第 54 节
作者:泰达魔王      更新:2024-07-17 14:41      字数:9322
  their ideas are drawn from the same fountains of literature; and
  they speak dialects of the same tongue; their government and laws
  have more resemblances than differences; they were formerly
  provinces of the same civil; and; till lately; of the same
  religious; empire。
  As to the motives which induce men to change the place of their
  abode; these must unavoidably be fleeting and mutable。  If not
  bound to one spot by conjugal or parental ties; or by the nature of
  that employment to which we are indebted for subsistence; the
  inducements to change are far more numerous and powerful than
  opposite inducements。
  He spoke as if desirous of showing that he was not aware of the
  tendency of Pleyel's remarks; yet certain tokens were apparent that
  proved him by no means wanting in penetration。  These tokens were
  to be read in his countenance; and not in his words。  When anything
  was said indicating curiosity in us; the gloom of his countenance
  was deepened; his eyes sunk to the ground; and his wonted air was
  not resumed without visible struggle。  Hence; it was obvious to
  infer that some incidents of his life were reflected on by him with
  regret; and that; since these incidents were carefully concealed;
  and even that regret which flowed from them laboriously stifled;
  they had not been merely disastrous。  The secrecy that was observed
  appeared not designed to provoke or baffle the inquisitive; but was
  prompted by the shame or by the prudence of guilt。
  These ideas; which were adopted by Pleyel and my brother as well as
  myself; hindered us from employing more direct means for
  accomplishing our wishes。  Questions might have been put in such
  terms that no room should be left for the pretense of misapprehension;
  and; if modesty merely had been the obstacle; such questions would
  not have been wanting; but we considered that; if the disclosure
  were productive of pain or disgrace; it was inhuman to extort it。
  Amidst the various topics that were discussed in his presence;
  allusions were; of course; made to the inexplicable events that had
  lately happened。  At those times the words and looks of this man
  were objects of my particular attention。  The subject was
  extraordinary; and anyone whose experience or reflections could
  throw any light upon it was entitled to my gratitude。  As this man
  was enlightened by reading and travel; I listened with eagerness to
  the remarks which he should make。
  At first I entertained a kind of apprehension that the tale would
  be heard by him with incredulity and secret ridicule。  I had
  formerly heard stories that resembled this in some of their
  mysterious circumstances; but they were commonly heard by me with
  contempt。  I was doubtful whether the same impression would not now
  be made on the mind of our guest; but I was mistaken in my fears。
  He heard them with seriousness; and without any marks either of
  surprise or incredulity。  He pursued with visible pleasure that
  kind of disquisition which was naturally suggested by them。  His
  fancy was eminently vigorous and prolific; and; if he did not
  persuade us that human beings are sometimes admitted to a sensible
  intercourse with the Author of nature; he at least won over our
  inclination to the cause。  He merely deduced; from his own
  reasonings; that such intercourse was probable; but confessed that;
  though he was acquainted with many instances somewhat similar to
  those which had been related by us; none of them were perfectly
  exempted from the suspicion of human agency。
  On being requested to relate these instances; he amused us with
  many curious details。  His narratives were constructed with so much
  skill; and rehearsed with so much energy; that all the effects of a
  dramatic exhibition were frequently produced by them。  Those that
  were most coherent and most minute; and; of consequence; least
  entitled to credit; were yet rendered probable by the exquisite art
  of this rhetorician。  For every difficulty that was suggested a
  ready and plausible solution was furnished。  Mysterious voices had
  always a share in producing the catastrophe; but they were always
  to be explained on some known principles; either as reflected into
  a focus or communicated through a tube。  I could not but remark
  that his narratives; however complex or marvelous; contained no
  instance sufficiently parallel to those that had befallen
  ourselves; and in which the solution was applicable to our own
  case。
  My brother was a much more sanguine reasoner than our guest。  Even
  in some of the facts which were related by Carwin; he maintained
  the probability of celestial interference; when the latter was
  disposed to deny it; and had found; as he imagined; footsteps of a
  human agent。  Pleyel was by no means equally credulous。  He
  scrupled not to deny faith to any testimony but that of his senses;
  and allowed the facts which had lately been supported by this
  testimony not to mold his belief; but merely to give birth to
  doubts。
  It was soon observed that Carwin adopted; in some degree; a similar
  distinction。  A tale of this kind; related by others; he would
  believe; provided it was explicable upon known principles; but that
  such notices were actually communicated by beings of a higher order
  he would believe only when his own ears were assailed in a manner
  which could not be otherwise accounted for。  Civility forbade him
  to contradict my brother or myself; but his understanding refused
  to acquiesce in our testimony。  Besides; he was disposed to
  question whether the voices were not really uttered by human
  organs。  On this supposition he was desired to explain how the
  effect was produced。
  He answered that the cry for help; heard in the hall on the night
  of my adventure; was to be ascribed to a human creature; who
  actually stood in the hall when he uttered it。  It was of no
  moment; he said; that we could not explain by what motives he that
  made the signal was led hither。  How imperfectly acquainted were we
  with the condition and designs of the beings that surrounded us!
  The city was near at hand; and thousands might there exist whose
  powers and purposes might easily explain whatever was mysterious in
  this transaction。  As to the closet dialogue; he was obliged to
  adopt one of two suppositions; and affirm either that it was
  fashioned in my own fancy; or that it actually took place between
  two persons in the closet。
  Such was Carwin's mode of explaining these appearances。  It is
  such; perhaps; as would commend itself as most plausible to the
  most sagacious minds; but it was insufficient to impart conviction
  to us。  As to the treason that was meditated against me; it was
  doubtless just to conclude that it was either real or imaginary;
  but that it was real was attested by the mysterious warning in the
  summer…house; the secret of which I had hitherto locked up in my
  own breast。
  A month passed away in this kind of intercourse。  As to Carwin; our
  ignorance was in no degree enlightened respecting his genuine
  character and views。  Appearances were uniform。  No man possessed a
  larger store of knowledge; or a greater degree of skill in the
  communication of it to others; hence he was regarded as an
  inestimable addition to our society。  Considering the distance of
  my brother's house from the city; he was frequently prevailed upon
  to pass the night where he spent the evening。  Two days seldom
  elapsed without a visit from him; hence he was regarded as a kind
  of inmate of the house。  He entered and departed without ceremony。
  When he arrived he received an unaffected welcome; and when he
  chose to retire no importunities were used to induce him to remain。
  Carwin never parted with his gravity。  The inscrutableness of his
  character; and the uncertainty whether his fellowship tended to
  good or to evil; were seldom absent from our minds。  This
  circumstance powerfully contributed to sadden us。
  My heart was the seat of growing disquietudes。  This change in one
  who had formerly been characterized by all the exuberances of soul
  could not fail to be remarked by my friends。  My brother was always
  a pattern of solemnity。  My sister was clay; molded by the
  circumstances in which she happened to be placed。  There was but
  one whose deportment remains to be described as being of importance
  to our happiness。  Had Pleyel likewise dismissed his vivacity?
  He was as whimsical and jestful as ever; but he was not happy。  The
  truth in this respect was of too much importance to me not to make
  me a vigilant observer。  His mirth was easily perceived to be the
  fruit of exertion。  When his thoughts wandered from the company; an
  air of dissatisfaction and impatience stole across his features。
  Even the punctuality and frequency of his visits were somewhat
  lessened。  It may be supposed that my own uneasiness was heightened
  by these tokens; but; strange as it may seem; I found; in the
  present state of my mind; no relie