第 30 节
作者:负债赌博      更新:2024-05-25 15:05      字数:4693
  must   soon   have   perished。   It   was   a   bad   climate   down   there   by   the   sea。
  The Folk were not constituted for the coast…dwelling life。
  We    travelled    south;   for   days   skirting   the   great   swamp     but   never
  venturing into it。      Once we broke back to the westward; crossing a range
  of mountains and coming down to the coast。                 But it was no place for us。
  There were no treesonly bleak headlands; a thundering surf; and strong
  winds that seemed never to cease from blowing。 We turned back across the
  mountains; travelling east and south; until we came in touch with the great
  swamp again。
  Soon     we    gained    the   southern    extremity     of   the  swamp;      and   we
  continued   our   course   south   and   east。     It   was   a   pleasant   land。  The   air
  was warm; and we were again in the forest。                Later on we crossed a low…
  lying range of hills and found ourselves in an even better forest country。
  The farther we penetrated from the coast the warmer we found it; and we
  went on and on until we came to a large river that seemed familiar to the
  Swift    One。    It  was   where    she   must   have    come    during    the  four   years'
  absence from the harde。 This river we crossed on logs; landing on side at
  the large bluff。 High up on the bluff we found our new home most difficult
  of access and quite hidden from any eye beneath。
  There is little more of my tale to tell。         Here the Swift One and I lived
  and   reared   our   family。    And   here   my   memories   end。        We   never   made
  another   migration。       I   never   dream   beyond   our   high;   inaccessible   cave。
  And   here   must   have   been   born   the   child   that   inherited   the   stuff   of   my
  dreams; that had moulded into its being all the impressions of my lifeor
  of the life of Big…Tooth; rather; who is my other…self; and not my real self;
  but who is so real to me that often I am unable to tell what age I am living
  in。
  I   often   wonder     about    this  line   of   descent。     I;  the   modern;     am
  incontestably      a  man;    yet   I;  Big…Tooth;    the   primitive;    am   not   a  man。
  Somewhere; and by straight line of descent; these two parties to my dual
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  Before Adam
  personality were connected。           Were the Folk; before their destruction; in
  the   process   of   becoming   men?   And   did   I   and   mine   carry   through   this
  process? On the other hand; may not some descendant of mine have gone
  in to the Fire People and become one of them? I do not know。 There is no
  way of learning。       One thing only is certain; and that is that Big…Tooth did
  stamp     into   the   cerebral    constitution    of   one   of   his  progeny     all  the
  impressions of his life; and stamped them in so indelibly that the hosts of
  intervening generations have failed to obliterate them。
  There is one other thing of which I must speak before I close。                  It is a
  dream that   I dream  often; and   in   point of time the   real event   must   have
  occurred during the period of my living in the high; inaccessible cave。 I
  remember that I wandered far in the forest toward the east。                 There I came
  upon a tribe of Tree People。          I crouched in a thicket and watched them at
  play。    They were holding a laughing council; jumping up and down and
  screeching rude choruses。
  Suddenly   they   hushed   their   noise   and   ceased   their   capering。      They
  shrank down in fear; and quested anxiously about with their eyes for a way
  of   retreat。 Then   Red…Eye   walked   in   among   them。        They  cowered   away
  from him。       All were frightened。        But he made no attempt to hurt them。
  He   was   one   of   them。   At   his   heels;   on   stringy   bended   legs;   supporting
  herself with knuckles to the ground on either side; walked an old female of
  the Tree People; his latest wife。          He sat down in the midst of the circle。
  I can see him now; as I write this; scowling; his eyes inflamed; as he peers
  about him at the circle of the Tree People。           And as he peers he crooks one
  monstrous leg and with his gnarly toes scratches himself on the stomach。
  He is Red…Eye; the atavism。
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