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him; and much more when I saw him (ah! he is dead now!); it came
flashing into my mind how I might destroy my enemy。 Therefore I
made the Dwarf my messenger to her; by bidding thee to my bed in
such wise that he might hear it。 And wot thou well; that he
speedily carried her the tidings。 Meanwhile I hastened to lie to
the King's Son; and all privily bade him come to me and not thee。
And thereafter; by dint of waiting and watching; and taking the only
chance that there was; I met thee as thou camest back from fetching
the skin of the lion that never was; and gave thee that warning; or
else had we been undone indeed。〃
Said Walter: 〃Was the lion of her making or of thine then?〃
She said: 〃Of hers: why should I deal with such a matter?〃
〃Yea;〃 said Walter; 〃but she verily swooned; and she was verily
wroth with the Enemy。〃
The Maid smiled; and said: 〃If her lie was not like very sooth;
then had she not been the crafts…master that I knew her: one may
lie otherwise than with the tongue alone: yet indeed her wrath
against the Enemy was nought feigned; for the Enemy was even I; and
in these latter days never did her wrath leave me。 But to go on
with my tale。〃
〃Now doubt thou not; that; when thou camest into the hall yester
eve; the Mistress knew of thy counterfeit tryst with me; and meant
nought but death for thee; yet first would she have thee in her arms
again; therefore did she make much of thee at table (and that was
partly for my torment also); and therefore did she make that tryst
with thee; and deemed doubtless that thou wouldst not dare to forgo
it; even if thou shouldst go to me thereafter。〃
〃Now I had trained that dastard to me as I have told thee; but I
gave him a sleepy draught; so that when I came to the bed he might
not move toward me nor open his eyes: but I lay down beside him; so
that the Lady might know that my body had been there; for well had
she wotted if it had not。 Then as there I lay I cast over him thy
shape; so that none might have known but that thou wert lying by my
side; and there; trembling; I abode what should befall。 Thus I
passed through the hour whenas thou shouldest have been at her
chamber; and the time of my tryst with thee was come as the Mistress
would be deeming; so that I looked for her speedily; and my heart
well…nigh failed me for fear of her cruelty。〃
〃Presently then I heard a stirring in her chamber; and I slipped
from out the bed; and hid me behind the hangings; and was like to
die for fear of her; and lo; presently she came stealing in softly;
holding a lamp in one hand and a knife in the other。 And I tell
thee of a sooth that I also had a sharp knife in my hand to defend
my life if need were。 She held the lamp up above her head before
she drew near to the bed…side; and I heard her mutter: 'She is not
there then! but she shall be taken。' Then she went up to the bed
and stooped over it; and laid her hand on the place where I had
lain; and therewith her eyes turned to that false image of thee
lying there; and she fell a…trembling and shaking; and the lamp fell
to the ground and was quenched (but there was bright moonlight in
the room; and still I could see what betid)。 But she uttered a
noise like the low roar of a wild beast; and I saw her arm and hand
rise up; and the flashing of the steel beneath the hand; and then
down came the hand and the steel; and I went nigh to swooning lest
perchance I had wrought over well; and thine image were thy very
self。 The dastard died without a groan: why should I lament him?
I cannot。 But the Lady drew him toward her; and snatched the
clothes from off his shoulders and breast; and fell a…gibbering
sounds mostly without meaning; but broken here and there with words。
Then I heard her say: 'I shall forget; I shall forget; and the new
days shall come。' Then was there silence of her a little; and
thereafter she cried out in a terrible voice: 'O no; no; no! I
cannot forget; I cannot forget;' and she raised a great wailing cry
that filled all the night with horror (didst thou not hear it?); and
caught up the knife from the bed and thrust it into her breast; and
fell down a dead heap over the bed and on to the man whom she had
slain。 And then I thought of thee; and joy smote across my terror;
how shall I gainsay it? And I fled away to thee; and I took thine
hands in mine; thy dear hands; and we fled away together。 Shall we
be still together?〃
He spoke slowly; and touched her not; and she; forbearing all
sobbing and weeping; sat looking wistfully on him。 He said: 〃I
think thou hast told me all; and whether thy guile slew her; or her
own evil heart; she was slain last night who lay in mine arms the
night before。 It was ill; and ill done of me; for I loved not her;
but thee; and I wished for her death that I might be with thee。
Thou wottest this; and still thou lovest me; it may be
overweeningly。 What have I to say then? If there be any guilt of
guile; I also was in the guile; and if there be any guilt of murder;
I also was in the murder。 Thus we say to each other; and to God and
his Hallows we say: 'We two have conspired to slay the woman who
tormented one of us; and would have slain the other; and if we have
done amiss therein; then shall we two together pay the penalty; for
in this have we done as one body and one soul。'〃
Therewith he put his arms about her and kissed her; but soberly and
friendly; as if he would comfort her。 And thereafter he said to
her: 〃Maybe to…morrow; in the sunlight; I will ask thee of this
woman; what she verily was; but now let her be。 And thou; thou art
over…wearied; and I bid thee sleep。〃
So he went about and gathered of bracken a great heap for her bed;
and did his coat thereover; and led her thereto; and she lay down
meekly; and smiled and crossed her arms over her bosom; and
presently fell asleep。 But as for him; he watched by the fire…side
till dawn began to glimmer; and then he also laid him down and
slept。
CHAPTER XXV: OF THE TRIUMPHANT SUMMER ARRAY OF THE MAID
When the day was bright Walter arose; and met the Maid coming from
the river…bank; fresh and rosy from the water。 She paled a little
when they met face to face; and she shrank from him shyly。 But he
took her hand and kissed her frankly; and the two were glad; and had
no need to tell each other of their joy; though much else they
deemed they had to say; could they have found words thereto。
So they came to their fire and sat down; and fell to breakfast; and
ere they were done; the Maid said: 〃My Master; thou seest we be
come nigh unto the hill…country; and to…day about sunset; belike; we
shall come into the Land of the Bear…folk; and both it is; that
there is peril if we fall into their hands; and that we may scarce
escape them。 Yet I deem that we may deal with the peril by wisdom。〃
〃What is the peril?〃 said Walter; 〃I mean; what is the worst of it?〃
Said the Maid: 〃To be offered up in sacrifice to their God。〃
〃But if we escape death at their hands; what then?〃 said Walter。
〃One of two things;〃 said she; 〃the first that they shall take us
into their tribe。〃
〃And will they sunder us in that case?〃 said Walter。
〃Nay;〃 said she。
Walter laughed and said: 〃Therein is little harm then。 But what is
the other chance?〃
Said she: 〃That we leave them with their goodwill; and come back to
one of the lands of Christendom。〃
Said Walter: 〃I am not all so sure that this is the better of the
two choices; though; forsooth; thou seemest to think so。 But tell
me now; what like is their God; that they should offer up new…comers
to him?〃
〃Their God is a woman;〃 she said; 〃and the Mother of their nation
and tribes (or so they deem) before the days when they had
chieftains and Lords of Battle。〃
〃That will be long ago;〃 said he; 〃how then may she be living now?〃
Said the Maid: 〃Doubtless that woman of yore agone is dead this
many and many a year; but they take to them still a new woman; one
after other; as they may happen on them; to be in the stead of the
Ancient Mother。 And to tell thee the very truth right out; she that
lieth dead in the Pillared Hall was even the last of these; and now;
if they knew it; they lack a God。 This shall we tell them。〃
〃Yea; yea!〃 said Walter; 〃a goodly welcome shall we have of them
then; if we come amongst them with our hands red with the blood of
their God!〃
She smiled on him and said: 〃If I come amongst them with the
tidings that I have slain her; and they trow therein; without doubt
they shall make me Lady and Goddess in her stead。〃
〃This is a strange word;〃 said Walter 〃but if so they do; how shall
that further us in reaching the kindreds of the world; and the folk
of Holy Church?〃
She laughed outright; so joyous was she grown; now that she knew
that his life was yet to be a part of hers。 〃Sweetheart;〃 she said;
〃now I see that thou desirest wholly what I desire; yet in any case;
abiding with them would be living and not dying; even as thou hadst
it e'en now。 But; forsooth; they will not hinder our departure if
they deem me their God; they do not look for it; nor desire it; that
their God should dwell with them