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作者:负债赌博      更新:2024-05-25 15:05      字数:9322
  the arrow with his teeth。         As he did so he held the arrow firmly in both
  hands so that it would not play about in the wound; and at the same time I
  held   on   to   him。  I   often   meditate   upon   this   scenethe   two   of   us;   half…
  grown cubs; in the childhood of the race; and the one mastering his fear;
  beating down his selfish impulse of flight; in order to stand by and succor
  the other。     And there rises up before me all that was there foreshadowed;
  and   I   see   visions   of   Damon   and   Pythias;   of   life…saving   crews   and   Red
  Cross nurses; of martyrs and leaders of forlorn hopes; of Father Damien;
  and of the Christ himself; and of all the men of earth; mighty of stature;
  whose strength may trace back to the elemental loins of Lop…Ear and Big…
  Tooth and other dim denizens of the Younger World。
  When   Lop…Ear   had   chewed   off   the   head   of   the   arrow;   the   shaft   was
  withdrawn easily enough。           I started to go on; but this time it was he that
  stopped me。       My leg was bleeding profusely。            Some of the smaller veins
  had doubtless been ruptured。           Running out to the end of a branch; Lop…
  Ear gathered a handful of green leaves。 These he stuffed into the wound。
  They accomplished the purpose; for the bleeding soon stopped。                    Then we
  went on together; back to the safety of the caves。
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  CHAPTER VIII
  Well   do   I   remember   that   first   winter   after   I   left   home。   I   have   long
  dreams of sitting   shivering in the cold。 Lop…Ear   and I   sit close together;
  with our  arms and legs about   each other;  blue…faced and   with   chattering
  teeth。    It got particularly crisp along toward morning。 In those chill early
  hours we slept little; huddling together in numb misery and waiting for the
  sunrise in order to get warm。
  When we went outside there was a crackle of frost under foot。                      One
  morning we discovered ice on the surface of the quiet water in the eddy
  where was the drinking…place; and there was a great How…do…you…do about
  it。   Old   Marrow…Bone   was   the   oldest   member   of   the horde;  and   he had
  never seen anything like it before。 I remember the worried; plaintive look
  that   came   into   his   eyes   as   he   examined   the   ice。  (This   plaintive   look
  always came into our eyes when we did not understand a thing; or when
  we felt the   prod of some   vague   and inexpressible desire。)   Red…Eye;  too;
  when he investigated the ice; looked bleak and plaintive; and stared across
  the river into the northeast; as though in some way he connected the Fire
  People with this latest happening。
  But we found ice only on that one morning; and that was the coldest
  winter we experienced。          I have no memory of other winters when it was
  so cold。     I have often thought that that cold winter was a fore…runner of
  the   countless   cold   winters   to   come;   as   the   ice…sheet   from   farther   north
  crept   down   over   the   face   of   the   land。   But   we   never   saw   that   ice…sheet。
  Many generations   must   have passed   away  before the   descendants   of the
  horde migrated south; or remained and adapted themselves to the changed
  conditions。
  Life   was   hit   or   miss   and   happy…go…lucky   with   us。   Little   was   ever
  planned;   and   less   was   executed。      We   ate   when   we   were   hungry;   drank
  when we were thirsty; avoided our carnivorous enemies; took shelter in the
  caves at night; and for the rest just sort of played along through life。
  We   were   very   curious;   easily   amused;   and   full   of   tricks   and   pranks。
  There   was   no   seriousness   about   us;   except   when   we   were   in   danger   or
  were angry; in which cases the one was quickly forgotten and the other as
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  quickly got over。
  We     were    inconsecutive;      illogical;   and   inconsequential。      We    had    no
  steadfastness of purpose; and it was here that the Fire People were ahead
  of us。     They possessed all these things of which we possessed so little。
  Occasionally; however; especially in the realm of the emotions; we were
  capable   of   long…cherished   purpose。   The   faithfulness   of   the   monogamic
  couples I have referred to may be explained as a matter of habit; but my
  long desire for the Swift One cannot be so explained; any more than can
  be explained the undying enmity between me and Red…Eye。
  But     it  was    our    inconsequentiality       and    stupidity     that   especially
  distresses   me   when   I   look   back   upon   that   life   in   the   long   ago。   Once   I
  found a broken gourd which happened to lie right side up and which had
  been filled with the rain。          The water was sweet; and I drank it。                I even
  took the gourd down to the stream and filled it with more water; some of
  which   I   drank   and   some   of   which   I   poured   over   Lop…Ear。       And   then   I
  threw   the   gourd   away。      It   never   entered   my   head   to   fill   the   gourd   with
  water     and   carry    it  into  my    cave。    Yet    often    I  was   thirsty   at  night;
  especially after eating wild onions and watercress; and no one ever dared
  leave the caves at night for a drink。
  Another time I found a dry; gourd; inside of which the seeds rattled。
  I   had   fun   with   it   for   a   while。 But   it   was   a   play   thing;   nothing   more。
  And yet; it was not long after this that the using of gourds for storing water
  became   the   general   practice   of   the   horde。      But   I   was   not   the   inventor。
  The honor was due to old Marrow…Bone; and it is fair to assume that it was
  the necessity of his great age that brought about the innovation。
  At any rate; the first member of the horde to use gourds was Marrow…
  Bone。      He     kept   a  supply    of   drinking…water      in   his  cave;   which     cave
  belonged   to   his   son;   the   Hairless   One;   who   permitted   him   to   occupy   a
  corner     of  it。  We     used    to  see   Marrow…Bone         filling  his   gourd    at  the
  drinking…place   and   carrying   it   carefully   up   to   his   cave。      Imitation   was
  strong in the Folk; and first one; and then another and another; procured a
  gourd and used it in similar fashion; until it was a general practice with all
  of us so to store water。
  Sometimes old Marrow…Bone had sick spells and was unable to leave
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  the cave。     Then it was that the Hairless One filled the gourd for him。              A
  little later; the Hairless One deputed the task to Long…Lip; his son。               And
  after that; even when Marrow…Bone was well again; Long…Lip continued
  carrying water for him。        By and by; except on unusual occasions; the men
  never carried   any water   at   all; leaving   the task   to   the women   and   larger
  children。    Lop…Ear   and   I   were   independent。   We   carried   water   only   for
  ourselves; and we often mocked the young water…carriers when they were
  called away from play to fill the gourds。
  Progress was slow with us。         We played through life; even the adults;
  much in   the same   way   that children   play;   and we   played   as none   of the
  other animals played。        What little we learned; was usually in the course
  of play; and was due to our curiosity and keenness of appreciation。                  For
  that matter; the one big invention of the horde; during the time I lived with
  it; was the use of gourds。       At first we stored only water in the gourdsin
  imitation of old Marrow…Bone。
  But one day some one of the womenI do not know which onefilled
  a gourd with black…berries and carried it to her cave。              In no time all the
  women were carrying berries and nuts and roots in the gourds。                 The idea;
  once started; had to go on。        Another evolution of the carrying…receptacle
  was   due   to   the   women。   Without   doubt;   some   woman's   gourd   was   too
  small; or else she had forgotten her gourd; but be that as it may; she bent
  two great leaves together; pinning the seams with twigs; and carried home
  a bigger quantity of berries than could have been contained in the largest
  gourd。
  So far we got; and no farther; in the transportation of supplies during
  the years I lived with the Folk。        It never entered anybody's head t