第 2 节
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水王 更新:2024-04-14 09:15 字数:9322
d。 As I pushed the door open a great bustle seemed to follow within; as if a throng of people had broken up in confusion; and rushed out through the doors and windows and corridors and verandas and rooms; to make its hurried escape。
As I saw no one I stood bewildered; my hair on end in a kind of ecstatic delight; and a faint scent of attar and unguents almost effected by age lingered in my nostrils。 Standing in the darkness of that vast desolate hall between the rows of those ancient pillars; I could hear the gurgle of fountains plashing on the marble floor; a strange tune on the guitar; the jingle of ornaments and the tinkle of anklets; the clang of bells tolling the hours; the distant note of nahabat; the din of the crystal pendants of chandeliers shaken by the breeze; the song of bulbuls from the cages in the corridors; the cackle of storks in the gardens; all creating round me a strange unearthly music。
Then I came under such a spell that this intangible; inaccessible; unearthly vision appeared to be the only reality in the worldand all else a mere dream。 That I; that is to say; Srijut So…and…so; the eldest son of So…and…so of blessed memory; should be drawing a monthly salary of Rs。 450 by the discharge of my duties as collector of cotton duties; and driving in my dog…cart to my office every day in a short coat and soia hat; appeared to me to be such an astonishingly ludicrous illusion that I burst into a horse…laugh; as I stood in the gloom of that vast silent hall。
At that moment my servant entered with a lighted kerosene lamp in his hand。 I do not know whether he thought me mad; but it came back to me at once that I was in very deed Srijut So…and…so; son of So…and…so of blessed memory; and that; while our poets; great and small; alone could say whether inside of or outside the earth there was a region where unseen fountains perpetually played and fairy guitars; struck by invisible fingers; sent forth an eternal harmony; this at any rate was certain; that I collected duties at the cotton market at Banch; and earned thereby Rs。 450 per mensem as my salary。 I laughed in great glee at my curious illusion; as I sat over the newspaper at my camp…table; lighted by the kerosene lamp。
After I had finished my paper and eaten my moghlai dinner; I put out the lamp; and lay down on my bed in a small side…room。 Through the open window a radiant star; high above the Avalli hills skirted by the darkness of their woods; was gazing intently from millions and millions of miles away in the sky at Mr。 Collector lying on a humble camp… bedstead。 I wondered and felt amused at the idea; and do not knew when I fell asleep or how long I slept; but I suddenly awoke with a start; though I heard no sound and saw no intruderonly the steady bright star on the hilltop had set; and the dim light of the new moon was stealthily entering the room through the open window; as if ashamed of its intrusion。
I saw nobody; but felt as if some one was gently pushing me。 As I awoke she said not a word; but beckoned me with her five fingers bedecked with rings to follow her cautiously。 I got up noiselessly; and; though not a soul save myself was there in the countless apartments of that deserted palace with its slumbering sounds and waiting echoes; I feared at every step lest any one should wake up。 Most of the rooms of the palace were always kept closed; and I had never entered them。
I followed breathless and with silent steps my invisible guideI cannot now say where。 What endless dark and narrow passages; what long corridors; what silent and solemn audience…chambers and close secret cells I crossed!
Though I could not see my fair guide; her form was not invisible to my mind's eye; an Arab girl; her arms; hard and smooth as marble; visible through her loose sleeves; a thin veil falling on her face from the fringe of her cap; and a curved dagger at her waist! Methought that one of the thousand and one Arabian Nights had been wafted to me from the world of romance; and that at the dead of night I was wending my way through the dark narrow alleys of slumbering Bagdad to a trysting…place fraught with peril。
At last my fair guide stopped abruptly before a deep blue screen; and seemed to point to something below。 There was nothing there; but a sudden dread froze the blood in my heart…methought I saw there on the floor at the foot of the screen a terrible negro eunuch dressed in rich brocade; sitting and dozing with outstretched legs; with a naked sword on his lap。 My fair guide lightly tripped over his legs and held up a fringe of the screen。 I could catch a glimpse of a part of the room spread with a Persian carpetsome one was sitting inside on a bedI could not see her; but only caught a glimpse of two exquisite feet in gold…embroidered slippers; hanging out from loose saffron…coloured paijamas and placed idly on the orange…coloured velvet carpet。 On one side there was a bluish crystal tray on which a few apples; pears; oranges; and bunches of grapes in plenty; two small cups and a gold… tinted decanter were evidently waiting the guest。 A fragrant intoxicating vapour; issuing from a strange sort of incense that burned within; almost overpowered my senses。
As with trembling heart I made an attempt to step across the outstretched legs of the eunuch; he woke up suddenly with a start; and the sword fell from his lap with a sharp clang on the marble floor。 A terrific scream made me jump; and I saw I was sitting on that camp… bedstead of mine sweating heavily; and the crescent moon looked pale in the morning light like a weary sleepless patient at dawn; and our crazy Meher Ali was crying out; as is his daily custom; 〃Stand back! Stand back!!〃 while he went along the lonely road。
Such was the abrupt close of one of my Arabian Nights; but there were yet a thousand nights left。
Then followed a great discord between my days and nights。 During the day I would go to my work worn and tired; cursing the bewitching night and her empty dreams; but as night came my daily life with its bonds and shackles of work would appear a petty; false; ludicrous vanity。
After nightfall I was caught and overwhelmed in the snare of a strange intoxication; I would then be transformed into some unknown personage of a bygone age; playing my part in unwritten history; and my short English coat and tight breeches did not suit me in the least。 With a red velvet cap on my head; loose paijamas; an embroidered vest; a long flowing silk gown; and coloured handkerchiefs scented with attar; I would complete my elaborate toilet; sit on a high…cushioned chair; and replace my cigarette with a many…coiled narghileh filled with rose…water; as if in eager expectation of a strange meeting with the beloved one。
I have no power to describe the marvellous incidents that unfolded themselves; as the gloom of the night deepened。 I felt as if in the curious apartments of that vast edifice the fragments of a beautiful story; which I could follow for some distance; but of which I could never see the end; flew about in a sudden gust of the vernal breeze。 And all the same I would wander from room to room in pursuit of them the whole night long。
Amid the eddy of these dream…fragments; amid the smell of henna and the twanging of the guitar; amid the waves of air charged with fragrant spray; I would catch like a flash of lightning the momentary glimpse of a fair damsel。 She it was who had saffron…coloured paijamas; white ruddy soft feet in gold…embroidered slippers with curved toes; a close… fitting bodice wrought with gold; a red cap; from which a golden frill fell on her snowy brow and cheeks。
She had maddened me。 In pursuit of her I wandered from room to room; from path to path among the bewildering maze of alleys in the enchanted dreamland of the nether world of sleep。
Sometimes in the evening; while arraying myself carefully as a prince of the blood…royal before a large mirror; with a candle burning on either side; I would see a sudden reflection of the Persian beauty by the side of my own。 A swift turn of her neck; a quick eager glance of intense passion and pain glowing in her large dark eyes; just a suspicion of speech on her dainty red lips; her figure; fair and slim crowned with youth like a blossoming creeper; quickly uplifted in her graceful tilting gait; a dazzling flash of pain and craving and ecstasy; a smile and a glance and a blaze of jewels and silk; and she melted away。 A wild glist of wind; laden with all the fragrance of hills and woods; would put out my light; and I would fling aside my dress and lie down on my bed; my eyes closed and my body thrilling with delight; and there around me in the breeze; amid all the perfume of the woods and hills; floated through the silent gloom many a caress and many a kiss and many a tender touch of hands; and gentle murmurs in my ears; and fragrant breaths on my brow; or a sweetly…perfumed kerchief was wafted again and again on my cheeks。 Then slowly a mysterious serpent would twist her stupefying coils about me; and heaving a heavy sigh; I would lapse into insensibility; and then into a profound slumber。
One evening I decided to go out on my horseI do not know who implored me to stay…but I would listen to n