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作者:月寒      更新:2024-04-14 09:15      字数:9321
  served   so   loyally   this   seemed   scurvy   treatment。   It   struck   him   also   that;
  considering the spirit in which the story had been written; it was causing
  him more kinds of trouble than was quite fair。 The loss of position did not
  disturb him。 In the last month too many managing editors had tried to steal
  him from the REPUBLIC for him to feel anxious as to the future。 So he
  accepted his dismissal calmly; and could say without resentment:
  〃Last night I thought you liked the story; sir?
  〃I did;〃 returned Elliott; 〃I liked it so much that I'm sending you to a
  bigger place; where you can get bigger stories。 We want you to act as our
  special correspondent in London。 Mr。 Walsh will explain the work; and if
  you'll go you'll sail next Wednesday。〃
  After his talk with the foreign editor Sam again walked home on air。
  He    could    not   believe   it  was   realthat   it  was   actually   to  him    it  had
  happened;   for   hereafter   he   was   to   witness   the   march   of   great   events;   to
  come   in   contact   with   men   of   international interests。  Instead   of   reporting
  what   was   of   concern   only   from   the   Battery   to   Forty…seventh   Street;   he
  would now tell New York what was of interest in Europe and the British
  Empire; and so to the whole world。 There was one drawback only to his
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  happinessthere was no one with whom he might divide it。 He wanted to
  celebrate   his   good   fortune;   he   wanted   to   share   it   with   some   one   who
  would understand how much it meant to him; who would really care。 Had
  Sister Anne   lived;   she   would   have   understood;   and   he   would   have   laid
  himself and his new position at her feet and begged her to accept them
  begged her to run away with him to this tremendous and terrifying capital
  of the world; and start the new life together。
  Among   all   the   women   he   knew;   there   was   none   to   take   her   place。
  Certainly Anita Flagg could not take her place。 Not because she was rich;
  not   because   she   had   jeered   at   him   and   made   him   a   laughing…stock;   not
  because his admirationand he blushed when he remembered how openly;
  how ingenuously he had shown it to hermeant nothing; but because the
  girl he thought she was; the girl he had made dreams about and wanted to
  marry without a moment's notice; would have seen that what he offered;
  ridiculous as it was when offered to Anita Flagg; was not ridiculous when
  offered sincerely to a tired; nerve… worn; overworked nurse in a hospital。 It
  was because Anita Flagg had not seen that that she could not now make up
  to him for the girl he had lost; even though she herself had inspired that
  girl and for a day given her existence。
  Had he known it; the Anita Flagg of his imagining was just as unlike
  and as unfair to the real girl as it was possible for two people to be。 His
  Anita     Flagg    he   had   created    out  of   the  things    he   had   read   of   her  in
  impertinent   Sunday   supplements   and   from   the   impression   he   had   been
  given of her by the little ass; Holworthy。 She was not at all like that。 Ever
  since she had come of age she had been beset by sycophants and flatterers;
  both   old   and   young;   both   men   and   girls;   and   by   men   who   wanted   her
  money   and   by   men   who   wanted   her。   And   it   was   because   she   got   the
  motives   of   the   latter   two   confused   that   she   was   so   often   hurt   and   said
  sharp; bitter things that made her appear hard and heartless。
  As   a   matter   of   fact;  in  approaching       her   in  the   belief   that   he  was
  addressing   an   entirely   different   person;   Sam   had   got   nearer   to   the   real
  Anita   Flagg   than   had   any   other   man。   And   sowhen   on   arriving   at   the
  office    the   next   morning;     which    was    a  Friday;    he  received     a  telegram
  reading; 〃Arriving to… morrow nine…thirty from Greenwich; the day cannot
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  begin too soon; don't forget you promised to meet me。 Anita Flagg 〃he
  was   able   to   reply:   〃   Extremely   sorry;   but   promise   made   to   a   different
  person; who unfortunately has since died!〃'
  When Anita Flagg read this telegram there leaped to her lovely eyes
  tears    that  sprang     from    self…pity   and   wounded      feelings。    She    turned
  miserably; appealingly to Helen Page。
  〃But why does he do it to me?〃 Her tone was that of the bewildered
  child who has struck her head against the table; and from the naughty table;
  without cause or provocation; has received the devil of a bump。
  Before Miss Page could venture upon an explanation; Anita Flagg had
  changed into a very angry young woman。
  〃And what's more;〃 she announced; 〃he can't do it to me!〃
  She   sent   her   telegram  back   again   as   it   was;   word   for   word;   but   this
  time it was signed; Sister Anne。〃
  In an hour the answer came: 〃Sister Anne is the person to whom I refer。
  She is dead。〃
  Sam was not altogether at ease at the outcome of his adventure。 It was
  not in his nature to be rudecertainly not to a woman; especially not to the
  most beautiful woman he had ever seen。 For; whether her name was Anita
  or   Anne;   about   her   beauty   there   could   be   no   argument;   but   he   assured
  himself that he had acted within his rights。 A girl who could see in a well…
  meant offer to be kind only a subject for ridicule was of no interest to him。
  Nor did her telegrams insisting upon continuing their acquaintance flatter
  him。 As he read them; they showed only that she looked upon him as one
  entirely     out   of   her   worldas     one    with    whom      she   could    do    an
  unconventional thing and make a good story about it later; knowing that it
  would be accepted as one of her amusing caprices。
  He     was    determined      he   would     not   lend    himself    to   any    such
  performance。 And; besides; he no longer was a foot…loose; happy…go…lucky
  reporter。 He no longer need seek for experiences and material to turn into
  copy。 He was now a man with a responsible positionone who soon would
  be conferring with cabinet ministers and putting ambassadors At their ease。
  He wondered if a beautiful heiress; whose hand was sought in marriage by
  the   nobility   of   England;   would   understand   the   importance   of   a   London
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  correspondent。 He hoped someone would tell her。 He liked to think of her
  as being considerably impressed and a little unhappy。
  Saturday   night   he   went   to   the   theatre   for   which   he   had   purchased
  tickets。 And   he   went   alone;   for   the   place   that   Sister   Anne   was   to   have
  occupied   could   not   be   filled   by   any   other   person。   It   would   have   been
  sacrilege。 At   least;  so   it   pleased   him  to   pretend。 And   all through   dinner;
  which he ate alone at the same restaurant to which he had intended taking
  her; he continued; to pretend she was with him。 And at the theatre; where
  there was going forward the most popular of all musical comedies; the seat
  next to him; which to the audience; appeared wastefully empty; was to him
  filled with her gracious presence。 That Sister Anne was not therethat the
  pretty romance he had woven about her had ended in disasterfilled; him
  with real regret。 He was glad he was;; leaving New York。 He was glad he
  was going; where nothing would remind him of her。 And then he glanced
  upand looked straight into her eyes!
  He was seated in the   front row; directly on   the aisle。 The seat   Sister
  Anne   was   supposed   to   be   occupying   was   on   his   right;   and   a   few   seats
  farther to his right rose the stage box and in the stage box; and in the stage
  box; almost upon the stage; and with the glow of the foot…lights full in her
  face;   was   Anita     Flagg;   smiling    delightedly   down   on   him。   There       were
  others with her。 He had a confused impression of bulging shirt…fronts; and
  shining   silks;   and   diamonds;   and   drooping   plumes   upon   enormous   hats。
  He   thought   he   recognized   Lord   Deptford   and   Holworthy;   but   the   only
  person he distinguished clearly was Anita Flagg。 The girl was all in black
  velvet; which was drawn to her figure like a wet bathing suit; round her
  throat was a single string of pearls; and on her hair of golden…rod was a
  great hat