第 10 节
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  and that it was no trouble at all; then he abruptly left her and went
  over to beg a cup of tea from Clementina; who sat behind the kettle by
  the window。
  〃I have heard this morning from that American I met in Pompeii〃 he began。
  〃He is coming northward; and I am going down to meet him in Rome。〃
  Mrs。 Lander caught the word; and called across the room; 〃Why; a'n't that
  whe'e that lo'd's gone?〃
  Clementina said yes; and while the kettle boiled; she asked if Baron
  Belsky were going soon。
  〃Oh; in a week or ten days; perhaps。  I shall know when he arrives。  Then
  I shall go。  We write to each other every day。〃  He drew a letter from
  his breast pocket。  〃This will give you the idea of his character;〃 and
  he read; 〃If we believe that the hand of God directs all our actions; how
  can we set up our theories of conduct against what we feel to be his
  inspiration?〃
  〃What do you think of that?〃  he demanded。
  〃I don't believe that God directs our wrong actions;〃 said Clementina。
  〃How!  Is there anything outside of God?
  〃I don't know whether there is or not。  But there is something that
  tempts me to do wrong; sometimes; and I don't believe that is God。〃
  The Russian seemed struck。  〃I will write that to him!〃
  〃No;〃 said Clementina; 〃I don't want you to say anything about me to
  him。〃
  〃No; no!〃  said Baron Belsky; waving his band reassuringly。  〃I would not
  mention your name!〃
  Mr。 Ewins came in; and the Russian said he must go。  Mrs。 Lander tried to
  detain him; too; as she had tried to keep Mr。 Hinkle; but be was
  inexorable。  Mr。 Ewins looked at the door when it had closed upon him。
  Mrs。 Lander said; 〃That is one of the gentlemen that Clementina met the
  otha night at the dance。  He is a baron; but he scratches it out。  You'd
  ought to head him go on about Americans。〃
  〃Yes;〃 said Mr。 Ewins coldly。  〃He's at our hotel; and he airs his
  peculiar opinions at the table d'hote pretty freely。  He's a
  revolutionist of some kind; I fancy。〃  He pronounced the epithet with an
  abhorrence befitting the citizen of a state born of revolution and a city
  that had cradled the revolt。  〃He's a Nihilist; I believe。〃
  Mrs。 Lander wished to know what that was; and he explained that it was a
  Russian who wanted to overthrow the Czar; and set up a government of the
  people; when they were not prepared for liberty。
  〃Then; maybe he isn't a baron at all;〃 said Mrs。 Lander。
  〃Oh; I believe he has a right to his title;〃 Ewins answered。  〃It's a
  German one。〃
  He said he thought that sort of man was all the more mischievous on
  account of his sincerity。  He instanced a Russian whom a friend of his
  knew in Berlin; a man of rank like this fellow: he got to brooding upon
  the condition of working people and that kind of thing; till he renounced
  his title and fortune and went to work in an iron foundry。
  Mr。 Ewins also spoke critically of Mrs。 Milray。  He had met her in Egypt;
  but you soon exhausted the interest of that kind of woman。  He professed
  a great concern that Clementina should see Florence in just the right
  way; and he offered his services in showing her the place。
  The Russian came the next day; and almost daily after that; in the
  interest with which Clementina's novel difference from other American
  girls seemed to inspire him。  His imagination had transmuted her simple
  Yankee facts into something appreciable to a Slav of his temperament。
  He conceived of her as the daughter of a peasant; whose beauty had
  charmed the widow of a rich citizen; and who was to inherit the wealth of
  her adoptive mother。  He imagined that the adoption had taken place at a
  much earlier period than the time when Clementina's visit to Mrs。 Lander
  actually began; and that all which could he done had been done to efface
  her real character by indulgence and luxury。
  His curiosity concerning her childhood; her home; her father and mother;
  her brothers and sisters; and his misunderstanding of everything she told
  him; amused her。  But she liked him; and she tried to give him some
  notion of the things he wished so much to know。  It always ended in a
  dissatisfaction; more or less vehement; with the outcome of American
  conditions as he conceived them。
  〃But you;〃 he urged one day; 〃you who are a daughter of the fields and
  woods; why should you forsake that pure life; and come to waste yourself
  here?〃
  〃Why; don't you think it's very nice in Florence?〃 she asked; with eyes
  of innocent interest。
  〃Nice!  Nice!  Do we live for what is nice?  Is it enough that you have
  what you Americans call a nice time?〃
  Clementina reflected。  〃I wasn't doing much of anything at home; and I
  thought I might as well come with Mrs。 Lander; if she wanted me so much。〃
  She thought in a certain way; that he was meddling with what was not his
  affair; but she believed that he was sincere in his zeal for the ideal
  life he wished her to lead; and there were some things she had heard
  about him that made her pity and respect him; his self…exile and his
  renunciation of home and country for his principles; whatever they were;
  she did not understand exactly。  She would not have liked never being
  able to go back to Middlemount; or to be cut off from all her friends as
  this poor young Nihilist was; and she said; now; 〃I didn't expect that it
  was going to be anything but a visit; and I always supposed we should go
  back in the spring; but now Mrs。 Lander is beginning to think she won't
  be well enough till fall。〃
  〃And why need you stay with her?〃
  〃Because she's not very well;〃 answered Clementina; and she smiled; a
  little triumphantly as well as tolerantly。
  〃She could hire nurses and doctors; all she wants with her money。〃
  〃I don't believe it would be the same thing; exactly; and what should I
  do if I went back?〃
  〃Do?  Teach !  Uplift the lives about you。〃
  〃But you say it is better for people to live simply; and not read and
  think so much。〃
  〃Then labor in the fields with them。〃
  Clementina laughed outright。  〃I guess if anyone saw me wo'king in the
  fields they would think I was a disgrace to the neighbahood。〃
  Belsky gave her a stupified glare through his spectacles。  〃I cannot
  undertand you Americans。〃
  〃Well; you must come ova to America; then; Mr。 Belsky〃he had asked her
  not to call him by his title〃and then you would。〃
  〃No; I could not endure the disappointment。  You have the great
  opportunity of the earth。  You could be equal and just; and simple and
  kind。  There is nothing to hinder you。  But all you try to do is to get
  more and more money。〃
  〃Now; that isn't faia; Mr。 Belsky; and you know it。〃
  Well; then; you joke; jokealways joke。  Like that Mr。 Hinkle。  He wants
  to make money with his patent of a gleaner; that will take the last grain
  of wheat from the poor; and he wants to jokejoke!'
  Clementina said; 〃I won't let you say that about Mr。 Hinkle。  You don't
  know him; or you wouldn't。  If he jokes; why shouldn't he?〃
  Belsky made a gesture of rejection。  〃Oh; you are an American; too。〃
  She had not grown less American; certainly; since she had left home; even
  the little conformities to Europe that she practiced were traits of
  Americanism。  Clementina was not becoming sophisticated; but perhaps she
  was becoming more conventionalized。  The knowledge of good and evil in
  things that had all seemed indifferently good to her once; had crept upon
  her; and she distinguished in her actions。  She sinned as little as any
  young lady in Florence against the superstitions of society; but though
  she would not now have done a skirt…dance before a shipful of people; she
  did not afflict herself about her past errors。  She put on the world; but
  she wore it simply and in most matters unconsciously。  Some things were
  imparted to her without her asking or wishing; and merely in virtue of
  her youth and impressionability。  She took them from her environment
  without knowing it; and in this way she was coming by an English manner
  and an English tone; she was only the less American for being rather
  English without trying; when other Americans tried so hard。  In the
  region of harsh nasals; Clementina had never spoken through her nose; and
  she was now as unaffected in these alien inflections as in the tender
  cooings which used to rouse the misgivings of her brother Jim。  When she
  was with English people she employed them involuntarily; and when she was
  with Americans she measurably lost them; so that after half an hour with
  Mr。 Hinkle; she had scarcely a trace of them; and with Mrs。 Lander she
  always spoke with her native accent。
  XXIII
  One Sunday night; toward the end of Lent; Mrs。 Lander had another of her
  attacks; she now began to call them so as if she had established an
  ownership in them。  It came on from her cumulative over…eating; again;
  but the doctor was not so smiling as he had been with regard to the
  first。  Clementina had got ready to drive out to Miss Milray's for one of
  her Sunday teas; but she put off her things; and prepared to spend the
  night at Mrs。 Lander's bedside。  〃Well; I should think you would want
  to;〃 said the sufferer。  〃I'm goin' to do everything for you; and you'd
  ought to be willing to give up one of youa junketin's for me。  I'm sure I
  don't k