第 12 节
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精灵王 更新:2024-12-10 17:43 字数:9320
than the eyes of cats; and five steps from one of the lanterns on
the ramparts it was already groping dark。 We made haste to lie
down。 Had our jailers been upon the watch; they must have observed
our conversation to die out unusually soon。 Yet I doubt if any of
us slept。 Each lay in his place; tortured at once with the hope of
liberty and the fear of a hateful death。 The guard call sounded;
the hum of the town declined by little and little。 On all sides of
us; in their different quarters; we could hear the watchman cry the
hours along the street。 Often enough; during my stay in England;
have I listened to these gruff or broken voices; or perhaps gone to
my window when I lay sleepless; and watched the old gentleman
hobble by upon the causeway with his cape and his cap; his hanger
and his rattle。 It was ever a thought with me how differently that
cry would re…echo in the chamber of lovers; beside the bed of
death; or in the condemned cell。 I might be said to hear it that
night myself in the condemned cell! At length a fellow with a
voice like a bull's began to roar out in the opposite thoroughfare:
'Past yin o'cloak; and a dark; haary moarnin'。'
At which we were all silently afoot。
As I stole about the battlements towards the … gallows; I was about
to write … the sergeant…major; perhaps doubtful of my resolution;
kept close by me; and occasionally proffered the most indigestible
reassurances in my ear。 At last I could bear them no longer。
'Be so obliging as to let me be!' said I。 'I am neither a coward
nor a fool。 What do YOU know of whether the rope be long enough?
But I shall know it in ten minutes!'
The good old fellow laughed in his moustache; and patted me。
It was all very well to show the disposition of my temper before a
friend alone; before my assembled comrades the thing had to go
handsomely。 It was then my time to come on the stage; and I hope I
took it handsomely。
'Now; gentlemen;' said I; 'if the rope is ready; here is the
criminal!'
The tunnel was cleared; the stake driven; the rope extended。 As I
moved forward to the place; many of my comrades caught me by the
hand and wrung it; an attention I could well have done without。
'Keep an eye on Clausel!' I whispered to Laclas; and with that; got
down on my elbows and knees took the rope in both hands; and worked
myself; feet foremost; through the tunnel。 When the earth failed
under my feet; I thought my heart would have stopped; and a moment
after I was demeaning myself in mid…air like a drunken jumping…
jack。 I have never been a model of piety; but at this juncture
prayers and a cold sweat burst from me simultaneously。
The line was knotted at intervals of eighteen inches; and to the
inexpert it may seem as if it should have been even easy to
descend。 The trouble was; this devil of a piece of rope appeared
to be inspired; not with life alone; but with a personal malignity
against myself。 It turned to the one side; paused for a moment;
and then spun me like a toasting…jack to the other; slipped like an
eel from the clasp of my feet; kept me all the time in the most
outrageous fury of exertion; and dashed me at intervals against the
face of the rock。 I had no eyes to see with; and I doubt if there
was anything to see but darkness。 I must occasionally have caught
a gasp of breath; but it was quite unconscious。 And the whole
forces of my mind were so consumed with losing hold and getting it
again; that I could scarce have told whether I was going up or
coming down。
Of a sudden I knocked against the cliff with such a thump as almost
bereft me of my sense; and; as reason twinkled back; I was amazed
to find that I was in a state of rest; that the face of the
precipice here inclined outwards at an angle which relieved me
almost wholly of the burthen of my own weight; and that one of my
feet was safely planted on a ledge。 I drew one of the sweetest
breaths in my experience; hugged myself against the rope; and
closed my eyes in a kind of ecstasy of relief。 It occurred to me
next to see how far I was advanced on my unlucky journey; a point
on which I had not a shadow of a guess。 I looked up: there was
nothing above me but the blackness of the night and the fog。 I
craned timidly forward and looked down。 There; upon a floor of
darkness; I beheld a certain pattern of hazy lights; some of them
aligned as in thoroughfares; others standing apart as in solitary
houses; and before I could well realise it; or had in the least
estimated my distance; a wave of nausea and vertigo warned me to
lie back and close my eyes。 In this situation I had really but the
one wish; and that was: something else to think of! Strange to
say; I got it: a veil was torn from my mind; and I saw what a fool
I was … what fools we had all been … and that I had no business to
be thus dangling between earth and heaven by my arms。 The only
thing to have done was to have attached me to a rope and lowered
me; and I had never the wit to see it till that moment!
I filled my lungs; got a good hold on my rope; and once more
launched myself on the descent。 As it chanced; the worst of the
danger was at an end; and I was so fortunate as to be never again
exposed to any violent concussion。 Soon after I must have passed
within a little distance of a bush of wallflower; for the scent of
it came over me with that impression of reality which characterises
scents in darkness。 This made me a second landmark; the ledge
being my first。 I began accordingly to compute intervals of time:
so much to the ledge; so much again to the wallflower; so much more
below。 If I were not at the bottom of the rock; I calculated I
must be near indeed to the end of the rope; and there was no doubt
that I was not far from the end of my own resources。 I began to be
light…headed and to be tempted to let go; … now arguing that I was
certainly arrived within a few feet of the level and could safely
risk a fall; anon persuaded I was still close at the top and it was
idle to continue longer on the rock。 In the midst of which I came
to a bearing on plain ground; and had nearly wept aloud。 My hands
were as good as flayed; my courage entirely exhausted; and; what
with the long strain and the sudden relief; my limbs shook under me
with more than the violence of ague; and I was glad to cling to the
rope。
But this was no time to give way。 I had (by God's single mercy)
got myself alive out of that fortress; and now I had to try to get
the others; my comrades。 There was about a fathom of rope to
spare; I got it by the end; and searched the whole ground
thoroughly for anything to make it fast to。 In vain: the ground
was broken and stony; but there grew not there so much as a bush of
furze。
'Now then;' thought I to myself; 'here begins a new lesson; and I
believe it will prove richer than the first。 I am not strong
enough to keep this rope extended。 If I do not keep it extended
the next man will be dashed against the precipice。 There is no
reason why he should have my extravagant good luck。 I see no
reason why he should not fall … nor any place for him to fall on
but my head。'
From where I was now standing there was occasionally visible; as
the fog lightened; a lamp in one of the barrack windows; which gave
me a measure of the height he had to fall and the horrid force that
he must strike me with。 What was yet worse; we had agreed to do
without signals: every so many minutes by Laclas' watch another man
was to be started from the battlements。 Now; I had seemed to
myself to be about half an hour in my descent; and it seemed near
as long again that I waited; straining on the rope for my next
comrade to begin。 I began to be afraid that our conspiracy was
out; that my friends were all secured; and that I should pass the
remainder of the night; and be discovered in the morning; vainly
clinging to the rope's end like a hooked fish upon an angle。 I
could not refrain; at this ridiculous image; from a chuckle of
laughter。 And the next moment I knew; by the jerking of the rope;
that my friend had crawled out of the tunnel and was fairly
launched on his descent。 It appears it was the sailor who had
insisted on succeeding me: as soon as my continued silence had
assured him the rope was long enough; Gautier; for that was his
name; had forgot his former arguments; and shown himself so
extremely forward; that Laclas had given way。 It was like the
fellow; who had no harm in him beyond an instinctive selfishness。
But he was like to have paid pretty dearly for the privilege。 Do
as I would; I could not keep the rope as I could have wished it;
and he ended at last by falling on me from a height of several
yards; so that we both rolled together on the ground。