第 57 节
作者:蒂帆      更新:2024-04-14 09:15      字数:9322
  as I begin to talk to him he pretends not to hear; and lies as if
  he were asleep instead of answering; or if he opens his eyes he
  begins to groan。 Some time this morning he went out on foot in
  the streets; nobody knows where he went; and he took everything
  that he had of any value with him。 He has been driving some
  confounded bargain; and it has been too much for his strength。
  One of his daughters has been here。〃
  〃Was it the Countess?〃 asked Eugene。 〃A tall; dark…haired woman;
  with large bright eyes; slender figure; and little feet?〃
  〃Yes。〃
  〃Leave him to me for a bit;〃 said Rastignac。 〃I will make him
  confess; he will tell me all about it。〃
  〃And meanwhile I will get my dinner。 But try not to excite him;
  there is still some hope left。〃
  〃All right。〃
  〃How they will enjoy themselves to…morrow;〃 said Father Goriot
  when they were alone。 〃They are going to a grand ball。〃
  〃What were you doing this morning; papa; to make yourself so
  poorly this evening that you have to stop in bed?〃
  〃Nothing。〃
  〃Did not Anastasie come to see you?〃 demanded Rastignac。
  〃Yes;〃 said Father Goriot。
  〃Well; then; don't keep anything from me。 What more did she want
  of you?〃
  〃Oh; she was very miserable;〃 he answered; gathering up all his
  strength to speak。 〃It was this way; my boy。 Since that affair of
  the diamonds; Nasie has not had a penny of her own。 For this ball
  she had ordered a golden gown like a setting for a jewel。 Her
  mantuamaker; a woman without a conscience; would not give her
  credit; so Nasie's waiting…woman advanced a thousand francs on
  account。 Poor Nasie! reduced to such shifts! It cut me to the
  heart to think of it! But when Nasie's maid saw how things were
  between her master and mistress; she was afraid of losing her
  money; and came to an understanding with the dressmaker; and the
  woman refuses to send the ball…dress until the money is paid。 The
  gown is ready; and the ball is to…morrow night! Nasie was in
  despair。 She wanted to borrow my forks and spoons to pawn them。
  Her husband is determined that she shall go and wear the
  diamonds; so as to contradict the stories that are told all over
  Paris。 How can she go to that heartless scoundrel and say; 'I owe
  a thousand francs to my dressmaker; pay her for me!' She cannot。
  I saw that myself。 Delphine will be there too in a superb
  toilette; and Anastasie ought not to be outshone by her younger
  sister。 And thenshe was drowned in tears; poor girl! I felt so
  humbled yesterday when I had not the twelve thousand francs; that
  I would have given the rest of my miserable life to wipe out that
  wrong。 You see; I could have borne anything once; but latterly
  this want of money has broken my heart。 Oh! I did not do it by
  halves; I titivated myself up a bit; and went out and sold my
  spoons and forks and buckles for six hundred francs; then I went
  to old Daddy Gobseck; and sold a year's interest on my annuity
  for four hundred francs down。 Pshaw! I can live on dry bread; as
  I did when I was a young man; if I have done it before; I can do
  it again。 My Nasie shall have one happy evening; at any rate。 She
  shall be smart。 The banknote for a thousand francs is under my
  pillow; it warms me to have it lying there under my head; for it
  is going to make my poor Nasie happy。 She can turn that bad girl
  Victoire out of the house。 A servant that cannot trust her
  mistress; did any one ever hear the like! I shall be quite well
  to…morrow。 Nasie is coming at ten o'clock。 They must not think
  that I am ill; or they will not go to the ball; they will stop
  and take care of me。 To…morrow Nasie will come and hold me in her
  arms as if I were one of her children; her kisses will make me
  well again。 After all; I might have spent the thousand francs on
  physic; I would far rather give them to my little Nasie; who can
  charm all the pain away。 At any rate; I am some comfort to her in
  her misery; and that makes up for my unkindness in buying an
  annuity。 She is in the depths; and I cannot draw her out of them
  now。 Oh! I will go into business again; I will buy wheat in
  Odessa; out there; wheat fetches a quarter of the price it sells
  for here。 There is a law against the importation of grain; but
  the good folk who made the law forgot to prohibit the
  introduction of wheat products and food stuffs made from corn。
  Hey! hey! 。 。 。 That struck me this morning。 There is a fine
  trade to be done in starch。〃
  Eugene; watching the old man's face; thought that his friend was
  light…headed。
  〃Come;〃 he said; 〃do not talk any more; you must rest〃 Just
  then Bianchon came up; and Eugene went down to dinner。
  The two students sat up with him that night; relieving each other
  in turn。 Bianchon brought up his medical books and studied;
  Eugene wrote letters home to his mother and sisters。 Next morning
  Bianchon thought the symptoms more hopeful; but the patient's
  condition demanded continual attention; which the two students
  alone were willing to givea task impossible to describe in the
  squeamish phraseology of the epoch。 Leeches must be applied to
  the wasted body; the poultices and hot foot…baths; and other
  details of the treatment required the physical strength and
  devotion of the two young men。 Mme。 de Restaud did not come; but
  she sent a messenger for the money。
  〃I expected she would come herself; but it would have been a pity
  for her to come; she would have been anxious about me;〃 said the
  father; and to all appearances he was well content。
  At seven o'clock that evening Therese came with a letter from
  Delphine。
  〃What are you doing; dear friend? I have been loved for a very
  little while; and I am neglected already? In the confidences of
  heart and heart; I have learned to know your soulyou are too
  noble not to be faithful for ever; for you know that love with
  all its infinite subtle changes of feeling is never the same。
  Once you said; as we were listening to the Prayer in Mose in
  Egitto; 'For some it is the monotony of a single note; for
  others; it is the infinite of sound。' Remember that I am
  expecting you this evening to take me to Mme。 de Beauseant's
  ball。 Every one knows now that the King signed M。 d'Ajuda's
  marriage…contract this morning; and the poor Vicomtesse knew
  nothing of it until two o'clock this afternoon。 All Paris will
  flock to her house; of course; just as a crowd fills the Place de
  Greve to see an execution。 It is horrible; is it not; to go out
  of curiosity to see if she will hide her anguish; and whether she
  will die courageously? I certainly should not go; my friend; if I
  had been at her house before; but; of course; she will not
  receive society any more after this; and all my efforts would be
  in vain。 My position is a very unusual one; and besides; I am
  going there partly on your account。 I am waiting for you。 If you
  are not beside me in less than two hours; I do not know whether I
  could forgive such treason。〃
  Rastignac took up a pen and wrote:
  〃I am waiting till the doctor comes to know if there is any hope
  of your father's life。 He is lying dangerously ill。 I will come
  and bring you the news; but I am afraid it may be a sentence of
  death。 When I come you can decide whether you can go to the
  ball。Yours a thousand times。〃
  At half…past eight the doctor arrived。 He did not take a very
  hopeful view of the case; but thought that there was no immediate
  danger。 Improvements and relapses might be expected; and the good
  man's life and reason hung in the balance。
  〃It would be better for him to die at once;〃 the doctor said as
  he took leave。
  Eugene left Goriot to Bianchon's care; and went to carry the sad
  news to Mme。 de Nucingen。 Family feeling lingered in her; and
  this must put an end for the present to her plans of amusement。
  〃Tell her to enjoy her evening as if nothing had happened;〃 cried
  Goriot。 He had been lying in a sort of stupor; but he suddenly
  sat upright as Eugene went out。
  Eugene; half heartbroken; entered Delphine's。 Her hair had been
  dressed; she wore her dancing slippers; she had only to put on
  her ball…dress; but when the artist is giving the finishing
  stroke to his creation; the last touches require more time than
  the whole groundwork of the picture。
  〃Why; you are not dressed!〃 she cried。
  〃Madame; your father〃
  〃My father again!〃 she exclaimed; breaking in upon him。 〃You need
  not teach me what is due to my father; I have known my father
  this long while。 Not a word; Eugene。 I will hear what you have to
  say when you are dressed。 My carriage is waiting; take it; go
  round to your rooms and dress; Therese has put out everything in
  readiness for you。 Come back as soon as you can; we will talk
  about my father on the way to Mme。 de Beauseant's。 We must go
  early; if we have to wait our turn in a row of carriages; we
  shall be lucky if we get there by eleven o'cl