第 42 节
作者:蝴蝶的出走      更新:2024-04-14 09:15      字数:9322
  set up his translated pride and glory; where; also; the
  arrogant don had swaggered; and dreamed of gold and
  grants and ladies' gloves。  Every flagstone has its grooves
  worn by footsteps going royally to the wooing and the
  fighting。  Every house has a princely heartbreak; each
  doorway its untold tale of gallant promise and slow decay。
  By night the Rue Chartres is now but a murky fissure;
  from which the groping wayfarer sees; flung against the
  sky; the tangled filigree of Moorish iron balconies。  Ths
  old houses of monsieur stand yet; indomitable against the
  century; but their essence is gone。  The street is one of
  ghosts to whosoever can see them。
  A faint heartbeat of the street's ancient glory still sur…
  vives in a corner occupied by the Caf?Carabine d'Or。
  Once men gathered there to plot against kings; and to
  warn presidents。  They do so yet; but they are not the
  same kind of men。  A brass button will scatter these;
  those would have set their faces against an army。  Above
  the door hangs the sign board; upon which has been
  depicted a vast animal of unfamiliar species。  In the act
  of firing upon this monster is represented an unobtrusive
  human levelling an obtrusive gun; once the colour of
  bright gold。  Now the legend above the picture is faded
  beyond conjecture; the gun's relation to the title is a
  matter of faith; the menaced animal; wearied of the long
  aim of the hunter; has resolved itself into a shapeless blot。
  The place is known as 〃Antonio's;〃 as the name; white
  upon the red…lit transparency; and gilt upon the windows;
  attests。  There is a promise in 〃Antonio〃; a justifiable
  expectancy of savoury things in oil and pepper and wine;
  and perhaps an angel's whisper of garlic。  But the rest
  of the name is 〃O'Riley。〃  Antonio O'Riley!
  The Carabine d'Or is an ignominious ghost of the Rue
  Chartres。  The caf?where Bienville and Conti dined;
  where a prince has broken bread; is become a 〃family
  ristaurant。〃
  Its customers are working men and women; almost to
  a unit。  Occasionally you will see chorus girls from the
  cheaper theatres; and men who follow avocations sub…
  ject to quick vicissitudes; but at Antonio's  name rich
  in Bohemian promise; but tame in fulfillment  manners
  debonair and gay are toned down to the 〃family〃 stand…
  ard。  Should you light a cigarette; mine host will touch
  you on the 〃arrum〃 and remind you that the proprieties
  are menaced。  〃Antonio〃 entices and beguiles from fiery
  legend without; but 〃O'Riley〃 teaches decorum within。
  It was at this restaurant that Lorison first saw the girl。
  A flashy fellow with a predatory eye had followed her in;
  and had advanced to take the other chair at the little table
  where she stopped; but Lorison slipped into the seat before
  him。  Their acquaintance began; and grew; and how for
  two months they had sat at the same table each evening;
  not meeting by appointment; but as if by a series of
  fortuitous and happy accidents。  After dining; they
  would take a walk together in one of the little city parks;
  or among the panoramic markets where exhibits a con…
  tinuous vaudeville of sights and sounds。  Always at eight
  o'clock their steps led them to a certain street corner;
  where she prettily but firmly bade him good night and
  left him。  〃I do not live far from here;〃 she frequently
  said; 〃and you must let me go the rest of the way alone。〃
  But now Lorison had discovered that he wanted to go
  the rest of the way with her; or happiness would depart;
  leaving; him on a very lonely corner of life。  And at the
  same time that he made the discovery; the secret of his
  banishment from the society of the good laid its finger
  in his face and told him it must not be。
  Man is too thoroughly an egoist not to be also an egotist;
  if he love; the object shall know it。  During a lifetime he
  may conceal it through stress of expediency and honour;
  but it shall bubble from his dying lips; though it disrupt
  a neighbourhood。  It is known; however; that most men
  do not wait so long to disclose their passion。  In the case
  of Lorison; his particular ethics positively forbade him
  to declare his sentiments; but he must needs dally with
  the subject; and woo by innuendo at least。
  On this night; after the usual meal at the Carabine
  d'Or; he strolled with his companion down the dim old
  street toward the river
  The Rue Chartres perishes in the old Place d'Armes。
  The ancient Cabildo; where Spanish justice fell like hail;
  faces it; and the Cathedral; another provincial ghost;
  overlooks it。  Its centre is a little; iron…railed park of
  flowers and immaculate gravelled walks; where citizens
  take the air of evenings。  Pedestalled high above it; the
  general sits his cavorting steed; with his face turned
  stonily down the river toward English Turn; whence
  come no more Britons to bombard his cotton bales。
  Often the two sat in this square; but to…night Lorison
  guided her past the stone…stepped gate; and still riverward。
  As they walked; he smiled to himself to think that all
  he knew of her  except that be loved her  was her
  name; Norah Greenway; and that she lived with her
  brother。  They had talked about everything except
  themselves。  Perhaps her reticence had been caused by his。
  They came; at length; upon the levee; and sat upon a
  great; prostrate beam。  The air was pungent with the
  dust of commerce。  The great river slipped yellowly
  past。  Across it Algiers lay; a longitudinous black bulk
  against a vibrant electric haze sprinkled with exact stars。
  The girl was young and of the piquant order。  A certain
  bright melancholy pervaded her; she possessed an
  untarnished; pale prettiness doomed to please。  Her
  voice; when she spoke; dwarfed her theme。  It was the
  voice capable of investing little subjects with a large
  interest。  She sat at ease; bestowing her skirts with the
  little womanly touch; serene as if the begrimed pier were
  a summer garden。  Lorison poked the rotting boards
  with his cane。
  He began by telling her that he was in love with some
  one to whom he durst not speak of it。  〃And why not?〃
  she asked; accepting swiftly his fatuous presentation of
  a third person of straw。  〃My place in the world;〃 he
  answered; 〃is none to ask a woman to share。  I am an
  outcast from honest people; I am wrongly accused of
  one crime; and am; I believe; guilty of another。〃
  Thence he plunged into the story of his abdication from
  society。  The story; pruned of his moral philosophy;
  deserves no more than the slightest touch。  It is no new
  tale; that of the gambler's declension。  During one
  night's sitting he lost; and then had imperilled a certain
  amount of his employer's money; which; by accident; he
  carried with him。  He continued to lose; to the last wager;
  and then began to gain; leaving the game winner to a
  somewhat formidable sum。  The same night his
  employer's safe was robbed。  A search was had; the
  winnings of Lorison were found in his room; their total
  forming an accusative nearness to the sum purloined。
  He was taken; tried and; through incomplete evidence;
  released; smutched with the sinister devoirs of a dis…
  agreeing jury。
  〃It is not in the unjust accusation;〃 he said to the girl;
  〃that my burden lies; but in the knowledge that from the
  moment I staked the first dollar of the firm's money I
  was a criminal  no matter whether I lost or won。  You
  see why it is impossible for me to speak of love to her。〃
  〃It is a sad thing;〃 said Norah; after a little pause。
  〃to think what very good people there are in the world。〃
  〃Good?〃  said Lorison。
  〃I was thinking of this superior person whom you
  say you love。  She must be a very poor sort of creature。〃
  〃I do not understand。〃
  〃Nearly;〃 she continued; 〃as poor a sort of creature
  as yourself。〃
  〃You do not understand;〃        said Lorison; removing his
  hat and sweeping back his fine; light hair。  〃Suppose
  she loved me in return; and were willing to marry me。
  Think; if you can; what would follow。  Never a day
  Would pass but she would be reminded of her sacrifice。
  I would read a condescension in her smile; a pity even in
  her affection; that would madden me。  No。  The thing
  would stand between us forever。  Only equals should
  mate。  I could never ask her to come down upon my
  lower plane。〃
  An arc light faintly shone upon Lorison's face。  An
  illumination from within also pervaded it。  The girl
  saw the rapt; ascetic look; it was the face either of Sir
  Galahad or Sir Fool。
  〃Quite starlike;〃 she said; 〃is this unapproachable
  angel。  Really too high to be grasped。〃
  〃By me; yes。〃
  She faced him suddenly。  〃My dear friend; would you
  prefer your star fallen?〃  Lorison made a wide gesture。
  〃You push me to the bald fact;〃 he declared; 〃you
  are not in sympathy with my argument。  But I will
  answer you so。  If I could reach my particular star; to
  drag it