第 33 节
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  who removed his property (well… paid to keep silence; no doubt) where they were ordered to carry it。 These men being strangers in the quarter; it was quite impossible to discover them later。
  I felt; however; that I still had a clue to him; through the organ at Saint…Louis; and the following Sunday after high mass I posted myself as before at the door of the organ loft; determined not to let go of the sphinx until I had made him speak。 But here again; disappointment! Monsieur Jacques Bricheteau's place was taken by a pupil。 The same thing happened on the three following Sundays。 On the fourth; I accosted the pupil and asked him if the master were ill。
  〃No; monsieur;〃 he replied。 〃Monsieur Bricheteau has asked for leave of absence。 He will be absent for some time; I believe on business。〃
  〃Where; then; can I write to him?〃
  〃I don't rightly know; but I think you had better address your letter to his house; not far from here; quai de Bethune。〃
  〃But he has moved; didn't you know it?〃
  〃No; indeed; where does he live now?〃
  This was poor luck; to ask information of a man who asked it of me when I questioned him。 As if to put be quite beside myself while I was making these inquiries; I saw that damned dwarf in the distance evidently laughing at me。
  Happily for my patience and my curiosity; which; under the pressure of all this opposition was growing terrible; a certain amount of light was given me。 A few days after my last discomfiture; a letter reached me bearing the post…mark Stockholm; Sweden; which address did not surprise me because; while in Rome; I had been honored by the friendship of Thorwaldsen; the great Swedish sculptor; and I had often met in his studio many of his compatriots。 Probably; therefore; this letter conveyed an order from one of them; sent through Thorwaldsen。 But; on opening the letter what was my amazement; and my emotion; in presence of its opening words:
  Monsieur my Son;
  The letter was long。 I had no patience to read it until I knew the name I bore。 I turned to the signature; again my disappointment was completethere was no name!
  Monsieur my Son;
  said my anonymous father;
  I do not regret that by your passionate insistence on knowing the   secret of your birth; you have forced the person who has watched   over you from childhood to come here to confer with me as to the   course your vehement and dangerous curiosity requires us to   pursue。
  For some time past; I have entertained a thought which I bring to   maturity to…day; the execution of which could have been more   satisfactorily settled by word of mouth than it can now be by   correspondence。
  Immediately after your birth; which cost your mother's life; being   forced to expatriate myself; I made in a foreign country a noble   fortune; and I occupy in the ministry of that country an eminent   position。 I foresee the moment when; free to restore to you my   name; I shall also be able to secure to you the inheritance of my   titles and the position to which I have attained。
  But; to reach that height; the reputation you have; I am told;   acquired in art is not a sufficient recommendation。 It is my wish   that you should enter political life; and in that career; under   the present institutions of France; there are not two ways of   becoming a man of distinction: you must begin by being made a   deputy。 I know that you are not yet of the legal age; and also   that you do not possess the property qualification。 But; in   another year you will be thirty years old; and that is just the   necessary time required by law to be a land…owner before becoming   a candidate for election。
  To…morrow; therefore; you can present yourself to Mongenod Bros。;   bankers; rue de la Victoire。 A sum of two hundred and fifty   thousand francs will be paid to you; this you must immediately   employ in the purchase of real estate; applying part of the   surplus to obtain an interest in some newspaper which; when the   right time comes; will support your candidacy; and the rest in   another expense I shall presently explain to you。
  Your political aptitude is guaranteed to me by the person who;   with a disinterested zeal for which I shall ever be grateful; has   watched over you since you were abandoned。 For some time past he   has secretly followed you and listened to you; and he is certain   that you will make yourself a dignified position in the Chamber。   Your opinions of ardent yet moderate liberalism please me; without   being aware of it; you have very cleverly played into my game。 I   cannot as yet tell you the place of your probable election。 The   secret power which is preparing for that event is all the more   certain to succeed because its plans are pursued quietly and for   the present in the shade。 But success will be greatly assisted by   the execution of a work which I shall now propose to you;   requesting you to accept its apparent strangeness without surprise   or comment。
  For the time being you must continue to be a sculptor; and with   the talents of which you have already given proofs; I wish you to   make a statue of Saint…Ursula。 That is a subject which does not   lack either interest or poesy。 Saint…Ursula; virgin and martyr;   was; as is generally believed; a daughter of prince of Great   Britain。 Becoming the abbess of a convent of unmarried women; who   were called with popular naivete the Eleven Thousand Virgins; she   was martyred by the Huns in the fifth century; later; she was   patroness of the order of the Ursulines; to which she gave its   name; and she was also patroness of the famous house of Sorbonne。   An able artist like yourself could; it seems to me; make much of   these details。
  Without knowing the locality of which you will be made the   representative; it is expedient that you should from the present   moment; make known your political opinions and your intention of   becoming a candidate for election。 But I cannot too strongly   insist on your keeping secret the communication now made to you;   at any rate as much as your patience will allow。 Leave my agent in   peace; and await the slow and quiet development of the brilliant   future to which you are destined; without yielding to a curiosity   which might; I warn you; lead to great disasters。
  If you refuse to enter my plans; you will take from yourself all   chance of ever penetrating a mystery which you have shown yourself   so eager to understand。 But I do not admit even the supposition of   your resistance; and I prefer to believe in your deference to the   wishes of a father who will regard it as the finest day of his   life when at last it be granted to him to reveal himself to his   son。
  P。S。 Your statue; which is intended for a convent of Ursuline   nuns; must be in white marble。 Height: one metre seven hundred and   six millimetres; in other words; five feet three inches。 As it   will not be placed in a niche; you must carefully finish all sides   of it。 The costs of the work are to be taken out of the two   hundred and fifty thousand francs mentioned above。
  This letter chilled and pained me。 In the first place; it took from me a hope long cherished;that of recovering a mother as loving as yours; of whose adorable tenderness; dear friend; you have so often told me。 After all; it was a half…light thrown upon the fogs of my life without even allowing me to know whether I was or was not the child of a legitimate marriage。 It also seemed to me that such paternal intimations addressed to a man of my age were much too despotic and imperious。 Was it not a strange proceeding to change my whole life as if I were a boy just leaving school! At first I employed to myself all the arguments against this political vocation which you and my other friends have since addressed to me。 Nevertheless curiosity impelled me to go the Mongenods'; and finding there; sure enough; in actual; living money; the two hundred and fifty thousand francs announced to me; I was led to reason in another way。
  I reflected that a will which began by making such an outlay must have something serious in it。 And inasmuch as this mysterious father knew all and I nothing; it seemed to me that to enter on a struggle with him was neither reasonable nor opportune。 In fact; had I any real repugnance to the career suggested to me? No。 Political interests have always roused me to a certain degree; and if my electoral attempt should come to nothing; I could always return to my art without being more ridiculous than the other still…born ambitions which each new legislature produces。
  Accordingly; I have bought the necessary piece of property; and made myself a shareholder in the 〃National。〃 I have also made the Saint… Ursula; and am now awaiting instructions; which seem to me rather long in coming; as to her actual destination。 Moreover; I have made known my parliamentary ambition; and the fact that I intend to stand in the coming elections。
  I need not ask you to preserve the utmost secrecy about my present confidence。 Discretion is a virtue which you practise; to my knowledge; in too signal a manner to need any exhorting thereto from me。 But I am wrong; dear friend; in making these unkind allusions to the past; for at this moment I am; more perha