第 19 节
作者:曾氏六合网      更新:2024-07-12 09:34      字数:9304
  hospital。    I   was   unconscious   one   stretch   for   two   weeks。   After   that   the
  doctors sent me back to the islandssaid it was the only thing that would
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  save me。      Well; I'm still alive; but I'm too soaked with fever。            A month in
  Australia would finish me。〃
  〃But   what   are   you   going   to   do?〃   Sheldon   queried。    〃You   can't   stay
  here until you die。〃
  〃That's all that's left to me。       I'd like to go back to the old country; but
  I couldn't stand it。      I'll last longer here; and here I'll stay until I peg out;
  but I wish to God I'd never seen the Solomons; that's all。〃
  He declined to sleep ashore; took his orders; and went back on board
  the cutter。    A lurid sunset was blotted out by the heaviest squall of the day;
  and   Sheldon   watched   the   whale…boat   arrive   in   the   thick   of   it。   As   the
  spritsail was taken in and the boat headed on to the beach; he was aware of
  a   distinct   hurt   at   sight   of   Joan   at   the   steering…oar;   standing   erect   and
  swaying her strength to it as she resisted the pressures that tended to throw
  the craft broadside in the surf。          Her Tahitians leaped out and rushed the
  boat high up the beach; and she led her bizarre following through the gate
  of the compound。
  The first drops of rain were driving like hail…stones; the tall cocoanut
  palms were bending and writhing in the grip of the wind; while the thick
  cloud…mass of the squall turned the brief tropic twilight abruptly to night。
  Quite   unconsciously   the   brooding   anxiety   of   the   afternoon         slipped
  from Sheldon; and he felt strangely cheered at the sight of her running up
  the steps laughing; face flushed; hair flying; her breast heaving from the
  violence of her late exertions。
  〃Lovely;   perfectly   lovelyPari…Sulay;〃   she   panted。         〃I   shall   buy   it。
  I'll write to the Commissioner to…night。             And the site for the bungalow
  I've selected it alreadyis wonderful。          You must come over some day and
  advise   me。      You   won't   mind   my   staying   here   until   I   can   get   settled?
  Wasn't that squall beautiful?          And I suppose I'm late for dinner。           I'll run
  and get clean; and be with you in a minute。〃
  And   in   the   brief   interval   of   her   absence   he   found   himself   walking
  about the big living…room and impatiently and with anticipation awaiting
  her coming。
  〃Do     you   know;    I'm  never    going    to  squabble    with   you   again;〃    he
  announced when they were seated。
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  〃Squabble!〃      was   the   retort。  〃It's   such   a  sordid   word。    It   sounds
  cheap and nasty。       I think it's much nicer to quarrel。〃
  〃Call it what you please; but we won't do it any more; will we?〃 He
  cleared     his  throat   nervously;     for  her   eyes   advertised    the   immediate
  beginning of hostilities。       〃I beg your pardon;〃 he hurried on。            〃I should
  have spoken for myself。          What I mean is that I refuse to quarrel。             You
  have the most horrible way; without uttering a word; of making me play
  the fool。    Why; I began with the kindest intentions; and here I am now〃
  〃Making nasty remarks;〃 she completed for him。
  〃It's the way you have of catching me up;〃 he complained。
  〃Why; I never said a word。          I was merely sitting here; being sweetly
  lured    on  by   promises     of  peace   on   earth  and   all  the  rest  of  it;  when
  suddenly you began to call me names。〃
  〃Hardly that; I am sure。〃
  〃Well; you said I was horrible; or that I had a horrible way about me;
  which   is   the   same   thing。  I   wish   my   bungalow   were   up。    I'd   move   to…
  morrow。〃
  But her twitching lips belied her words; and the next moment the man
  was more uncomfortable than ever; being made so by her laughter。
  〃I was only teasing you。         Honest Injun。       And if you don't laugh I'll
  suspect   you   of   being   in   a   temper   with   me。  That's   right;   laugh。    But
  don't〃 she added in alarm; 〃don't if it hurts you。 You look as though you
  had a toothache。       There; theredon't say it。      You know you promised not
  to   quarrel;   while   I   have   the   privilege   of   going   on   being   as   hateful   as   I
  please。     And to begin with; there's the Flibberty…Gibbet。              I didn't know
  she was so large a cutter; but she's in disgraceful condition。               Her rigging
  is something queer; and the next sharp squall will bring her head…gear all
  about the shop。       I watched Noa Noah's face as we sailed past。 He didn't
  say anything。      He just sneered。       And I don't blame him。〃
  〃Her   skipper's   rotten   bad   with   fever;〃   Sheldon   explained。    〃And   he
  had to drop his mate off to take hold of things at Ugithat's where I lost
  Oscar; my trader。       And you know what sort of sailors the niggers are。〃
  She   nodded   her   head   judicially;   and   while   she   seemed   to   debate   a
  weighty     judgment     he   asked   for   a  second    helping   of  tinned    beefnot
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  because   he   was   hungry;   but   because   he   wanted   to   watch   her   slim;   firm
  fingers; naked of jewels and banded metals; while his eyes pleasured in the
  swell of the forearm; appearing from under the sleeve and losing identity
  in the smooth; round wrist undisfigured by the netted veins that come to
  youth when youth is gone。          The fingers were brown with tan and looked
  exceedingly boyish。        Then; and without effort; the concept came to him。
  Yes;    that  was   it。  He    had   stumbled    upon    the  clue   to  her  tantalizing
  personality。     Her    fingers;   sunburned     and   boyish;    told  the  story。   No
  wonder she had exasperated him so frequently。              He had tried to treat with
  her as a woman; when she was not a woman。                She was a mere girland a
  boyish   girl   at   thatwith   sunburned   fingers   that   delighted   in   doing   what
  boys'   fingers   did;   with   a   body   and   muscles   that   liked   swimming    and
  violent endeavour of all sorts; with a mind that was daring; but that dared
  no farther than boys' adventures; and that delighted in rifles and revolvers;
  Stetson hats; and a sexless camaraderie with men。
  Somehow; as he pondered and watched her; it seemed as if he sat in
  church at home listening to the choir…boys chanting。               She reminded him
  of those boys; or their voices; rather。        The same sexless quality was there。
  In the body of her she was woman; in the mind of her she had not grown
  up。    She had not been exposed to ripening influences of that sort。                 She
  had had no mother。        Von; her father; native servants; and rough island life
  had constituted her training。         Horses and rifles had been her toys; camp
  and trail her nursery。      From what she had told him; her seminary days had
  been an exile; devoted to study and to ceaseless longing for the wild riding
  and swimming of Hawaii。            A boy's training; and a boy's point of view!
  That explained her chafe at petticoats; her revolt at what was only decently
  conventional。      Some day she would grow up; but as yet she was only in
  the process。
  Well; there was only one thing for him to do。              He must meet her on
  her own basis of boyhood; and not make the mistake of treating her as a
  woman。       He wondered if he could love the woman she would be   when
  her nature awoke; and he wondered if he could love her just as she was
  and himself wake her up。          After all; whatever it was; she had come to fill
  quite a large place in his life; as he had discovered that afternoon   while
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  scanning the sea between the squalls。            Then he remembered the accounts
  of Berande; and the cropper that was coming; and scowled。
  He became aware that she was speaking。
  〃I beg pardon;〃 he said。       〃What's that you were saying?〃
  〃You   weren't   listening   to   a   wordI   knew   it;〃   she   chided。   〃I   was
  saying that the condition of the Flibberty…Gibbet was disgraceful; and that
  to…morrow;  when   you've told the   skipper   and not hurt his   feelings;  I   am
  going to take my men out and give her an overhauling。