第 15 节
作者:精灵王      更新:2024-12-10 17:43      字数:9322
  commission。  Properly speaking; you are not yet a combatant; I have
  ceased to be one; and I think it arguable that we are just in the
  position of one ordinary gentleman to another; where friendship
  usually comes before the law。  Observe; I only say ARGUABLE。  For
  God's sake; don't think I wish to dictate an opinion。  These are
  the sort of nasty little businesses; inseparable from war; which
  every gentleman must decide for himself。  If I were in your place …
  '
  'Ay; what would you do; then?' says he。
  'Upon my word; I do not know;' said I。  'Hesitate; as you are
  doing; I believe。'
  'I will tell you;' he said。  'I have a kinsman; and it is what HE
  would think; that I am thinking。  It is General Graham of Lynedoch
  … Sir Thomas Graham。  I scarcely know him; but I believe I admire
  him more than I do God。'
  'I admire him a good deal myself;' said I; 'and have good reason
  to。  I have fought with him; been beaten; and run away。  VENI;
  VICTUS SUM; EVASI。'
  'What!' he cried。  'You were at Barossa?'
  'There and back; which many could not say;' said I。  'It was a
  pretty affair and a hot one; and the Spaniards behaved abominably;
  as they usually did in a pitched field; the Marshal Duke of Belluno
  made a fool of himself; and not for the first time; and your friend
  Sir Thomas had the best of it; so far as there was any best。  He is
  a brave and ready officer。'
  'Now; then; you will understand!' said the boy。  'I wish to please
  Sir Thomas: what would he do?'
  'Well; I can tell you a story;' said I; 'a true one too; and about
  this very combat of Chiclana; or Barossa as you call it。  I was in
  the Eighth of the Line; we lost the eagle of the First Battalion;
  more betoken; but it cost you dear。  Well; we had repulsed more
  charges than I care to count; when your 87th Regiment came on at a
  foot's pace; very slow but very steady; in front of them a mounted
  officer; his hat in his hand; white…haired; and talking very
  quietly to the battalions。  Our Major; Vigo…Roussillon; set spurs
  to his horse and galloped out to sabre him; but seeing him an old
  man; very handsome; and as composed as if he were in a coffee…
  house; lost heart and galloped back again。  Only; you see; they had
  been very close together for the moment; and looked each other in
  the eyes。  Soon after the Major was wounded; taken prisoner; and
  carried into Cadiz。  One fine day they announced to him the visit
  of the General; Sir Thomas Graham。  〃Well; sir;〃 said the General;
  taking him by the hand; 〃I think we were face to face upon the
  field。〃  It was the white…haired officer!'
  'Ah!' cried the boy; … his eyes were burning。
  'Well; and here is the point;' I continued。  'Sir Thomas fed the
  Major from his own table from that day; and served him with six
  covers。'
  'Yes; it is a beautiful … a beautiful story;' said Ronald。  'And
  yet somehow it is not the same … is it?'
  'I admit it freely;' said I。
  The boy stood awhile brooding。  'Well; I take my risk of it;' he
  cried。  'I believe it's treason to my sovereign … I believe there
  is an infamous punishment for such a crime … and yet I'm hanged if
  I can give you up'
  I was as much moved as he。  'I could almost beg you to do
  otherwise;' I said。  'I was a brute to come to you; a brute and a
  coward。  You are a noble enemy; you will make a noble soldier。'
  And with rather a happy idea of a compliment for this warlike
  youth; I stood up straight and gave him the salute。
  He was for a moment confused; his face flushed。  'Well; well; I
  must be getting you something to eat; but it will not be for six;'
  he added; with a smile: 'only what we can get smuggled out。  There
  is my aunt in the road; you see;' and he locked me in again with
  the indignant hens。
  I always smile when I recall that young fellow; and yet; if the
  reader were to smile also; I should feel ashamed。  If my son shall
  be only like him when he comes to that age; it will be a brave day
  for me and not a bad one for his country。
  At the same time I cannot pretend that I was sorry when his sister
  succeeded in his place。  She brought me a few crusts of bread and a
  jug of milk; which she had handsomely laced with whisky after the
  Scottish manner。
  'I am so sorry;' she said: 'I dared not bring on anything more。  We
  are so small a family; and my aunt keeps such an eye upon the
  servants。  I have put some whisky in the milk … it is more
  wholesome so … and with eggs you will be able to make something of
  a meal。  How many eggs will you be wanting to that milk? for I must
  be taking the others to my aunt … that is my excuse for being here。
  I should think three or four。  Do you know how to beat them? or
  shall I do it?'
  Willing to detain her a while longer in the hen…house; I displayed
  my bleeding palms; at which she cried aloud。
  'My dear Miss Flora; you cannot make an omelette without breaking
  eggs;' said I; 'and it is no bagatelle to escape from Edinburgh
  Castle。  One of us; I think; was even killed。'
  'And you are as white as a rag; too;' she exclaimed; 'and can
  hardly stand!  Here is my shawl; sit down upon it here in the
  corner; and I will beat your eggs。  See; I have brought a fork too;
  I should have been a good person to take care of Jacobites or
  Covenanters in old days!  You shall have more to eat this evening;
  Ronald is to bring it you from town。  We have money enough;
  although no food that we can call our own。  Ah; if Ronald and I
  kept house; you should not be lying in this shed!  He admires you
  so much。'
  'My dear friend;' said I; 'for God's sake do not embarrass me with
  more alms。  I loved to receive them from that hand; so long as they
  were needed; but they are so no more; and whatever else I may lack
  … and I lack everything … it is not money。'  I pulled out my sheaf
  of notes and detached the top one: it was written for ten pounds;
  and signed by that very famous individual; Abraham Newlands。
  'Oblige me; as you would like me to oblige your brother if the
  parts were reversed; and take this note for the expenses。  I shall
  need not only food; but clothes。'
  'Lay it on the ground;' said she。  'I must not stop my beating。'
  'You are not offended?' I exclaimed。
  She answered me by a look that was a reward in itself; and seemed
  to imply the most heavenly offers for the future。  There was in it
  a shadow of reproach; and such warmth of communicative cordiality
  as left me speechless。  I watched her instead till her hens' milk
  was ready。
  'Now;' said she; 'taste that。'
  I did so; and swore it was nectar。  She collected her eggs and
  crouched in front of me to watch me eat。  There was about this tall
  young lady at the moment an air of motherliness delicious to
  behold。  I am like the English general; and to this day I still
  wonder at my moderation。
  'What sort of clothes will you be wanting?' said she。
  'The clothes of a gentleman;' said I。  'Right or wrong; I think it
  is the part I am best qualified to play。  Mr。 St。 Ives (for that's
  to be my name upon the journey) I conceive as rather a theatrical
  figure; and his make…up should be to match。'
  'And yet there is a difficulty;' said she。  'If you got coarse
  clothes the fit would hardly matter。  But the clothes of a fine
  gentleman … O; it is absolutely necessary that these should fit!
  And above all; with your' … she paused a moment … 'to our ideas
  somewhat noticeable manners。'
  'Alas for my poor manners!' said I。  'But my dear friend Flora;
  these little noticeabilities are just what mankind has to suffer
  under。  Yourself; you see; you're very noticeable even when you
  come in a crowd to visit poor prisoners in the Castle。'
  I was afraid I should frighten my good angel visitant away; and
  without the smallest breath of pause went on to add a few
  directions as to stuffs and colours。
  She opened big eyes upon me。  'O; Mr。 St。 Ives!' she cried … 'if
  that is to be your name … I do not say they would not be becoming;
  but for a journey; do you think they would be wise?  I am afraid' …
  she gave a pretty break of laughter … 'I am afraid they would be
  daft…like!'
  'Well; and am I not daft?' I asked her。
  'I do begin to think you are;' said she。
  'There it is; then!' said I。  'I have been long enough a figure of
  fun。  Can you not feel with me that perhaps the bitterest thing in
  this captivity has been the clothes?  Make me a captive … bind me
  with chains if you like … but let me be still myself。  You do not
  know what it is to be a walking travesty … among foes;' I added
  bitterly。
  'O; but you are too unjust!' she cried。  'You speak as though any
  one ever dreamed of laughing at you。  But no one did。  We were all
  pained to the heart。  Even my aunt … though sometimes I do think
  she was not quite in good taste … you should have