第 45 节
作者:蝴蝶的出走      更新:2024-04-14 09:15      字数:9322
  〃Pardon my indirectness;〃 said Lorison; 〃I will ask
  one。  In this room to…night you pronounced me to be a
  husband。  You afterward spoke of additional rites or
  performances that either should or could be effected。  I
  paid little attention to your words then; but I am hungry
  to hear them repeated now。  As matters stand; am I
  married past all help?〃
  〃You are as legally and as firmly bound;〃 said the
  priest; 〃as though it had been done in a cathedral; in the
  presence of thousands。  The additional observances I
  referred to are not necessary to the strictest legality of the
  act; but were advised as a precaution for the future
  for convenience of proof in such contingencies as wills;
  inheritances and the like。〃
  Lorison laughed harshly。
  〃Many thanks;〃 he said。  〃Then there is no mistake;
  and I am the happy benedict。  I suppose I should go
  stand upon the bridal corner; and when my wife gets
  through walking the streets she will look me up。〃
  Father Rogan regarded him calmly。
  〃My son;〃 he said; 〃when a man and woman come to
  me to be married I always marry them。  I do this for the
  sake of other people whom they might go away and marry
  if they did not marry each other。  As you see; I do not
  seek your confidence; but your case seems to me to be
  one not altogether devoid of interest。  Very few marriages
  that have come to my notice have brought such well…
  expressed regret within so short a time。  I will hazard
  one question: were you not under the impression
  that you loved the lady you married; at the time you
  did so;〃
  〃Loved her!〃  cried Lorison; wildly。  〃Never so well
  as now; though she told me she deceived and sinned and
  stole。  Never more than now; when; perhaps; she is
  laughing at the fool she cajoled and left; with scarcely a
  word; to return to God only knows what particular line
  of her former folly。〃
  Father Rooan answered nothing。  During the silence
  that succeeded; he sat with a quiet expectation beaming
  in his full; lambent eye。
  〃If you would listen  〃 began Lorison。  The
  priest held up his hand。
  〃As I hoped;〃 he said。  〃I thought you would trust
  me。  Wait but a moment。〃  He brought a long clay
  pipe; filled and lighted it。
  〃Now; my son;〃 he said。
  Lorison poured a twelve month's accumulated con…
  fidence into Father Rogan's ear。  He told all; not sparing
  himself or omitting the facts of his past; the events of the
  night; or his disturbing conjectures and fears。
  〃The main point;〃 said the priest; when he had con…
  cluded; 〃seems to me to be this  are you reasonably
  sure that you love this woman whom you have married?〃
  〃Why;〃 exclaimed Lorisoii; rising impulsively to his
  feet … 〃why should I deny it?  But look at me  am
  fish; flesh or fowl?  That is the main point to me;
  assure you。〃
  〃I understand you;〃 said the priest; also risino;; and
  laying down his pipe。  〃The situation is one that has
  taxed the endurance of much older men than you  in
  fact; especially much older men than you。  I will try to
  relieve you from it; and this night。  You shall see for
  yourself into exactly what predicament you have fallen;
  and how you shall; possibly; be extricated。  There is no
  evidence so credible as that of the eyesight。〃
  Father Rogan moved about the room; and donned a
  soft black hat。  Buttoning his coat to his throat; he
  laid his hand on the doorknob。  〃Let us walk;〃
  he said。
  The two went out upon the street。  The priest turned
  his face down it; and Lorison walked with him through a
  squalid district; where the houses loomed; awry and
  desoiate…looking; high above them。  Presently they turned
  into a less dismal side street; where the houses were smaller;
  and; though hinting of the most meagre comfort; lacked
  the concentrated wretchedness of the more populous
  byways。
  At a segregated; two…story house Father Rogan halted;
  and mounted the steps with the confidence of a familiar
  visitor。  He ushered Lorison into a narrow hallway;
  faintly lighted by a cobwebbed hanging lamp。  Almost
  immediately a door to the right opened and a dingy Irish…
  woman protruded her head。
  〃Good evening to ye; Mistress Geehan;〃 said the
  priest; unconsciously; it seemed; falling into a delicately
  flavoured brogue。  〃And is it yourself can tell me if
  Norah has gone out again; the night; maybe?〃
  〃Oh; it's yer blissid reverence!  Sure and I can tell
  ye the same。  The purty darlin' wint out; as usual; but a
  bit later。  And she says: 'Mother Geehan;' says she; 'it's
  me last noight out; praise the saints; this noight is!' And;
  oh; yer reverence; the swate; beautiful drame of a dress she
  had this toime!  White satin and silk and ribbons; and
  lace about the neck and arrums  'twas a sin; yer
  reverence; the gold was spint upon it。〃
  The priest heard Lorison catch his breath painfully;
  and a faint smile flickered across his own clean…cut
  mouth。
  〃Well; then; Mistress Geehan;〃 said he; 〃I'll just
  step upstairs and see the bit boy for a minute; and I'll
  take this Gentleman up with me。〃
  〃He's awake; thin;〃 said the woman。  'I've just
  come down from sitting wid him the last hour; tilling him
  fine shtories of ould County Tyrone。  'Tis a greedy gos…
  soon; it is; yer riverence; for me shtories。〃
  〃Small the doubt;〃 said Father Rogan。  〃There's no
  rocking would put him to slape the quicker; I'm thinking。〃
  Amid the woman's shrill protest against the retort; the
  two men ascended the steep stairway。  The priest pushed
  open the door of a room near its top。
  〃Is that you already; sister?〃  drawled a sweet; childish
  voice from the darkness。
  〃It's only ould Father Denny come to see ye; darlin';
  and a foine gentleman I've brought to make ye a gr…r…and
  call。  And ye resaves us fast aslape in bed!  Shame on
  yez manners!〃
  〃Oh; Father Denny; is that you?  I'm glad。  And
  will you light the lamp; please?  It's on the table by the
  door。  And quit talking like Mother Geehan; Father
  Denny。〃
  The priest lit the lamp; and Lorison saw a tiny; towsled…
  haired boy; with a thin; delicate face; sitting up in a small
  bed in a corner。  Quickly; also; his rapid glance con…
  sidered the room and its contents。  It was furnished with
  more than comfort; and its adornments plainly indicated
  a woman's discerning taste。  An open door beyond
  revealed the blackness of an adjoining room's interior。
  The boy clutched both of Father Rogan's hands。  〃I'm
  so glad you came;〃 he said; 〃but why did you come in
  the night?  Did sister send you?〃
  〃Off wid ye!  Am I to be sint about; at me age; as
  was Terence McShane; of Ballymahone?  I come on me
  own r…r…responsibility。〃
  Lorison had also advanced to the boy's bedside。  He
  was fond of children; and the wee fellow; laving himself
  down to sleep alone ill that dark room; stirred…his heart。
  〃Aren't you afraid; little man?〃  he asked; stooping
  down beside him。
  〃Sometimes;〃 answered the boy; with a shy smile;
  〃when the rats make too much noise。  But nearly every
  night; when sister goes out; Molt…her Geehan stays a while
  with me; and tells me funny stories。  I'm not often
  afraid; sir。〃
  〃This brave little gentleman;〃 said Father Rogan; 〃is
  a scholar of mine。  Every day from half…past six to half…
  past eight  when sister comes for him  he stops in
  my study; and we find out what's in the inside of books。
  He knows multiplication; division and fractions; and
  he's troubling me to begin wid the chronicles of Ciaran
  of Clonmaciioise; Corurac McCullenan and Cuan O'Loc…
  hain; the gr…r…reat Irish histhorians。〃  The boy was
  evidently accustomed to the priest's Celtic pleasantries。
  A little; appreciative grin was all the attention the insin…
  nation of pedantry received。
  Lorison; to have saved his life; could not have put to
  the child one of those vital questions that were wildly
  beating about; unanswered; in his own brain。  The little
  fellow was very like Norah; he had the same shining
  hair and candid eyes。
  〃Oh; Father Denny;〃 cried the boy; suddenly; 〃I
  forgot to tell you!  Sister is not going away at night any
  more!  She told me so when she kissed me good night as
  she was leaving。  And she said she was so happy; and
  then she cried。  Wasn't that queer?  But I'm glad;
  aren't you?〃
  〃Yes; lad。  And now; ye omadhaun; go to sleep; and
  say good night; we must be going。〃
  〃Which shall I do first; Father Denny?〃
  〃Faith; he's caught me again!  Wait till I get the
  sassenach into the annals of Tageruach; the hagiographer;
  I'll give him enough of the Irish idiom to make him more
  respectful。〃
  The light was out; and the small; brave voice bidding
  them good night from the dark room。  They groped
  downstairs; and tore away from the garrulity of Mother
  Geehan。
  Again the priest steered them through the dim ways;
  but this time in another direction。  His conductor was
  serenel