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served so loyally this seemed scurvy treatment。 It struck him also that;
considering the spirit in which the story had been written; it was causing
him more kinds of trouble than was quite fair。 The loss of position did not
disturb him。 In the last month too many managing editors had tried to steal
him from the REPUBLIC for him to feel anxious as to the future。 So he
accepted his dismissal calmly; and could say without resentment:
〃Last night I thought you liked the story; sir?
〃I did;〃 returned Elliott; 〃I liked it so much that I'm sending you to a
bigger place; where you can get bigger stories。 We want you to act as our
special correspondent in London。 Mr。 Walsh will explain the work; and if
you'll go you'll sail next Wednesday。〃
After his talk with the foreign editor Sam again walked home on air。
He could not believe it was realthat it was actually to him it had
happened; for hereafter he was to witness the march of great events; to
come in contact with men of international interests。 Instead of reporting
what was of concern only from the Battery to Forty…seventh Street; he
would now tell New York what was of interest in Europe and the British
Empire; and so to the whole world。 There was one drawback only to his
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happinessthere was no one with whom he might divide it。 He wanted to
celebrate his good fortune; he wanted to share it with some one who
would understand how much it meant to him; who would really care。 Had
Sister Anne lived; she would have understood; and he would have laid
himself and his new position at her feet and begged her to accept them
begged her to run away with him to this tremendous and terrifying capital
of the world; and start the new life together。
Among all the women he knew; there was none to take her place。
Certainly Anita Flagg could not take her place。 Not because she was rich;
not because she had jeered at him and made him a laughing…stock; not
because his admirationand he blushed when he remembered how openly;
how ingenuously he had shown it to hermeant nothing; but because the
girl he thought she was; the girl he had made dreams about and wanted to
marry without a moment's notice; would have seen that what he offered;
ridiculous as it was when offered to Anita Flagg; was not ridiculous when
offered sincerely to a tired; nerve… worn; overworked nurse in a hospital。 It
was because Anita Flagg had not seen that that she could not now make up
to him for the girl he had lost; even though she herself had inspired that
girl and for a day given her existence。
Had he known it; the Anita Flagg of his imagining was just as unlike
and as unfair to the real girl as it was possible for two people to be。 His
Anita Flagg he had created out of the things he had read of her in
impertinent Sunday supplements and from the impression he had been
given of her by the little ass; Holworthy。 She was not at all like that。 Ever
since she had come of age she had been beset by sycophants and flatterers;
both old and young; both men and girls; and by men who wanted her
money and by men who wanted her。 And it was because she got the
motives of the latter two confused that she was so often hurt and said
sharp; bitter things that made her appear hard and heartless。
As a matter of fact; in approaching her in the belief that he was
addressing an entirely different person; Sam had got nearer to the real
Anita Flagg than had any other man。 And sowhen on arriving at the
office the next morning; which was a Friday; he received a telegram
reading; 〃Arriving to… morrow nine…thirty from Greenwich; the day cannot
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begin too soon; don't forget you promised to meet me。 Anita Flagg 〃he
was able to reply: 〃 Extremely sorry; but promise made to a different
person; who unfortunately has since died!〃'
When Anita Flagg read this telegram there leaped to her lovely eyes
tears that sprang from self…pity and wounded feelings。 She turned
miserably; appealingly to Helen Page。
〃But why does he do it to me?〃 Her tone was that of the bewildered
child who has struck her head against the table; and from the naughty table;
without cause or provocation; has received the devil of a bump。
Before Miss Page could venture upon an explanation; Anita Flagg had
changed into a very angry young woman。
〃And what's more;〃 she announced; 〃he can't do it to me!〃
She sent her telegram back again as it was; word for word; but this
time it was signed; Sister Anne。〃
In an hour the answer came: 〃Sister Anne is the person to whom I refer。
She is dead。〃
Sam was not altogether at ease at the outcome of his adventure。 It was
not in his nature to be rudecertainly not to a woman; especially not to the
most beautiful woman he had ever seen。 For; whether her name was Anita
or Anne; about her beauty there could be no argument; but he assured
himself that he had acted within his rights。 A girl who could see in a well…
meant offer to be kind only a subject for ridicule was of no interest to him。
Nor did her telegrams insisting upon continuing their acquaintance flatter
him。 As he read them; they showed only that she looked upon him as one
entirely out of her worldas one with whom she could do an
unconventional thing and make a good story about it later; knowing that it
would be accepted as one of her amusing caprices。
He was determined he would not lend himself to any such
performance。 And; besides; he no longer was a foot…loose; happy…go…lucky
reporter。 He no longer need seek for experiences and material to turn into
copy。 He was now a man with a responsible positionone who soon would
be conferring with cabinet ministers and putting ambassadors At their ease。
He wondered if a beautiful heiress; whose hand was sought in marriage by
the nobility of England; would understand the importance of a London
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correspondent。 He hoped someone would tell her。 He liked to think of her
as being considerably impressed and a little unhappy。
Saturday night he went to the theatre for which he had purchased
tickets。 And he went alone; for the place that Sister Anne was to have
occupied could not be filled by any other person。 It would have been
sacrilege。 At least; so it pleased him to pretend。 And all through dinner;
which he ate alone at the same restaurant to which he had intended taking
her; he continued; to pretend she was with him。 And at the theatre; where
there was going forward the most popular of all musical comedies; the seat
next to him; which to the audience; appeared wastefully empty; was to him
filled with her gracious presence。 That Sister Anne was not therethat the
pretty romance he had woven about her had ended in disasterfilled; him
with real regret。 He was glad he was;; leaving New York。 He was glad he
was going; where nothing would remind him of her。 And then he glanced
upand looked straight into her eyes!
He was seated in the front row; directly on the aisle。 The seat Sister
Anne was supposed to be occupying was on his right; and a few seats
farther to his right rose the stage box and in the stage box; and in the stage
box; almost upon the stage; and with the glow of the foot…lights full in her
face; was Anita Flagg; smiling delightedly down on him。 There were
others with her。 He had a confused impression of bulging shirt…fronts; and
shining silks; and diamonds; and drooping plumes upon enormous hats。
He thought he recognized Lord Deptford and Holworthy; but the only
person he distinguished clearly was Anita Flagg。 The girl was all in black
velvet; which was drawn to her figure like a wet bathing suit; round her
throat was a single string of pearls; and on her hair of golden…rod was a
great hat