第 21 节
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  him; and much more when I saw him (ah! he is dead now!); it came
  flashing into my mind how I might destroy my enemy。  Therefore I
  made the Dwarf my messenger to her; by bidding thee to my bed in
  such wise that he might hear it。  And wot thou well; that he
  speedily carried her the tidings。  Meanwhile I hastened to lie to
  the King's Son; and all privily bade him come to me and not thee。
  And thereafter; by dint of waiting and watching; and taking the only
  chance that there was; I met thee as thou camest back from fetching
  the skin of the lion that never was; and gave thee that warning; or
  else had we been undone indeed。〃
  Said Walter:  〃Was the lion of her making or of thine then?〃
  She said:  〃Of hers:  why should I deal with such a matter?〃
  〃Yea;〃 said Walter; 〃but she verily swooned; and she was verily
  wroth with the Enemy。〃
  The Maid smiled; and said:  〃If her lie was not like very sooth;
  then had she not been the crafts…master that I knew her:  one may
  lie otherwise than with the tongue alone:  yet indeed her wrath
  against the Enemy was nought feigned; for the Enemy was even I; and
  in these latter days never did her wrath leave me。  But to go on
  with my tale。〃
  〃Now doubt thou not; that; when thou camest into the hall yester
  eve; the Mistress knew of thy counterfeit tryst with me; and meant
  nought but death for thee; yet first would she have thee in her arms
  again; therefore did she make much of thee at table (and that was
  partly for my torment also); and therefore did she make that tryst
  with thee; and deemed doubtless that thou wouldst not dare to forgo
  it; even if thou shouldst go to me thereafter。〃
  〃Now I had trained that dastard to me as I have told thee; but I
  gave him a sleepy draught; so that when I came to the bed he might
  not move toward me nor open his eyes:  but I lay down beside him; so
  that the Lady might know that my body had been there; for well had
  she wotted if it had not。  Then as there I lay I cast over him thy
  shape; so that none might have known but that thou wert lying by my
  side; and there; trembling; I abode what should befall。  Thus I
  passed through the hour whenas thou shouldest have been at her
  chamber; and the time of my tryst with thee was come as the Mistress
  would be deeming; so that I looked for her speedily; and my heart
  well…nigh failed me for fear of her cruelty。〃
  〃Presently then I heard a stirring in her chamber; and I slipped
  from out the bed; and hid me behind the hangings; and was like to
  die for fear of her; and lo; presently she came stealing in softly;
  holding a lamp in one hand and a knife in the other。  And I tell
  thee of a sooth that I also had a sharp knife in my hand to defend
  my life if need were。  She held the lamp up above her head before
  she drew near to the bed…side; and I heard her mutter:  'She is not
  there then! but she shall be taken。'  Then she went up to the bed
  and stooped over it; and laid her hand on the place where I had
  lain; and therewith her eyes turned to that false image of thee
  lying there; and she fell a…trembling and shaking; and the lamp fell
  to the ground and was quenched (but there was bright moonlight in
  the room; and still I could see what betid)。  But she uttered a
  noise like the low roar of a wild beast; and I saw her arm and hand
  rise up; and the flashing of the steel beneath the hand; and then
  down came the hand and the steel; and I went nigh to swooning lest
  perchance I had wrought over well; and thine image were thy very
  self。  The dastard died without a groan:  why should I lament him?
  I cannot。  But the Lady drew him toward her; and snatched the
  clothes from off his shoulders and breast; and fell a…gibbering
  sounds mostly without meaning; but broken here and there with words。
  Then I heard her say:  'I shall forget; I shall forget; and the new
  days shall come。'  Then was there silence of her a little; and
  thereafter she cried out in a terrible voice:  'O no; no; no!  I
  cannot forget; I cannot forget;' and she raised a great wailing cry
  that filled all the night with horror (didst thou not hear it?); and
  caught up the knife from the bed and thrust it into her breast; and
  fell down a dead heap over the bed and on to the man whom she had
  slain。  And then I thought of thee; and joy smote across my terror;
  how shall I gainsay it?  And I fled away to thee; and I took thine
  hands in mine; thy dear hands; and we fled away together。  Shall we
  be still together?〃
  He spoke slowly; and touched her not; and she; forbearing all
  sobbing and weeping; sat looking wistfully on him。  He said:  〃I
  think thou hast told me all; and whether thy guile slew her; or her
  own evil heart; she was slain last night who lay in mine arms the
  night before。  It was ill; and ill done of me; for I loved not her;
  but thee; and I wished for her death that I might be with thee。
  Thou wottest this; and still thou lovest me; it may be
  overweeningly。  What have I to say then?  If there be any guilt of
  guile; I also was in the guile; and if there be any guilt of murder;
  I also was in the murder。  Thus we say to each other; and to God and
  his Hallows we say:  'We two have conspired to slay the woman who
  tormented one of us; and would have slain the other; and if we have
  done amiss therein; then shall we two together pay the penalty; for
  in this have we done as one body and one soul。'〃
  Therewith he put his arms about her and kissed her; but soberly and
  friendly; as if he would comfort her。  And thereafter he said to
  her:  〃Maybe to…morrow; in the sunlight; I will ask thee of this
  woman; what she verily was; but now let her be。  And thou; thou art
  over…wearied; and I bid thee sleep。〃
  So he went about and gathered of bracken a great heap for her bed;
  and did his coat thereover; and led her thereto; and she lay down
  meekly; and smiled and crossed her arms over her bosom; and
  presently fell asleep。  But as for him; he watched by the fire…side
  till dawn began to glimmer; and then he also laid him down and
  slept。
  CHAPTER XXV:  OF THE TRIUMPHANT SUMMER ARRAY OF THE MAID
  When the day was bright Walter arose; and met the Maid coming from
  the river…bank; fresh and rosy from the water。  She paled a little
  when they met face to face; and she shrank from him shyly。  But he
  took her hand and kissed her frankly; and the two were glad; and had
  no need to tell each other of their joy; though much else they
  deemed they had to say; could they have found words thereto。
  So they came to their fire and sat down; and fell to breakfast; and
  ere they were done; the Maid said:  〃My Master; thou seest we be
  come nigh unto the hill…country; and to…day about sunset; belike; we
  shall come into the Land of the Bear…folk; and both it is; that
  there is peril if we fall into their hands; and that we may scarce
  escape them。  Yet I deem that we may deal with the peril by wisdom。〃
  〃What is the peril?〃 said Walter; 〃I mean; what is the worst of it?〃
  Said the Maid:  〃To be offered up in sacrifice to their God。〃
  〃But if we escape death at their hands; what then?〃 said Walter。
  〃One of two things;〃 said she; 〃the first that they shall take us
  into their tribe。〃
  〃And will they sunder us in that case?〃 said Walter。
  〃Nay;〃 said she。
  Walter laughed and said:  〃Therein is little harm then。  But what is
  the other chance?〃
  Said she:  〃That we leave them with their goodwill; and come back to
  one of the lands of Christendom。〃
  Said Walter:  〃I am not all so sure that this is the better of the
  two choices; though; forsooth; thou seemest to think so。  But tell
  me now; what like is their God; that they should offer up new…comers
  to him?〃
  〃Their God is a woman;〃 she said; 〃and the Mother of their nation
  and tribes (or so they deem) before the days when they had
  chieftains and Lords of Battle。〃
  〃That will be long ago;〃 said he; 〃how then may she be living now?〃
  Said the Maid:  〃Doubtless that woman of yore agone is dead this
  many and many a year; but they take to them still a new woman; one
  after other; as they may happen on them; to be in the stead of the
  Ancient Mother。  And to tell thee the very truth right out; she that
  lieth dead in the Pillared Hall was even the last of these; and now;
  if they knew it; they lack a God。  This shall we tell them。〃
  〃Yea; yea!〃 said Walter; 〃a goodly welcome shall we have of them
  then; if we come amongst them with our hands red with the blood of
  their God!〃
  She smiled on him and said:  〃If I come amongst them with the
  tidings that I have slain her; and they trow therein; without doubt
  they shall make me Lady and Goddess in her stead。〃
  〃This is a strange word;〃 said Walter 〃but if so they do; how shall
  that further us in reaching the kindreds of the world; and the folk
  of Holy Church?〃
  She laughed outright; so joyous was she grown; now that she knew
  that his life was yet to be a part of hers。  〃Sweetheart;〃 she said;
  〃now I see that thou desirest wholly what I desire; yet in any case;
  abiding with them would be living and not dying; even as thou hadst
  it e'en now。  But; forsooth; they will not hinder our departure if
  they deem me their God; they do not look for it; nor desire it; that
  their God should dwell with them