第 82 节
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泰达魔王 更新:2024-07-17 14:41 字数:9322
but still the hand held its gripe of my garment; and I feared to
move。 It knew of my presence; then。 My brain reeled; the blood
boiled in my ears; and my knees lost all strength; while my heart
panted like that of a deer in the wolf's jaws。 I sank back; and
the benumbing influence of excessive terror reduced me to a state
of stupor。
When my full consciousness returned I was sitting on the edge of
the bed; shivering with cold; and barefooted。 All was silent; but
I felt that my sleeve was still clutched by my unearthly visitant。
The silence lasted a long time。 Then followed a chuckling laugh
that froze my very marrow; and the gnashing of teeth as in demoniac
frenzy; and then a wailing moan; and this was succeeded by silence。
Hours may have passednay; though the tumult of my own heart
prevented my hearing the clock strike; must have passedbut they
seemed ages to me。 And how were they passed? Hideous visions
passed before the aching eyes that I dared not close; but which
gazed ever into the dumb darkness where It laymy dread companion
through the watches of the night。 I pictured It in every abhorrent
form which an excited fancy could summon up: now as a skeleton;
with hollow eye…holes and grinning; fleshless jaws; now as a
vampire; with livid face and bloated form; and dripping mouth wet
with blood。 Would it never be light! And yet; when day should
dawn I should be forced to see It face to face。 I had heard that
specter and fiend were compelled to fade as morning brightened; but
this creature was too real; too foul a thing of earth; to vanish at
cock…crow。 No! I should see itthe Horrorface to face! And
then the cold prevailed; and my teeth chattered; and shiverings ran
through me; and yet there was the damp of agony on my bursting
brow。 Some instinct made me snatch at a shawl or cloak that lay on
a chair within reach; and wrap it round me。 The moan was renewed;
and the chain just stirred。 Then I sank into apathy; like an
Indian at the stake; in the intervals of torture。 Hours fled by;
and I remained like a statue of ice; rigid and mute。 I even slept;
for I remember that I started to find the cold gray light of an
early winter's day was on my face; and stealing around the room
from between the heavy curtains of the window。
Shuddering; but urged by the impulse that rivets the gaze of the
bird upon the snake; I turned to see the Horror of the night。 Yes;
it was no fevered dream; no hallucination of sickness; no airy
phantom unable to face the dawn。 In the sickly light I saw it
lying on the bed; with its grim head on the pillow。 A man? Or a
corpse arisen from its unhallowed grave; and awaiting the demon
that animated it? There it laya gaunt; gigantic form; wasted to
a skeleton; half…clad; foul with dust and clotted gore; its huge
limbs flung upon the couch as if at random; its shaggy hair
streaming over the pillows like a lion's mane。 His face was toward
me。 Oh; the wild hideousness of that face; even in sleep! In
features it was human; even through its horrid mask of mud and
half…dried bloody gouts; but the expression was brutish and
savagely fierce; the white teeth were visible between the parted
lips; in a malignant grin; the tangled hair and beard were mixed in
leonine confusion; and there were scars disfiguring the brow。
Round the creature's waist was a ring of iron; to which was
attached a heavy but broken chainthe chain I had heard clanking。
With a second glance I noted that part of the chain was wrapped in
straw to prevent its galling the wearer。 The creatureI cannot
call it a manhad the marks of fetters on its wrists; the bony arm
that protruded through one tattered sleeve was scarred and bruised;
the feet were bare; and lacerated by pebbles and briers; and one of
them was wounded; and wrapped in a morsel of rag。 And the lean
hands; one of which held my sleeve; were armed with talons like an
eagle's。 In an instant the horrid truth flashed upon meI was in
the grasp of a madman。 Better the phantom that scares the sight
than the wild beast that rends and tears the quivering fleshthe
pitiless human brute that has no heart to be softened; no reason at
whose bar to plead; no compassion; naught of man save the form and
the cunning。 I gasped in terror。 Ah! the mystery of those
ensanguined fingers; those gory; wolfish jaws! that face; all
besmeared with blackening blood; is revealed!
The slain sheep; so mangled and rentthe fantastic butcherythe
print of the naked footall; all were explained; and the chain;
the broken link of which was found near the slaughtered animalsit
came from his broken chainthe chain he had snapped; doubtless; in
his escape from the asylum where his raging frenzy had been
fettered and bound; in vain! in vain! Ah me! how had this grisly
Samson broken manacles and prison barshow had he eluded guardian
and keeper and a hostile world; and come hither on his wild way;
hunted like a beast of prey; and snatching his hideous banquet like
a beast of prey; too! Yes; through the tatters of his mean and
ragged garb I could see the marks of the seventies; cruel and
foolish; with which men in that time tried to tame the might of
madness。 The scourgeits marks were there; and the scars of the
hard iron fetters; and many a cicatrice and welt; that told a
dismal tale of hard usage。 But now he was loose; free to play the
brutethe baited; tortured brute that they had made himnow
without the cage; and ready to gloat over the victims his strength
should overpower。 Horror! horror! I was the preythe victim
already in the tiger's clutch; and a deadly sickness came over me;
and the iron entered into my soul; and I longed to scream; and was
dumb! I died a thousand deaths as that morning wore on。 I DARED
NOT faint。 But words cannot paint what I suffered as I waited
waited till the moment when he should open his eyes and be aware of
my presence; for I was assured he knew it not。 He had entered the
chamber as a lair; when weary and gorged with his horrid orgy; and
he had flung himself down to sleep without a suspicion that he was
not alone。 Even his grasping my sleeve was doubtless an act done
betwixt sleeping and waking; like his unconscious moans and
laughter; in some frightful dream。
Hours went on; then I trembled as I thought that soon the house
would be astir; that my maid would come to call me as usual; and
awake that ghastly sleeper。 And might he not have time to tear me;
as he tore the sheep; before any aid could arrive? At last what I
dreaded came to passa light footstep on the landingthere is a
tap at the door。 A pause succeeds; and then the tapping is
renewed; and this time more loudly。 Then the madman stretched his
limbs; and uttered his moaning cry; and his eyes slowly opened
very slowly opened and met mine。 The girl waited a while ere she
knocked for the third time。 I trembled lest she should open the
door unbiddensee that grim thing; and bring about the worst。
I saw the wondering surprise in his haggard; bloodshot eyes; I saw
him stare at me half vacantly; then with a crafty yet wondering
look; and then I saw the devil of murder begin to peep forth from
those hideous eyes; and the lips to part as in a sneer; and the
wolfish teeth to bare themselves。 But I was not what I had been。
Fear gave me a new and a desperate composurea courage foreign to
my nature。 I had heard of the best method of managing the insane;
I could but try; I DID try。 Calmly; wondering at my own feigned
calm; I fronted the glare of those terrible eyes。 Steady and
undaunted was my gazemotionless my attitude。 I marveled at
myself; but in that agony of sickening terror I was OUTWARDLY firm。
They sink; they quail; abashed; those dreadful eyes; before the
gaze of a helpless girl; and the shame that is never absent from
insanity bears down the pride of strength; the bloody cravings of
the wild beast。 The lunatic moaned and drooped his shaggy head
between his gaunt; squalid hands。
I lost not an instant。 I rose; and with one spring reached the
door; tore it open; and; with a shriek; rushed through; caught the
wondering girl by the arm; and crying to her to run for her life;
rushed like the wind along the gallery; down the corridor; down the
stairs。 Mary's screams filled the house as she fled beside me。 I
heard a long…drawn; raging cry; the roar of a wild animal mocked of
its prey; and I knew what was behind me。 I never turned my headI
flew rather than ran。 I was in the hall already; there was a rush
of many feet; an outcry of many voices; a sound of scuffling feet;
and brutal yells; and oaths; and heavy blows; and I fell to the
ground crying; 〃Save me!〃 and lay in a swoon。 I awoke from a
delirious trance。 Kind faces were around my bed; loving looks were
bent on me by all; by my dear father and dear sisters; but I
scarcely saw them before I swooned again。
When I recovered from tha