第 10 节
作者:莫再讲      更新:2024-08-29 08:48      字数:9321
  village; there was no fear of listeners; Rodolphe took Gina into a
  corner; and asked her in a low voice and bad Italian; 〃Who are your
  master and mistress; child? Tell me; I will give you this fine new
  gold piece。〃
  〃Monsieur;〃 said the girl; taking the coin; 〃my master is the famous
  bookseller Lamparini of Milan; one of the leaders of the revolution;
  and the conspirator of all others whom Austria would most like to have
  in the Spielberg。〃
  〃A bookseller's wife! Ah; so much the better;〃 thought he; 〃we are on
  an equal footing。And what is her family?〃 he added; 〃for she looks
  like a queen。〃
  〃All Italian women do;〃 replied Gina proudly。 〃Her father's name is
  Colonna。〃
  Emboldened by Francesca's modest rank; Rodolphe had an awning fitted
  to his boat and cushions in the stern。 When this was done; the lover
  came to propose to Francesca to come out on the lake。 The Italian
  accepted; no doubt to carry out her part of a young English Miss in
  the eyes of the villagers; but she brought Gina with her。 Francesca
  Colonna's lightest actions betrayed a superior education and the
  highest social rank。 By the way in which she took her place at the end
  of the boat Rodolphe felt himself in some sort cut off from her; and;
  in the face of a look of pride worthy of an aristocrat; the
  familiarity he had intended fell dead。 By a glance Francesca made
  herself a princess; with all the prerogatives she might have enjoyed
  in the Middle Ages。 She seemed to have read the thoughts of this
  vassal who was so audacious as to constitute himself her protector。
  Already; in the furniture of the room where Francesca had received
  him; in her dress; and in the various trifles she made use of;
  Rodolphe had detected indications of a superior character and a fine
  fortune。 All these observations now recurred to his mind; he became
  thoughtful after having been trampled on; as it were; by Francesca's
  dignity。 Gina; her half…grown…up /confidante/; also seemed to have a
  mocking expression as she gave a covert or a side glance at Rodolphe。
  This obvious disagreement between the Italian lady's rank and her
  manners was a fresh puzzle to Rodolphe; who suspected some further
  trick like Gina's assumed dumbness。
  〃Where would you go; Signora Lamporani?〃 he asked。
  〃Towards Lucerne;〃 replied Francesca in French。
  〃Good!〃 said Rodolphe to himself; 〃she is not startled by hearing me
  speak her name; she had; no doubt; foreseen that I should ask Gina
  she is so cunning。What is your quarrel with me?〃 he went on; going
  at last to sit down by her side; and asking her by a gesture to give
  him her hand; which she withdrew。 〃You are cold and ceremonious; what;
  in colloquial language; we should call /short/。〃
  〃It is true;〃 she replied with a smile。 〃I am wrong。 It is not good
  manners; it is vulgar。 In French you would call it inartistic。 It is
  better to be frank than to harbor cold or hostile feelings towards a
  friend; and you have already proved yourself my friend。 Perhaps I have
  gone too far with you。 You must take me to be a very ordinary woman。〃
  Rodolphe made many signs of denial。〃Yes;〃 said the bookseller's
  wife; going on without noticing this pantomime; which; however; she
  plainly saw。 〃I have detected that; and naturally I have reconsidered
  my conduct。 Well! I will put an end to everything by a few words of
  deep truth。 Understand this; Rodolphe: I feel in myself the strength
  to stifle a feeling if it were not in harmony with my ideas or
  anticipation of what true love is。 I could loveas we can love in
  Italy; but I know my duty。 No intoxication can make me forget it。
  Married without my consent to that poor old man; I might take
  advantage of the liberty he so generously gives me; but three years of
  married life imply acceptance of its laws。 Hence the most vehement
  passion would never make me utter; even involuntarily; a wish to find
  myself free。
  〃Emilio knows my character。 He knows that without my heart; which is
  my own; and which I might give away; I should never allow anyone to
  take my hand。 That is why I have just refused it to you。 I desire to
  be loved and waited for with fidelity; nobleness; ardor; while all I
  can give is infinite tenderness of which the expression may not
  overstep the boundary of the heart; the permitted neutral ground。 All
  this being thoroughly understoodOh!〃 she went on with a girlish
  gesture; 〃I will be as coquettish; as gay; as glad; as a child which
  knows nothing of the dangers of familiarity。〃
  This plain and frank declaration was made in a tone; an accent; and
  supported by a look which gave it the deepest stamp of truth。
  〃A Princess Colonna could not have spoken better;〃 said Rodolphe;
  smiling。
  〃Is that;〃 she answered with some haughtiness; 〃a reflection on the
  humbleness of my birth? Must your love flaunt a coat…of…arms? At Milan
  the noblest names are written over shop…doors: Sforza; Canova;
  Visconti; Trivulzio; Ursini; there are Archintos apothecaries; but;
  believe me; though I keep a shop; I have the feelings of a duchess。〃
  〃A reflection? Nay; madame; I meant it for praise。〃
  〃By a comparison?〃 she said archly。
  〃Ah; once for all;〃 said he; 〃not to torture me if my words should ill
  express my feelings; understand that my love is perfect; it carries
  with it absolute obedience and respect。〃
  She bowed as a woman satisfied; and said; 〃Then monsieur accepts the
  treaty?〃
  〃Yes;〃 said he。 〃I can understand that in a rich and powerful feminine
  nature the faculty of loving ought not to be wasted; and that you; out
  of delicacy; wished to restrain it。 Ah! Francesca; at my age
  tenderness requited; and by so sublime; so royally beautiful a
  creature as you arewhy; it is the fulfilment of all my wishes。 To
  love you as you desire to be lovedis not that enough to make a young
  man guard himself against every evil folly? Is it not to concentrate
  all his powers in a noble passion; of which in the future he may be
  proud; and which can leave none but lovely memories? If you could but
  know with what hues you have clothed the chain of Pilatus; the Rigi;
  and this superb lake〃
  〃I want to know;〃 said she; with the Italian artlessness which has
  always a touch of artfulness。
  〃Well; this hour will shine on all my life like a diamond on a queen's
  brow。〃
  Francesca's only reply was to lay her hand on Rodolphe's。
  〃Oh dearest! for ever dearest!Tell me; have you never loved?〃
  〃Never。〃
  〃And you allow me to love you nobly; looking to heaven for the utmost
  fulfilment?〃 he asked。
  She gently bent her head。 Two large tears rolled down Rodolphe's
  cheeks。
  〃Why! what is the matter?〃 she cried; abandoning her imperial manner。
  〃I have now no mother whom I can tell of my happiness; she left this
  earth without seeing what would have mitigated her agony〃
  〃What?〃 said she。
  〃Her tenderness replaced by an equal tenderness〃
  〃/Povero mio/!〃 exclaimed the Italian; much touched。 〃Believe me;〃 she
  went on after a pause; 〃it is a very sweet thing; and to a woman; a
  strong element of fidelity to know that she is all in all on earth to
  the man she loves; to find him lonely; with no family; with nothing in
  his heart but his lovein short; to have him wholly to herself。〃
  When two lovers thus understand each other; the heart feels delicious
  peace; supreme tranquillity。 Certainty is the basis for which human
  feelings crave; for it is never lacking to religious sentiment; man is
  always certain of being fully repaid by God。 Love never believes
  itself secure but by this resemblance to divine love。 And the raptures
  of that moment must have been fully felt to be understood; it is
  unique in life; it can never return no more; alas! than the emotions
  of youth。 To believe in a woman; to make her your human religion; the
  fount of life; the secret luminary of all your least thoughts!is not
  this a second birth? And a young man mingles with this love a little
  of the feeling he had for his mother。
  Rodolphe and Francesca for some time remained in perfect silence;
  answering each other by sympathetic glances full of thoughts。 They
  understood each other in the midst of one of the most beautiful scenes
  of Nature; whose glories; interpreted by the glory in their hearts;
  helped to stamp on their minds the most fugitive details of that
  unique hour。 There had not been the slightest shade of frivolity in
  Francesca's conduct。 It was noble; large; and without any second
  thought。 This magnanimity struck Rodolphe greatly; for in it he
  recognized the difference between the Italian and the Frenchwoman。 The
  waters; the land; the sky; the woman; all were grandiose and suave;
  even their love in the midst of this picture; so vast in its expanse;
  so rich in detail; where the sternness of the snowy peaks and their
  hard folds standing clearly out against the blue sky; reminded
  Rodolphe of the circumstances which limited his happiness; a lovely
  country shut in by snows。
  This delightful intoxication of soul was destined to be disturbed。 A
  boat was approaching from Lucerne; Gina; who had been watching it
  attentively; gave a joyful start; though faithful to her part as a
  mute。 The bark came nearer; when at length Francesca could distinguish
  the faces on board; she exclaimed;