第 5 节
作者:博搏      更新:2024-05-19 15:43      字数:9321
  regard you in a light which makes me want to protect you even if I
  have nothing to gain by it。〃
  〃Yet you speak as if you thought you might keep me for yourself。〃
  〃For YOURSELF。  I don't want you to suffer。〃
  〃Nor to suffer yourself by my doing so;〃 said Rose; looking down。
  〃Ah; if you would only marry me next month!〃 he broke out
  inconsequently。
  〃And give up going to mamma?〃 Rose waited to see if he would say
  〃What need that matter?  Can't your mother come to us?〃  But he said
  nothing of the sort; he only answered …
  〃She surely would be sorry to interfere with the exercise of any
  other affection which I might have the bliss of believing that you
  are now free; in however small a degree; to entertain。〃
  Rose knew that her mother wouldn't be sorry at all; but she contented
  herself with rejoining; her hand on the door:  〃Good…bye。  I sha'n't
  suffer。  I'm not afraid。〃
  〃You don't know how terrible; how cruel; the world can be。〃
  〃Yes; I do know。  I know everything!〃
  The declaration sprang from her lips in a tone which made him look at
  her as he had never looked before; as if he saw something new in her
  face; as if he had never yet known her。  He hadn't displeased her so
  much but that she would like to give him that impression; and since
  she felt that she was doing so she lingered an instant for the
  purpose。  It enabled her to see; further; that he turned red; then to
  become aware that a carriage had stopped at the door。  Captain Jay's
  eyes; from where he stood; fell upon this arrival; and the nature of
  their glance made Rose step forward to look。  Her mother sat there;
  brilliant; conspicuous; in the eternal victoria; and the footman was
  already sounding the knocker。  It had been no part of the arrangement
  that she should come to fetch her; it had been out of the questiona
  stroke in such bad taste as would have put Rose in the wrong。  The
  girl had never dreamed of it; but somehow; suddenly; perversely; she
  was glad of it now; she even hoped that her grandmother and her aunt
  were looking out upstairs。
  〃My mother has come for me。  Good…bye;〃 she repeated; but this time
  her visitor had got between her and the door。
  〃Listen to me before you go。  I will give you a life's devotion;〃 the
  young man pleaded。  He really barred the way。
  She wondered whether her grandmother had told him that if her flight
  were not prevented she would forfeit money。  Then; vividly; it came
  over her that this would be what he was occupied with。  〃I shall
  never think of youlet me go!〃 she cried; with passion。
  Captain Jay opened the door; but Rose didn't see his face; and in a
  moment she was out of the house。  Aunt Julia; who was sure to have
  been hovering; had taken flight before the profanity of the knock。
  〃Heavens; dear; where did you get your mourning?〃 the lady in the
  victoria asked of her daughter as they drove away。
  CHAPTER II。
  Lady Maresfield had given her boy a push in his plump back and had
  said to him; 〃Go and speak to her now; it's your chance。〃  She had
  for a long time wanted this scion to make himself audible to Rose
  Tramore; but the opportunity was not easy to come by。  The case was
  complicated。  Lady Maresfield had four daughters; of whom only one
  was married。  It so happened moreover that this one; Mrs。 Vaughan…
  Vesey; the only person in the world her mother was afraid of; was the
  most to be reckoned with。  The Honourable Guy was in appearance all
  his mother's child; though he was really a simpler soul。  He was
  large and pink; large; that is; as to everything but the eyes; which
  were diminishing points; and pink as to everything but the hair;
  which was comparable; faintly; to the hue of the richer rose。  He had
  also; it must be conceded; very small neat teeth; which made his
  smile look like a young lady's。  He had no wish to resemble any such
  person; but he was perpetually smiling; and he smiled more than ever
  as he approached Rose Tramore; who; looking altogether; to his mind;
  as a pretty girl should; and wearing a soft white opera…cloak over a
  softer black dress; leaned alone against the wall of the vestibule at
  Covent Garden while; a few paces off; an old gentleman engaged her
  mother in conversation。  Madame Patti had been singing; and they were
  all waiting for their carriages。  To their ears at present came a
  vociferation of names and a rattle of wheels。  The air; through
  banging doors; entered in damp; warm gusts; heavy with the stale;
  slightly sweet taste of the London season when the London season is
  overripe and spoiling。
  Guy Mangler had only three minutes to reestablish an interrupted
  acquaintance with our young lady。  He reminded her that he had danced
  with her the year before; and he mentioned that he knew her brother。
  His mother had lately been to see old Mrs。 Tramore; but this he did
  not mention; not being aware of it。  That visit had produced; on Lady
  Maresfield's part; a private crisis; engendered ideas。  One of them
  was that the grandmother in Hill Street had really forgiven the
  wilful girl much more than she admitted。  Another was that there
  would still be some money for Rose when the others should come into
  theirs。  Still another was that the others would come into theirs at
  no distant date; the old lady was so visibly going to pieces。  There
  were several more besides; as for instance that Rose had already
  fifteen hundred a year from her father。  The figure had been betrayed
  in Hill Street; it was part of the proof of Mrs。 Tramore's
  decrepitude。  Then there was an equal amount that her mother had to
  dispose of and on which the girl could absolutely count; though of
  course it might involve much waiting; as the mother; a person of
  gross insensibility; evidently wouldn't die of cold…shouldering。
  Equally definite; to do it justice; was the conception that Rose was
  in truth remarkably good looking; and that what she had undertaken to
  do showed; and would show even should it fail; cleverness of the
  right sort。  Cleverness of the right sort was exactly the quality
  that Lady Maresfield prefigured as indispensable in a young lady to
  whom she should marry her second son; over whose own deficiencies she
  flung the veil of a maternal theory that HIS cleverness was of a sort
  that was wrong。  Those who knew him less well were content to wish
  that he might not conceal it for such a scruple。  This enumeration of
  his mother's views does not exhaust the list; and it was in obedience
  to one too profound to be uttered even by the historian that; after a
  very brief delay; she decided to move across the crowded lobby。  Her
  daughter Bessie was the only one with her; Maggie was dining with the
  Vaughan…Veseys; and Fanny was not of an age。  Mrs。 Tramore the
  younger showed only an admirable backher face was to her old
  gentlemanand Bessie had drifted to some other people; so that it
  was comparatively easy for Lady Maresfield to say to Rose; in a
  moment:  〃My dear child; are you never coming to see us?〃
  〃We shall be delighted to come if you'll ask us;〃 Rose smiled。
  Lady Maresfield had been prepared for the plural number; and she was
  a woman whom it took many plurals to disconcert。  〃I'm sure Guy is
  longing for another dance with you;〃 she rejoined; with the most
  unblinking irrelevance。
  〃I'm afraid we're not dancing again quite yet;〃 said Rose; glancing
  at her mother's exposed shoulders; but speaking as if they were
  muffled in crape。
  Lady Maresfield leaned her head on one side and seemed almost
  wistful。  〃Not even at my sister's ball?  She's to have something
  next week。  She'll write to you。〃
  Rose Tramore; on the spot; looking bright but vague; turned three or
  four things over in her mind。  She remembered that the sister of her
  interlocutress was the proverbially rich Mrs。 Bray; a bankeress or a
  breweress or a builderess; who had so big a house that she couldn't
  fill it unless she opened her doors; or her mouth; very wide。  Rose
  had learnt more about London society during these lonely months with
  her mother than she had ever picked up in Hill Street。  The younger
  Mrs。 Tramore was a mine of commerages; and she had no need to go out
  to bring home the latest intelligence。  At any rate Mrs。 Bray might
  serve as the end of a wedge。  〃Oh; I dare say we might think of
  that;〃 Rose said。  〃It would be very kind of your sister。〃
  〃Guy'll think of it; won't you; Guy?〃 asked Lady Maresfield。
  〃Rather!〃 Guy responded; with an intonation as fine as if he had
  learnt it at a music hall; while at the same moment the name of his
  mother's carriage was bawled through the place。  Mrs。 Tramore had
  parted with her old gentleman; she turned again to her daughter。
  Nothing occurred but what always occurred; which was exactly this
  absence of everythinga universal lapse。  She didn't exist; even for
  a second; to any recognising eye。  The people who looked at herof
  course there were plenty of thosewere only the people who didn't
  exist for hers。  Lady Maresfield surged away on her son's arm。
  It was this noble matron herself who wrote; the next day; inclosing a
  card of invitation from Mrs。 Bray and expressing the hope that Rose
  would come and dine and let her ladyship take her。  She should have
  only one of her