第 21 节
作者:泰达魔王      更新:2024-07-17 14:41      字数:9322
  〃Giggles;〃 for Gig and I were inseparable playmates; and the miners
  may have thought it a delicate compliment to recognize some kind of
  relationship between us。
  Later; we took in a thirdanother of Adversity's brood; who; like
  Garrick between Tragedy and Comedy; had a chronic inability to
  adjudicate the rival claims (to himself) of Frost and Famine。
  Between him and the grave there was seldom anything more than a
  single suspender and the hope of a meal which would at the same
  time support life and make it insupportable。  He literally picked
  up a precarious living for himself and an aged mother by
  〃chloriding the dumps;〃 that is to say; the miners permitted him to
  search the heaps of waste rock for such pieces of 〃pay ore〃 as had
  been overlooked; and these he sacked up and sold at the Syndicate
  Mill。  He became a member of our firm〃Gunny; Giggles; and Dumps;〃
  thenceforththrough my favor; for I could not then; nor can I now;
  be indifferent to his courage and prowess in defending against
  Giggles the immemorial right of his sex to insult a strange and
  unprotected femalemyself。  After old Jim struck it in the
  Calamity; and I began to wear shoes and go to school; and in
  emulation Giggles took to washing his face; and became Jack Raynor;
  of Wells; Fargo & Co。; and old Mrs。 Barts was herself chlorided to
  her fathers; Dumps drifted over to San Juan Smith and turned stage
  driver; and was killed by road agents; and so forth。
  Why do I tell you all this; dear?  Because it is heavy on my heart。
  Because I walk the Valley of Humility。  Because I am subduing
  myself to permanent consciousness of my unworthiness to unloose the
  latchet of Dr。 Barritz's shoe。  Because…oh; dear; oh; dearthere's
  a cousin of Dumps at this hotel!  I haven't spoken to him。  I never
  had any acquaintance with him; butdo you suppose he has
  recognized me?  Do; please; give me in your next your candid; sure…
  enough opinion about it; and say you don't think so。  Do you think
  He knows about me already and that is why He left me last evening
  when He saw that I blushed and trembled like a fool under His eyes?
  You know I can't bribe ALL the newspapers; and I can't go back on
  anybody who was good to Gunny at Redhorsenot if I'm pitched out
  of society into the sea。  So the skeleton sometimes rattles behind
  the door。  I never cared much before; as you know; but nowNOW it
  is not the same。  Jack Raynor I am sure ofhe will not tell him。
  He seems; indeed; to hold him in such respect as hardly to dare
  speak to him at all; and I'm a good deal that way myself。  Dear;
  dear!  I wish I had something besides a million dollars!  If Jack
  were three inches taller I'd marry him alive and go back to
  Redhorse and wear sackcloth again to the end of my miserable days。
  July 25th。
  We had a perfectly splendid sunset last evening; and I must tell
  you all about it。  I ran away from Auntie and everybody; and was
  walking alone on the beach。  I expect you to believe; you infidel!
  that I had not looked out of my window on the seaward side of the
  hotel and seen him walking alone on the beach。  If you are not lost
  to every feeling of womanly delicacy you will accept my statement
  without question。  I soon established myself under my sunshade and
  had for some time been gazing out dreamily over the sea; when he
  approached; walking close to the edge of the waterit was ebb
  tide。  I assure you the wet sand actually brightened about his
  feet!  As he approached me; he lifted his hat; saying: 〃Miss
  Dement; may I sit with you?or will you walk with me?〃
  The possibility that neither might be agreeable seems not to have
  occurred to him。  Did you ever know such assurance?  Assurance?  My
  dear; it was gall; downright GALL!  Well; I didn't find it
  wormwood; and replied; with my untutored Redhorse heart in my
  throat: 〃II shall be pleased to do ANYTHING。〃  Could words have
  been more stupid?  There are depths of fatuity in me; friend o' my
  soul; which are simply bottomless!
  He extended his hand; smiling; and I delivered mine into it without
  a moment's hesitation; and when his fingers closed about it to
  assist me to my feet; the consciousness that it trembled made me
  blush worse than the red west。  I got up; however; and after a
  while; observing that he had not let go my hand; I pulled on it a
  little; but unsuccessfully。  He simply held on; saying nothing; but
  looking down into my face with some kind of a smileI didn't know
  how could I?whether it was affectionate; derisive; or what; for
  I did not look at him。  How beautiful he was!with the red fires
  of the sunset burning in the depths of his eyes。  Do you know;
  dear; if the Thugs and Experts of the Blavatsky region have any
  special kind of eyes?  Ah; you should have seen his superb
  attitude; the godlike inclination of his head as he stood over me
  after I had got upon my feet!  It was a noble picture; but I soon
  destroyed it; for I began at once to sink again to the earth。
  There was only one thing for him to do; and he did it; he supported
  me with an arm about my waist。
  〃Miss Dement; are you ill?〃 he said。
  It was not an exclamation; there was neither alarm nor solicitude
  in it。  If he had added: 〃I suppose that is about what I am
  expected to say;〃 he would hardly have expressed his sense of the
  situation more clearly。  His manner filled me with shame and
  indignation; for I was suffering acutely。  I wrenched my hand out
  of his; grasped the arm supporting me; and; pushing myself free;
  fell plump into the sand and sat helpless。  My hat had fallen off
  in the struggle; and my hair tumbled about my face and shoulders in
  the most mortifying way。
  〃Go away from me;〃 I cried; half choking。  〃Oh; PLEASE go away;
  youyou Thug!  How dare you think THAT when my leg is asleep?〃
  I actually said those identical words!  And then I broke down and
  sobbed。  Irene; I BLUBBERED!
  His manner altered in an instantI could see that much through my
  fingers and hair。  He dropped on one knee beside me; parted the
  tangle of hair; and said; in the tenderest way: My poor girl; God
  knows I have not intended to pain you。  How should I?I who love
  youI who have loved you forfor years and years!〃
  He had pulled my wet hands away from my face and was covering them
  with kisses。  My cheeks were like two coals; my whole face was
  flaming and; I think; steaming。  What could I do?  I hid it on his
  shoulderthere was no other place。  And; oh; my dear friend; how
  my leg tingled and thrilled; and how I wanted to kick!
  We sat so for a long time。  He had released one of my hands to pass
  his arm about me again; and I possessed myself of my handkerchief
  and was drying my eyes and my nose。  I would not look up until that
  was done; he tried in vain to push me a little away and gaze into
  my eyes。  Presently; when it was all right; and it had grown a bit
  dark; I lifted my head; looked him straight in the eyes; and smiled
  my bestmy level best; dear。
  〃What do you mean;〃 I said; 〃by 'years and years'?〃
  〃Dearest;〃 he replied; very gravely; very earnestly; 〃in the
  absence of the sunken cheeks; the hollow eyes; the lank hair; the
  slouching gait; the rags; dirt; and youth; can you notwill you
  not understand?  Gunny; I'm Dumps!〃
  In a moment I was upon my feet and he upon his。  I seized him by
  the lapels of his coat and peered into his handsome face in the
  deepening darkness。  I was breathless with excitement。
  〃And you are not dead?〃 I asked; hardly knowing what I said。
  〃Only dead in love; dear。  I recovered from the road agent's
  bullet; but this; I fear; is fatal。〃
  〃But about JackMr。 Raynor?  Don't you know〃
  〃I am ashamed to say; darling; that it was through that unworthy
  person's invitation that I came here from Vienna。〃
  Irene; they have played it upon your affectionate friend;
  MARY JANE DEMENT。
  P。S。The worst of it is that there is no mystery。  That was an
  invention of Jack to arouse my curiosity and interest。  James is
  not a Thug。  He solemnly assures me that in all his wanderings he
  has never set foot in Sepoy。
  The Man and the Snake
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  It is of veritabyll report; and attested of so many that there be
  nowe of wyse and learned none to gaynsaye it; that ye serpente hys
  eye hath a magnetick propertie that whosoe falleth into its svasion
  is drawn forwards in despyte of his wille; and perisheth miserabyll
  by ye creature hys byte。
  Stretched at ease upon a sofa; in gown and slippers; Harker Brayton
  smiled as he read the foregoing sentence in old Morryster's
  〃Marvells of Science。〃  〃The only marvel in the matter;〃 he said to
  himself; 〃is that the wise and learned in Morryster's day should
  have believed such nonsense as is rejected by most of even the
  ignorant in ours。〃
  A train of reflections followedfor Brayton was a man of thought
  and he unconsciously lowered his book without altering the
  direction o