第 2 节
作者:精灵王      更新:2024-12-10 17:43      字数:9322
  the picture I must present by Sunday evening!  And Saturday; which
  was almost as bad; was the great day for visitors。
  Those who came to our market were of all qualities; men and women;
  the lean and the stout; the plain and the fairly pretty。  Sure; if
  people at all understood the power of beauty; there would be no
  prayers addressed except to Venus; and the mere privilege of
  beholding a comely woman is worth paying for。  Our visitors; upon
  the whole; were not much to boast of; and yet; sitting in a corner
  and very much ashamed of myself and my absurd appearance; I have
  again and again tasted the finest; the rarest; and the most
  ethereal pleasures in a glance of an eye that I should never see
  again … and never wanted to。  The flower of the hedgerow and the
  star in heaven satisfy and delight us: how much more the look of
  that exquisite being who was created to bear and rear; to madden
  and rejoice; mankind!
  There was one young lady in particular; about eighteen or nineteen;
  tall; of a gallant carriage; and with a profusion of hair in which
  the sun found threads of gold。  As soon as she came in the
  courtyard (and she was a rather frequent visitor) it seemed I was
  aware of it。  She had an air of angelic candour; yet of a high
  spirit; she stepped like a Diana; every movement was noble and
  free。  One day there was a strong east wind; the banner was
  straining at the flagstaff; below us the smoke of the city chimneys
  blew hither and thither in a thousand crazy variations; and away
  out on the Forth we could see the ships lying down to it and
  scudding。  I was thinking what a vile day it was; when she
  appeared。  Her hair blew in the wind with changes of colour; her
  garments moulded her with the accuracy of sculpture; the ends of
  her shawl fluttered about her ear and were caught in again with an
  inimitable deftness。  You have seen a pool on a gusty day; how it
  suddenly sparkles and flashes like a thing alive?  So this lady's
  face had become animated and coloured; and as I saw her standing;
  somewhat inclined; her lips parted; a divine trouble in her eyes; I
  could have clapped my hands in applause; and was ready to acclaim
  her a genuine daughter of the winds。  What put it in my head; I
  know not: perhaps because it was a Thursday and I was new from the
  razor; but I determined to engage her attention no later than that
  day。  She was approaching that part of the court in which I sat
  with my merchandise; when I observed her handkerchief to escape
  from her hands and fall to the ground; the next moment the wind had
  taken it up and carried it within my reach。  I was on foot at once:
  I had forgot my mustard…coloured clothes; I had forgot the private
  soldier and his salute。  Bowing deeply; I offered her the slip of
  cambric。
  'Madam;' said I; 'your handkerchief。  The wind brought it me。'
  I met her eyes fully。
  'I thank you; sir;' said she。
  'The wind brought it me;' I repeated。  'May I not take it for an
  omen?  You have an English proverb; 〃It's an ill wind that blows
  nobody good。〃'
  'Well;' she said; with a smile; '〃One good turn deserves another。〃
  I will see what you have。'
  She followed me to where my wares were spread out under lee of a
  piece of cannon。
  'Alas; mademoiselle!' said I; 'I am no very perfect craftsman。
  This is supposed to be a house; and you see the chimneys are awry。
  You may call this a box if you are very indulgent; but see where my
  tool slipped!  Yes; I am afraid you may go from one to another; and
  find a flaw in everything。  FAILURES FOR SALE should be on my
  signboard。  I do not keep a shop; I keep a Humorous Museum。'  I
  cast a smiling glance about my display; and then at her; and
  instantly became grave。  'Strange; is it not;' I added; 'that a
  grown man and a soldier should be engaged upon such trash; and a
  sad heart produce anything so funny to look at?'
  An unpleasant voice summoned her at this moment by the name of
  Flora; and she made a hasty purchase and rejoined her party。
  A few days after she came again。  But I must first tell you how she
  came to be so frequent。  Her aunt was one of those terrible British
  old maids; of which the world has heard much; and having nothing
  whatever to do; and a word or two of French; she had taken what she
  called an INTEREST IN THE FRENCH PRISONERS。  A big; bustling; bold
  old lady; she flounced about our market…place with insufferable
  airs of patronage and condescension。  She bought; indeed; with
  liberality; but her manner of studying us through a quizzing…glass;
  and playing cicerone to her followers; acquitted us of any
  gratitude。  She had a tail behind her of heavy; obsequious old
  gentlemen; or dull; giggling misses; to whom she appeared to be an
  oracle。  'This one can really carve prettily: is he not a quiz with
  his big whiskers?' she would say。  'And this one;' indicating
  myself with her gold eye…glass; 'is; I assure you; quite an
  oddity。'  The oddity; you may be certain; ground his teeth。  She
  had a way of standing in our midst; nodding around; and addressing
  us in what she imagined to be French: 'BIENNE; HOMMES!  CA VA
  BIENNE?'  I took the freedom to reply in the same lingo: BIENNE;
  FEMME! CA VA COUCI…COUCI TOUT D'MEME; LA BOURGEOISE!'  And at that;
  when we had all laughed with a little more heartiness than was
  entirely civil; 'I told you he was quite an oddity!' says she in
  triumph。  Needless to say; these passages were before I had
  remarked the niece。
  The aunt came on the day in question with a following rather more
  than usually large; which she manoeuvred to and fro about the
  market and lectured to at rather more than usual length; and with
  rather less than her accustomed tact。  I kept my eyes down; but
  they were ever fixed in the same direction; quite in vain。  The
  aunt came and went; and pulled us out; and showed us off; like
  caged monkeys; but the niece kept herself on the outskirts of the
  crowd and on the opposite side of the courtyard; and departed at
  last as she had come; without a sign。  Closely as I had watched
  her; I could not say her eyes had ever rested on me for an instant;
  and my heart was overwhelmed with bitterness and blackness。  I tore
  out her detested image; I felt I was done with her for ever; I
  laughed at myself savagely; because I had thought to please; when I
  lay down at night sleep forsook me; and I lay; and rolled; and
  gloated on her charms; and cursed her insensibility; for half the
  night。  How trivial I thought her! and how trivial her sex!  A man
  might be an angel or an Apollo; and a mustard…coloured coat would
  wholly blind them to his merits。  I was a prisoner; a slave; a
  contemned and despicable being; the butt of her sniggering
  countrymen。  I would take the lesson: no proud daughter of my foes
  should have the chance to mock at me again; none in the future
  should have the chance to think I had looked at her with
  admiration。  You cannot imagine any one of a more resolute and
  independent spirit; or whose bosom was more wholly mailed with
  patriotic arrogance; than I。  Before I dropped asleep; I had
  remembered all the infamies of Britain; and debited them in an
  overwhelming column to Flora。
  The next day; as I sat in my place; I became conscious there was
  some one standing near; and behold; it was herself!  I kept my
  seat; at first in the confusion of my mind; later on from policy;
  and she stood; and leaned a little over me; as in pity。  She was
  very still and timid; her voice was low。  Did I suffer in my
  captivity? she asked me。  Had I to complain of any hardship?
  'Mademoiselle; I have not learned to complain;' said I。  'I am a
  soldier of Napoleon。'
  She sighed。  'At least you must regret LA FRANCE;' said she; and
  coloured a little as she pronounced the words; which she did with a
  pretty strangeness of accent。
  'What am I to say?' I replied。  'If you were carried from this
  country; for which you seem so wholly suited; where the very rains
  and winds seem to become you like ornaments; would you regret; do
  you think?  We must surely all regret! the son to his mother; the
  man to his country; these are native feelings。'
  'You have a mother?' she asked。
  'In heaven; mademoiselle;' I answered。  'She; and my father also;
  went by the same road to heaven as so many others of the fair and
  brave: they followed their queen upon the scaffold。  So; you see; I
  am not so much to be pitied in my prison;' I continued: 'there are
  none to wait for me; I am alone in the world。  'Tis a different
  case; for instance; with yon poor fellow in the cloth cap。  His bed
  is next to mine; and in the night I hear him sobbing to himself。
  He has a tender character; full of tender and pretty sentiments;
  and in the dark at night; and sometimes by day when he can get me
  apart with him; he laments a mother a