!' quoth the Colonel; twisting his moustaches with a
cavalry air; and at the same time blinking the water from his eyes
at the mere recollection。
It was a good thought to me that he had found these friends in
captivity; that he had started on this fatal journey from so
cordial a farewell。 He had broken his parole for his daughter:
that he should ever live to reach her sick…bed; that he could
continue to endure to an end the hardships; the crushing fatigue;
the savage cold; of our pilgrimage; I had early ceased to hope。 I
did for him what I was able; … nursed him; kept him covered;
watched over his slumbers; sometimes held him in my arms at the
rough places of the road。 'Champdivers;' he once said; 'you are
like a son to me … like a son。' It is good to remember; though at
the time it put me on the rack。 All was to no purpose。 Fast as we
were travelling towards France; he was travelling faster still to
another destination。 Daily he grew weaker and more indifferent。
An old rustic accent of Lower Normandy reappeared in his speech;
from which it had long been banished; and grew stronger; old words
of the PATOIS; too: OUISTREHAM; MATRASSE; and others; the sense of
which we were sometimes unable to guess。 On the very last day he
began again his eternal story of the cross and the Emperor。 The
Major; who was particularly ill; or at least particularly cross;
uttered some angry words of protest。 'PARDONNEZ…MOI; MONSIEUR LE
COMMANDANT; MAIS C'EST POUR MONSIEUR;' said the Colonel: 'Monsieur
has not yet heard the circumstance; and is good enough to feel an
interest。' Presently after; however; he began to lose the thread
of his narrative; and at last: 'QUE QUE J'AI? JE M'EMBROUILLE!'
says he; 'SUFFIT: S'M'A LA DONNE; ET BERTHE EN ETAIT BIEN
CONTENTE。' It struck me as the falling of the curtain or the
closing of the sepulchre doors。
Sure enough; in but a little while after; he fell into a sleep as
gentle as an infant's; which insensibly changed into the sleep of
death。 I had my arm about his body at the time and remarked
nothing; unless it were that he once stretched himself a little; so
kindly the end came to that disastrous life。 It was only at our
evening halt that the Major and I discovered we were travelling
alone with the poor clay。 That night we stole a spade from a field
… I think near Market Bosworth … and a little farther on; in a wood
of young oak trees and by the light of King's lantern; we buried
the old soldier of the Empire with both prayers and tears。
We had needs invent Heaven if it had not been revealed to us; there
are some things that fall so bitterly ill on this side Time! As
for the Major; I have long since forgiven him。 He broke the news
to the poor Colonel's daughter; I am told he did it kindly; and
sure; nobody could have done it without tears! His share of
purgatory will be brief; and in this world; as I could not very
well praise him; I have suppressed his name。 The Colonel's also;
for the sake of his parole。 REQUIESCAT。
CHAPTER XV … THE ADVENTURE OF THE ATTORNEY'S CLERK
I HAVE mentioned our usual course; which was to eat in
inconsiderable wayside hostelries; known to King。 It was a
dangerous business; we went daily under fire to satisfy our
appetite; and put our head in the loin's mouth for a piece of
bread。 Sometimes; to minimise the risk; we would all dismount
before we came in view of the house; straggle in severally; and
give what orders we pleased; like disconnected strangers。 In like
manner we departed; to find the cart at an appointed place; some
half a mile beyond。 The Colonel and the Major had each a word or
two of English … God help their pronunciation! But they did well
enough to order a rasher and a pot or call a reckoning; and; to say
truth; these country folks did not give themselves the pains; and
had scarce the kno