第 7 节
作者:精灵王      更新:2024-12-10 17:43      字数:9322
  hand; I could pass that first name over … the doctor would not know
  … and I might stay away。  But to the subsequent great gladness of
  my heart; I did not dwell for an instant on the thought; walked
  over to the designated wall; faced about; read out the name
  'Champdivers;' and answered myself with the word 'Present。'
  There were some half dozen on the list; all told; and as soon as we
  were mustered; the doctor led the way to the hospital; and we
  followed after; like a fatigue party; in single file。  At the door
  he paused; told us 'the fellow' would see each of us alone; and; as
  soon as I had explained that; sent me by myself into the ward。  It
  was a small room; whitewashed; a south window stood open on a vast
  depth of air and a spacious and distant prospect; and from deep
  below; in the Grassmarket the voices of hawkers came up clear and
  far away。  Hard by; on a little bed; lay Goguelat。  The sunburn had
  not yet faded from his face; and the stamp of death was already
  there。  There was something wild and unmannish in his smile; that
  took me by the throat; only death and love know or have ever seen
  it。  And when he spoke; it seemed to shame his coarse talk。
  He held out his arms as if to embrace me。  I drew near with
  incredible shrinkings; and surrendered myself to his arms with
  overwhelming disgust。  But he only drew my ear down to his lips。
  'Trust me;' he whispered。  'JE SUIS BON BOUGRE; MOI。  I'll take it
  to hell with me; and tell the devil。'
  Why should I go on to reproduce his grossness and trivialities?
  All that he thought; at that hour; was even noble; though he could
  not clothe it otherwise than in the language of a brutal farce。
  Presently he bade me call the doctor; and when that officer had
  come in; raised a little up in his bed; pointed first to himself
  and then to me; who stood weeping by his side; and several times
  repeated the expression; 'Frinds … frinds … dam frinds。'
  To my great surprise; the doctor appeared very much affected。  He
  nodded his little bob…wigged head at us; and said repeatedly; 'All
  right; Johnny … me comprong。'
  Then Goguelat shook hands with me; embraced me again; and I went
  out of the room sobbing like an infant。
  How often have I not seen it; that the most unpardonable fellows
  make the happiest exits!  It is a fate we may well envy them。
  Goguelat was detested in life; in the last three days; by his
  admirable staunchness and consideration; he won every heart; and
  when word went about the prison the same evening that he was no
  more; the voice of conversation became hushed as in a house of
  mourning。
  For myself I was like a man distracted; I cannot think what ailed
  me: when I awoke the following day; nothing remained of it; but
  that night I was filled with a gloomy fury of the nerves。  I had
  killed him; he had done his utmost to protect me; I had seen him
  with that awful smile。  And so illogical and useless is this
  sentiment of remorse; that I was ready; at a word or a look; to
  quarrel with somebody else。  I presume the disposition of my mind
  was imprinted on my face; and when; a little after; I overtook;
  saluted and addressed the doctor; he looked on me with
  commiseration and surprise。
  I had asked him if it was true。
  'Yes;' he said; 'the fellow's gone。'
  'Did he suffer much?' I asked。
  'Devil a bit; passed away like a lamb;' said he。  He looked on me a
  little; and I saw his hand go to his fob。  'Here; take that! no
  sense in fretting;' he said; and; putting a silver two…penny…bit in
  my hand; he left me。
  I should have had that twopenny framed to hang upon the wall; for
  it was the man's one act of charity in all my knowledge of him。
  Instead of that; I stood looking at it in my hand and laughed out
  bitterly; as I realised his mistake; then went to the ramparts; and
  flung it far into the air like blood money。  The night was falling;
  through an embrasure and across the gardened valley I saw the
  lamplighters hasting along Princes Street with ladder and lamp; and
  looked on moodily。  As I was so standing a hand was laid upon my
  shoulder; and I turned about。  It was Major Chevenix; dressed for
  the evening; and his neckcloth really admirably folded。  I never
  denied the man could dress。
  'Ah!' said he; 'I thought it was you; Champdivers。  So he's gone?'
  I nodded。
  'Come; come;' said he; 'you must cheer up。  Of course it's very
  distressing; very painful and all that。  But do you know; it ain't
  such a bad thing either for you or me?  What with his death and
  your visit to him I am entirely reassured。'
  So I was to owe my life to Goguelat at every point。
  'I had rather not discuss it;' said I。
  'Well;' said he; 'one word more; and I'll agree to bury the
  subject。  What did you fight about?'
  'Oh; what do men ever fight about?' I cried。
  'A lady?' said he。
  I shrugged my shoulders。
  'Deuce you did!' said he。  'I should scarce have thought it of
  him。'
  And at this my ill…humour broke fairly out in words。  'He!' I
  cried。  'He never dared to address her … only to look at her and
  vomit his vile insults!  She may have given him sixpence: if she
  did; it may take him to heaven yet!'
  At this I became aware of his eyes set upon me with a considering
  look; and brought up sharply。
  'Well; well;' said he。  'Good night to you; Champdivers。  Come to
  me at breakfast…time to…morrow; and we'll talk of other subjects。'
  I fully admit the man's conduct was not bad: in writing it down so
  long after the events I can even see that it was good。
  CHAPTER IV … ST。 IVES GETS A BUNDLE OF BANK NOTES
  I WAS surprised one morning; shortly after; to find myself the
  object of marked consideration by a civilian and a stranger。  This
  was a man of the middle age; he had a face of a mulberry colour;
  round black eyes; comical tufted eyebrows; and a protuberant
  forehead; and was dressed in clothes of a Quakerish cut。  In spite
  of his plainness; he had that inscrutable air of a man well…to…do
  in his affairs。  I conceived he had been some while observing me
  from a distance; for a sparrow sat betwixt us quite unalarmed on
  the breech of a piece of cannon。  So soon as our eyes met; he drew
  near and addressed me in the French language; which he spoke with a
  good fluency but an abominable accent。
  'I have the pleasure of addressing Monsieur le Vicomte Anne de
  Keroual de Saint…Yves?' said he。
  'Well;' said I; 'I do not call myself all that; but I have a right
  to; if I chose。  In the meanwhile I call myself plain Champdivers;
  at your disposal。  It was my mother's name; and good to go
  soldiering with。'
  'I think not quite;' said he; 'for if I remember rightly; your
  mother also had the particle。  Her name was Florimonde de
  Champdivers。'
  'Right again!' said I; 'and I am extremely pleased to meet a
  gentleman so well informed in my quarterings。  Is monsieur Born
  himself?'  This I said with a great air of assumption; partly to
  conceal the degree of curiosity with which my visitor had inspired
  me; and in part because it struck me as highly incongruous and
  comical in my prison garb and on the lips of a private soldier。
  He seemed to think so too; for he laughed。
  'No; sir;' he returned; speaking this time in English; 'I am not
  〃BORN;〃 as you call it; and must content myself with DYING; of
  which I am equally susceptible with the best of you。  My name is
  Mr。 Romaine … Daniel Romaine … a solicitor of London City; at your
  service; and; what will perhaps interest you more; I am here at the
  request of your great…uncle; the Count。'
  'What!' I cried; 'does M。 de Keroual de St。…Yves remember the
  existence of such a person as myself; and will he deign to count
  kinship with a soldier of Napoleon?'
  'You speak English well;' observed my visitor。
  'It has been a second language to me from a child;' said I。  'I had
  an English nurse; my father spoke English with me; and I was
  finished by a countryman of yours and a dear friend of mine; a Mr。
  Vicary。'
  A strong expression of interest came into the lawyer's face。
  'What!' he cried; 'you knew poor Vicary?'
  'For more than a year;' said I; 'and shared his hiding…place for
  many months。'
  'And I was his clerk; and have succeeded him in business;' said he。
  'Excellent man!  It was on the affairs of M。 de Keroual that he
  went to that accursed country; from which he was never destined to
  return。  Do you chance to know his end; sir?'
  'I am sorry;' said I; 'I do。  He perished miserably at the hands of
  a gang of banditti; such as we call CHAUFFEURS。  In a word; he was
  tortured; and died of it。  See;' I added; kicking off one shoe; for
  I had no stockings; 'I was no more than a child; and see how they
  had begun to treat myself。'
  He looked at the mark of