第 12 节
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水王 更新:2024-04-14 09:15 字数:9322
When this tumultous gust of music came; it swept away at one blast all those sighings and mopings。 And then what a torrent of laughter and words poured forth! There were daring proposals and locking refusals; and gossip and chatter; and jests and merriment。 It was like the swaying and shaking; and rustling and soughing; in a summer gale; of a million leaves and branches in the depth of the primeval forest。
But the Queen of Hearts; in a rose…red robe; sat silent in the shadow of her secret bower; and listened to the great uproarious sound of music and mirth; that came floating towards her。 She shut her eyes; and dreamt her dream of lore。 And when she opened them she found the Prince seated on the ground before her gazing up at her face。 And she covered her eyes with both hands; and shrank back quivering with an inward tumult of joy。
And the Prince passed the whole day alone; walking by the side of the surging sea。 He carried in his mind that startled look; that shrinking gesture of the Queen; and his heart beat high with hope。
That night the serried; gaily…dressed ranks of young men and maidens waited with smiling faces at the Palace Gates。 The Palace Hall was lighted with fairy lamps and festooned with the flowers of spring。 Slowly the Queen of Hearts entered; and the whole assembly rose to greet her。 With a jasmine garland in her hand; she stood before the Prince with downcast eyes。 In her lowly bashfulness she could hardly raise the garland to the neck of the Mate she had chosen。 But the Prince bowed his head; and the garland slipped to its place。 The assembly of youths and maidens had waited her choice with eager; expectant hush。 And when the choice was made; the whole vast concourse rocked and swayed with a tumult of wild delight。 And the sound of their shouts was heard in every part of the island; and by ships far out at sea。 Never had such a shout been raised in the Kingdom of Cards before。
And they carried the Prince and his Bride; and seated them on the throne; and crowned them then and there in the Ancient Island of Cards。
And the sorrowing Mother Queen; on the 'far…off island shore on the other side of the sea; came sailing to her son's new kingdom in a ship adorned with gold。
And the citizens are no longer regulated according to the Rules; but are good or bad; or both; according to their Ichcha。
THE DEVOTEE
At a time; when my unpopularity with a part of my readers had reached the nadir of its glory; and my name had become the central orb of the journals; to be attended through space with a perpetual rotation of revilement; I felt the necessity to retire to some quiet place and endeavour to forget my own existence。
I have a house in the country some miles away from Calcutta; where I can remain unknown and unmolested。 The villagers there have not; as yet; come to any conclusion about me。 They know I am no mere holiday…maker or pleasure…seeker; for I never outrage the silence of the village nights with the riotous noises of the city。 Nor do they regard me as ascetic; because the little acquaintance they have of me carries the savour of comfort about it。 I am not; to them; a traveller; for; though I am a vagabond by nature; my wandering through the village fields is aimless。 They are hardly even quite certain whether I am married or single; for they have never seen me with my children。 So; not being able to classify me in any animal or vegetable kingdom that they know; they have long since given me up and left me stolidly alone。
But quite lately I have come to know that there is one person in the village who is deeply interested in me。 Our acquaintance began on a sultry afternoon in July。 There had been rain all the morning; and the air was still wet and heavy with mist; like eyelids when weeping is over。
I sat lazily watching a dappled cow grazing on the high bank of the river。 The afternoon sun was playing on her glossy hide。 The simple beauty of this dress of light made me wonder idly at man's deliberate waste of money in setting up tailors' shops to deprive his own skin of its natural clothing。
While I was thus watching and lazily musing; a woman of middle age came and prostrated herself before me; touching the ground with her forehead。 She carried in her robe some bunches of flowers; one of which she offered to me with folded hands。 She said to me; as she offered it: 〃This is an offering to my God。〃
She went away。 I was so taken aback as she uttered these words; that I could hardly catch a glimpse of her before she was gone。 The whole incident was entirely simple; but it left a deep impression on my mind; and as I turned back once more to look at the cattle in the field; the zest of life in the cow; who was munching the lush grass with deep breaths; while she whisked off the flies; appeared to me fraught with mystery。 My readers may laugh at my foolishness; but my heart was full of adoration。 I offered my worship to the pure joy of living; which is God's own life。 Then; plucking a tender shoot from the mango tree; I fed the cow with it from my own hand; and as I did this I had the satisfaction of having pleased my God。
The next year when I returned to the village it was February。 The cold season still lingered on。 The morning sun came into my room; and I was grateful for its warmth。 I was writing; when the servant came to tell me that a devotee; of the Vishnu cult; wanted to see me。 I told him; in an absent way; to bring her upstairs; and went on with my writing。 The Devotee came in; and bowed to me; touching my feet。 I found that she was the same woman whom I had met; for a brief moment; a year ago。
I was able now to examine her more closely。 She was past that age when one asks the question whether a woman is beautiful or not。 Her stature was above the ordinary height; and she was strongly built; but her body was slightly bent owing to her constant attitude of veneration。 Her manner had nothing shrinking about it。 The most remarkable of her features were her two eyes。 They seemed to have a penetrating power which could make distance near。
With those two large eyes of hers; she seemed to push me as she entered。
〃What is this?〃 she asked。 〃Why have you brought me here before your throne; my God? I used to see you among the trees; and that was much better。 That was the true place to meet you。〃
She must have seen me walking in the garden without my seeing her。 For the last few clays; however; I had suffered from a cold; and had been prevented from going out。 I had; perforce; to stay indoors and pay my homage to the evening sky from my terrace。 After a silent pause the Devotee said to me: 〃O my God; give me some words of good。〃
I was quite unprepared for this abrupt request; and answered her on the spur of the moment: 〃Good words I neither give nor receive。 I simply open my eyes and keep silence; and then I can at once both hear and see; even when no sound is uttered。 Now; while I am looking at you; it is as good as listening to your voice。〃
The Devotee became quite excited as I spoke; and exclaimed: 〃God speaks to me; not only with His mouth; but with His whole body。〃
I said to her: 〃When I am silent I can listen with my whole body。 I have come away from Calcutta here to listen to that sound。〃
The Devotee said: 〃Yes; I know that; and therefore 1 have come here to sit by you。〃
Before taking her leave; she again bowed to me; and touched my feet。 I could see that she was distressed; because my feet were covered。 She wished them to be bare。
Early next morning I came out; and sat on my terrace on the roof。 Beyond the line of trees southward I could see the open country chill and desolate。 I could watch the sun rising over the sugar…cane in the East; beyond the clump of trees at the side of the village。 Out of the deep shadow of those dark trees the village road suddenly appeared。 It stretched forward; winding its way to some distant villages on the horizon; till it was lost in the grey of the mist。
That morning it was difficult to say whether the sun had risen or not。 A white fog was still clinging to the tops of the trees。 I saw the Devotee walking through the blurred dawn; like a mist…wraith of the morning twilight。 She was singing her chant to God; and sounding her cymbals。
The thick haze lifted at last; and the sun; like the kindly grandsire of the village; took his seat amid all the work that was going on in home and field。
When I had just settled down at my writing…table; to appease the hungry appetite of my editor in Calcutta; there came a sound of footsteps on the stair; and the Devotee; humming a tune to herself; entered; and bowed before me。 I lifted my head from my papers。
She said to me: 〃My God; yesterday I took as sacred food what was left over from your meal。〃
I was startled; and asked her how she could do that。
〃Oh;〃 she said; 〃I waited at your door in the evening; while you were at dinner; and took some food from your plate when it was carried out。〃
This was a surprise to me; for every one in the village knew that I had been to Europe; and had eaten with Europeans。 I was a vegetarian; no doubt; but the sanctity of my cook would not bear investigation; and the orthodo