第 39 节
作者:缘圆      更新:2024-07-17 14:42      字数:9322
  governing feeling and apprehension carried the person who entertained it;
  to lengths which indicated a deranged imagination。                 He appeared to think
  that it was necessary for him; by exuberant; and not always well…chosen
  instances of liberality; and even profusion; to unite himself to the human
  race;    from    which     he   conceived      himself    naturally    dissevered。      The
  benefits which he bestowed; from a disposition naturally philanthropical in
  an uncommon degree; were exaggerated by the influence of the goading
  reflection; that more was necessary from him than from others;lavishing
  his treasures as if to bribe mankind to receive him into their class。                   It is
  scarcely necessary to say; that the bounty which flowed from a source so
  capricious      was   often   abused;    and   his   confidence     frequently    betrayed。
  These disappointments; which occur to all; more or less; and most to such
  as confer benefits without just discrimination; his diseased fancy set down
  to   the   hatred   and   contempt   excited   by   his   personal   deformity。   But   I
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  fatigue you; Miss Vere?〃
  〃No; by no means; II could not prevent my attention from wandering
  an instant; pray proceed。〃
  〃He became at length;〃 continued Ratcliffe; 〃the most ingenious self…
  tormentor of whom I have ever heard; the scoff of the rabble; and the sneer
  of   the   yet   more   brutal   vulgar   of   his   own   rank;   was   to   him   agony   and
  breaking   on   the   wheel。     He   regarded   the   laugh   of   the   common   people
  whom   he   passed   on   the   street;   and   the   suppressed   titter;   or   yet   more
  offensive terror; of the young girls to whom he was introduced in company;
  as   proofs   of   the   true   sense   which   the   world   entertained   of   him;   as   a
  prodigy unfit to be received among them on the usual terms of society; and
  as   vindicating   the   wisdom   of   his   purpose   in   withdrawing   himself   from
  among them。         On the faith and sincerity of two persons alone; he seemed
  to rely implicitlyon that of his betrothed bride; and of a friend eminently
  gifted   in   personal   accomplishments;   who   seemed;   and   indeed   probably
  was; sincerely attached to him。           He ought to have been so at least; for he
  was literally loaded with benefits by him whom you are now about to see。
  The parents of the subject of my story died within a short space of each
  other。   Their   death   postponed   the   marriage;   for   which   the   day   had   been
  fixed。     The lady did not seem greatly to mourn this delay; perhaps that
  was not to have been expected; but she intimated no change of intention;
  when;   after   a   decent   interval;   a   second   day   was   named   for   their   union。
  The friend of whom I spoke was then a constant resident at the Hall。                       In
  an evil hour; at the earnest request and entreaty of this friend; they joined a
  general party; where men of different political opinions were mingled; and
  where they drank deep。          A quarrel ensued; the friend of the Recluse drew
  his   sword   with   others;   and   was   thrown   down   and   disarmed   by   a   more
  powerful antagonist。         They fell in the struggle at the feet of the Recluse;
  who; maimed and truncated as his form appears; possesses; nevertheless;
  great strength; as well as violent passions。            He caught up a sword; pierced
  the heart of his friend's antagonist; was tried; and his life; with difficulty;
  redeemed from justice at the expense of a year's close imprisonment; the
  punishment of manslaughter。             The incident affected him most deeply; the
  more     that   the   deceased     was   a   man    of  excellent     character;    and   had
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  sustained gross insult and injury ere he drew his sword。                  I think; from that
  moment;   I   observedI   beg   pardonThe   fits   of   morbid   sensibility   which
  had tormented this unfortunate gentleman; were rendered henceforth more
  acute   by   remorse;   which   he;   of   all   men;   was   least   capable   of   having
  incurred;      or   of   sustaining     when     it  became      his   unhappy      lot。   His
  paroxysms of agony could not be concealed from the lady to whom he was
  betrothed; and it must be confessed they were of an alarming and fearful
  nature。     He comforted himself; that; at the expiry of his imprisonment; he
  could form with his wife and friend a society; encircled by which he might
  dispense   with   more   extensive   communication   with   the   world。              He   was
  deceived; before that term elapsed; his friend and his betrothed bride were
  man      and   wife。     The     effects   of   a   shock    so   dreadful     on   an   ardent
  temperament; a disposition already soured by bitter remorse; and loosened
  by   the   indulgence   of   a   gloomy   imagination   from   the   rest   of   mankind;   I
  cannot describe to you; it was as if the last cable at which the vessel rode
  had   suddenly   parted;   and   left   her   abandoned   to   all   the   wild   fury   of   the
  tempest。       He    was    placed     under    medical     restraint。    As    a   temporary
  measure this might have been justifiable; but his hard…hearted friend; who;
  in consequence of his   marriage; was   now his nearest ally;  prolonged   his
  confinement;   in   order   to   enjoy   the   management   of   his   immense   estates。
  There   was   one   who   owed   his   all   to   the   sufferer;   an   humble   friend;   but
  grateful and faithful。        By unceasing exertion; and repeated invocation of
  justice;   he   at   length   succeeded   in   obtaining   his   patron's   freedom;   and
  reinstatement in the management of his own property; to which was soon
  added that of his intended bride; who having died without male issue; her
  estates reverted to him; as heir of entail。              But freedom and wealth were
  unable to restore the equipoise of his mind; to the former his grief made
  him   indifferentthe   latter   only   served   him   as   far   as   it   afforded   him   the
  means   of   indulging his  strange   and   wayward   fancy。            He   had   renounced
  the    Catholic    religion;    but   perhaps    some     of  its  doctrines    continued     to
  influence a mind; over which remorse and misanthropy now assumed; in
  appearance;        an   unbounded       authority。     His     life  has   since    been    that
  alternately of a pilgrim and a hermit; suffering the most severe privations;
  not   indeed   in   ascetic   devotion;   but   in   abhorrence   of   mankind。        Yet   no
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  man's words and actions have been at such a wide difference; nor has any
  hypocritical wretch ever been more ingenious in assigning good motives
  for   his   vile   actions;   than   this   unfortunate   in   reconciling   to   his   abstract
  principles     of   misanthropy;     a   conduct     which    flows    from    his  natural
  generosity and kindness of feeling。〃
  〃Still;   Mr。    Ratcliffestill   you    describe    the   inconsistencies      of   a
  madman。〃
  〃By    no   means;〃     replied   Ratcliffe。    〃That    the   imagination     of   this
  gentleman is disordered; I will not pretend to dispute; I have already told
  you that it has sometimes broken out into paroxysms approaching to real
  mental alienation。       But it is of his common state of mind that I speak; it is
  irregular; but not deranged; the shades are as gradual as those that divide
  the light of noonday from midnight。              The courtier who ruins his fortune
  for the attainment of a title which can do him no good; or power of which
  he   can   make   no   suitable   or   creditable   use;   the   miser   who   hoards    his
  useless wealth; and the prodigal who squanders it; are all marked with a
  certain   shade   of   insanity。    To   criminals   who   are   guilty   of   enormities;
  when the temptation; to a sober mind; bears no proportion to the horror of
  the    act;  or   the   probability    of   detection    and    punishment;      the   same
  observation applies; and every violent passion; as well as anger; may be
  termed a short madness。〃
  〃This may be all good philosophy; Mr。 Ratcliffe;〃 answered Miss Vere;
  〃but; excuse me; it by no means emboldens me to visit; at this late hour; a
  person whose extravagance of imagination you yourself can only palliate。〃
  〃Rather; then;〃 said Ratc