第 28 节
作者:京文      更新:2024-09-15 09:12      字数:9322
  She left him still sitting before the table; and came back with some
  bank…notes in her hand。  〃Are you sure you hadn't betta take moa?〃 she
  asked。
  〃I think that five dollars will be all that I shall require;〃 he
  answered; with dignity。  〃I should be unwilling to accept more。  I shall
  undoubtedly receive some remittances soon。〃
  〃Oh; I know you will;〃 Clementina returned; and she added; 〃I am waiting
  for lettas myself; I don't think any one ought to give up。〃
  The preacher ignored the appeal which was in her tone rather than her
  words; and went on to explain at length the circumstances of his having
  come to Europe so unprovided against chances。  When he wished to excuse
  his imprudence; she cried out; 〃Oh; don't say a wo'd !  It's just like my
  own fatha;〃 and she told him some things of her home which apparently did
  not interest him very much。  He had a kind of dull; cold self…absorption
  in which he was indeed so little like her father that only her kindness
  for the lonely man could have justified her in thinking there was any
  resemblance。
  She did not see him again for a week; and meantime she did not tell the
  vice…consul of what had happened。  But an anxiety for the minister began
  to mingle with her anxieties for herself; she constantly wondered why she
  did not hear from her lover; and she occasionally wondered whether Mr。
  Orson were not falling into want again。  She had decided to betray his
  condition to the vice…consul; when he came; bringing the money she had
  lent him。  He had received a remittance from an unexpected source; and he
  hoped she would excuse his delay in repaying her loan。  She wished not to
  take the money; at least till he was quite sure he should not want it;
  but he insisted。
  〃I have enough to keep me; now; till I hear from other sources; with the
  means for returning home。  I see no object in continuing here; under the
  circumstances:
  In the relief which she felt for him Clementina's heart throbbed with a
  pain which was all for herself。  Why should she wait any longer either?
  For that instant she abandoned the hope which had kept her up so long; a
  wave of homesickness overwhelmed her。
  〃I should like to go back; too;〃 she said。  〃I don't see why I'm staying。
  Mr。 Osson; why can't you let me〃she was going to say〃go home with
  you?  〃But she really said what was also in her heart; 〃Why can't you let
  me give you the money to go home?  It is all Mrs。 Landa's money; anyway。〃
  〃There is certainly that view of the matter;〃 be assented with a
  promptness that might have suggested a lurking grudge for the vice…
  consul's decision that she ought to keep the money Mrs。 Lander had given
  her。
  But Clementina urged unsuspiciously: 〃Oh; yes; indeed!  And I shall feel
  better if you take it。  I only wish I could go home; too!〃
  The minister was silent while he was revolving; with whatever scruple or
  reluctance; a compromise suitable to the occasion。  Then he said; 〃Why
  should we not return together?〃
  〃Would you take me?〃 she entreated。
  〃That should be as you wished。  I am not much acquainted with the usages
  in such matters; but I presume that it would be entirely practicable。  We
  could ask the vice…consul。〃
  〃Yes〃
  〃He must have had considerable experience in cases of the kind。  Would
  your friends meet you in New York; or〃
  〃I don't know;〃 said Clementina with a pang for the thought of a meeting
  she had sometimes fancied there; when her lover had come out for her; and
  her father had been told to come and receive them。  〃No;〃 she sighed;
  〃the'e wouldn't be time to let them know。  But it wouldn't make any
  difference。  I could get home from New Yo'k alone;〃 she added;
  listlessly。  Her spirits had fallen again。  She saw that she could not
  leave Venice till she had heard in some sort from the letter she had
  written。  〃Perhaps it couldn't be done; after all。  But I will see Mr。
  Bennam about it; Mr。 Osson; and I know he will want you to have that much
  of the money。  He will be coming he'e; soon。〃
  He rose upon what he must have thought her hint; and said; 〃I should not
  wish to have him swayed against his judgment。〃
  The vice…consul came not long after the minister had left her; and she
  began upon what she wished to do for him。
  The vice…consul was against it。  〃I would rather lend him the money out
  of my own pocket。  How are you going to get along yourself; if you let
  him have so much?〃
  She did not answer at once。  Then she said; hopelessly; 〃 I've a great
  mind to go home with him。  I don't believe there's any use waiting here
  any longa。〃  The vice…consul could not say anything to this。  She added;
  〃Yes; I believe I will go home。  We we'e talking about it; the other day;
  and he is willing to let me go with him。〃
  〃I should think he would be;〃 the vice…consul retorted in his indignation
  for her。  〃Did you offer to pay for his passage?〃
  〃Yes;〃 she owned; 〃I did;〃 and again the vice…consul could say nothing。
  〃If I went; it wouldn't make any difference whether it took it all or
  not。  I should have plenty to get home from New York with。〃
  〃Well;〃 the vice…consul assented; dryly; 〃it's for you to say。〃
  〃I know you don't want me to do it!〃
  〃Well; I shall miss you;〃 he answered; evasively。
  〃And I shall miss you; too; Mr。 Bennam。  Don't you believe it?  But if I
  don't take this chance to get home; I don't know when I shall eva have
  anotha。  And there isn't any use waitingno; there isn't!〃
  The vice…consul laughed at the sort of imperative despair in her tone。
  〃How are you going?  Which way; I mean。〃
  They counted up Clementina's debts and assets; and they found that if she
  took the next steamer from Genoa; which was to sail in four days; she
  would have enough to pay her own way and Mr。 Orson's to New York; and
  still have some thirty dollars over; for her expenses home to
  Middlemount。  They allowed for a second cabin…passage; which the vice…
  consul said was perfectly good on the Genoa steamers。  He rather urged
  the gentility and comfort of the second cabin…passage; but his reasons in
  favor of it were wasted upon Clementina's indifference; she wished to get
  home; now; and she did not care how。  She asked the vice…consul to see
  the minister for her; and if he were ready and willing; to telegraph for
  their tickets。  He transacted the business so promptly that he was able
  to tell her when he came in the evening that everything was in train。
  He excused his coming; he said that now she was going so soon; he wanted
  to see all he could of her。  He offered no excuse when he came the next
  morning; but he said he had got a letter for her and thought she might
  want to have it at once。
  He took it out of his hat and gave it to her。  It was addressed in
  Hinkle's writing; her answer had come at last; she stood trembling with
  it in her hand。
  The vice…consul smiled。  〃Is that the one?〃
  〃Yes;〃 she whispered back。
  〃All right。〃  He took his hat; and set it on the back of his head before
  he left her without other salutation。
  Then Clementina opened her letter。  It was in a woman's hand; and the
  writer made haste to explain at the beginning that she was George W。
  Hinkle's sister; and that she was writing for him; for though he was now
  out of danger; he was still very weak; and they had all been anxious
  about him。  A month before; he had been hurt in a railroad collision; and
  had come home from the West; where the accident happened; suffering
  mainly from shock; as his doctor thought; he had taken to his bed at
  once; and had not risen from it since。  He had been out of his head a
  great part of the time; and had been forbidden everything that could
  distress or excite him。  His sister said that she was writing for him now
  as soon as he had seen Clementina's letter; it had been forwarded from
  one address to another; and had at last found him there at his home in
  Ohio。  He wished to say that he would come out for Clementina as soon as
  he was allowed to undertake the journey; and in the meantime she must let
  him know constantly where she was。  The letter closed with a few words of
  love in his own handwriting。
  Clementina rose from reading it; and put on her hat in a bewildered
  impulse to go to him at once; she knew; in spite of all the cautions and
  reserves of the letter that he must still be very sick。  When she came
  out of her daze she found that she could only go to the vice…consul。  She
  put the letter in his hands to let it explain itself。  〃You'll undastand;
  now;〃 she said。  〃What shall I do?〃
  When he had read it; he smiled and answered; 〃I guess I understood pretty
  well before; though I wasn't posted on names。  Well; I suppose you'll
  want to layout most of your capital on cables; now?〃
  〃Yes;〃 she laughed; and then she suddenly lamented; 〃 Why didn't they
  telegraph?〃
  〃Well; I guess he hadn't the head for it;〃 said the vice…consul; 〃and the
  rest wouldn't think of it。  They wouldn't; in the country。〃
  Clementina laughed again; in joyous recognition of the fact; 〃No; my
  fatha wouldn't; eitha!〃
  The vice…consul reached for his hat; and he led the way to Clementina's
  gondola at his garden gate; in greater haste than she。  At the telegraph
  office he framed a dispatch which for expansive fu