第 9 节
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泰达魔王 更新:2024-07-17 14:41 字数:9322
something had broken and that the thing was running itself down。
Suddenly there was a crack as of breaking wood; a cry and a heavy
splash; and I was alone; clinging to the broken end of the rail of
the rustic bridge。
I do not think I hesitated while my pulse beat twice。 I sprang
clear of the bridge into the black rushing water; dived to the
bottom; came up again with empty hands; turned and swam downward
through the grotto in the thick darkness; plunging and diving at
every stroke; striking my head and hands against jagged stones and
sharp corners; clutching at last something in my fingers and
dragging it up with all my might。 I spoke; I cried aloud; but
there was no answer。 I was alone in the pitchy darkness with my
burden; and the house was five hundred yards away。 Struggling
still; I felt the ground beneath my feet; I saw a ray of moonlight…
…the grotto widened; and the deep water became a broad and shallow
brook as I stumbled over the stones and at last laid Margaret's
body on the bank in the park beyond。
〃Aye; Willie; as the clock struck!〃 said the voice of Judith; the
Welsh nurse; as she bent down and looked at the white face。 The
old woman must have turned back and followed us; seen the accident;
and slipped out by the lower gate of the garden。 〃Aye;〃 she
groaned; 〃you have fed the Woman of the Water this night; Willie;
while the clock was striking。〃
I scarcely heard her as I knelt beside the lifeless body of the
woman I loved; chafing the wet white temples and gazing wildly into
the wide…staring eyes。 I remember only the first returning look of
consciousness; the first heaving breath; the first movement of
those dear hands stretching out toward me。
That is not much of a story; you say。 It is the story of my life。
That is all。 It does not pretend to be anything else。 Old Judith
says my luck turned on that summer's night when I was struggling in
the water to save all that was worth living for。 A month later
there was a stone bridge above the grotto; and Margaret and I stood
on it and looked up at the moonlit Castle; as we had done once
before; and as we have done many times since。 For all those things
happened ten years ago last summer; and this is the tenth Christmas
Eve we have spent together by the roaring logs in the old hall;
talking of old times; and every year there are more old times to
talk of。 There are curly…headed boys; too; with red…gold hair and
dark…brown eyes like their mother's; and a little Margaret; with
solemn black eyes like mine。 Why could not she look like her
mother; too; as well as the rest of them?
The world is very bright at this glorious Christmas time; and
perhaps there is little use in calling up the sadness of long ago;
unless it be to make the jolly firelight seem more cheerful; the
good wife's face look gladder; and to give the children's laughter
a merrier ring; by contrast with all that is gone。 Perhaps; too;
some sad…faced; listless; melancholy youth; who feels that the
world is very hollow; and that life is like a perpetual funeral
service; just as I used to feel myself; may take courage from my
example; and having found the woman of his heart; ask her to marry
him after half an hour's acquaintance。 But; on the whole; I would
not advise any man to marry; for the simple reason that no man will
ever find a wife like mine; and being obliged to go farther; he
will necessarily fare worse。 My wife has done miracles; but I will
not assert that any other woman is able to follow her example。
Margaret always said that the old place was beautiful; and that I
ought to be proud of it。 I dare say she is right。 She has even
more imagination than I。 But I have a good answer and a plain one;
which is this;that all the beauty of the Castle comes from her。
She has breathed upon it all; as the children blow upon the cold
glass window panes in winter; and as their warm breath crystallizes
into landscapes from fairyland; full of exquisite shapes and
traceries upon the blank surface; so her spirit has transformed
every gray stone of the old towers; every ancient tree and hedge in
the gardens; every thought in my once melancholy self。 All that
was old is young; and all that was sad is glad; and I am the
gladdest of all。 Whatever heaven may be; there is no earthly
paradise without woman; nor is there anywhere a place so desolate;
so dreary; so unutterably miserable that a woman cannot make it
seem heaven to the man she loves and who loves her。
I hear certain cynics laugh; and cry that all that has been said
before。 Do not laugh; my good cynic。 You are too small a man to
laugh at such a great thing as love。 Prayers have been said before
now by many; and perhaps you say yours; too。 I do not think they
lose anything by being repeated; nor you by repeating them。 You
say that the world is bitter; and full of the Waters of Bitterness。
Love; and so live that you may be lovedthe world will turn sweet
for you; and you shall rest like me by the Waters of Paradise。
From 〃The Play…Actress and the Upper Berth;〃 by F。 Marion Crawford。
Copyright; 1896; by G。 P。 Putnam's Sons。
Mary E。 Wilkins Freeman
The Shadows on the Wall
〃Henry had words with Edward in the study the night before Edward
died;〃 said Caroline Glynn。
She was elderly; tall; and harshly thin; with a hard colourlessness
of face。 She spoke not with acrimony; but with grave severity。
Rebecca Ann Glynn; younger; stouter and rosy of face between her
crinkling puffs of gray hair; gasped; by way of assent。 She sat in
a wide flounce of black silk in the corner of the sofa; and rolled
terrified eyes from her sister Caroline to her sister Mrs。 Stephen
Brigham; who had been Emma Glynn; the one beauty of the family。 She
was beautiful still; with a large; splendid; full…blown beauty; she
filled a great rocking…chair with her superb bulk of femininity;
and swayed gently back and forth; her black silks whispering and
her black frills fluttering。 Even the shock of death (for her
brother Edward lay dead in the house;) could not disturb her
outward serenity of demeanor。 She was grieved over the loss of her
brother: he had been the youngest; and she had been fond of him;
but never had Emma Brigham lost sight of her own importance amidst
the waters of tribulation。 She was always awake to the
consciousness of her own stability in the midst of vicissitudes and
the splendor of her permanent bearing。
But even her expression of masterly placidity changed before her
sister Caroline's announcement and her sister Rebecca Ann's gasp of
terror and distress in response。
〃I think Henry might have controlled his temper; when poor Edward
was so near his end;〃 said she with an asperity which disturbed
slightly the roseate curves of her beautiful mouth。
〃Of course he did not KNOW;〃 murmured Rebecca Ann in a faint tone
strangely out of keeping with her appearance。
One involuntarily looked again to be sure that such a feeble pipe
came from that full…swelling chest。
〃Of course he did not know it;〃 said Caroline quickly。 She turned
on her sister with a strange sharp look of suspicion。 〃How could
he have known it?〃 said she。 Then she shrank as if from the
other's possible answer。 〃Of course you and I both know he could
not;〃 said she conclusively; but her pale face was paler than it
had been before。
Rebecca gasped again。 The married sister; Mrs。 Emma Brigham; was
now sitting up straight in her chair; she had ceased rocking; and
was eyeing them both intently with a sudden accentuation of family
likeness in her face。 Given one common intensity of emotion and
similar lines showed forth; and the three sisters of one race were
evident。
〃What do you mean?〃 said she impartially to them both。 Then she;
too; seemed to shrink before a possible answer。 She even laughed
an evasive sort of laugh。 〃I guess you don't mean anything;〃 said
she; but her face wore still the expression of shrinking horror。
〃Nobody means anything;〃 said Caroline firmly。 She rose and
crossed the room toward the door with grim decisiveness。
〃Where are you going?〃 asked Mrs。 Brigham。
〃I have something to see to;〃 replied Caroline; and the others at
once knew by her tone that she had some solemn and sad duty to
perform in the chamber of death。
〃Oh;〃 said Mrs。 Brigham。
After the door had closed behind Caroline; she turned to Rebecca。
〃Did Henry have many words with him?〃 she asked。
〃They were talking very loud;〃 replied Rebecca evasively; yet with
an answering gleam of ready response to the other's curiosity in
the quick lift of her soft blue eyes。
Mrs。 Brigham looked at her。 She had not resumed rocking。 She
still sat up straight with a slight knitting of intensity on her
fair forehead; between the pretty rippling curves of her auburn
hair。
〃Did youh