第 6 节
作者:精灵王      更新:2024-12-10 17:43      字数:9322
  his fire in soapsuds。
  He put the exercise down; leaned his chin upon his hand; and looked
  at me with clear; severe eyes。
  'I think we must have a little talk;' said he。
  'I am entirely at your disposition;' I replied; but I quaked; for I
  knew what subject to expect。
  'You have been some time giving me these lessons;' he went on; 'and
  I am tempted to think rather well of you。  I believe you are a
  gentleman。'
  'I have that honour; sir;' said I。
  'You have seen me for the same period。  I do not know how I strike
  you; but perhaps you will be prepared to believe that I also am a
  man of honour;' said he。
  'I require no assurances; the thing is manifest;' and I bowed。
  'Very well; then;' said he。  'What about this Goguelat?'
  'You heard me yesterday before the court;' I began。  'I was
  awakened only … '
  'Oh yes; I 〃heard you yesterday before the court;〃 no doubt;' he
  interrupted; 'and I remember perfectly that you were 〃awakened
  only。〃  I could repeat the most of it by rote; indeed。  But do you
  suppose that I believed you for a moment?'
  'Neither would you believe me if I were to repeat it here;' said I。
  'I may be wrong … we shall soon see;' says he; 'but my impression
  is that you will not 〃repeat it here。〃  My impression is that you
  have come into this room; and that you will tell me something
  before you go out。'
  I shrugged my shoulders。
  'Let me explain;' he continued。  'Your evidence; of course; is
  nonsense。  I put it by; and the court put it by。'
  'My compliments and thanks!' said I。
  'You MUST know … that's the short and the long;' he proceeded。
  'All of you in shed B are bound to know。  And I want to ask you
  where is the common…sense of keeping up this farce; and maintaining
  this cock…and…bull story between friends。  Come; come; my good
  fellow; own yourself beaten; and laugh at it yourself。'
  'Well; I hear you; go ahead;' said I。  'You put your heart in it。'
  He crossed his legs slowly。  'I can very well understand;' he
  began; 'that precautions have had to be taken。  I dare say an oath
  was administered。  I can comprehend that perfectly。'  (He was
  watching me all the time with his cold; bright eyes。)  'And I can
  comprehend that; about an affair of honour; you would be very
  particular to keep it。'
  'About an affair of honour?' I repeated; like a man quite puzzled。
  'It was not an affair of honour; then?' he asked。
  'What was not?  I do not follow;' said I。
  He gave no sign of impatience; simply sat awhile silent; and began
  again in the same placid and good…natured voice: 'The court and I
  were at one in setting aside your evidence。  It could not deceive a
  child。  But there was a difference between myself and the other
  officers; because I KNEW MY MAN and they did not。  They saw in you
  a common soldier; and I knew you for a gentleman。  To them your
  evidence was a leash of lies; which they yawned to hear you
  telling。  Now; I was asking myself; how far will a gentleman go?
  Not surely so far as to help hush a murder up?  So that … when I
  heard you tell how you knew nothing of the matter; and were only
  awakened by the corporal; and all the rest of it … I translated
  your statements into something else。  Now; Champdivers;' he cried;
  springing up lively and coming towards me with animation; 'I am
  going to tell you what that was; and you are going to help me to
  see justice done: how; I don't know; for of course you are under
  oath … but somehow。  Mark what I'm going to say。'
  At that moment he laid a heavy; hard grip upon my shoulder; and
  whether he said anything more or came to a full stop at once; I am
  sure I could not tell you to this day。  For; as the devil would
  have it; the shoulder he laid hold of was the one Goguelat had
  pinked。  The wound was but a scratch; it was healing with the first
  intention; but in the clutch of Major Chevenix it gave me agony。
  My head swam; the sweat poured off my face; I must have grown
  deadly pale。
  He removed his hand as suddenly as he had laid it there。  'What is
  wrong with you?' said he。
  'It is nothing;' said I。  'A qualm。  It has gone by。'
  'Are you sure?' said he。  'You are as white as a sheet。'
  'Oh no; I assure you!  Nothing whatever。  I am my own man again;' I
  said; though I could scarce command my tongue。
  'Well; shall I go on again?' says he。  'Can you follow me?'
  'Oh; by all means!' said I; and mopped my streaming face upon my
  sleeve; for you may be sure in those days I had no handkerchief。
  'If you are sure you can follow me。  That was a very sudden and
  sharp seizure;' he said doubtfully。  'But if you are sure; all
  right; and here goes。  An affair of honour among you fellows would;
  naturally; be a little difficult to carry out; perhaps it would be
  impossible to have it wholly regular。  And yet a duel might be very
  irregular in form; and; under the peculiar circumstances of the
  case; loyal enough in effect。  Do you take me?  Now; as a gentleman
  and a soldier。'
  His hand rose again at the words and hovered over me。  I could bear
  no more; and winced away from him。  'No;' I cried;  'not that。  Do
  not put your hand upon my shoulder。  I cannot bear it。  It is
  rheumatism;' I made haste to add。  'My shoulder is inflamed and
  very painful。'
  He returned to his chair and deliberately lighted a cigar。
  'I am sorry about your shoulder;' he said at last。  'Let me send
  for the doctor。'
  'Not in the least;' said I。  'It is a trifle。  I am quite used to
  it。  It does not trouble me in the smallest。  At any rate; I don't
  believe in doctors。'
  'All right;' said he; and sat and smoked a good while in a silence
  which I would have given anything to break。  'Well;' he began
  presently; 'I believe there is nothing left for me to learn。  I
  presume I may say that I know all。'
  'About what?' said I boldly。
  'About Goguelat;' said he。
  'I beg your pardon。  I cannot conceive;' said I。
  'Oh;' says the major; 'the man fell in a duel; and by your hand!  I
  am not an infant。'
  'By no means;' said I。  'But you seem to me to be a good deal of a
  theorist。'
  'Shall we test it?' he asked。  'The doctor is close by。  If there
  is not an open wound on your shoulder; I am wrong。  If there is … '
  He waved his hand。  'But I advise you to think twice。  There is a
  deuce of a nasty drawback to the experiment … that what might have
  remained private between us two becomes public property。'
  'Oh; well!' said I; with a laugh; 'anything rather than a doctor!
  I cannot bear the breed。'
  His last words had a good deal relieved me; but I was still far
  from comfortable。
  Major Chevenix smoked awhile; looking now at his cigar ash; now at
  me。  'I'm a soldier myself;' he says presently; 'and I've been out
  in my time and hit my man。  I don't want to run any one into a
  corner for an affair that was at all necessary or correct。  At the
  same time; I want to know that much; and I'll take your word of
  honour for it。  Otherwise; I shall be very sorry; but the doctor
  must be called in。'
  'I neither admit anything nor deny anything;' I returned。  'But if
  this form of words will suffice you; here is what I say: I give you
  my parole; as a gentleman and a soldier; there has nothing taken
  place amongst us prisoners that was not honourable as the day。'
  'All right;' says he。  'That was all I wanted。  You can go now;
  Champdivers。'
  And as I was going out he added; with a laugh: 'By the bye; I ought
  to apologise: I had no idea I was applying the torture!'
  The same afternoon the doctor came into the courtyard with a piece
  of paper in his hand。  He seemed hot and angry; and had certainly
  no mind to be polite。
  'Here!' he cried。  'Which of you fellows knows any English?  Oh!' …
  spying me … 'there you are; what's your name!  YOU'LL do。  Tell
  these fellows that the other fellow's dying。  He's booked; no use
  talking; I expect he'll go by evening。  And tell them I don't envy
  the feelings of the fellow who spiked him。  Tell them that first。'
  I did so。
  'Then you can tell 'em;' he resumed; 'that the fellow; Goggle …
  what's his name? … wants to see some of them before he gets his
  marching orders。  If I got it right; he wants to kiss or embrace
  you; or some sickening stuff。  Got that?  Then here's a list he's
  had written; and you'd better read it out to them … I can't make
  head or tail of your beastly names … and they can answer PRESENT;
  and fall in against that wall。'
  It was with a singular movement of incongruous feelings that I read
  the first name on the list。  I had no wish to look again on my own
  handiwork; my flesh recoiled from the idea; and how could I be sure
  what reception he designed to give me?  The cure was in my own
  hand; I could pass that first name over … the doctor wo