第 8 节
作者:辛苦      更新:2024-09-08 23:53      字数:9322
  There seemed to be one or two heaps of old clothes lying on the
  ground; and further on; where the men at a command from Peyton had
  laid down their burden; another。  In those ragged; dusty heaps of
  clothes; from which all the majesty of life seemed to have been
  ruthlessly stamped out; only what was ignoble and grotesque
  appeared to be left。  There was nothing terrible in this。  The boy
  moved slowly towards them; and; incredible even to himself; the
  overpowering fear of them that a moment before had overcome him
  left him as suddenly。  He walked from the one to the other;
  recognizing them by certain marks and signs; and mentioning name
  after name。  The groups gazed at him curiously; he was conscious
  that he scarcely understood himself; still less the same quiet
  purpose that made him turn towards the furthest wagon。
  〃There's nothing there;〃 said Peyton; 〃we've searched it。〃  But the
  boy; without replying; continued his way; and the crowd followed
  him。
  The deserted wagon; more rude; disorderly; and slovenly than it had
  ever seemed to him before; was now heaped and tumbled with broken
  bones; cans; scattered provisions; pots; pans; blankets; and
  clothing in the foul confusion of a dust…heap。  But in this
  heterogeneous mingling the boy's quick eye caught sight of a
  draggled edge of calico。
  〃That's Mrs。 Silsbee's dress!〃 he cried; and leapt into the wagon。
  At first the men stared at each other; but an instant later a dozen
  hands were helping him; nervously digging and clearing away the
  rubbish。  Then one man uttered a sudden cry; and fell back with
  frantic but furious eyes uplifted against the pitiless; smiling sky
  above him。
  〃Great God! look here!〃
  It was the yellowish; waxen face of Mrs。 Silsbee that had been
  uncovered。  But to the fancy of the boy it had changed; the old
  familiar lines of worry; care; and querulousness had given way to a
  look of remote peace and statue…like repose。  He had often vexed
  her in her aggressive life; he was touched with remorse at her
  cold; passionless apathy now; and pressed timidly forward。  Even as
  he did so; the man; with a quick but warning gesture; hurriedly
  threw his handkerchief over the matted locks; as if to shut out
  something awful from his view。  Clarence felt himself drawn back;
  but not before the white lips of a bystander had whispered a single
  word
  〃Scalped; too! by God!〃
  CHAPTER VI
  Then followed days and weeks that seemed to Clarence as a dream。
  At first; an interval of hushed and awed restraint when he and Susy
  were kept apart; a strange and artificial interest taken little
  note of by him; but afterwards remembered when others had forgotten
  it; the burial of Mrs。 Silsbee beneath a cairn of stones; with some
  ceremonies that; simple though they were; seemed to usurp the
  sacred rights of grief from him and Susy; and leave them cold and
  frightened; days of frequent and incoherent childish outbursts from
  Susy; growing fainter and rarer as time went on; until they ceased;
  he knew not when; the haunting by night of that morning vision of
  the three or four heaps of ragged clothes on the ground and a half
  regret that he had not examined them more closely; a recollection
  of the awful loneliness and desolation of the broken and abandoned
  wagon left behind on its knees as if praying mutely when the train
  went on and left it; the trundling behind of the fateful wagon in
  which Mrs。 Silsbee's body had been found; superstitiously shunned
  by every one; and when at last turned over to the authorities at an
  outpost garrison; seeming to drop the last link from the dragging
  chain of the past。  The revelation to the children of a new
  experience in that brief glimpse of the frontier garrison; the
  handsome officer in uniform and belted sword; an heroic; vengeful
  figure to be admired and imitated hereafter; the sudden importance
  and respect given to Susy and himself as 〃survivors〃; the
  sympathetic questioning and kindly exaggerations of their
  experiences; quickly accepted by Susyall these; looking back upon
  them afterwards; seemed to have passed in a dream。
  No less strange and visionary to them seemed the real transitions
  they noted from the moving train。  How one morning they missed the
  changeless; motionless; low; dark line along the horizon; and
  before noon found themselves among the rocks and trees and a
  swiftly rushing river。  How there suddenly appeared beside them a
  few days later a great gray cloud…covered ridge of mountains that
  they were convinced was that same dark line that they had seen so
  often。  How the men laughed at them; and said that for the last
  three days they had been CROSSING that dark line; and that it was
  HIGHER than the great gray…clouded range before them; which it had
  always hidden from their view!  How Susy firmly believed that these
  changes took place in her sleep; when she always 〃kinder felt they
  were crawlin' up;〃 and how Clarence; in the happy depreciation of
  extreme youth; expressed his conviction that they 〃weren't a bit
  high; after all。〃  How the weather became cold; though it was
  already summer; and at night the camp fire was a necessity; and
  there was a stove in the tent with Susy; and yet how all this faded
  away; and they were again upon a dazzling; burnt; and sun…dried
  plain!  But always as in a dream!
  More real were the persons who composed the partywhom they seemed
  to have always knownand who; in the innocent caprice of children;
  had become to them more actual than the dead had even been。  There
  was Mr。 Peyton; who they now knew owned the train; and who was so
  rich that he 〃needn't go to California if he didn't want to; and
  was going to buy a great deal of it if he liked it;〃 and who was
  also a lawyer and 〃policeman〃which was Susy's rendering of
  〃politician〃and was called 〃Squire〃 and 〃Judge〃 at the frontier
  outpost; and could order anybody to be 〃took up if he wanted to;〃
  and who knew everybody by their Christian names; and Mrs。 Peyton;
  who had been delicate and was ordered by the doctor to live in the
  open air for six months; and 〃never go into a house or a town
  agin;〃 and who was going to adopt Susy as soon as her husband could
  arrange with Susy's relatives; and draw up the papers!  How 〃Harry〃
  was Henry Benham; Mrs。 Peyton's brother; and a kind of partner of
  Mr。 Peyton。  And how the scout's name was Gus Gildersleeve; or the
  〃White Crow;〃 and how; through his recognized intrepidity; an
  attack upon their train was no doubt averted。  Then there was
  〃Bill;〃 the stock herder; and 〃Texas Jim;〃 the vaquerothe latter
  marvelous and unprecedented in horsemanship。  Such were their
  companions; as appeared through the gossip of the train and their
  own inexperienced consciousness。  To them; they were all astounding
  and important personages。  But; either from boyish curiosity or
  some sense of being misunderstood; Clarence was more attracted by
  the two individuals of the party who were least kind to him
  namely; Mrs。 Peyton and her brother Harry。  I fear that; after the
  fashion of most children; and some grown…up people; he thought less
  of the steady kindness of Mr。 Peyton and the others than of the
  rare tolerance of Harry or the polite concessions of his sister。
  Miserably conscious of this at times; he quite convinced himself
  that if he could only win a word of approbation from Harry; or a
  smile from Mrs。 Peyton; he would afterwards revenge himself by
  〃running away。〃  Whether he would or not; I cannot say。  I am
  writing of a foolish; growing; impressionable boy of eleven; of
  whose sentiments nothing could be safely predicted but uncertainty。
  It was at this time that he became fascinated by another member of
  the party whose position had been too humble and unimportant to be
  included in the group already noted。  Of the same appearance as the
  other teamsters in size; habits; and apparel; he had not at first
  exhibited to Clarence any claim to sympathy。  But it appeared that
  he was actually a youth of only sixteena hopeless incorrigible of
  St。 Joseph; whose parents had prevailed on Peyton to allow him to
  join the party; by way of removing him from evil associations and
  as a method of reform。  Of this Clarence was at first ignorant; not
  from any want of frankness on the part of the youth; for that
  ingenious young gentleman later informed him that he had killed
  three men in St。 Louis; two in St。 Jo; and that the officers of
  justice were after him。  But it was evident that to precocious
  habits of drinking; smoking; chewing; and card…playing this
  overgrown youth added a strong tendency to exaggeration of
  statement。  Indeed; he was known as 〃Lying Jim Hooker;〃 and his
  various qualities presented a problem to Clarence that was
  attractive and inspiring; doubtful; but always fascinating。  With
  the hoarse voice of early wickedness and a contempt for ordinary
  courtesy; he had a round; perfectly good…humored face; and a
  disposition that when not called upon to act up to his self…imposed
  role of reckless wickedness; was not unkindly。
  It was only a few days after the massacre; and while the children
  were still wrapped in the gloomy interest and frightened reticence
  which followed it; that 〃Jim Hooker〃 first characteristically
  flashed u