第 9 节
作者:泰达魔王      更新:2024-07-17 14:41      字数:9322
  something had broken and that the thing was running itself down。
  Suddenly there was a crack as of breaking wood; a cry and a heavy
  splash; and I was alone; clinging to the broken end of the rail of
  the rustic bridge。
  I do not think I hesitated while my pulse beat twice。  I sprang
  clear of the bridge into the black rushing water; dived to the
  bottom; came up again with empty hands; turned and swam downward
  through the grotto in the thick darkness; plunging and diving at
  every stroke; striking my head and hands against jagged stones and
  sharp corners; clutching at last something in my fingers and
  dragging it up with all my might。  I spoke; I cried aloud; but
  there was no answer。  I was alone in the pitchy darkness with my
  burden; and the house was five hundred yards away。  Struggling
  still; I felt the ground beneath my feet; I saw a ray of moonlight…
  …the grotto widened; and the deep water became a broad and shallow
  brook as I stumbled over the stones and at last laid Margaret's
  body on the bank in the park beyond。
  〃Aye; Willie; as the clock struck!〃 said the voice of Judith; the
  Welsh nurse; as she bent down and looked at the white face。  The
  old woman must have turned back and followed us; seen the accident;
  and slipped out by the lower gate of the garden。  〃Aye;〃 she
  groaned; 〃you have fed the Woman of the Water this night; Willie;
  while the clock was striking。〃
  I scarcely heard her as I knelt beside the lifeless body of the
  woman I loved; chafing the wet white temples and gazing wildly into
  the wide…staring eyes。  I remember only the first returning look of
  consciousness; the first heaving breath; the first movement of
  those dear hands stretching out toward me。
  That is not much of a story; you say。  It is the story of my life。
  That is all。  It does not pretend to be anything else。  Old Judith
  says my luck turned on that summer's night when I was struggling in
  the water to save all that was worth living for。  A month later
  there was a stone bridge above the grotto; and Margaret and I stood
  on it and looked up at the moonlit Castle; as we had done once
  before; and as we have done many times since。  For all those things
  happened ten years ago last summer; and this is the tenth Christmas
  Eve we have spent together by the roaring logs in the old hall;
  talking of old times; and every year there are more old times to
  talk of。  There are curly…headed boys; too; with red…gold hair and
  dark…brown eyes like their mother's; and a little Margaret; with
  solemn black eyes like mine。  Why could not she look like her
  mother; too; as well as the rest of them?
  The world is very bright at this glorious Christmas time; and
  perhaps there is little use in calling up the sadness of long ago;
  unless it be to make the jolly firelight seem more cheerful; the
  good wife's face look gladder; and to give the children's laughter
  a merrier ring; by contrast with all that is gone。  Perhaps; too;
  some sad…faced; listless; melancholy youth; who feels that the
  world is very hollow; and that life is like a perpetual funeral
  service; just as I used to feel myself; may take courage from my
  example; and having found the woman of his heart; ask her to marry
  him after half an hour's acquaintance。  But; on the whole; I would
  not advise any man to marry; for the simple reason that no man will
  ever find a wife like mine; and being obliged to go farther; he
  will necessarily fare worse。  My wife has done miracles; but I will
  not assert that any other woman is able to follow her example。
  Margaret always said that the old place was beautiful; and that I
  ought to be proud of it。  I dare say she is right。  She has even
  more imagination than I。  But I have a good answer and a plain one;
  which is this;that all the beauty of the Castle comes from her。
  She has breathed upon it all; as the children blow upon the cold
  glass window panes in winter; and as their warm breath crystallizes
  into landscapes from fairyland; full of exquisite shapes and
  traceries upon the blank surface; so her spirit has transformed
  every gray stone of the old towers; every ancient tree and hedge in
  the gardens; every thought in my once melancholy self。  All that
  was old is young; and all that was sad is glad; and I am the
  gladdest of all。  Whatever heaven may be; there is no earthly
  paradise without woman; nor is there anywhere a place so desolate;
  so dreary; so unutterably miserable that a woman cannot make it
  seem heaven to the man she loves and who loves her。
  I hear certain cynics laugh; and cry that all that has been said
  before。  Do not laugh; my good cynic。  You are too small a man to
  laugh at such a great thing as love。  Prayers have been said before
  now by many; and perhaps you say yours; too。  I do not think they
  lose anything by being repeated; nor you by repeating them。  You
  say that the world is bitter; and full of the Waters of Bitterness。
  Love; and so live that you may be lovedthe world will turn sweet
  for you; and you shall rest like me by the Waters of Paradise。
  From 〃The Play…Actress and the Upper Berth;〃 by F。 Marion Crawford。
  Copyright; 1896; by G。 P。 Putnam's Sons。
  Mary E。 Wilkins Freeman
  The Shadows on the Wall
  〃Henry had words with Edward in the study the night before Edward
  died;〃 said Caroline Glynn。
  She was elderly; tall; and harshly thin; with a hard colourlessness
  of face。  She spoke not with acrimony; but with grave severity。
  Rebecca Ann Glynn; younger; stouter and rosy of face between her
  crinkling puffs of gray hair; gasped; by way of assent。  She sat in
  a wide flounce of black silk in the corner of the sofa; and rolled
  terrified eyes from her sister Caroline to her sister Mrs。 Stephen
  Brigham; who had been Emma Glynn; the one beauty of the family。 She
  was beautiful still; with a large; splendid; full…blown beauty; she
  filled a great rocking…chair with her superb bulk of femininity;
  and swayed gently back and forth; her black silks whispering and
  her black frills fluttering。  Even the shock of death (for her
  brother Edward lay dead in the house;) could not disturb her
  outward serenity of demeanor。  She was grieved over the loss of her
  brother: he had been the youngest; and she had been fond of him;
  but never had Emma Brigham lost sight of her own importance amidst
  the waters of tribulation。  She was always awake to the
  consciousness of her own stability in the midst of vicissitudes and
  the splendor of her permanent bearing。
  But even her expression of masterly placidity changed before her
  sister Caroline's announcement and her sister Rebecca Ann's gasp of
  terror and distress in response。
  〃I think Henry might have controlled his temper; when poor Edward
  was so near his end;〃 said she with an asperity which disturbed
  slightly the roseate curves of her beautiful mouth。
  〃Of course he did not KNOW;〃 murmured Rebecca Ann in a faint tone
  strangely out of keeping with her appearance。
  One involuntarily looked again to be sure that such a feeble pipe
  came from that full…swelling chest。
  〃Of course he did not know it;〃 said Caroline quickly。  She turned
  on her sister with a strange sharp look of suspicion。  〃How could
  he have known it?〃 said she。  Then she shrank as if from the
  other's possible answer。  〃Of course you and I both know he could
  not;〃 said she conclusively; but her pale face was paler than it
  had been before。
  Rebecca gasped again。  The married sister; Mrs。 Emma Brigham; was
  now sitting up straight in her chair; she had ceased rocking; and
  was eyeing them both intently with a sudden accentuation of family
  likeness in her face。  Given one common intensity of emotion and
  similar lines showed forth; and the three sisters of one race were
  evident。
  〃What do you mean?〃 said she impartially to them both。  Then she;
  too; seemed to shrink before a possible answer。  She even laughed
  an evasive sort of laugh。  〃I guess you don't mean anything;〃 said
  she; but her face wore still the expression of shrinking horror。
  〃Nobody means anything;〃 said Caroline firmly。  She rose and
  crossed the room toward the door with grim decisiveness。
  〃Where are you going?〃 asked Mrs。 Brigham。
  〃I have something to see to;〃 replied Caroline; and the others at
  once knew by her tone that she had some solemn and sad duty to
  perform in the chamber of death。
  〃Oh;〃 said Mrs。 Brigham。
  After the door had closed behind Caroline; she turned to Rebecca。
  〃Did Henry have many words with him?〃 she asked。
  〃They were talking very loud;〃 replied Rebecca evasively; yet with
  an answering gleam of ready response to the other's curiosity in
  the quick lift of her soft blue eyes。
  Mrs。 Brigham looked at her。  She had not resumed rocking。  She
  still sat up straight with a slight knitting of intensity on her
  fair forehead; between the pretty rippling curves of her auburn
  hair。
  〃Did youh