第 7 节
作者:辛苦      更新:2024-09-08 23:53      字数:9322
  that questioning which he himself is so apt to assume without
  right; and almost always without delicacy; Clarence had no
  recourse。  Yet the boy; like all children; was conscious that if he
  had been afterwards questioned about THIS inexplicable experience;
  he would have been blamed for his ignorance concerning it。  Left to
  himself presently; and ensconced between the sheets; he lay for
  some moments staring about him。  The unwonted comfort of his couch;
  so different from the stuffy blanket in the hard wagon bed which he
  had shared with one of the teamsters; and the novelty; order; and
  cleanliness of his surroundings; while they were grateful to his
  instincts; began in some vague way to depress him。  To his loyal
  nature it seemed a tacit infidelity to his former rough companions
  to be lying here; he had a dim idea that he had lost that
  independence which equal discomfort and equal pleasure among them
  had given him。  There seemed a sense of servitude in accepting this
  luxury which was not his。  This set him endeavoring to remember
  something of his father's house; of the large rooms; drafty
  staircases; and far…off ceilings; and the cold formality of a life
  that seemed made up of strange faces; some strangerhis parents;
  some kinderthe servants; particularly the black nurse who had him
  in charge。  Why did Mr。 Peyton ask him about it?  Why; if it were
  so important to strangers; had not his mother told him more of it?
  And why was she not like this good woman with the gentle voice who
  was so kind toto Susy?  And what did they mean by making HIM so
  miserable?  Something rose in his throat; but with an effort he
  choked it back; and; creeping from the lounge; went softly to the
  window; opened it to see if it 〃would work;〃 and looked out。  The
  shrouded camp fires; the stars that glittered but gave no light;
  the dim moving bulk of a patrol beyond the circle; all seemed to
  intensify the darkness; and changed the current of his thoughts。
  He remembered what Mr。 Peyton had said of him when they first met。
  〃Suthin of a pup; ain't he?〃  Surely that meant something that was
  not bad!  He crept back to the couch again。
  Lying there; still awake; he reflected that he wouldn't be a scout
  when he grew up; but would be something like Mr。 Peyton; and have a
  train like this; and invite the Silsbees and Susy to accompany him。
  For this purpose; he and Susy; early to…morrow morning; would get
  permission to come in here and play at that game。  This would
  familiarize him with the details; so that he would be able at any
  time to take charge of it。  He was already an authority on the
  subject of Indians!  He had once been fired atas an Indian。  He
  would always carry a rifle like that hanging from the hooks at the
  end of the wagon before him; and would eventually slay many Indians
  and keep an account of them in a big book like that on the desk。
  Susy would help him; having grown up a lady; and they would both
  together issue provisions and rations from the door of the wagon to
  the gathered crowds。  He would be known as the 〃White Chief;〃 his
  Indian name being 〃Suthin of a Pup。〃  He would have a circus van
  attached to the train; in which he would occasionally perform。  He
  would also have artillery for protection。  There would be a
  terrific engagement; and he would rush into the wagon; heated and
  blackened with gunpowder; and Susy would put down an account of it
  in a book; and Mrs。 Peytonfor she would be there in some vague
  capacitywould say; 〃Really; now; I don't see but what we were
  very lucky in having such a boy as Clarence with us。  I begin to
  understand him better。〃  And Harry; who; for purposes of vague
  poetical retaliation; would also drop in at that moment; would
  mutter and say; 〃He is certainly the son of Colonel Brant; dear
  me!〃 and apologize。  And his mother would come in also; in her
  coldest and most indifferent manner; in a white ball dress; and
  start and say; 〃Good gracious; how that boy has grown!  I am sorry
  I did not see more of him when he was young。〃  Yet even in the
  midst of this came a confusing numbness; and then the side of the
  wagon seemed to melt away; and he drifted out again alone into the
  empty desolate plain from which even the sleeping Susy had
  vanished; and he was left deserted and forgotten。  Then all was
  quiet in the wagon; and only the night wind moving round it。  But
  lo! the lashes of the sleeping White Chiefthe dauntless leader;
  the ruthless destroyer of Indianswere wet with glittering tears!
  Yet it seemed only a moment afterwards that he awoke with a faint
  consciousness of some arrested motion。  To his utter consternation;
  the sun; three hours high; was shining in the wagon; already hot
  and stifling in its beams。  There was the familiar smell and taste
  of the dirty road in the air about him。  There was a faint creaking
  of boards and springs; a slight oscillation; and beyond the audible
  rattle of harness; as if the train had been under way; the wagon
  moving; and then there had been a sudden halt。  They had probably
  come up with the Silsbee train; in a few moments the change would
  be effected and all of his strange experience would be over。  He
  must get up now。  Yet; with the morning laziness of the healthy
  young animal; he curled up a moment longer in his luxurious couch。
  How quiet it was!  There were far…off voices; but they seemed
  suppressed and hurried。  Through the window he saw one of the
  teamsters run rapidly past him with a strange; breathless;
  preoccupied face; halt a moment at one of the following wagons; and
  then run back again to the front。
  Then two of the voices came nearer; with the dull beating of hoofs
  in the dust。
  〃Rout out the boy and ask him;〃 said a half…suppressed; impatient
  voice; which Clarence at once recognized as the man Harry's。
  〃Hold on till Peyton comes up;〃 said the second voice; in a low
  tone; 〃leave it to him。〃
  〃Better find out what they were like; at once;〃 grumbled Harry。
  〃Wait; stand back;〃 said Peyton's voice; joining the others; 〃I'LL
  ask him。〃
  Clarence looked wonderingly at the door。  It opened on Mr。 Peyton;
  dusty and dismounted; with a strange; abstracted look in his face。
  〃How many wagons are in your train; Clarence?〃
  〃Three; sir。〃
  〃Any marks on them?〃
  〃Yes; sir;〃 said Clarence; eagerly: 〃'Off to California' and 'Root;
  Hog; or Die。'〃
  Mr。 Peyton's eye seemed to leap up and hold Clarence's with a
  sudden; strange significance; and then looked down。
  〃How many were you in all?〃 he continued。
  〃Five; and there was Mrs。 Silsbee。〃
  〃No other woman?〃
  〃No。〃
  〃Get up and dress yourself;〃 he said gravely; 〃and wait here till I
  come back。  Keep cool and have your wits about you。〃  He dropped
  his voice slightly。  〃Perhaps something's happened that you'll have
  to show yourself a little man again for; Clarence!〃
  The door closed; and the boy heard the same muffled hoofs and
  voices die away towards the front。  He began to dress himself
  mechanically; almost vacantly; yet conscious always of a vague
  undercurrent of thrilling excitement。  When he had finished he
  waited almost breathlessly; feeling the same beating of his heart
  that he had felt when he was following the vanished train the day
  before。  At last he could stand the suspense no longer; and opened
  the door。  Everything was still in the motionless caravan; except
  it struck him oddly even thenthe unconcerned prattling voice of
  Susy from one of the nearer wagons。  Perhaps a sudden feeling that
  this was something that concerned HER; perhaps an irresistible
  impulse overcame him; but the next moment he had leaped to the
  ground; faced about; and was running feverishly to the front。
  The first thing that met his eyes was the helpless and desolate
  bulk of one of the Silsbee wagons a hundred rods away; bereft of
  oxen and pole; standing alone and motionless against the dazzling
  sky!  Near it was the broken frame of another wagon; its fore
  wheels and axles gone; pitched forward on its knees like an ox
  under the butcher's sledge。  Not far away there were the burnt and
  blackened ruins of a third; around which the whole party on foot
  and horseback seemed to be gathered。  As the boy ran violently on;
  the group opened to make way for two men carrying some helpless but
  awful object between them。  A terrible instinct made Clarence
  swerve from it in his headlong course; but he was at the same
  moment discovered by the others; and a cry arose of 〃Go back!〃
  〃Stop!〃  〃Keep him back!〃  Heeding it no more than the wind that
  whistled by him; Clarence made directly for the foremost wagonthe
  one in which he and Susy had played。  A powerful hand caught his
  shoulder; it was Mr。 Peyton's。
  〃Mrs。 Silsbee's wagon;〃 said the boy; with white lips; pointing to
  it。  〃Where is she?〃
  〃She's missing;〃 said Peyton; 〃and one otherthe rest are dead。〃
  〃She must be there;〃 said the boy; struggling; and pointing to the
  wagon; 〃let me go。〃
  〃Clarence;〃 said Peyton sternly; accenting his grasp upon the boy's
  arm; 〃be a man!  Look around you。  Try and tell us who these are。〃
  There seemed to be one or two heaps of old clothes lying on the
  ground; and further on; where the men at a command from Peyton had
  laid down their burd