第 5 节
作者:恐龙王      更新:2024-05-13 20:08      字数:9322
  continent。  It dwindled very fast for so big a place。  I accosted
  her; having had no conversation with her amid the crowd of leave…
  takers and the muddle of farewells before we put off; we talked a
  little about the boat; our fellow…passengers and our prospects; and
  then I said:  〃I think you mentioned last night a name I knowthat
  of Mr。 Porterfield。〃
  〃Oh no I didn't!〃 she answered very straight while she smiled at me
  through her closely…drawn veil。
  〃Then it was your mother。〃
  〃Very likely it was my mother。〃  And she continued to smile as if I
  ought to have known the difference。
  〃I venture to allude to him because I've an idea I used to know him;〃
  I went on。
  〃Oh I see。〃  And beyond this remark she appeared to take no interest;
  she left it to me to make any connexion。
  〃That is if it's the same one。〃  It struck me as feeble to say
  nothing more; so I added 〃My Mr。 Porterfield was called David。〃
  〃Well; so is ours。〃  〃Ours〃 affected me as clever。
  〃I suppose I shall see him again if he's to meet you at Liverpool;〃 I
  continued。
  〃Well; it will be bad if he doesn't。〃
  It was too soon for me to have the idea that it would be bad if he
  did:  that only came later。  So I remarked that; not having seen him
  for so many years; it was very possible I shouldn't know him。
  〃Well; I've not seen him for a considerable time; but I expect I
  shall know him all the same。〃
  〃Oh with you it's different;〃 I returned with harmlessly bright
  significance。  〃Hasn't he been back since those days?〃
  〃I don't know;〃 she sturdily professed; 〃what days you mean。〃
  〃When I knew him in Parisages ago。  He was a pupil of the Ecole des
  Beaux Arts。  He was studying architecture。〃
  〃Well; he's studying it still;〃 said Grace Mavis。
  〃Hasn't he learned it yet?〃
  〃I don't know what he has learned。  I shall see。〃  Then she added for
  the benefit of my perhaps undue levity:  〃Architecture's very
  difficult and he's tremendously thorough。〃
  〃Oh yes; I remember that。  He was an admirable worker。  But he must
  have become quite a foreigner if it's so many years since he has been
  at home。〃
  She seemed to regard this proposition at first as complicated; but
  she did what she could for me。  〃Oh he's not changeable。  If he were
  changeable〃
  Then; however; she paused。  I daresay she had been going to observe
  that if he were changeable he would long ago have given her up。
  After an instant she went on:  〃He wouldn't have stuck so to his
  profession。  You can't make much by it。〃
  I sought to attenuate her rather odd maidenly grimness。  〃It depends
  on what you call much。〃
  〃It doesn't make you rich。〃
  〃Oh of course you've got to practise itand to practise it long。〃
  〃Yesso Mr。 Porterfield says。〃
  Something in the way she uttered these words made me laughthey were
  so calm an implication that the gentleman in question didn't live up
  to his principles。  But I checked myself; asking her if she expected
  to remain in Europe longto what one might call settle。
  〃Well; it will be a good while if it takes me as long to come back as
  it has taken me to go out。〃
  〃And I think your mother said last night that it was your first
  visit。〃
  Miss Mavis; in her deliberate way; met my eyes。  〃Didn't mother
  talk!〃
  〃It was all very interesting。〃
  She continued to look at me。  〃You don't think that;〃 she then simply
  stated。
  〃What have I to gain then by saying it?〃
  〃Oh men have always something to gain。〃
  〃You make me in that case feel a terrible failure!  I hope at any
  rate that it gives you pleasure;〃 I went on; 〃the idea of seeing
  foreign lands。〃
  〃MercyI should think so!〃
  This was almost genial; and it cheered me proportionately。  〃It's a
  pity our ship's not one of the fast ones; if you're impatient。〃
  She was silent a little after which she brought out:  〃Oh I guess
  it'll be fast enough!〃
  That evening I went in to see Mrs。 Nettlepoint and sat on her sea…
  trunk; which was pulled out from under the berth to accommodate me。
  It was nine o'clock but not quite dark; as our northward course had
  already taken us into the latitude of the longer days。  She had made
  her nest admirably and now rested from her labours; she lay upon her
  sofa in a dressing…gown and a cap that became her。  It was her
  regular practice to spend the voyage in her cabin; which smelt
  positively goodsuch was the refinement of her art; and she had a
  secret peculiar to herself for keeping her port open without shipping
  seas。  She hated what she called the mess of the ship and the idea;
  if she should go above; of meeting stewards with plates of
  supererogatory food。  She professed to be content with her situation…
  …we promised to lend each other books and I assured her familiarly
  that I should be in and out of her room a dozen times a daypitying
  me for having to mingle in society。  She judged this a limited
  privilege; for on the deck before we left the wharf she had taken a
  view of our fellow…passengers。
  〃Oh I'm an inveterate; almost a professional observer;〃 I replied;
  〃and with that vice I'm as well occupied as an old woman in the sun
  with her knitting。  It makes me; in any situation; just inordinately
  and submissively SEE things。  I shall see them even here and shall
  come down very often and tell you about them。  You're not interested
  today; but you will be tomorrow; for a ship's a great school of
  gossip。  You won't believe the number of researches and problems
  you'll be engaged in by the middle of the voyage。〃
  〃I?  Never in the world!lying here with my nose in a book and not
  caring a straw。〃
  〃You'll participate at second hand。  You'll see through my eyes; hang
  upon my lips; take sides; feel passions; all sorts of sympathies and
  indignations。  I've an idea;〃 I further developed; 〃that your young
  lady's the person on board who will interest me most。〃
  〃'Mine' indeed!  She hasn't been near me since we left the dock。〃
  〃There you areyou do feel she owes you something。  Well;〃 I added;
  〃she's very curious。〃
  〃You've such cold…blooded terms!〃 Mrs。 Nettlepoint wailed。  〃Elle ne
  sait pas se conduire; she ought to have come to ask about me。〃
  〃Yes; since you're under her care;〃 I laughed。  〃As for her not
  knowing how to behavewell; that's exactly what we shall see。〃
  〃You will; but not I!  I wash my hands of her。〃
  〃Don't say thatdon't say that。〃
  Mrs。 Nettlepoint looked at me a moment。  〃Why do you speak so
  solemnly?〃
  In return I considered her。  〃I'll tell you before we land。  And have
  you seen much of your son?〃
  〃Oh yes; he has come in several times。  He seems very much pleased。
  He has got a cabin to himself。〃
  〃That's great luck;〃 I said; 〃but I've an idea he's always in luck。
  I was sure I should have to offer him the second berth in my room。〃
  〃And you wouldn't have enjoyed that; because you don't like him;〃 she
  took upon herself to say。
  〃What put that into your head?〃
  〃It isn't in my headit's in my heart; my coeur de mere。  We guess
  those things。  You think he's selfish。  I could see it last night。〃
  〃Dear lady;〃 I contrived promptly enough to reply; 〃I've no general
  ideas about him at all。  He's just one of the phenomena I am going to
  observe。  He seems to me a very fine young man。  However;〃 I added;
  〃since you've mentioned last night I'll admit that I thought he
  rather tantalised you。  He played with your suspense。〃
  〃Why he came at the last just to please me;〃 said Mrs。 Nettlepoint。
  I was silent a little。  〃Are you sure it was for your sake?〃
  〃Ah; perhaps it was for yours!〃
  I bore up; however; against this thrust; characteristic of perfidious
  woman when you presume to side with her against a fond tormentor。
  〃When he went out on the balcony with that girl;〃 I found assurance
  to suggest; 〃perhaps she asked him to come for HERS。〃
  〃Perhaps she did。  But why should he do everything she asks himsuch
  as she is?〃
  〃I don't know yet; but perhaps I shall know later。  Not that he'll
  tell mefor he'll never tell me anything:  he's not;〃 I consistently
  opined; 〃one of those who tell。〃
  〃If she didn't ask him; what you say is a great wrong to her;〃 said
  Mrs。 Nettlepoint。
  〃Yes; if she didn't。  But you say that to protect Jaspernot to
  protect her;〃 I smiled。
  〃You ARE cold…bloodedit's uncanny!〃 my friend exclaimed。
  〃Ah this is nothing yet!  Wait a whileyou'll see。  At sea in
  general I'm awfulI exceed the limits。  If I've outraged her in
  thought I'll jump overboard。  There are ways of askinga man doesn't
  need to tell a woman thatwithout the crude words。〃
  〃I don't know what you imagine between them;〃 said Mrs。 Nettlepoint。
  〃Well; nothing;〃 I allowed; 〃but what was visible on the surface。  It
  transpired; as the newspapers say; that they were old friends。〃
  〃He met her at some promiscuous partyI a