第 30 节
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蒂帆 更新:2024-04-14 09:15 字数:9321
Words spoken half jestingly to cover their somewhat disrespectful
import; but such an implication; if carefully disguised; never
gives offence to a woman。 Mme。 de Nucingen smiled; and offered
Eugene the place which her husband had just left。
〃I do not venture to suggest that you should stay with me;
monsieur;〃 she said。 〃Those who are so fortunate as to be in Mme。
de Beauseant's company do not desire to leave it。〃
〃Madame;〃 Eugene said; lowering his voice; 〃I think that to
please my cousin I should remain with you。 Before my lord Marquis
came we were speaking of you and of your exceedingly
distinguished appearance;〃 he added aloud。
M。 d'Ajuda turned and left them。
〃Are you really going to stay with me; monsieur?〃 asked the
Baroness。 〃Then we shall make each other's acquaintance。 Mme。 de
Restaud told me about you; and has made me anxious to meet you。〃
〃She must be very insincere; then; for she has shut her door on
me。〃
〃What?〃
〃Madame; I will tell you honestly the reason why; but I must
crave your indulgence before confiding such a secret to you。 I am
your father's neighbor; I had no idea that Mme。 de Restaud was
his daughter。 I was rash enough to mention his name; I meant no
harm; but I annoyed your sister and her husband very much。 You
cannot think how severely the Duchesse de Langeais and my cousin
blamed this apostasy on a daughter's part; as a piece of bad
taste。 I told them all about it; and they both burst out
laughing。 Then Mme。 de Beauseant made some comparison between you
and your sister; speaking in high terms of you; and saying how
very fond you were of my neighbor; M。 Goriot。 And; indeed; how
could you help loving him? He adores you so passionately that I
am jealous already。 We talked about you this morning for two
hours。 So this evening I was quite full of all that your father
had told me; and while I was dining with my cousin I said that
you could not be as beautiful as affectionate。 Mme。 de Beauseant
meant to gratify such warm admiration; I think; when she brought
me here; telling me; in her gracious way; that I should see you。〃
〃Then; even now; I owe you a debt of gratitude; monsieur;〃 said
the banker's wife。 〃We shall be quite old friends in a little
while。〃
〃Although a friendship with you could not be like an ordinary
friendship;〃 said Rastignac; 〃I should never wish to be your
friend。〃
Such stereotyped phrases as these; in the mouths of beginners;
possess an unfailing charm for women; and are insipid only when
read coldly; for a young man's tone; glance and attitude give a
surpassing eloquence to the banal phrases。 Mme。 de Nucingen
thought that Rastignac was adorable。 Then; woman…like; being at a
loss how to reply to the student's outspoken admiration; she
answered a previous remark。
〃Yes; it is very wrong of my sister to treat our poor father as
she does;〃 she said; 〃he has been a Providence to us。 It was not
until M。 de Nucingen positively ordered me only to receive him in
the mornings that I yielded the point。 But I have been unhappy
about it for a long while; I have shed many tears over it。 This
violence to my feelings; with my husband's brutal treatment; have
been two causes of my unhappy married life。 There is certainly no
woman in Paris whose lot seems more enviable than mine; and yet;
in reality; there is not one so much to be pitied。 You will think
I must be out of my senses to talk to you like this; but you know
my father; and I cannot regard you as a stranger。〃
〃You will find no one;〃 said Eugene; 〃who longs as eagerly as I
do to be yours。 What do all women seek? Happiness。〃 (He answered
his own question in low; vibrating tones。) 〃And if happiness for
a woman means that she is to be loved and adored; to have a
friend to whom she can pour out her wishes; her fancies; her
sorrows and joys; to whom she can lay bare her heart and soul;
and all her fair defects and her gracious virtues; without fear
of a betrayal; believe me; the devotion and the warmth that never
fails can only be found in the heart of a young man who; at a
bare sign from you; would go to his death; who neither knows nor
cares to know anything as yet of the world; because you will be
all the world to him。 I myself; you see (you will laugh at my
simplicity); have just come from a remote country district; I am
quite new to this world of Paris; I have only known true and
loving hearts; and I made up my mind that here I should find no
love。 Then I chanced to meet my cousin; and to see my cousin's
heart from very near; I have divined the inexhaustible treasures
of passion; and; like Cherubino; I am the lover of all women;
until the day comes when I find THE woman to whom I may devote
myself。 As soon as I saw you; as soon as I came into the theatre
this evening; I felt myself borne towards you as if by the
current of a stream。 I had so often thought of you already; but I
had never dreamed that you would be so beautiful! Mme。 de
Beauseant told me that I must not look so much at you。 She does
not know the charm of your red lips; your fair face; nor see how
soft your eyes are。 。 。 。 I also am beginning to talk nonsense;
but let me talk。〃
Nothing pleases a woman better than to listen to such whispered
words as these; the most puritanical among them listens even when
she ought not to reply to them; and Rastignac; having once begun;
continued to pour out his story; dropping his voice; that she
might lean and listen; and Mme。 de Nucingen; smiling; glanced
from time to time at de Marsay; who still sat in the Princesse
Galathionne's box。
Rastignac did not leave Mme。 de Nucingen till her husband came to
take her home。
〃Madame;〃 Eugene said; 〃I shall have the pleasure of calling upon
you before the Duchesse de Carigliano's ball。〃
〃If Matame infites you to come;〃 said the Baron; a thickset
Alsatian; with indications of a sinister cunning in his full…moon
countenance; 〃you are quide sure of being well receifed。〃
〃My affairs seem to be in a promising way;〃 said Eugene to
himself。〃 'Can you love me?' I asked her; and she did not
resent it。 The bit is in the horse's mouth; and I have only to
mount and ride;〃 and with that he went to pay his respects to
Mme。 de Beauseant; who was leaving the theatre on d'Ajuda's arm。
The student did not know that the Baroness' thoughts had been
wandering; that she was even then expecting a letter from de
Marsay; one of those letters that bring about a rupture that
rends the soul; so; happy in his delusion; Eugene went with the
Vicomtesse to the peristyle; where people were waiting till their
carriages were announced。
〃That cousin of yours is hardly recognizable for the same man;〃
said the Portuguese laughingly to the Vicomtesse; when Eugene had
taken leave of them。 〃He will break the bank。 He is as supple as
an eel; he will go a long way; of that I am sure。 Who else could
have picked out a woman for him; as you did; just when she needed
consolation?〃
〃But it is not certain that she does not still love the faithless
lover;〃 said Mme。 de Beauseant。
The student meanwhile walked back from the Theatre…Italien to the
Rue Neuve…Sainte…Genevieve; making the most delightful plans as
he went。 He had noticed how closely Mme。 de Restaud had
scrutinized him when he sat beside Mme。 de Nucingen; and inferred
that the Countess' doors would not be closed in the future。 Four
important houses were now open to himfor he meant to stand well
with the Marechale; he had four supporters in the inmost circle
of society in Paris。 Even now it was clear to him that; once
involved in this intricate social machinery; he must attach
himself to a spoke of the wheel that was to turn and raise his
fortunes; he would not examine himself too curiously as to the
methods; but he was certain of the end; and conscious of the
power to gain and keep his hold。
〃If Mme。 de Nucingen takes an interest in me; I will teach her
how to manage her husband。 That husband of hers is a great
speculator; he might put me in the way of making a fortune by a
single stroke。〃
He did not say this bluntly in so many words; as yet; indeed; he
was not sufficient of a diplomatist to sum up a situation; to see
its possibilities at a glance; and calculate the chances in his
favor。 These were nothing but hazy ideas that floated over his
mental horizon; they were less cynical than Vautrin's notions;
but if they had been tried in the crucible of conscience; no very
pure result would have issued from the test。 It is by a
succession of such like transactions that men sink at last to the
level of the relaxed morality of this epoch; when there have
never been so few of those who square their courses with their
theories; so few of those noble characters who do not yield to
temptation; for whom the slightest deviation from the line of
rectitude is a crime。 To these magnificent