第 29 节
作者:淘气      更新:2024-07-17 14:41      字数:9322
  notwithstanding。  He seems sufficiently satisfied with me。  Yes; he is a
  little off; in fact I am afraid he is a good deal off; poor old
  gentleman。  But he's interestingall people in about his condition are;
  I suppose。  I hope he'll like my work; I would like to come every day and
  study him。  And when I write my fatherah; that hurts!  I mustn't get on
  that subject; it isn't good for my spirits。  Somebody comingI must get
  to work。  It's the old gentleman again。  He looks bothered。  Maybe my
  clothes are suspicious; and they arefor an artist。  If my conscience
  would allow me to make a change; but that is out of the question。
  I wonder what he's making those passes in the air for; with his hands。
  I seem to be the object of them。  Can he be trying to mesmerize me?
  I don't quite like it。  There's something uncanny about it。〃
  The colonel muttered to himself; 〃It has an effect on him; I can see it
  myself。  That's enough for one time; I reckon。  He's not very solid; yet;
  I suppose; and I might disintegrate him。  I'll just put a sly question or
  two at him; now; and see if I can find out what his condition is; and
  where he's from。〃
  He approached and said affably:
  〃Don't let me disturb you; Mr。  Tracy; I only want to take a little
  glimpse of your work。  Ah; that's finethat's very fine indeed。  You are
  doing it elegantly。  My daughter will be charmed with this。  May I sit
  down by you?〃
  〃Oh; do; I shall be glad。〃
  〃It won't disturb you?  I mean; won't dissipate your inspirations?〃
  Tracy laughed and said they were not ethereal enough to be very easily
  discommoded。
  The colonel asked a number of cautious and well…considered questions
  questions which seemed pretty odd and flighty to Tracybut the answers
  conveyed the information desired; apparently; for the colonel said to
  himself; with mixed pride and gratification:
  〃It's a good job as far as I've got; with it。  He's solid。  Solid and
  going to last; solid as the real thing。
  It's wonderfulwonderful。  I believe I couldpetrify him。〃  After a
  little he asked; warily 〃Do you prefer being here; oror there?〃
  〃There?  Where?〃
  〃Whyerwhere you've been?〃
  Tracy's thought flew to his boarding…house; and he answered with decision
  〃Oh; here; much!〃
  The colonel was startled; and said to himself; 〃There's no uncertain ring
  about that。  It indicates where he's been to; poor fellow。  Well; I am
  satisfied; now。  I'm glad I got him out。〃
  He sat thinking; and thinking; and watching the brush go。  At length he
  said to himself; 〃Yes; it certainly seems to account for the failure of
  my endeavors in poor Berkeley's case。  He went in the other direction。
  Well; it's all right。  He's better off。〃
  Sally Sellers entered from the street; now; looking her divinest; and the
  artist was introduced to her。  It was a violent case of mutual love at
  first sight; though neither party was entirely aware of the fact;
  perhaps。  The Englishman made this irrelevant remark to himself; 〃Perhaps
  he is not insane; after all。〃  Sally sat down; and showed an interest in
  Tracy's work which greatly pleased him; and a benevolent forgiveness of
  it which convinced him that the girl's nature was cast in a large mould。
  Sellers was anxious to report his discoveries to Hawkins; so he took his
  leave; saying that if the two 〃young devotees of the colored Muse〃
  thought they could manage without him; he would go and look after his
  affairs。  The artist said to himself; 〃I think he is a little eccentric;
  perhaps; but that is all。〃  He reproached himself for having injuriously
  judged a man without giving him any fair chance to show what he really
  was。
  Of course the stranger was very soon at his ease and chatting along
  comfortably。  The average American girl possesses the valuable qualities
  of naturalness; honesty; and inoffensive straightforwardness; she is
  nearly barren of troublesome conventions and artificialities;
  consequently her presence and her ways are unembarrassing; and one is
  acquainted with her and on the pleasantest terms with her before he knows
  how it came about。  This new acquaintanceshipfriendship; indeed
  progressed swiftly; and the unusual swiftness of it; and the thoroughness
  of it are sufficiently evidenced and established by one noteworthy fact
  that within the first half hour both parties had ceased to be conscious
  of Tracy's clothes。  Later this consciousness was re…awakened; it was
  then apparent to Gwendolen that she was almost reconciled to them; and it
  was apparent to Tracy that he wasn't。  The re…awakening was brought about
  by Gwendolen's inviting the artist to stay to dinner。  He had to decline;
  because he wanted to live; nowthat is; now that there was something to
  live forand he could not survive in those clothes at a gentleman's
  table。  He thought he knew that。  But he went away happy; for he saw that
  Gwendolen was disappointed。
  And whither did he go?  He went straight to a slopshop and bought as neat
  and reasonably well…fitting a suit of clothes as an Englishman could be
  persuaded to wear。  He saidto himself; but at his conscience〃I know
  it's wrong; but it would be wrong not to do it; and two wrongs do not
  make a right。〃
  This satisfied him; and made his heart light。  Perhaps it will also
  satisfy the readerif he can make out what it means。
  The old people were troubled about Gwendolen at dinner; because she was
  so distraught and silent。  If they had noticed; they would have found
  that she was sufficiently alert and interested whenever the talk stumbled
  upon the artist and his work; but they didn't notice; and so the chat
  would swap around to some other subject; and then somebody would
  presently be privately worrying about Gwendolen again; and wondering if
  she were not well; or if something had gone wrong in the millinery line。
  Her mother offered her various reputable patent medicines; and tonics
  with iron and other hardware in them; and her father even proposed to
  send out for wine; relentless prohibitionist and head of the order in the
  District of Columbia as he was; but these kindnesses were all declined
  thankfully; but with decision。  At bedtime; when the family were breaking
  up for the night; she privately looted one of the brushes; saying to
  herself; 〃It's the one he has used; the most。〃
  The next morning Tracy went forth wearing his new suit; and equipped with
  a pink in his button…holea daily attention from Puss。  His whole soul
  was full of Gwendolen Sellers; and this condition was an inspiration;
  art…wise。  All the morning his brush pawed nimbly away at the canvases;
  almost without his awarityawarity; in this sense being the sense of
  being aware; though disputed by some authoritiesturning out marvel upon
  marvel; in the way of decorative accessories to the portraits; with a
  felicity and celerity which amazed the veterans of the firm and fetched
  out of them continuous explosions of applause。
  Meantime Gwendolen was losing her morning; and many dollars。  She
  supposed Tracy was coming in the forenoona conclusion which she had
  jumped to without outside help。  So she tripped down stairs every little
  while from her work…parlor to arrange the brushes and things over again;
  and see if he had arrived。  And when she was in her work…parlor it was
  not profitable; but just the other wayas she found out to her sorrow。
  She had put in her idle moments during the last little while back; in
  designing a particularly rare and capable gown for herself; and this
  morning she set about making it up; but she was absent minded; and made
  an irremediable botch of it。  When she saw what she had done; she knew
  the reason of it and the meaning of it; and she put her work away from
  her and said she would accept the sign。  And from that time forth she
  came no more away from the Audience Chamber; but remained there and
  waited。  After luncheon she waited again。  A whole hour。  Then a great
  joy welled up in her heart; for she saw him coming。  So she flew back up
  stairs thankful; and could hardly wait for him to miss the principal
  brush; which she had mislaid down there; but knew where she had mislaid
  it。  However; all in good time the others were called in and couldn't
  find the brush; and then she was sent for; and she couldn't find it
  herself for some little time; but then she found it when the others had
  gone away to hunt in the kitchen and down cellar and in the woodshed;
  and all those other places where people look for things whose ways they
  are not familiar with。  So she gave him the brush; and remarked that she
  ought to have seen that everything was ready for him; but it hadn't
  seemed necessary; because it was so early that she wasn't expectingbut
  she stopped there; surprised at herself for what she was saying; and he
  felt caught and ashamed; and said to himself; 〃I knew my impatience would
  drag me here before I was expected; and betray me; and that is just what
  it has done; she sees straight through meand is laughing at me; inside;
  of course。〃
  Gwendolen was very much pleased; on one account; and a little the other
  way in another; pleased with the new clothes and the improvement which
  they had achieved; less pleased by the pink in the buttonhole。
  Yesterday's pink had hardly interested her