第 14 节
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the headwaitathat student。〃
Mrs。 Lander jerked her head round on the pillow。 〃Well; of all theWhat
does he want; over he'a?〃
〃Nothing。 That ishe's travelling with a pupil that he's preparing for
college; andhe came to see us〃
〃D'you tell him I couldn't see him?〃
〃Yes〃
〃I guess he'd think I was a pretty changed pusson! Now; I want you
should stay with me; Clementina; and if anybody else comes〃
Maddalena entered the room with a card which she gave to the girl。
〃Who is it?〃 Mrs。 Lander demanded。
〃Miss Milray。〃
〃Of cou'se! Well; you may just send wo'd that you can't Or; no; you
must ! She'd have it all ova the place; by night; that I wouldn't let
you see her。 But don't you make any excuse for me! If she asks after
me; don't you say I'm sick! You say I'm not at home。〃
〃I've come about that little wretch;〃 Miss Milray began; after kissing
Clementina。 〃I didn't know but you had heard something I hadn't; or I
had heard something you hadn't。 You know I belong to the Hinkle
persuasion: I think Belsky's run his boardas Mr。 Hinkle calls it。〃
Clementina explained how this part of the Hinkle theory had failed; and
then Miss Milray devolved upon the belief that he had run his tailor's
bill or his shoemaker's。 〃They are delightful; those Russians; but
they're born insolvent。 I don't believe he's drowned himself。 How;〃 she
broke off to ask; in a burlesque whisper; 〃is…the…old…tabby?〃 She
laughed; for answer to her own question; and then with another sudden
diversion she demanded of a look in Clementina's face which would not be
laughed away; 〃Well; my dear; what is it?〃
〃Miss Milray;〃 said the girl; 〃should you think me very silly; if I told
you somethingsilly?〃
〃Not in the least!〃 cried Miss Milray; joyously。 〃It's the final proof
of your wisdom that I've been waiting for?〃
〃It's because Mr。 Belsky is all mixed up in it;〃 said Clementina; as if
some excuse were necessary; and then she told the story of her love
affair with Gregory。 Miss Milray punctuated the several facts with vivid
nods; but at the end she did not ask her anything; and the girl somehow
felt the freer to add: 〃I believe I will tell you his name。 It is Mr。
GregoryFrank Gregory〃
〃And he's been in Egypt?〃
〃Yes; the whole winta。〃
〃Then he's the one that my sister…in…law has been writing me about!〃
〃Oh; did he meet her the'a?〃
〃I should think so ! And he'll meet her )were; very soon。 She's coming;
with my poor brother。 I meant to tell you; but this ridiculous Belsky
business drove it out of my head。〃
〃And do you think;〃 Clementina entreated; 〃that he was to blame?〃
〃Why; I don't believe he's done it; you know。〃
〃Oh; I didn't mean Mr。 Belsky。 I meantMr。 Gregory。 For telling Mr。
Belsky?〃
〃Certainly not。 Men always tell those things to some one; I suppose。
Nobody was to blame but Belsky; for his meddling。〃
Miss Milray rose and shook out her plumes for flight; as if she were
rather eager for flight; but at the little sigh with which Clementina
said; 〃Yes; that is what I thought;〃 she faltered。
〃I was going to run away; for I shouldn't like to mix myself up in your
affairit's certainly a very strange oneunless I was sure I could help
you。 But if you think I can〃
Clementina shook her head。 〃I don't believe you can;〃 she said; with a
candor so wistful that Miss Milray stopped quite short。 〃How does Mr。
Gregory take this Belsky business?〃 she asked。
〃I guess he feels it moa than I do;〃 said the girl。
〃He shows his feeling more?〃
〃Yesno He believes he drove him to it。〃
Miss Milray took her hand; for parting; but did not kiss her。 〃I won't
advise you; my dear。 In fact; yon haven't asked me to。 You'll know what
to do; if you haven't done it already; girls usually have; when they want
advice。 Was there something you were going to say?〃
〃Oh; no。 Nothing。 Do you think;〃 she hesitated; appealingly; 〃do you
think we are…engaged?〃
〃If he's anything of a man at all; he must think he is。〃
〃Yes;〃 said Clementina; wistfully; 〃I guess he does。〃
Miss Milray looked sharply at her。 〃And does he think you are?〃
〃I don't knowhe didn't say。〃
〃Well;〃 said Miss Milray; rather dryly; 〃then it's something for you to
think over pretty carefully。〃
XXVI。
Hinkle came back in the afternoon to make a hopeful report of his failure
to learn anything more of Belsky; but Gregory did not come with him。 He
came the next morning long before Clementina expected visitors; and he
was walking nervously up and down the room when she appeared。 As if he
could not speak; he held toward her without speaking a telegram in
English; dated that day in Rome:
〃Deny report of my death。 Have written。
〃Belsky。〃
She looked up at Gregory from the paper; when she had read it; with
joyful eyes。 〃Oh; I am so glad for you! I am so glad he is alive。〃
He took the dispatch from her hand。 〃I brought it to you as soon as it
came:
〃Yes; yes! Of cou'se!〃
〃I must go now and do what he saysI don't know how yet。〃 He stopped;
and then went on from a different impulse。 〃Clementina; it isn't a
question now of that wretch's life and death; and I wish I need never
speak of him again。 But what he told you was true。〃 He looked
steadfastly at her; and she realized how handsome he was; and how well
dressed。 His thick red hair seemed to have grown darker above his
forehead; his moustache was heavier; and it curved in at the corners of
his mouth; he bore himself with a sort of self…disdain that enhanced his
splendor。 〃I have never changed toward you; I don't say it to make favor
with you; I don't expect to do that now; but it is true。 That night;
there at Middlemount; I tried to take back what I said; because I
believed that I ought。〃
〃Oh; yes; I knew that;〃 said Clementina; in the pause he made。
〃We were both too young; I had no prospect in life; I saw; the instant
after I had spoken; that I had no right to let you promise anything。
I tried to forget you; I couldn't。 I tried to make you forget me。〃
He faltered; and she did not speak; but her head drooped a little。
〃I won't ask how far I succeeded。 I always hoped that the time would
come when I could speak to you again。 When I heard from Fane that you
were at Woodlake; I wished to come out and see you; but I hadn't the
courage; I hadn't the right。 I've had to come to you without either;
now。 Did he speak to you about me?〃
〃I thought he was beginning to; once; but he neva did。〃
〃It didn't matter; it could only have made bad worse。 It can't help me
to say that somehow I was wishing and trying to do what was right; but I
was。〃
〃Oh; I know that; Mr。 Gregory;〃 said Clementina; generously。
〃Then you didn't doubt me; in spite of all?〃
〃I thought you would know what to do。 No; I didn't doubt you; exactly。〃
〃I didn't deserve your trust!〃 he cried。 〃How came that man to mention
me?〃 he demanded; abruptly; after a moment's silence。
〃Mr。 Belsky? It was the first night I saw him; and we were talking about
Americans; and he began to tell me about an American friend of his; who
was very conscientious。 I thought it must be you the fust moment;〃 said
Clementina; smiling with an impersonal pleasure in the fact。
〃From the conscientiousness?〃 he asked; in bitter self…irony。
〃Why; yes;〃 she returned; simply。 〃That was what made me think of you。
And the last time when he began to talk about you; I couldn't stop him;
although I knew he had no right to。〃
〃He had no right。 But I gave him the power to do it! He meant no harm;
but I enabled him to do all the harm。〃
〃Oh; if he's only alive; now; there is no harm!〃
He looked into her eyes with a misgiving from which be burst impetuously。
〃Then you do care for me still; after all that I have done to make you
detest me?〃 He started toward her; but she shrank back。
〃I didn't mean that;〃 she hesitated。
〃You know that I love you;that I have always loved you?〃
〃Yes;〃 she assented。 〃But you might be sorry again that you had said
it。〃 It sounded like coquetry; but he knew it was not coquetry。
〃Never! I've wished to say it again; ever since that night at
Middlemount; I have always felt bound by what I said then; though I took
back my words for your sake。 But the promise was always there; and my
life was in it。 You believe that?〃
〃Why; I always believed what you said; Mr。 Gregory。〃
〃Well?〃
Clementina paused; with her head seriously on one side。 〃I should want
to think about it before I said anything。〃
〃You are right;〃 he submitted; dropping his outstretched arms to his
side。 〃I have been thinking only of myself; as usual。〃
〃No;〃 she protested; compassionately。 〃But doesn't it seem as if we
ought to be su'a; this time? I did ca'e for you then; but I was very
young; and I don't know yet I thought I had always felt just; as you
did; but now Don't you think we had both betta wait a little while till
we ah' moa suttain?〃
They stood looking at each other; and he said; with a kind of passionate
self…denial; 〃Yes; think it over for me; too。 I will come back; if you
will let me。〃
〃Oh; thank you!〃 she cried after him; grat