longing　to　appeal　to　him　for　counsel　as　to　how　she　ought　to　behave　toward
  him。
  There　was　no　one　else　whom　she　could　appeal　to。　　Mrs。　Lander；　after　her
  first　warning；　had　not　spoken　of　him　again；　though　Clementina　could　feel
  in　the　grimness　with　which　she　regarded　her　variable　treatment　of　him
  that　she　was　silently　hoarding　up　a　sum　of　inculpation　which　would　crush
  her　under　its　weight　when　it　should　fall　upon　her。　　She　seemed　to　be
  growing　constantly　better；　now；　and　as　the　interval　since　her　last　attack
  widened　behind　her；　she　began　to　indulge　her　appetite　with　a　recklessness
  which　Clementina；　in　a　sense　of　her　own　unworthiness；　was　helpless　to
  deal　with。　　When　she　ventured　to　ask　her　once　whether　she　ought　to　eat　of
  something　that　was　very　unwholesome　for　her；　Mrs。　Lander　answered　that
  she　had　taken　her　case　into　her　own　hands；　now；　for　she　knew　more　about
  it　than　all　the　doctors。　　She　would　thank　Clementina　not　to　bother　about
  her；　she　added　that　she　was　at　least　not　hurting　anybody　but　herself；　and
  she　hoped　Clementina　would　always　be　able　to　say　as　much。
  Clementina　wished　that　Hinkle　would　go　away；　but　not　before　she　had
  righted　herself　with　him；　and　he　lingered　his　month　out；　and　seemed　as
  little　able　to　go　as　she　to　let　him。　　She　had　often　to　be　cheerful　for
  both；　when　she　found　it　too　much　to　be　cheerful　for　herself。　　In　his
  absence　she　feigned　free　and　open　talks　with　him；　and　explained
  everything；　and　experienced　a　kind　of　ghostly　comfort　in　his　imagined
  approval　and　forgiveness；　but　in　his　presence；　nothing　really　happened
  except　the　alternation　of　her　kindness　and　unkindness；　in　which　she　was
  too　kind　and　then　too　unkind。
  The　morning　of　the'　day　he　was　at　last　to　leave　Venice；　he　came　to　say
  good　bye。　　He　did　not　ask　for　Mrs。　Lander；　when　the　girl　received　him；
  and　he　did　not　give　himself　time　to　lose　courage　before　he　began；　〃Miss
  Clementina；　I　don't　know　whether　I　ought　to　speak　to　you　after　what　I
  understood　you　to　mean　about　Mr。　Gregory。〃　　He　looked　steadfastly　at　her
  but　she　did　not　answer；　and　he　went　on。　　〃There's　just　one　chance　in　a
  million；　though；　that　I　didn't　understand　you　rightly；　and　I've　made　up
  my　mind　that　I　want　to　take　that　chance。　　May　I？〃　She　tried　to　speak；
  but　she　could　not。　　〃If　I　was　wrongif　there　was　nothing　between　you　and
  himcould　there　ever　be　anything　beween　you　and　me？〃
  His　pleading　looks　entreated　her　even　more　than　his　words。
  〃There　was　something；〃　she　answered；　〃with　him。〃
  〃And　I　mustn't　know　what；〃　the　young　man　said　patiently。
  〃Yesyes！〃　she　returned　eagerly。　　〃Oh；　yes！　　I　want　you　to　knowI　want
  to　tell　you。　　I　was　only　sixteen　yea's　old；　and　he　said　that　he　oughtn't
  to　have　spoken；　we　were　both　too　young。　　But　last　winta　he　spoke　again。
  He　said　that　he　had　always　felt　bound〃　She　stopped；　and　he　got　infirmly
  to　his　feet。　　〃I　wanted　to　tell　you　from　the　fust；　but〃
  〃How　could　you？　　You　couldn't。　　I　haven't　anything　more　to　say；　if　you
  are　bound　to　him。〃
  〃He　is　going　to　be　a　missionary　and　he　wanted　me　to　say　that　I　would
  believe　just　as　he　did；　and　I　couldn't。　　But　I　thought　that　it　would　come
  right；　andyes；　I　felt　bound　to　him；　too。　　That　is　allI　can't　explain
  it！〃
  〃Oh；　I　understand！〃　he　returned；　listlessly。
  〃And　do　you　blame　me　for　not　telling　before？〃　　She　made　an　involuntary
  movement　toward　him；　a　pathetic　gesture　which　both　entreated　and
  compassionated。
  〃There's　nobody　to　blame。　　You　have　tried　to　do　just　right　by　me；　as　well
  as　him。　　Well；　I've　got　my　answer。　　Mrs。　Landercan　I〃
  〃Why；　she　isn't　up　yet；　Mr。　Hinkle。〃　　Clementina　put　all　her　pain　for　him
  into　the　expression　of　their　regret。
  〃Then　I'll　have　to　leave　my　good…bye　for　her　with　you。　　I　don't　believe　I
  can　come　back　again。〃　　He　looked　round　as　if　he　were　dizzy。　　〃Good…bye；〃
  he　said；　and　offered　his　hand。　　It　was　cold　as　clay。
  When　he　was　gone；　Clementina　went　into　Mrs：　Lander's　room；　and　gave　her
  his　message。
  〃Couldn't　he　have　come　back　this　aftanoon　to　see　me；　if　he　ain't　goin'
  till　five？〃　she　demanded　jealously。
  〃He　said　he　couldn't　come　back；〃　Clementina　answered　sadly。
  The　woman　turned　her　head　on　her　pillow　and　looked　at　the　girl's　face。
  〃Oh！〃　she　said　for　all　comment。
  XXXI。
  The　Milrays　came　a　month　later；　to　seek　a　milder　sun　than　they　had　left
  burning　in　Florence。　　The　husband　and　wife　had　been　sojourning　there
  since　their　arrival　from　Egypt；　but　they　had　not　been　his　sister's
  guests；　and　she　did　not　now　pretend　to　be　of　their　party；　though　the　same
  train；　even　the　same　carriage；　had　brought　her　to　Venice　with　them。　　They
  went　to　a　hotel；　and　Miss　Milray　took　lodgings　where　she　always　spent　her
  Junes；　before　going　to　the　Tyrol　for　the　summer。
  〃You　are　wonderfully　improved；　every　way；〃　Mrs。　Milray　said　to　Clementina
  when　they　met。　　〃I　knew　you　would　be；　if　Miss　Milray　took　you　in　hand；
  and　I　can　see　she　has。　　What　she　doesn't　know　about　the　world　isn't　worth
  knowing！　　I　hope　she　hasn't　made　you　too　worldly？　　But　if　she　has；　she's
  taught　you　how　to　keep　from　showing　it；　you're　just　as　innocent…looking
  as　ever；　and　that's　the　main　thing；　you　oughtn't　to　lose　that。　　You
  wouldn't　dance　a　skirt　dance　now　before　a　ship's　company；　but　if　you　did；
  no　one　would　suspect　that　you　knew　any　better。　　Have　you　forgiven　me；
  yet？　　Well；　I　didn't　use　you　very　well；　Clementina；　and　I　never　pretended
  I　did。　　I've　eaten　a　lot　of　humble　pie　for　that；　my　dear。　　Did　Miss
  Milray　tell　you　that　I　wrote　to　her　about　it？　　Of　course　you　won't　say
  how　she　told　you；　but　she　ought　to　have　done　me　the　justice　to　say　that　I
  tried　to　be　a　friend　at　court　with　her　for　you。　　If　she　didn't；　she
  wasn't　fair。〃
  〃She　neva　said　anything　against　you；　Mrs。　Milray；〃　Clementina　answered。
  〃Discreet　as　ever；　my　dear！　　I　understand！　　And　I　hope　you　understand
  about　that　old　affair；　too；　by　this　time。　　It　was　a　complication。　　I　had
  to　get　back　at　Lioncourt　somehow；　and　I　don't　honestly　think　now　that　his
  admiration　for　a　young　girl　was　a　very　wholesome　thing　for　her。　　But
  never　mind。　　You　had　that　Boston　goose　in　Florence；　too；　last　winter；
  and　I　suppose　he　gobbled　up　what　little　Miss　Milray　had　left　of　me。　　But
  she's　charming。　　I　could　go　down　on　my　knees　to　her　art　when　she　really
  tries　to　finish　any　one。〃
  Clementina　noticed　that　Mrs。　Milray　had　got　a　new　way　of　talking。　　She
  had　a　chirpiness；　and　a　lift　in　her　inflections；　which　if　it　was　not
  exactly　English　was　no　longer　Western　American。　　Clementina　herself　in
  her　association　with　Hinkle　had　worn　off　her　English　rhythm；　and　in　her
  long　confinement　to　the　conversation　of　Mrs。　Lander；　she　had　reverted　to
  her　clipped　Yankee　accent。　　Mrs。　Milray　professed　to　like　it；　and　said　it
  brought　back　so　delightfully　those　pleasant　days　at　Middlemount；　when
  Clementina　really　was　a　child。　　〃I　met　somebody　at　Cairo；　who　seemed　very
  glad　to　hear　about　you；　though　he　tried　to　seem　not。　　Can　you　guess　who
  it　was？　　I　see　that　you　never　could；　in　the　world！　　We　got　quite　chummy
  one　day；　when　we　were　going　out　to　the　pyramids　together；　and　he　gave
  himself　away；　finely。　　He's　a　simple　soul！　　But　when　they're　in　love
  they're　all　so！　　It　was　a　little　queer；　colloguing　with　the　ex…headwaiter
  on　society　terms；　but　the　head…waitership　was　merely　an　episode；　and　the
  main　thing　is　that　he　is　very　talented；　and　is　going　to　be　a　minister。
  It's　a　pity　he's　so　devoted　to　his　crazy　missionary　scheme。　　Some　one
  ought　to　get　hold　of　him；　and　point　him　in　the　direction　of　a　rich　New
  York　congregation。　　He'd　find　heathen　enough　among　them；　and　he　could　do
  the　greatest　amount　of　good　with　their　money；　I　tried　to　talk　it　into
  him。　　I　suppose　you　saw　him　in　Florence；　this　spring？〃　　she　suddenly
  asked。
  〃Yes；〃　Clementina　answered　briefly。
  〃And　you　didn't　make　it　up　together。　　I　got　that　much　out　of　Miss　Milray。
  Well；　if　he　were　here；　I　should　find　out　why。　　But　I　don't　suppose　you
  would　tell　me。〃　　She　waited　a　moment　to　see　if　Clementina　would；　and　then
  she　said；　〃It's　a　pity；　for　I've　a　notion　I　could　help　you；　and　I　think　I
  owe　you　a　good　turn；　for　the　way　I　behaved　about　your　dance。　　But　if　you
  don't　want　my　help；　you　don't。〃
  〃I　would　say　so　if　I　did；　Mrs。　Milray；〃　said　Clementina。　　〃I　was　hu't；
  at　the　time；　but　I　don't　care　anything　for　it；　now。　　I　hope　you　won't
  think　about　it　any　more！〃
  〃Thank　you；〃　said　Mrs。　Milray；　〃　I'll　try　not　to；〃　and　she　laughed。　　〃But
  I　should　like　to　do　something　to　prove　my　repentance。〃
  Clementina　perceived　that　for　some　reason　she　would　rather　have　more　than
  less　cause　for　regret；　and　that　she　was　mocking　her；　but　she　was　without
  the　wish　or　the　power　to　retaliate；　and　she　did　not　try　to　fathom　Mrs。
  Milray's　motives。　　Most　motives　in　life；　even　bad　motives；　lie　nearer　the
  surface　than　most　people　commonly　pretend；　and　she　might　not　have　had　to
  dig　deeper　into　Mrs。　Milray's　nature　for　hers　than　that　layer　of　her
  consciousness　where　she　was　aware　that　Clementina　was　a　pet　of　her
  sister…in…law。　　For　no　better　reason　she　herself　made　a　pet　of　Mrs。
  Lander；　whose　dislike　of　Miss　Milray　was　not　hard　to　divine；　and　whose
  willingness　to　punish　her　through　Clementina　was　akin　to　her　own。　　The
  sick　woman　was　easily　flattered　back　into　her