第 51 节
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泰达魔王 更新:2024-07-17 14:41 字数:9322
instantly suggested itself as most eligible in circumstances so
perilous。 I deliberated not a moment; but; fear adding wings to my
speed; I leaped out of bed; and; scantily robed as I was; rushed
out of the chamber; downstairs; and into the open air。 I can
hardly recollect the process of turning keys and withdrawing bolts。
My terrors urged me forward with almost a mechanical impulse。 I
stopped not till I reached my brother's door。 I had not gained the
threshold; when; exhausted by the violence of my emotions and by my
speed; I sunk down in a fit。
How long I remained in this situation I know not。 When I
recovered; I found myself stretched on a bed; surrounded by my
sister and her female servants。 I was astonished at the scene
before me; but gradually recovered the recollection of what had
happened。 I answered their importunate inquiries as well as I was
able。 My brother and Pleyel; whom the storm of the preceding day
chanced to detain here; informing themselves of every particular;
proceeded with lights and weapons to my deserted habitation。 They
entered my chamber and my closet; and found everything in its
proper place and customary order。 The door of the closet was
locked; and appeared not to have been opened in my absence。 They
went to Judith's apartment。 They found her asleep and in safety。
Pleyel's caution induced him to forbear alarming the girl; and;
finding her wholly ignorant of what had passed; they directed her
to return to her chamber。 They then fastened the doors and
returned。
My friends were disposed to regard this transaction as a dream。
That persons should be actually immured in this closet; to which;
in the circumstances of the time; access from without or within was
apparently impossible; they could not seriously believe。 That any
human beings had intended murder; unless it were to cover a scheme
of pillage; was incredible; but that no such design had been formed
was evident from the security in which the furniture of the house
and the closet remained。
I revolved every incident and expression that had occurred。 My
senses assured me of the truth of them; and yet their abruptness
and improbability made me; in my turn; somewhat incredulous。 The
adventure had made a deep impression on my fancy; and it was not
till after a week's abode at my brother's that I resolved to resume
the possession of my own dwelling。
There was another circumstance that enhanced the mysteriousness of
this event。 After my recovery; it was obvious to inquire by what
means the attention of the family had been drawn to my situation。
I had fallen before I had reached the threshold or was able to give
any signal。 My brother related that; while this was transacting in
my chamber; he himself was awake; in consequence of some slight
indisposition; and lay; according to his custom; musing on some
favorite topic。 Suddenly the silence; which was remarkably
profound; was broken by a voice of most piercing shrillness; that
seemed to be uttered by one in the hall below his chamber。 〃Awake!
arise!〃 it exclaimed; 〃hasten to succor one that is dying at your
door!〃
This summons was effectual。 There was no one in the house who was
not roused by it。 Pleyel was the first to obey; and my brother
overtook him before he reached the hall。 What was the general
astonishment when your friend was discovered stretched upon the
grass before the door; pale; ghastly; and with every mark of death!
But how was I to regard this midnight conversation? Hoarse and
manlike voices conferring on the means of death; so near my bed;
and at such an hour! How had my ancient security vanished! That
dwelling which had hitherto been an inviolate asylum was now beset
with danger to my life。 That solitude formerly so dear to me could
no longer be endured。 Pleyel; who had consented to reside with us
during the months of spring; lodged in the vacant chamber; in order
to quiet my alarms。 He treated my fears with ridicule; and in a
short time very slight traces of them remained; but; as it was
wholly indifferent to him whether his nights were passed at my
house or at my brother's; this arrangement gave general
satisfaction。
II
I will enumerate the various inquiries and conjectures which these
incidents occasioned。 After all our efforts; we came no nearer to
dispelling the mist in which they were involved; and time; instead
of facilitating a solution; only accumulated our doubts。
In the midst of thoughts excited by these events; I was not
unmindful of my interview with the stranger。 I related the
particulars; and showed the portrait to my friends。 Pleyel
recollected to have met with a figure resembling my description in
the city; but neither his face or garb made the same impression
upon him that it made upon me。 It was a hint to rally me upon my
prepossessions; and to amuse us with a thousand ludicrous anecdotes
which he had collected in his travels。 He made no scruple to
charge me with being in love; and threatened to inform the swain;
when he met him; of his good fortune。
Pleyel's temper made him susceptible of no durable impressions。
His conversation was occasionally visited by gleams of his ancient
vivacity; but; though his impetuosity was sometimes inconvenient;
there was nothing to dread from his malice。 I had no fear that my
character or dignity would suffer in his hands; and was not
heartily displeased when he declared his intention of profiting by
his first meeting with the stranger to introduce him to our
acquaintance。
Some weeks after this I had spent a toilsome day; and; as the sun
declined; found myself disposed to seek relief in a walk。 The
river bank is; at this part of it and for some considerable space
upward; so rugged and steep as not to be easily descended。 In a
recess of this declivity; near the southern verge of my little
demesne; was placed a slight building; with seats and lattices。
From a crevice of the rock to which this edifice was attached there
burst forth a stream of the purest water; which; leaping from ledge
to ledge for the space of sixty feet; produced a freshness in the
air; and a murmur; the most delicious and soothing imaginable。
These; added to the odors of the cedars which embowered it; and of
the honeysuckle which clustered among the lattices; rendered this
my favorite retreat in summer。
On this occasion I repaired hither。 My spirits drooped through the
fatigue of long attention; and I threw myself upon a bench; in a
state; both mentally and personally; of the utmost supineness。 The
lulling sounds of the waterfall; the fragrance; and the dusk;
combined to becalm my spirits; and; in a short time; to sink me
into sleep。 Either the uneasiness of my posture; or some slight
indisposition; molested my repose with dreams of no cheerful hue。
After various incoherences had taken their turn to occupy my fancy;
I at length imagined myself walking; in the evening twilight; to my
brother's habitation。 A pit; methought; had been dug in the path I
had taken; of which I was not aware。 As I carelessly pursued my
walk; I thought I saw my brother standing at some distance before
me; beckoning and calling me to make haste。 He stood on the
opposite edge of the gulf。 I mended my pace; and one step more
would have plunged me into this abyss; had not some one from behind
caught suddenly my arm; and exclaimed; in a voice of eagerness and
terror; 〃Hold! hold!〃
The sound broke my sleep; and I found myself; at the next moment;
standing on my feet; and surrounded by the deepest darkness。
Images so terrific and forcible disabled me for a time from
distinguishing between sleep and wakefulness; and withheld from me
the knowledge of my actual condition。 My first panic was succeeded
by the perturbations of surprise to find myself alone in the open
air and immersed in so deep a gloom。 I slowly recollected the
incidents of the afternoon; and how I came hither。 I could not
estimate the time; but saw the propriety of returning with speed to
the house。 My faculties were still too confused; and the darkness
too intense; to allow me immediately to find my way up the steep。
I sat down; therefore; to recover myself; and to reflect upon my
situation。
This was no sooner done; than a low voice was heard from behind the
lattice; on the side where I sat。 Between the rock and the lattice
was a chasm not wide enough to admit a human body; yet in this
chasm he that spoke appeared to be stationed。 〃Attend! attend! but
be not terrified。〃
I started; and exclaimed; 〃Good heavens! what is that? Who are
you?〃
〃A friend; one come not to injure but to save you: fear nothing。〃
This voice was immediately recognized to be the same with one of
those which I had heard in the closet; it was the voice of him who
had proposed to shoot rather than to strangle his victim。 My
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