第 82 节
作者:泰达魔王      更新:2024-07-17 14:41      字数:9322
  but still the hand held its gripe of my garment; and I feared to
  move。  It knew of my presence; then。  My brain reeled; the blood
  boiled in my ears; and my knees lost all strength; while my heart
  panted like that of a deer in the wolf's jaws。  I sank back; and
  the benumbing influence of excessive terror reduced me to a state
  of stupor。
  When my full consciousness returned I was sitting on the edge of
  the bed; shivering with cold; and barefooted。  All was silent; but
  I felt that my sleeve was still clutched by my unearthly visitant。
  The silence lasted a long time。  Then followed a chuckling laugh
  that froze my very marrow; and the gnashing of teeth as in demoniac
  frenzy; and then a wailing moan; and this was succeeded by silence。
  Hours may have passednay; though the tumult of my own heart
  prevented my hearing the clock strike; must have passedbut they
  seemed ages to me。  And how were they passed?  Hideous visions
  passed before the aching eyes that I dared not close; but which
  gazed ever into the dumb darkness where It laymy dread companion
  through the watches of the night。  I pictured It in every abhorrent
  form which an excited fancy could summon up: now as a skeleton;
  with hollow eye…holes and grinning; fleshless jaws; now as a
  vampire; with livid face and bloated form; and dripping mouth wet
  with blood。  Would it never be light!  And yet; when day should
  dawn I should be forced to see It face to face。  I had heard that
  specter and fiend were compelled to fade as morning brightened; but
  this creature was too real; too foul a thing of earth; to vanish at
  cock…crow。  No! I should see itthe Horrorface to face!  And
  then the cold prevailed; and my teeth chattered; and shiverings ran
  through me; and yet there was the damp of agony on my bursting
  brow。  Some instinct made me snatch at a shawl or cloak that lay on
  a chair within reach; and wrap it round me。  The moan was renewed;
  and the chain just stirred。  Then I sank into apathy; like an
  Indian at the stake; in the intervals of torture。  Hours fled by;
  and I remained like a statue of ice; rigid and mute。  I even slept;
  for I remember that I started to find the cold gray light of an
  early winter's day was on my face; and stealing around the room
  from between the heavy curtains of the window。
  Shuddering; but urged by the impulse that rivets the gaze of the
  bird upon the snake; I turned to see the Horror of the night。  Yes;
  it was no fevered dream; no hallucination of sickness; no airy
  phantom unable to face the dawn。  In the sickly light I saw it
  lying on the bed; with its grim head on the pillow。  A man?  Or a
  corpse arisen from its unhallowed grave; and awaiting the demon
  that animated it?  There it laya gaunt; gigantic form; wasted to
  a skeleton; half…clad; foul with dust and clotted gore; its huge
  limbs flung upon the couch as if at random; its shaggy hair
  streaming over the pillows like a lion's mane。  His face was toward
  me。  Oh; the wild hideousness of that face; even in sleep!  In
  features it was human; even through its horrid mask of mud and
  half…dried bloody gouts; but the expression was brutish and
  savagely fierce; the white teeth were visible between the parted
  lips; in a malignant grin; the tangled hair and beard were mixed in
  leonine confusion; and there were scars disfiguring the brow。
  Round the creature's waist was a ring of iron; to which was
  attached a heavy but broken chainthe chain I had heard clanking。
  With a second glance I noted that part of the chain was wrapped in
  straw to prevent its galling the wearer。  The creatureI cannot
  call it a manhad the marks of fetters on its wrists; the bony arm
  that protruded through one tattered sleeve was scarred and bruised;
  the feet were bare; and lacerated by pebbles and briers; and one of
  them was wounded; and wrapped in a morsel of rag。  And the lean
  hands; one of which held my sleeve; were armed with talons like an
  eagle's。  In an instant the horrid truth flashed upon meI was in
  the grasp of a madman。  Better the phantom that scares the sight
  than the wild beast that rends and tears the quivering fleshthe
  pitiless human brute that has no heart to be softened; no reason at
  whose bar to plead; no compassion; naught of man save the form and
  the cunning。  I gasped in terror。  Ah! the mystery of those
  ensanguined fingers; those gory; wolfish jaws! that face; all
  besmeared with blackening blood; is revealed!
  The slain sheep; so mangled and rentthe fantastic butcherythe
  print of the naked footall; all were explained; and the chain;
  the broken link of which was found near the slaughtered animalsit
  came from his broken chainthe chain he had snapped; doubtless; in
  his escape from the asylum where his raging frenzy had been
  fettered and bound; in vain! in vain!  Ah me! how had this grisly
  Samson broken manacles and prison barshow had he eluded guardian
  and keeper and a hostile world; and come hither on his wild way;
  hunted like a beast of prey; and snatching his hideous banquet like
  a beast of prey; too!  Yes; through the tatters of his mean and
  ragged garb I could see the marks of the seventies; cruel and
  foolish; with which men in that time tried to tame the might of
  madness。  The scourgeits marks were there; and the scars of the
  hard iron fetters; and many a cicatrice and welt; that told a
  dismal tale of hard usage。  But now he was loose; free to play the
  brutethe baited; tortured brute that they had made himnow
  without the cage; and ready to gloat over the victims his strength
  should overpower。  Horror! horror!  I was the preythe victim
  already in the tiger's clutch; and a deadly sickness came over me;
  and the iron entered into my soul; and I longed to scream; and was
  dumb!  I died a thousand deaths as that morning wore on。  I DARED
  NOT faint。  But words cannot paint what I suffered as I waited
  waited till the moment when he should open his eyes and be aware of
  my presence; for I was assured he knew it not。  He had entered the
  chamber as a lair; when weary and gorged with his horrid orgy; and
  he had flung himself down to sleep without a suspicion that he was
  not alone。  Even his grasping my sleeve was doubtless an act done
  betwixt sleeping and waking; like his unconscious moans and
  laughter; in some frightful dream。
  Hours went on; then I trembled as I thought that soon the house
  would be astir; that my maid would come to call me as usual; and
  awake that ghastly sleeper。  And might he not have time to tear me;
  as he tore the sheep; before any aid could arrive?  At last what I
  dreaded came to passa light footstep on the landingthere is a
  tap at the door。  A pause succeeds; and then the tapping is
  renewed; and this time more loudly。  Then the madman stretched his
  limbs; and uttered his moaning cry; and his eyes slowly opened
  very slowly opened and met mine。  The girl waited a while ere she
  knocked for the third time。  I trembled lest she should open the
  door unbiddensee that grim thing; and bring about the worst。
  I saw the wondering surprise in his haggard; bloodshot eyes; I saw
  him stare at me half vacantly; then with a crafty yet wondering
  look; and then I saw the devil of murder begin to peep forth from
  those hideous eyes; and the lips to part as in a sneer; and the
  wolfish teeth to bare themselves。  But I was not what I had been。
  Fear gave me a new and a desperate composurea courage foreign to
  my nature。  I had heard of the best method of managing the insane;
  I could but try; I DID try。  Calmly; wondering at my own feigned
  calm; I fronted the glare of those terrible eyes。  Steady and
  undaunted was my gazemotionless my attitude。  I marveled at
  myself; but in that agony of sickening terror I was OUTWARDLY firm。
  They sink; they quail; abashed; those dreadful eyes; before the
  gaze of a helpless girl; and the shame that is never absent from
  insanity bears down the pride of strength; the bloody cravings of
  the wild beast。  The lunatic moaned and drooped his shaggy head
  between his gaunt; squalid hands。
  I lost not an instant。  I rose; and with one spring reached the
  door; tore it open; and; with a shriek; rushed through; caught the
  wondering girl by the arm; and crying to her to run for her life;
  rushed like the wind along the gallery; down the corridor; down the
  stairs。  Mary's screams filled the house as she fled beside me。  I
  heard a long…drawn; raging cry; the roar of a wild animal mocked of
  its prey; and I knew what was behind me。  I never turned my headI
  flew rather than ran。  I was in the hall already; there was a rush
  of many feet; an outcry of many voices; a sound of scuffling feet;
  and brutal yells; and oaths; and heavy blows; and I fell to the
  ground crying; 〃Save me!〃 and lay in a swoon。  I awoke from a
  delirious trance。  Kind faces were around my bed; loving looks were
  bent on me by all; by my dear father and dear sisters; but I
  scarcely saw them before I swooned again。
  When I recovered from tha