第 6 节
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泰达魔王 更新:2024-07-17 14:41 字数:9322
the carriage which chanced to be abreast of mine; and idly read the
black letters painted on a white board swinging from the brass
handrail: BERLINCOLOGNEPARIS。 Then I looked up at the window
above。 I started violently; and the cold perspiration broke out
upon my forehead。 In the dim light; not six feet from where I sat;
I saw the face of a woman; the face I loved; the straight; fine
features; the strange eyes; the wonderful mouth; the pale skin。
Her head…dress was a dark veil which seemed to be tied about her
head and passed over the shoulders under her chin。 As I threw down
the window and knelt on the cushioned seat; leaning far out to get
a better view; a long whistle screamed through the station;
followed by a quick series of dull; clanking sounds; then there was
a slight jerk; and my train moved on。 Luckily the window was
narrow; being the one over the seat; beside the door; or I believe
I would have jumped out of it then and there。 In an instant the
speed increased; and I was being carried swiftly away in the
opposite direction from the thing I loved。
For a quarter of an hour I lay back in my place; stunned by the
suddenness of the apparition。 At last one of the two other
passengers; a large and gorgeous captain of the White Konigsberg
Cuirassiers; civilly but firmly suggested that I might shut my
window; as the evening was cold。 I did so; with an apology; and
relapsed into silence。 The train ran swiftly on for a long time;
and it was already beginning to slacken speed before entering
another station; when I roused myself and made a sudden resolution。
As the carriage stopped before the brilliantly lighted platform; I
seized my belongings; saluted my fellow…passengers; and got out;
determined to take the first express back to Paris。
This time the circumstances of the vision had been so natural that
it did not strike me that there was anything unreal about the face;
or about the woman to whom it belonged。 I did not try to explain
to myself how the face; and the woman; could be traveling by a fast
train from Berlin to Paris on a winter's afternoon; when both were
in my mind indelibly associated with the moonlight and the
fountains in my own English home。 I certainly would not have
admitted that I had been mistaken in the dusk; attributing to what
I had seen a resemblance to my former vision which did not really
exist。 There was not the slightest doubt in my mind; and I was
positively sure that I had again seen the face I loved。 I did not
hesitate; and in a few hours I was on my way back to Paris。 I
could not help reflecting on my ill luck。 Wandering as I had been
for many months; it might as easily have chanced that I should be
traveling in the same train with that woman; instead of going the
other way。 But my luck was destined to turn for a time。
I searched Paris for several days。 I dined at the principal
hotels; I went to the theaters; I rode in the Bois de Boulogne in
the morning; and picked up an acquaintance; whom I forced to drive
with me in the afternoon。 I went to mass at the Madeleine; and I
attended the services at the English Church。 I hung about the
Louvre and Notre Dame。 I went to Versailles。 I spent hours in
parading the Rue de Rivoli; in the neighborhood of Meurice's
corner; where foreigners pass and repass from morning till night。
At last I received an invitation to a reception at the English
Embassy。 I went; and I found what I had sought so long。
There she was; sitting by an old lady in gray satin and diamonds;
who had a wrinkled but kindly face and keen gray eyes that seemed
to take in everything they saw; with very little inclination to
give much in return。 But I did not notice the chaperon。 I saw
only the face that had haunted me for months; and in the excitement
of the moment I walked quickly toward the pair; forgetting such a
trifle as the necessity for an introduction。
She was far more beautiful than I had thought; but I never doubted
that it was she herself and no other。 Vision or no vision before;
this was the reality; and I knew it。 Twice her hair had been
covered; now at last I saw it; and the added beauty of its
magnificence glorified the whole woman。 It was rich hair; fine and
abundant; golden; with deep ruddy tints in it like red bronze spun
fine。 There was no ornament in it; not a rose; not a thread of
gold; and I felt that it needed nothing to enhance its splendor;
nothing but her pale face; her dark strange eyes; and her heavy
eyebrows。 I could see that she was slender too; but strong withal;
as she sat there quietly gazing at the moving scene in the midst of
the brilliant lights and the hum of perpetual conversation。
I recollected the detail of introduction in time; and turned aside
to look for my host。 I found him at last。 I begged him to present
me to the two ladies; pointing them out to him at the same time。
〃Yesuhby all meansuh;〃 replied his Excellency with a pleasant
smile。 He evidently had no idea of my name; which was not to be
wondered at。
〃I am Lord Cairngorm;〃 I observed。
〃Ohby all means;〃 answered the Ambassador with the same
hospitable smile。 〃Yesuhthe fact is; I must try and find out
who they are; such lots of people; you know。〃
〃Oh; if you will present me; I will try and find out for you;〃 said
I; laughing。
〃Ah; yesso kind of youcome along;〃 said my host。 We threaded
the crowd; and in a few minutes we stood before the two ladies。
〃'Lowmintrduce L'd Cairngorm;〃 he said; then; adding quickly to me;
〃Come and dine to…morrow; won't you?〃 he glided away with his
pleasant smile and disappeared in the crowd。
I sat down beside the beautiful girl; conscious that the eyes of
the duenna were upon me。
〃I think we have been very near meeting before;〃 I remarked; by way
of opening the conversation。
My companion turned her eyes full upon me with an air of inquiry。
She evidently did not recall my face; if she had ever seen me。
〃ReallyI cannot remember;〃 she observed; in a low and musical
voice。 〃When?〃
〃In the first place; you came down from Berlin by the express ten
days ago。 I was going the other way; and our carriages stopped
opposite each other。 I saw you at the window。〃
〃Yeswe came that way; but I do not remember〃 She hesitated。
〃Secondly;〃 I continued; 〃I was sitting alone in my garden last
summernear the end of Julydo you remember? You must have
wandered in there through the park; you came up to the house and
looked at me〃
〃Was that you?〃 she asked; in evident surprise。 Then she broke
into a laugh。 〃I told everybody I had seen a ghost; there had
never been any Cairngorms in the place since the memory of man。 We
left the next day; and never heard that you had come there; indeed;
I did not know the castle belonged to you。〃
〃Where were you staying?〃 I asked。
〃Where? Why; with my aunt; where I always stay。 She is your
neighbor; since it IS you。〃
〃Ibeg your pardonbut thenis your aunt Lady Bluebell? I did
not quite catch〃
〃Don't be afraid。 She is amazingly deaf。 Yes。 She is the relict
of my beloved uncle; the sixteenth or seventeenth Baron BluebellI
forget exactly how many of them there have been。 And Ido you
know who I am?〃 She laughed; well knowing that I did not。
〃No;〃 I answered frankly。 〃I have not the least idea。 I asked to
be introduced because I recognized you。 Perhapsperhaps you are a
Miss Bluebell?〃
〃Considering that you are a neighbor; I will tell you who I am;〃
she answered。 〃No; I am of the tribe of Bluebells; but my name is
Lammas; and I have been given to understand that I was christened
Margaret。 Being a floral family; they call me Daisy。 A dreadful
American man once told me that my aunt was a Bluebell and that I
was a Harebellwith two l's and an ebecause my hair is so thick。
I warn you; so that you may avoid making such a bad pun。〃
〃Do I look like a man who makes puns?〃 I asked; being very
conscious of my melancholy face and sad looks。
Miss Lammas eyed me critically。
〃No; you have a mournful temperament。 I think I can trust you;〃
she answered。 〃Do you think you could communicate to my aunt the
fact that you are a Cairngorm and a neighbor? I am sure she would
like to know。〃
I leaned toward the old lady; inflating my lungs for a yell。 But
Miss Lammas stopped me。
〃That is not of the slightest use;〃 she remarked。 〃You can write
it on a bit of paper。 She is utterly deaf。〃
〃I have a pencil;〃 I answered; 〃but I have no paper。 Would my cuff
do; do you think?〃
〃Oh; yes!〃 replied Miss Lammas; with alacrity; 〃men often do that。〃
I wrote on my cuff: 〃Miss Lammas wishes me to explain that I am
your neighbor; Cairngorm。〃 Then I held out my arm before the old
lady's nose。 She seemed perfectly accustomed to the proceeding;
put up her glasses; read the words; smiled; no