第 45 节
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蝴蝶的出走 更新:2024-04-14 09:15 字数:9322
〃Pardon my indirectness;〃 said Lorison; 〃I will ask
one。 In this room to…night you pronounced me to be a
husband。 You afterward spoke of additional rites or
performances that either should or could be effected。 I
paid little attention to your words then; but I am hungry
to hear them repeated now。 As matters stand; am I
married past all help?〃
〃You are as legally and as firmly bound;〃 said the
priest; 〃as though it had been done in a cathedral; in the
presence of thousands。 The additional observances I
referred to are not necessary to the strictest legality of the
act; but were advised as a precaution for the future
for convenience of proof in such contingencies as wills;
inheritances and the like。〃
Lorison laughed harshly。
〃Many thanks;〃 he said。 〃Then there is no mistake;
and I am the happy benedict。 I suppose I should go
stand upon the bridal corner; and when my wife gets
through walking the streets she will look me up。〃
Father Rogan regarded him calmly。
〃My son;〃 he said; 〃when a man and woman come to
me to be married I always marry them。 I do this for the
sake of other people whom they might go away and marry
if they did not marry each other。 As you see; I do not
seek your confidence; but your case seems to me to be
one not altogether devoid of interest。 Very few marriages
that have come to my notice have brought such well…
expressed regret within so short a time。 I will hazard
one question: were you not under the impression
that you loved the lady you married; at the time you
did so;〃
〃Loved her!〃 cried Lorison; wildly。 〃Never so well
as now; though she told me she deceived and sinned and
stole。 Never more than now; when; perhaps; she is
laughing at the fool she cajoled and left; with scarcely a
word; to return to God only knows what particular line
of her former folly。〃
Father Rooan answered nothing。 During the silence
that succeeded; he sat with a quiet expectation beaming
in his full; lambent eye。
〃If you would listen 〃 began Lorison。 The
priest held up his hand。
〃As I hoped;〃 he said。 〃I thought you would trust
me。 Wait but a moment。〃 He brought a long clay
pipe; filled and lighted it。
〃Now; my son;〃 he said。
Lorison poured a twelve month's accumulated con…
fidence into Father Rogan's ear。 He told all; not sparing
himself or omitting the facts of his past; the events of the
night; or his disturbing conjectures and fears。
〃The main point;〃 said the priest; when he had con…
cluded; 〃seems to me to be this are you reasonably
sure that you love this woman whom you have married?〃
〃Why;〃 exclaimed Lorisoii; rising impulsively to his
feet … 〃why should I deny it? But look at me am
fish; flesh or fowl? That is the main point to me;
assure you。〃
〃I understand you;〃 said the priest; also risino;; and
laying down his pipe。 〃The situation is one that has
taxed the endurance of much older men than you in
fact; especially much older men than you。 I will try to
relieve you from it; and this night。 You shall see for
yourself into exactly what predicament you have fallen;
and how you shall; possibly; be extricated。 There is no
evidence so credible as that of the eyesight。〃
Father Rogan moved about the room; and donned a
soft black hat。 Buttoning his coat to his throat; he
laid his hand on the doorknob。 〃Let us walk;〃
he said。
The two went out upon the street。 The priest turned
his face down it; and Lorison walked with him through a
squalid district; where the houses loomed; awry and
desoiate…looking; high above them。 Presently they turned
into a less dismal side street; where the houses were smaller;
and; though hinting of the most meagre comfort; lacked
the concentrated wretchedness of the more populous
byways。
At a segregated; two…story house Father Rogan halted;
and mounted the steps with the confidence of a familiar
visitor。 He ushered Lorison into a narrow hallway;
faintly lighted by a cobwebbed hanging lamp。 Almost
immediately a door to the right opened and a dingy Irish…
woman protruded her head。
〃Good evening to ye; Mistress Geehan;〃 said the
priest; unconsciously; it seemed; falling into a delicately
flavoured brogue。 〃And is it yourself can tell me if
Norah has gone out again; the night; maybe?〃
〃Oh; it's yer blissid reverence! Sure and I can tell
ye the same。 The purty darlin' wint out; as usual; but a
bit later。 And she says: 'Mother Geehan;' says she; 'it's
me last noight out; praise the saints; this noight is!' And;
oh; yer reverence; the swate; beautiful drame of a dress she
had this toime! White satin and silk and ribbons; and
lace about the neck and arrums 'twas a sin; yer
reverence; the gold was spint upon it。〃
The priest heard Lorison catch his breath painfully;
and a faint smile flickered across his own clean…cut
mouth。
〃Well; then; Mistress Geehan;〃 said he; 〃I'll just
step upstairs and see the bit boy for a minute; and I'll
take this Gentleman up with me。〃
〃He's awake; thin;〃 said the woman。 'I've just
come down from sitting wid him the last hour; tilling him
fine shtories of ould County Tyrone。 'Tis a greedy gos…
soon; it is; yer riverence; for me shtories。〃
〃Small the doubt;〃 said Father Rogan。 〃There's no
rocking would put him to slape the quicker; I'm thinking。〃
Amid the woman's shrill protest against the retort; the
two men ascended the steep stairway。 The priest pushed
open the door of a room near its top。
〃Is that you already; sister?〃 drawled a sweet; childish
voice from the darkness。
〃It's only ould Father Denny come to see ye; darlin';
and a foine gentleman I've brought to make ye a gr…r…and
call。 And ye resaves us fast aslape in bed! Shame on
yez manners!〃
〃Oh; Father Denny; is that you? I'm glad。 And
will you light the lamp; please? It's on the table by the
door。 And quit talking like Mother Geehan; Father
Denny。〃
The priest lit the lamp; and Lorison saw a tiny; towsled…
haired boy; with a thin; delicate face; sitting up in a small
bed in a corner。 Quickly; also; his rapid glance con…
sidered the room and its contents。 It was furnished with
more than comfort; and its adornments plainly indicated
a woman's discerning taste。 An open door beyond
revealed the blackness of an adjoining room's interior。
The boy clutched both of Father Rogan's hands。 〃I'm
so glad you came;〃 he said; 〃but why did you come in
the night? Did sister send you?〃
〃Off wid ye! Am I to be sint about; at me age; as
was Terence McShane; of Ballymahone? I come on me
own r…r…responsibility。〃
Lorison had also advanced to the boy's bedside。 He
was fond of children; and the wee fellow; laving himself
down to sleep alone ill that dark room; stirred…his heart。
〃Aren't you afraid; little man?〃 he asked; stooping
down beside him。
〃Sometimes;〃 answered the boy; with a shy smile;
〃when the rats make too much noise。 But nearly every
night; when sister goes out; Molt…her Geehan stays a while
with me; and tells me funny stories。 I'm not often
afraid; sir。〃
〃This brave little gentleman;〃 said Father Rogan; 〃is
a scholar of mine。 Every day from half…past six to half…
past eight when sister comes for him he stops in
my study; and we find out what's in the inside of books。
He knows multiplication; division and fractions; and
he's troubling me to begin wid the chronicles of Ciaran
of Clonmaciioise; Corurac McCullenan and Cuan O'Loc…
hain; the gr…r…reat Irish histhorians。〃 The boy was
evidently accustomed to the priest's Celtic pleasantries。
A little; appreciative grin was all the attention the insin…
nation of pedantry received。
Lorison; to have saved his life; could not have put to
the child one of those vital questions that were wildly
beating about; unanswered; in his own brain。 The little
fellow was very like Norah; he had the same shining
hair and candid eyes。
〃Oh; Father Denny;〃 cried the boy; suddenly; 〃I
forgot to tell you! Sister is not going away at night any
more! She told me so when she kissed me good night as
she was leaving。 And she said she was so happy; and
then she cried。 Wasn't that queer? But I'm glad;
aren't you?〃
〃Yes; lad。 And now; ye omadhaun; go to sleep; and
say good night; we must be going。〃
〃Which shall I do first; Father Denny?〃
〃Faith; he's caught me again! Wait till I get the
sassenach into the annals of Tageruach; the hagiographer;
I'll give him enough of the Irish idiom to make him more
respectful。〃
The light was out; and the small; brave voice bidding
them good night from the dark room。 They groped
downstairs; and tore away from the garrulity of Mother
Geehan。
Again the priest steered them through the dim ways;
but this time in another direction。 His conductor was
serenel