第 5 节
作者:死磕      更新:2024-09-18 11:00      字数:6272
  Cupids; in front of the two large fire…places stood great screens
  broidered with parrots and peacocks; and the floor; which was of
  sea…green onyx; seemed to stretch far away into the distance。  Nor
  was he alone。  Standing under the shadow of the doorway; at the
  extreme end of the room; he saw a little figure watching him。  His
  heart trembled; a cry of joy broke from his lips; and he moved out
  into the sunlight。  As he did so; the figure moved out also; and he
  saw it plainly。
  The Infanta!  It was a monster; the most grotesque monster he had
  ever beheld。  Not properly shaped; as all other people were; but
  hunchbacked; and crooked…limbed; with huge lolling head and mane of
  black hair。  The little Dwarf frowned; and the monster frowned
  also。  He laughed; and it laughed with him; and held its hands to
  its sides; just as he himself was doing。  He made it a mocking bow;
  and it returned him a low reverence。  He went towards it; and it
  came to meet him; copying each step that he made; and stopping when
  he stopped himself。  He shouted with amusement; and ran forward;
  and reached out his hand; and the hand of the monster touched his;
  and it was as cold as ice。  He grew afraid; and moved his hand
  across; and the monster's hand followed it quickly。  He tried to
  press on; but something smooth and hard stopped him。  The face of
  the monster was now close to his own; and seemed full of terror。
  He brushed his hair off his eyes。  It imitated him。  He struck at
  it; and it returned blow for blow。  He loathed it; and it made
  hideous faces at him。  He drew back; and it retreated。
  What is it?  He thought for a moment; and looked round at the rest
  of the room。  It was strange; but everything seemed to have its
  double in this invisible wall of clear water。  Yes; picture for
  picture was repeated; and couch for couch。  The sleeping Faun that
  lay in the alcove by the doorway had its twin brother that
  slumbered; and the silver Venus that stood in the sunlight held out
  her arms to a Venus as lovely as herself。
  Was it Echo?  He had called to her once in the valley; and she had
  answered him word for word。  Could she mock the eye; as she mocked
  the voice?  Could she make a mimic world just like the real world?
  Could the shadows of things have colour and life and movement?
  Could it be that … ?
  He started; and taking from his breast the beautiful white rose; he
  turned round; and kissed it。  The monster had a rose of its own;
  petal for petal the same!  It kissed it with like kisses; and
  pressed it to its heart with horrible gestures。
  When the truth dawned upon him; he gave a wild cry of despair; and
  fell sobbing to the ground。  So it was he who was misshapen and
  hunchbacked; foul to look at and grotesque。  He himself was the
  monster; and it was at him that all the children had been laughing;
  and the little Princess who he had thought loved him … she too had
  been merely mocking at his ugliness; and making merry over his
  twisted limbs。  Why had they not left him in the forest; where
  there was no mirror to tell him how loathsome he was?  Why had his
  father not killed him; rather than sell him to his shame?  The hot
  tears poured down his cheeks; and he tore the white rose to pieces。
  The sprawling monster did the same; and scattered the faint petals
  in the air。  It grovelled on the ground; and; when he looked at it;
  it watched him with a face drawn with pain。  He crept away; lest he
  should see it; and covered his eyes with his hands。  He crawled;
  like some wounded thing; into the shadow; and lay there moaning。
  And at that moment the Infanta herself came in with her companions
  through the open window; and when they saw the ugly little dwarf
  lying on the ground and beating the floor with his clenched hands;
  in the most fantastic and exaggerated manner; they went off into
  shouts of happy laughter; and stood all round him and watched him。
  'His dancing was funny;' said the Infanta; 'but his acting is
  funnier still。  Indeed he is almost as good as the puppets; only of
  course not quite so natural。'  And she fluttered her big fan; and
  applauded。
  But the little Dwarf never looked up; and his sobs grew fainter and
  fainter; and suddenly he gave a curious gasp; and clutched his
  side。  And then he fell back again; and lay quite still。
  'That is capital;' said the Infanta; after a pause; 'but now you
  must dance for me。'
  'Yes;' cried all the children; 'you must get up and dance; for you
  are as clever as the Barbary apes; and much more ridiculous。'  But
  the little Dwarf made no answer。
  And the Infanta stamped her foot; and called out to her uncle; who
  was walking on the terrace with the Chamberlain; reading some
  despatches that had just arrived from Mexico; where the Holy Office
  had recently been established。  'My funny little dwarf is sulking;'
  she cried; 'you must wake him up; and tell him to dance for me。'
  They smiled at each other; and sauntered in; and Don Pedro stooped
  down; and slapped the Dwarf on the cheek with his embroidered
  glove。  'You must dance;' he said; 'PETIT MONSIRE。  You must dance。
  The Infanta of Spain and the Indies wishes to be amused。'
  But the little Dwarf never moved。
  'A whipping master should be sent for;' said Don Pedro wearily; and
  he went back to the terrace。  But the Chamberlain looked grave; and
  he knelt beside the little dwarf; and put his hand upon his heart。
  And after a few moments he shrugged his shoulders; and rose up; and
  having made a low bow to the Infanta; he said …
  'MI BELLA PRINCESA; your funny little dwarf will never dance again。
  It is a pity; for he is so ugly that he might have made the King
  smile。'
  'But why will he not dance again?' asked the Infanta; laughing。
  'Because his heart is broken;' answered the Chamberlain。
  And the Infanta frowned; and her dainty rose…leaf lips curled in
  pretty disdain。  'For the future let those who come to play with me
  have no hearts;' she cried; and she ran out into the garden。