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作者:恐龙王      更新:2024-05-13 20:08      字数:9321
  The Patagonia
  by Henry James
  CHAPTER I
  The houses were dark in the August night and the perspective of
  Beacon Street; with its double chain of lamps; was a foreshortened
  desert。  The club on the hill alone; from its semi…cylindrical front;
  projected a glow upon the dusky vagueness of the Common; and as I
  passed it I heard in the hot stillness the click of a pair of
  billiard…balls。  As 〃every one〃 was out of town perhaps the servants;
  in the extravagance of their leisure; were profaning the tables。  The
  heat was insufferable and I thought with joy of the morrow; of the
  deck of the steamer; the freshening breeze; the sense of getting out
  to sea。  I was even glad of what I had learned in the afternoon at
  the office of the companythat at the eleventh hour an old ship with
  a lower standard of speed had been put on in place of the vessel in
  which I had taken my passage。  America was roasting; England might
  very well be stuffy; and a slow passage (which at that season of the
  year would probably also be a fine one) was a guarantee of ten or
  twelve days of fresh air。
  I strolled down the hill without meeting a creature; though I could
  see through the palings of the Common that that recreative expanse
  was peopled with dim forms。  I remembered Mrs。 Nettlepoint's house
  she lived in those days (they are not so distant; but there have been
  changes) on the water…side; a little way beyond the spot at which the
  Public Garden terminates; and I reflected that like myself she would
  be spending the night in Boston if it were true that; as had been
  mentioned to me a few days before at Mount Desert; she was to embark
  on the morrow for Liverpool。  I presently saw this appearance
  confirmed by a light above her door and in two or three of her
  windows; and I determined to ask for her; having nothing to do till
  bedtime。  I had come out simply to pass an hour; leaving my hotel to
  the blaze of its gas and the perspiration of its porters; but it
  occurred to me that my old friend might very WELL not know of the
  substitution of the Patagonia for the Scandinavia; so that I should
  be doing her a service to prepare her mind。  Besides; I could offer
  to help her; to look after her in the morning:  lone women are
  grateful for support in taking ship for far countries。
  It came to me indeed as I stood on her door…step that as she had a
  son she might not after all be so lone; yet I remembered at the same
  time that Jasper Nettlepoint was not quite a young man to lean upon;
  havingas I at least supposeda life of his own and tastes and
  habits which had long since diverted him from the maternal side。  If
  he did happen just now to be at home my solicitude would of course
  seem officious; for in his many wanderingsI believed he had roamed
  all over the globehe would certainly have learned how to manage。
  None the less; in fine; I was very glad to show Mrs。 Nettlepoint I
  thought of her。  With my long absence I had lost sight of her; but I
  had liked her of old; she had been a good friend to my sisters; and I
  had in regard to her that sense which is pleasant to those who in
  general have gone astray or got detached; the sense that she at least
  knew all about me。  I could trust her at any time to tell people I
  was respectable。  Perhaps I was conscious of how little I deserved
  this indulgence when it came over me that I hadn't been near her for
  ages。  The measure of that neglect was given by my vagueness of mind
  about Jasper。  However; I really belonged nowadays to a different
  generation; I was more the mother's contemporary than the son's。
  Mrs。 Nettlepoint was at home:  I found her in her back drawing…room;
  where the wide windows opened to the water。  The room was duskyit
  was too hot for lampsand she sat slowly moving her fan and looking
  out on the little arm of the sea which is so pretty at night;
  reflecting the lights of Cambridgeport and Charlestown。  I supposed
  she was musing on the loved ones she was to leave behind; her married
  daughters; her grandchildren; but she struck a note more specifically
  Bostonian as she said to me; pointing with her fan to the Back Bay:
  〃I shall see nothing more charming than that over there; you know!〃
  She made me very welcome; but her son had told her about the
  Patagonia; for which she was sorry; as this would mean a longer
  voyage。  She was a poor creature in any boat and mainly confined to
  her cabin even in weather extravagantly termed fineas if any
  weather could be fine at sea。
  〃Ah then your son's going with you?〃 I asked。
  〃Here he comes; he'll tell you for himself much better than I can
  pretend to。〃  Jasper Nettlepoint at that moment joined us; dressed in
  white flannel and carrying a large fan。  〃Well; my dear; have you
  decided?〃 his mother continued with no scant irony。  〃He hasn't yet
  made up his mind; and we sail at ten o'clock!〃
  〃What does it matter when my things are put up?〃 the young man said。
  〃There's no crowd at this moment; there will be cabins to spare。  I'm
  waiting for a telegramthat will settle it。  I just walked up to the
  club to see if it was comethey'll send it there because they
  suppose this house unoccupied。  Not yet; but I shall go back in
  twenty minutes。〃
  〃Mercy; how you rush about in this temperature!〃 the poor lady
  exclaimed while I reflected that it was perhaps HIS billiard…balls I
  had heard ten minutes before。  I was sure he was fond of billiards。
  〃Rush? not in the least。  I take it uncommon easy。〃
  〃Ah I'm bound to say you do!〃 Mrs。 Nettlepoint returned with
  inconsequence。  I guessed at a certain tension between the pair and a
  want of consideration on the young man's part; arising perhaps from
  selfishness。  His mother was nervous; in suspense; wanting to be at
  rest as to whether she should have his company on the voyage or be
  obliged to struggle alone。  But as he stood there smiling and slowly
  moving his fan he struck me somehow as a person on whom this fact
  wouldn't sit too heavily。  He was of the type of those whom other
  people worry about; not of those who worry about other people。  Tall
  and strong; he had a handsome face; with a round head and close…
  curling hair; the whites of his eyes and the enamel of his teeth;
  under his brown moustache; gleamed vaguely in the lights of the Back
  Bay。  I made out that he was sunburnt; as if he lived much in the
  open air; and that he looked intelligent but also slightly brutal;
  though not in a morose way。  His brutality; if he had any; was bright
  and finished。  I had to tell him who I was; but even then I saw how
  little he placed me and that my explanations gave me in his mind no
  great identity or at any rate no great importance。  I foresaw that he
  would in intercourse make me feel sometimes very young and sometimes
  very old; caring himself but little which。  He mentioned; as if to
  show our companion that he might safely be left to his own devices;
  that he had once started from London to Bombay at three quarters of
  an hour's notice。
  〃Yes; and it must have been pleasant for the people you were with!〃
  〃Oh the people I was with!〃 he returned; and his tone appeared to
  signify that such people would always have to come off as they could。
  He asked if there were no cold drinks in the house; no lemonade; no
  iced syrups; in such weather something of that sort ought always to
  be kept going。  When his mother remarked that surely at the club they
  WERE kept going he went on:  〃Oh yes; I had various things there; but
  you know I've walked down the hill since。  One should have something
  at either end。  May I ring and see?〃  He rang while Mrs。 Nettlepoint
  observed that with the people they had in the house; an establishment
  reduced naturally at such a moment to its simplest expressionthey
  were burning up candle…ends and there were no luxuriesshe wouldn't
  answer for the service。  The matter ended in her leaving the room in
  quest of cordials with the female domestic who had arrived in
  response to the bell and in whom Jasper's appeal aroused no visible
  intelligence。
  She remained away some time and I talked with her son; who was
  sociable but desultory and kept moving over the place; always with
  his fan; as if he were properly impatient。  Sometimes he seated
  himself an instant on the window…sill; and then I made him out in
  fact thoroughly good…lookinga fine brown clean young athlete。  He
  failed to tell me on what special contingency his decision depended;
  he only alluded familiarly to an expected telegram; and I saw he was
  probably fond at no time of the trouble of explanations。  His
  mother's absence was a sign that when it might be a question of
  gratifying him she had grown used to spare no pains; and I fancied
  her rummaging in some close storeroom; among old preserve…pots; while
  the dull maid…servant held the candle awry。  I don't know whether
  this same vision was in his own eyes; at all events it didn't prevent
  his saying