第 6 节
作者:负债赌博      更新:2024-05-25 15:05      字数:9321
  managed      to  achieve    abstractions    (dim   ones   I  grant);  which    we   failed
  utterly to make known to other folk。          After all; language did not grow fast
  in that day。
  Oh; believe me; we were amazingly simple。                But we did know a lot
  that is not known to…day。         We could twitch our ears; prick them up and
  flatten   them  down   at   will。 And   we   could   scratch   between   our   shoulders
  with ease。 We could throw stones with our feet。               I have done it many a
  time。    And for that matter; I could keep my knees straight; bend forward
  from the hips; and touch; not the tips of my fingers; but the points of my
  elbows;   to   the   ground。    And   as   for   bird…nestingwell;   I   only   wish   the
  twentieth…century boy could see us。 But we made no collections of eggs。
  We ate them。
  I rememberbut I   out…run my story。  First let me   tell of Lop…Ear   and
  our    friendship。    Very    early   in  my   life;  I  separated   from   my    mother。
  Possibly this was because; after the death of my father; she took to herself
  a second husband。         I have few recollections of him; and they are not of
  the best。    He was a light fellow。 There was no solidity to him。                He was
  too voluble。     His infernal chattering worries me even now as I think of it。
  His    mind    was   too  inconsequential      to  permit   him   to  possess    purpose。
  Monkeys in their cages always remind me of him。                   He was monkeyish。
  That is the best description I can give of him。
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  He hated me from the first。          And I quickly learned to be afraid of him
  and his malicious pranks。          Whenever he came in sight I crept close to my
  mother and clung to her。          But I was growing older all the time; and it was
  inevitable that I should from time to time stray from her; and stray farther
  and farther。      And these were the opportunities that the Chatterer waited
  for。    (I may as well explain that we bore no names in those days; were not
  known by any name。            For the sake of convenience I have myself given
  names   to   the   various   Folk   I   was   more   closely   in   contact   with;   and   the
  〃Chatterer〃   is   the   most   fitting   description   I   can   find   for   that   precious
  stepfather   of   mine。     As   for   me;   I   have   named   myself   〃Big…Tooth。〃   My
  eye…teeth were pronouncedly large。)
  But to return to the Chatterer。          He persistently terrorized me。 He was
  always   pinching   me   and   cuffing   me;   and   on   occasion he   was not   above
  biting me。      Often my mother interfered; and the way she made his fur fly
  was a joy to see。        But the result of all this was a beautiful and unending
  family quarrel; in which I was the bone of contention。
  No;   my   home…life   was   not   happy。      I   smile   to   myself   as   I   write   the
  phrase。     Home…life!   Home!   I   had   no   home   in   the   modern   sense   of   the
  term。     My   home   was   an   association;   not   a   habitation。       I   lived   in   my
  mother's care; not in a house。          And my mother lived anywhere; so long as
  when night came she was above the ground。
  My mother was old…fashioned。             She still clung to her trees。        It is true;
  the more progressive members of our horde lived in the caves above the
  river。    But my mother was suspicious and unprogressive。 The trees were
  good enough for her。          Of course; we had one particular tree in which we
  usually   roosted;   though   we   often   roosted   in   other   trees   when   nightfall
  caught us。      In a convenient fork was a sort of rude platform of twigs and
  branches   and   creeping   things。       It   was   more   like   a   huge   bird…nest   than
  anything else; though it was a thousand times cruder in the weaving than
  any bird…nest。       But it had one feature that I have never seen attached to
  any bird…nest; namely; a roof。
  Oh; not a roof such as modern man makes! Nor a roof such as is made
  by  the   lowest   aborigines   of   to…day。     It   was   infinitely   more   clumsy   than
  the   clumsiest   handiwork   of   manof   man   as   we   know   him。   It   was   put
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  together in a casual; helter…skelter sort of way。 Above the fork of the tree
  whereon we rested was a pile of dead branches and brush。                      Four or five
  adjacent forks held what I may term the various ridge…poles。                    These were
  merely stout sticks an inch or so in diameter。               On them rested the brush
  and   branches。   These   seemed   to   have   been   tossed   on   almost   aimlessly。
  There was no attempt at thatching。 And I must confess that the roof leaked
  miserably in a heavy rain。
  But the Chatterer。        He made home…life a burden for both my mother
  and meand by home…life I mean; not the leaky nest in the tree; but the
  group…life of the three of us。         He was most malicious in his persecution of
  me。 That was the one purpose to which he held steadfastly for longer than
  five   minutes。     Also;   as   time   went   by;   my   mother   was   less   eager   in   her
  defence      of  me。    I  think;   what    of  the   continuous     rows    raised   by   the
  Chatterer;   that   I   must   have   become   a   nuisance   to   her。   At   any   rate;   the
  situation went from bad to worse so rapidly that I should soon; of my own
  volition;     have    left   home。      But     the   satisfaction     of   performing      so
  independent   an   act   was   denied   me。       Before   I   was   ready   to   go;   I   was
  thrown out。 And I mean this literally。
  The opportunity came to the Chatterer one day when I was alone in the
  nest。    My  mother   and the   Chatterer had gone away  together toward   the
  blueberry   swamp。        He   must   have   planned   the   whole   thing;   for   I   heard
  him returning alone through the forest; roaring with self…induced rage as
  he came。       Like all the men of our horde; when they were angry or were
  trying to make themselves angry; he stopped now and again to hammer on
  his chest with his fist。
  I realized the helplessness of my situation; and crouched trembling in
  the nest。     The Chatterer came directly to the treeI remember it was an
  oak   treeand   began   to   climb   up。     And   he   never   ceased   for   a   moment
  from     his  infernal    row。   As    I  have    said;  our   language     was   extremely
  meagre; and he must have strained it by the variety of ways in which he
  informed   me of his undying hatred of   me and of his intention there and
  then to have it out with me。
  As   he   climbed   to   the   fork;   I   fled   out   the   great   horizontal   limb。   He
  followed      me;   and   out   I  went;   farther   and   farther。   At    last  I  was   out
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  amongst the small twigs and leaves。              The Chatterer was ever a coward;
  and   greater   always   than   any   anger   he   ever   worked   up   was   his   caution。
  He was afraid to follow me out amongst the leaves and twigs。                     For that
  matter;   his   greater   weight   would   have   crashed   him   through   the   foliage
  before he could have got to me。
  But it was not necessary for him to reach me; and well he knew it; the
  scoundrel!      With   a  malevolent     expression     on  his   face;  his  beady    eyes
  gleaming with cruel intelligence; he began teetering。 Teetering!and with
  me out on the very edge of the bough; clutching at the twigs that   broke
  continually with my weight。 Twenty feet beneath me was the earth。
  Wildly     and   morewildly     he   teetered;   grinning    at  me   his  gloating
  hatred。    Then came the end。         All four holds broke at the same time; and I
  fell; back…downward; looking up at him; my hands and feet still clutching
  the broken twigs。       Luckily; there were no wild pigs under me; and my fall
  was broken by the tough and springy bushes。
  Usually;     my   falls   destroy    my   dreams;     the   nervous    shock    being
  sufficient to bridge the thousand centuries in an instant and hurl me wide
  awake into my little bed; where; perchance; I lie sweating and trembling
  and hear the cuckoo clock calling the hour in the hall。               But this dream of
  my   leaving   home   I   have   had   many   times;   and   never   yet   have   I   been
  awakened by it。        Always do I crash;