第 38 节
作者:蒂帆      更新:2024-04-14 09:15      字数:9321
  〃Quite right; I should be sorry to hear you speak otherwise;〃
  answered the tempter。 〃You are a fine young fellow; honorable;
  brave as a lion; and as gentle as a young girl。 You would be a
  fine haul for the devil! I like youngsters of your sort。 Get rid
  of one or two more prejudices; and you will see the world as it
  is。 Make a little scene now and then; and act a virtuous part in
  it; and a man with a head on his shoulders can do exactly as he
  likes amid deafening applause from the fools in the gallery。 Ah!
  a few days yet; and you will be with us; and if you would only be
  tutored by me; I would put you in the way of achieving all your
  ambitions。 You should no sooner form a wish than it should be
  realized to the full; you should have all your desireshonors;
  wealth; or women。 Civilization should flow with milk and honey
  for you。 You should be our pet and favorite; our Benjamin。 We
  would all work ourselves to death for you with pleasure; every
  obstacle should be removed from your path。 You have a few
  prejudices left; so you think that I am a scoundrel; do you?
  Well; M。 de Turenne; quite as honorable a man as you take
  yourself to be; had some little private transactions with
  bandits; and did not feel that his honor was tarnished。 You would
  rather not lie under any obligation to me; eh? You need not draw
  back on that account;〃 Vautrin went on; and a smile stole over
  his lips。 〃Take these bits of paper and write across this;〃 he
  added; producing a piece of stamped paper; 〃Accepted the sum of
  three thousand five hundred francs due this day twelvemonth; and
  fill in the date。 The rate of interest is stiff enough to silence
  any scruples on your part; it gives you the right to call me a
  Jew。 You can call quits with me on the score of gratitude。 I am
  quite willing that you should despise me to…day; because I am
  sure that you will have a kindlier feeling towards me later on。
  You will find out fathomless depths in my nature; enormous and
  concentrated forces that weaklings call vices; but you will never
  find me base or ungrateful。 In short; I am neither a pawn nor a
  bishop; but a castle; a tower of strength; my boy。〃
  〃What manner of man are you?〃 cried Eugene。 〃Were you created to
  torment me?〃
  〃Why no; I am a good…natured fellow; who is willing to do a dirty
  piece of work to put you high and dry above the mire for the rest
  of your days。 Do you ask the reason of this devotion? All right;
  I will tell you that some of these days。 A word or two in your
  ear will explain it。 I have begun by shocking you; by showing you
  the way to ring the changes; and giving you a sight of the
  mechanism of the social machine; but your first fright will go
  off like a conscript's terror on the battlefield。 You will grow
  used to regarding men as common soldiers who have made up their
  minds to lose their lives for some self…constituted king。 Times
  have altered strangely。 Once you could say to a bravo; 'Here are
  a hundred crowns; go and kill Monsieur So…and…so for me;' and you
  could sup quietly after turning some one off into the dark for
  the least thing in the world。 But nowadays I propose to put you
  in the way of a handsome fortune; you have only to nod your head;
  it won't compromise you in any way; and you hesitate。 'Tis an
  effeminate age。〃
  Eugene accepted the draft; and received the banknotes in exchange
  for it。
  〃Well; well。 Come; now; let us talk rationally;〃 Vautrin
  continued。 〃I mean to leave this country in a few months' time
  for America; and set about planting tobacco。 I will send you the
  cigars of friendship。 If I make money at it; I will help you in
  your career。 If I have no childrenwhich will probably be the
  case; for I have no anxiety to raise slips of myself hereyou
  shall inherit my fortune。 That is what you may call standing by a
  man; but I myself have a liking for you。 I have a mania; too; for
  devoting myself to some one else。 I have done it before。 You see;
  my boy; I live in a loftier sphere than other men do; I look on
  all actions as means to an end; and the end is all that I look
  at。 What is a man's life to me? Not THAT;〃 he said; and he
  snapped his thumb…nail against his teeth。 〃A man; in short; is
  everything to me; or just nothing at all。 Less than nothing if
  his name happens to be Poiret; you can crush him like a bug; he
  is flat and he is offensive。 But a man is a god when he is like
  you; he is not a machine covered with a skin; but a theatre in
  which the greatest sentiments are displayedgreat thoughts and
  feelingsand for these; and these only; I live。 A sentiment
  what is that but the whole world in a thought? Look at Father
  Goriot。 For him; his two girls are the whole universe; they are
  the clue by which he finds his way through creation。 Well; for my
  own part; I have fathomed the depths of life; there is only one
  real sentimentcomradeship between man and man。 Pierre and
  Jaffier; that is my passion。 I knew Venice Preserved by heart。
  Have you met many men plucky enough when a comrade says; 'Let us
  bury a dead body!' to go and do it without a word or plaguing him
  by taking a high moral tone? I have done it myself。 I should not
  talk like this to just everybody; but you are not like an
  ordinary man; one can talk to you; you can understand things。 You
  will not dabble about much longer among the tadpoles in these
  swamps。 Well; then; it is all settled。 You will marry。 Both of us
  carry our point。 Mine is made of iron; and will never soften; he!
  he!〃
  Vautrin went out。 He would not wait to hear the student's
  repudiation; he wished to put Eugene at his ease。 He seemed to
  understand the secret springs of the faint resistance still made
  by the younger man; the struggles in which men seek to preserve
  their self…respect by justifying their blameworthy actions to
  themselves。
  〃He may do as he likes; I shall not marry Mlle。 Taillefer; that
  is certain;〃 said Eugene to himself。
  He regarded this man with abhorrence; and yet the very cynicism
  of Vautrin's ideas; and the audacious way in which he used other
  men for his own ends; raised him in the student's eyes; but the
  thought of a compact threw Eugene into a fever of apprehension;
  and not until he had recovered somewhat did he dress; call for a
  cab; and go to Mme。 de Restaud's。
  For some days the Countess had paid more and more attention to a
  young man whose every step seemed a triumphal progress in the
  great world; it seemed to her that he might be a formidable power
  before long。 He paid Messieurs de Trailles and d'Ajuda; played at
  whist for part of the evening; and made good his losses。 Most men
  who have their way to make are more or less of fatalists; and
  Eugene was superstitious; he chose to consider that his luck was
  heaven's reward for his perseverance in the right way。 As soon as
  possible on the following morning he asked Vautrin whether the
  bill he had given was still in the other's possession; and on
  receiving a reply in the affirmative; he repaid the three
  thousand francs with a not unnatural relief。
  〃Everything is going on well;〃 said Vautrin。
  〃But I am not your accomplice;〃 said Eugene。
  〃I know; I know;〃 Vautrin broke in。 〃You are still acting like a
  child。 You are making mountains out of molehills at the outset。〃
  Two days later; Poiret and Mlle。 Michonneau were sitting together
  on a bench in the sun。 They had chosen a little frequented alley
  in the Jardin des Plantes; and a gentleman was chatting with
  them; the same person; as a matter of fact; about whom the
  medical student had; not without good reason; his own suspicions。
  〃Mademoiselle;〃 this M。 Gondureau was saying; 〃I do not see any
  cause for your scruples。 His Excellency; Monseigneur the Minister
  of Police〃
  〃Yes; his Excellency is taking a personal interest in the
  matter;〃 said Gondureau。
  Who would think it probable that Poiret; a retired clerk;
  doubtless possessed of some notions of civic virtue; though there
  might be nothing else in his headwho would think it likely that
  such a man would continue to lend an ear to this supposed
  independent gentleman of the Rue de Buffon; when the latter
  dropped the mask of a decent citizen by that word 〃police;〃 and
  gave a glimpse of the features of a detective from the Rue de
  Jerusalem? And yet nothing was more natural。 Perhaps the
  following remarks from the hitherto unpublished records made by
  certain observers will throw a light on the particular species to
  which Poiret belonged in the great family of fools。 There is a
  race of quill…drivers; confined in the columns of the budget
  between the first degree of latitude (a kind of administrative
  Greenland where the salaries begin at twelve hundred francs) to
  the third degree; a more temperate zone; where incomes grow from
  three to six thousand francs; a climate where the BONUS
  flourishes like a half…hardy annual in spite of some difficulties
  of culture。 A characteristic trait that best