第 51 节
作者:泰达魔王      更新:2024-07-17 14:41      字数:9322
  instantly suggested itself as most eligible in circumstances so
  perilous。  I deliberated not a moment; but; fear adding wings to my
  speed; I leaped out of bed; and; scantily robed as I was; rushed
  out of the chamber; downstairs; and into the open air。  I can
  hardly recollect the process of turning keys and withdrawing bolts。
  My terrors urged me forward with almost a mechanical impulse。  I
  stopped not till I reached my brother's door。  I had not gained the
  threshold; when; exhausted by the violence of my emotions and by my
  speed; I sunk down in a fit。
  How long I remained in this situation I know not。  When I
  recovered; I found myself stretched on a bed; surrounded by my
  sister and her female servants。  I was astonished at the scene
  before me; but gradually recovered the recollection of what had
  happened。  I answered their importunate inquiries as well as I was
  able。  My brother and Pleyel; whom the storm of the preceding day
  chanced to detain here; informing themselves of every particular;
  proceeded with lights and weapons to my deserted habitation。  They
  entered my chamber and my closet; and found everything in its
  proper place and customary order。  The door of the closet was
  locked; and appeared not to have been opened in my absence。  They
  went to Judith's apartment。  They found her asleep and in safety。
  Pleyel's caution induced him to forbear alarming the girl; and;
  finding her wholly ignorant of what had passed; they directed her
  to return to her chamber。  They then fastened the doors and
  returned。
  My friends were disposed to regard this transaction as a dream。
  That persons should be actually immured in this closet; to which;
  in the circumstances of the time; access from without or within was
  apparently impossible; they could not seriously believe。  That any
  human beings had intended murder; unless it were to cover a scheme
  of pillage; was incredible; but that no such design had been formed
  was evident from the security in which the furniture of the house
  and the closet remained。
  I revolved every incident and expression that had occurred。  My
  senses assured me of the truth of them; and yet their abruptness
  and improbability made me; in my turn; somewhat incredulous。  The
  adventure had made a deep impression on my fancy; and it was not
  till after a week's abode at my brother's that I resolved to resume
  the possession of my own dwelling。
  There was another circumstance that enhanced the mysteriousness of
  this event。  After my recovery; it was obvious to inquire by what
  means the attention of the family had been drawn to my situation。
  I had fallen before I had reached the threshold or was able to give
  any signal。  My brother related that; while this was transacting in
  my chamber; he himself was awake; in consequence of some slight
  indisposition; and lay; according to his custom; musing on some
  favorite topic。  Suddenly the silence; which was remarkably
  profound; was broken by a voice of most piercing shrillness; that
  seemed to be uttered by one in the hall below his chamber。  〃Awake!
  arise!〃 it exclaimed; 〃hasten to succor one that is dying at your
  door!〃
  This summons was effectual。  There was no one in the house who was
  not roused by it。  Pleyel was the first to obey; and my brother
  overtook him before he reached the hall。  What was the general
  astonishment when your friend was discovered stretched upon the
  grass before the door; pale; ghastly; and with every mark of death!
  But how was I to regard this midnight conversation?  Hoarse and
  manlike voices conferring on the means of death; so near my bed;
  and at such an hour!  How had my ancient security vanished!  That
  dwelling which had hitherto been an inviolate asylum was now beset
  with danger to my life。  That solitude formerly so dear to me could
  no longer be endured。  Pleyel; who had consented to reside with us
  during the months of spring; lodged in the vacant chamber; in order
  to quiet my alarms。  He treated my fears with ridicule; and in a
  short time very slight traces of them remained; but; as it was
  wholly indifferent to him whether his nights were passed at my
  house or at my brother's; this arrangement gave general
  satisfaction。
  II
  I will enumerate the various inquiries and conjectures which these
  incidents occasioned。  After all our efforts; we came no nearer to
  dispelling the mist in which they were involved; and time; instead
  of facilitating a solution; only accumulated our doubts。
  In the midst of thoughts excited by these events; I was not
  unmindful of my interview with the stranger。  I related the
  particulars; and showed the portrait to my friends。  Pleyel
  recollected to have met with a figure resembling my description in
  the city; but neither his face or garb made the same impression
  upon him that it made upon me。  It was a hint to rally me upon my
  prepossessions; and to amuse us with a thousand ludicrous anecdotes
  which he had collected in his travels。  He made no scruple to
  charge me with being in love; and threatened to inform the swain;
  when he met him; of his good fortune。
  Pleyel's temper made him susceptible of no durable impressions。
  His conversation was occasionally visited by gleams of his ancient
  vivacity; but; though his impetuosity was sometimes inconvenient;
  there was nothing to dread from his malice。  I had no fear that my
  character or dignity would suffer in his hands; and was not
  heartily displeased when he declared his intention of profiting by
  his first meeting with the stranger to introduce him to our
  acquaintance。
  Some weeks after this I had spent a toilsome day; and; as the sun
  declined; found myself disposed to seek relief in a walk。  The
  river bank is; at this part of it and for some considerable space
  upward; so rugged and steep as not to be easily descended。  In a
  recess of this declivity; near the southern verge of my little
  demesne; was placed a slight building; with seats and lattices。
  From a crevice of the rock to which this edifice was attached there
  burst forth a stream of the purest water; which; leaping from ledge
  to ledge for the space of sixty feet; produced a freshness in the
  air; and a murmur; the most delicious and soothing imaginable。
  These; added to the odors of the cedars which embowered it; and of
  the honeysuckle which clustered among the lattices; rendered this
  my favorite retreat in summer。
  On this occasion I repaired hither。  My spirits drooped through the
  fatigue of long attention; and I threw myself upon a bench; in a
  state; both mentally and personally; of the utmost supineness。  The
  lulling sounds of the waterfall; the fragrance; and the dusk;
  combined to becalm my spirits; and; in a short time; to sink me
  into sleep。  Either the uneasiness of my posture; or some slight
  indisposition; molested my repose with dreams of no cheerful hue。
  After various incoherences had taken their turn to occupy my fancy;
  I at length imagined myself walking; in the evening twilight; to my
  brother's habitation。  A pit; methought; had been dug in the path I
  had taken; of which I was not aware。  As I carelessly pursued my
  walk; I thought I saw my brother standing at some distance before
  me; beckoning and calling me to make haste。  He stood on the
  opposite edge of the gulf。  I mended my pace; and one step more
  would have plunged me into this abyss; had not some one from behind
  caught suddenly my arm; and exclaimed; in a voice of eagerness and
  terror; 〃Hold! hold!〃
  The sound broke my sleep; and I found myself; at the next moment;
  standing on my feet; and surrounded by the deepest darkness。
  Images so terrific and forcible disabled me for a time from
  distinguishing between sleep and wakefulness; and withheld from me
  the knowledge of my actual condition。  My first panic was succeeded
  by the perturbations of surprise to find myself alone in the open
  air and immersed in so deep a gloom。  I slowly recollected the
  incidents of the afternoon; and how I came hither。  I could not
  estimate the time; but saw the propriety of returning with speed to
  the house。  My faculties were still too confused; and the darkness
  too intense; to allow me immediately to find my way up the steep。
  I sat down; therefore; to recover myself; and to reflect upon my
  situation。
  This was no sooner done; than a low voice was heard from behind the
  lattice; on the side where I sat。  Between the rock and the lattice
  was a chasm not wide enough to admit a human body; yet in this
  chasm he that spoke appeared to be stationed。  〃Attend! attend! but
  be not terrified。〃
  I started; and exclaimed; 〃Good heavens! what is that?  Who are
  you?〃
  〃A friend; one come not to injure but to save you: fear nothing。〃
  This voice was immediately recognized to be the same with one of
  those which I had heard in the closet; it was the voice of him who
  had proposed to shoot rather than to strangle his victim。  My
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