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  The Chaperon
  by Henry James
  CHAPTER I。
  An old lady; in a high drawing…room; had had her chair moved close to
  the fire; where she sat knitting and warming her knees。  She was
  dressed in deep mourning; her face had a faded nobleness; tempered;
  however; by the somewhat illiberal compression assumed by her lips in
  obedience to something that was passing in her mind。  She was far
  from the lamp; but though her eyes were fixed upon her active needles
  she was not looking at them。  What she really saw was quite another
  train of affairs。  The room was spacious and dim; the thick London
  fog had oozed into it even through its superior defences。  It was
  full of dusky; massive; valuable things。  The old lady sat motionless
  save for the regularity of her clicking needles; which seemed as
  personal to her and as expressive as prolonged fingers。  If she was
  thinking something out; she was thinking it thoroughly。
  When she looked up; on the entrance of a girl of twenty; it might
  have been guessed that the appearance of this young lady was not an
  interruption of her meditation; but rather a contribution to it。  The
  young lady; who was charming to behold; was also in deep mourning;
  which had a freshness; if mourning can be fresh; an air of having
  been lately put on。  She went straight to the bell beside the
  chimney…piece and pulled it; while in her other hand she held a
  sealed and directed letter。  Her companion glanced in silence at the
  letter; then she looked still harder at her work。  The girl hovered
  near the fireplace; without speaking; and after a due; a dignified
  interval the butler appeared in response to the bell。  The time had
  been sufficient to make the silence between the ladies seem long。
  The younger one asked the butler to see that her letter should be
  posted; and after he had gone out she moved vaguely about the room;
  as if to give her grandmotherfor such was the elder personagea
  chance to begin a colloquy of which she herself preferred not to
  strike the first note。  As equally with herself her companion was on
  the face of it capable of holding out; the tension; though it was
  already late in the evening; might have lasted long。  But the old
  lady after a little appeared to recognise; a trifle ungraciously; the
  girl's superior resources。
  〃Have you written to your mother?〃
  〃Yes; but only a few lines; to tell her I shall come and see her in
  the morning。〃
  〃Is that all you've got to say?〃 asked the grandmother。
  〃I don't quite know what you want me to say。〃
  〃I want you to say that you've made up your mind。〃
  〃Yes; I've done that; granny。〃
  〃You intend to respect your father's wishes?〃
  〃It depends upon what you mean by respecting them。  I do justice to
  the feelings by which they were dictated。〃
  〃What do you mean by justice?〃 the old lady retorted。
  The girl was silent a moment; then she said:  〃You'll see my idea of
  it。〃
  〃I see it already!  You'll go and live with her。〃
  〃I shall talk the situation over with her to…morrow and tell her that
  I think that will be best。〃
  〃Best for her; no doubt!〃
  〃What's best for her is best for me。〃
  〃And for your brother and sister?〃  As the girl made no reply to this
  her grandmother went on:  〃What's best for them is that you should
  acknowledge some responsibility in regard to them and; considering
  how young they are; try and do something for them。〃
  〃They must do as I've donethey must act for themselves。  They have
  their means now; and they're free。〃
  〃Free?  They're mere children。〃
  〃Let me remind you that Eric is older than I。〃
  〃He doesn't like his mother;〃 said the old lady; as if that were an
  answer。
  〃I never said he did。  And she adores him。〃
  〃Oh; your mother's adorations!〃
  〃Don't abuse her now;〃 the girl rejoined; after a pause。
  The old lady forbore to abuse her; but she made up for it the next
  moment by saying:  〃It will be dreadful for Edith。〃
  〃What will be dreadful?〃
  〃Your desertion of her。〃
  〃The desertion's on her side。〃
  〃Her consideration for her father does her honour。〃
  〃Of course I'm a brute; n'en parlons plus;〃 said the girl。  〃We must
  go our respective ways;〃 she added; in a tone of extreme wisdom and
  philosophy。
  Her grandmother straightened out her knitting and began to roll it
  up。  〃Be so good as to ring for my maid;〃 she said; after a minute。
  The young lady rang; and there was another wait and another conscious
  hush。  Before the maid came her mistress remarked:  〃Of course then
  you'll not come to ME; you know。〃
  〃What do you mean by 'coming' to you?〃
  〃I can't receive you on that footing。〃
  〃She'll not come WITH me; if you mean that。〃
  〃I don't mean that;〃 said the old lady; getting up as her maid came
  in。  This attendant took her work from her; gave her an arm and
  helped her out of the room; while Rose Tramore; standing before the
  fire and looking into it; faced the idea that her grandmother's door
  would now under all circumstances be closed to her。  She lost no time
  however in brooding over this anomaly:  it only added energy to her
  determination to act。  All she could do to…night was to go to bed;
  for she felt utterly weary。  She had been living; in imagination; in
  a prospective struggle; and it had left her as exhausted as a real
  fight。  Moreover this was the culmination of a crisis; of weeks of
  suspense; of a long; hard strain。  Her father had been laid in his
  grave five days before; and that morning his will had been read。  In
  the afternoon she had got Edith off to St。 Leonard's with their aunt
  Julia; and then she had had a wretched talk with Eric。  Lastly; she
  had made up her mind to act in opposition to the formidable will; to
  a clause which embodied if not exactly a provision; a recommendation
  singularly emphatic。  She went to bed and slept the sleep of the
  just。
  〃Oh; my dear; how charming!  I must take another house!〃  It was in
  these words that her mother responded to the announcement Rose had
  just formally made and with which she had vaguely expected to produce
  a certain dignity of effect。  In the way of emotion there was
  apparently no effect at all; and the girl was wise enough to know
  that this was not simply on account of the general line of non…
  allusion taken by the extremely pretty woman before her; who looked
  like her elder sister。  Mrs。 Tramore had never manifested; to her
  daughter; the slightest consciousness that her position was peculiar;
  but the recollection of something more than that fine policy was
  required to explain such a failure; to appreciate Rose's sacrifice。
  It was simply a fresh reminder that she had never appreciated
  anything; that she was nothing but a tinted and stippled surface。
  Her situation was peculiar indeed。  She had been the heroine of a
  scandal which had grown dim only because; in the eyes of the London
  world; it paled in the lurid light of the contemporaneous。  That
  attention had been fixed on it for several days; fifteen years
  before; there had been a high relish of the vivid evidence as to his
  wife's misconduct with which; in the divorce…court; Charles Tramore
  had judged well to regale a cynical public。  The case was pronounced
  awfully bad; and he obtained his decree。  The folly of the wife had
  been inconceivable; in spite of other examples:  she had quitted her
  children; she had followed the 〃other fellow〃 abroad。  The other
  fellow hadn't married her; not having had time:  he had lost his life
  in the Mediterranean by the capsizing of a boat; before the
  prohibitory term had expired。
  Mrs。 Tramore had striven to extract from this accident something of
  the austerity of widowhood; but her mourning only made her deviation
  more public; she was a widow whose husband was awkwardly alive。  She
  had not prowled about the Continent on the classic lines; she had
  come back to London to take her chance。  But London would give her no
  chance; would have nothing to say to her; as many persons had
  remarked; you could never tell how London would behave。  It would not
  receive Mrs。 Tramore again on any terms; and when she was spoken of;
  which now was not often; it was inveterately said of her that she
  went nowhere。  Apparently she had not the qualities for which London
  compounds; though in the cases in which it does compound you may
  often wonder what these qualities are。  She had not at any rate been
  successful:  her lover was dead; her husband was liked and her
  children were pitied; for in payment for a topic London will
  parenthetically pity。  It was thought interesting and magnanimous
  that Charles Tramore had not married again。  The disadvantage to his
  children of the miserable story was thus left uncorrected; and this;
  rather oddly; was counted as HIS sacrifice。  His mother; whose
  arrangements were elaborate; looked after them a great deal; and they
  enjoyed a mixture of laxity and discipline under the roof of their
  aunt; Miss Tramore; who was independent; having; for reasons that the
  two ladies had exhaustively discussed; determined to lead her own
  life。  She had set up a home at St。 Leonard's; and that contracted
  shore had played a considerable part in the upbringing of the little
  Tramores。  They knew about their mother; as the phras