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蝴蝶的出走 更新:2024-04-14 09:15 字数:9319
was using her as an antidote for remorse; until he found;
too late; that he had acquired the habit。 During that time
he had received no news from home。 Wade did not know
where he was; and he was not sure of Wade's exact
address; and was afraid to write。 He thought he had
better let matters rest as they were for a while。
One afternoon he and Mrs。 Conant hired two ponies
and rode out along the mountain trail as far as the little
cold river that came tumbling down the foothills。 There
they stopped for a drink; and Merriam spoke his piece
he proposed; as Bibb had prophesied。
Mrs。 Conant gave him one glance of brilliant tenderness;
and then her face took on such a strange; haggard look
that Merriam was shaken out of his intoxication and
back to his senses。
〃I beg your pardon; Florence;〃 he said; releasing her
hand; 〃but I'll have to hedge on part of what I said。 I
can't ask you to marry me; of course。 I killed a man
in New York a man who was my friend … shot him
down in quite a cowardly manner; I understand。 Of
course; the drinking didn't excuse it。 Well; I couldn't
resist having my say; and I'll always mean it。 I'm here
as a fugitive from justice; and I suppose that ends
our acquaintance。〃
Mrs。 Conant plucked little leaves assiduously from the
low…hanging branch of a lime tree。
〃I suppose so;〃 she said; in low and oddly uneven
tones; 〃but that depends upon you。 I'll be as honest as
you were。 I poisoned my husband。 I am a self…made
widow。 A man cannot love a murderess。 So I suppose
that ends our acquaintance。〃
She looked up at him slowly。 His face turned a little
pale; and he stared at her blankly; like a deaf…and…dumb
man who was wondering what it was all about。
She took a swift step toward him; with stiffened arms
and eyes blazing。
〃Don't look at me like that!〃 she cried; as though she
were in acute pain。 〃Curse me; or turn your back
on me; but don't look that way。 Am I a woman to be
beaten? If I could show you here on my arms; and
on my back are scars and it has been more than a year
scars that he made in his brutal rages。 A holy nun
would have risen and struck the fiend down。 Yes; I
killed him。 The foul and horrible words that he hurled
at me that last day are repeated in my ears every night
when I sleep。 And then came his blows; and the end of
my endurance。 I got the poison that afternoon。 It
was his custom to drink every night in the library before
going to bed a hot punch made of rum and wine。 Only
from my fair hands would he receive it because he knew
the fumes of spirits always sickened me。 That night
when the maid brought it to me I sent her downstairs
on an errand。 Before taking him his drink I went to my
little private cabinet and poured into it more than a tea…
spoonful of tincture of aconite enough to kill three
men; so I had learned。 I had drawn 6;000 that I had
in bank; and with that and a few things in a satchel
I left the house without any one seeing me。 As I passed
the library I heard him stagger up and fall heavily on a
couch。 I took a night train for New Orleans; and from
there I sailed to the Bermudas。 I finally cast anchor
in La Paz。 And now what have you to say? Can you
open your mouth?〃
Merriam came back to life。
〃Florence;〃 he said earnestly; 〃I want you。 I don't
care what you've done。 If the world 〃
〃Ralph;〃 she interrupted; almost with a scream; 〃be
my world!〃
Her eyes melted; she relaxed magnificentlv and swayed
toward Merriam so suddenly that he had to jump to
catch her。
Dear me! in such scenes how the talk runs into artificial
prose。 But it can't be helped。 It's the subconscious
smell of the footlights' smoke that's in all of us。 Stir
the depths of your cook's soul sufficiently and she will
discourse in Bulwer…Lyttonese。
Merriam and Mrs。 Conant were very happy。 He
announced their engagement at the Hotel Orilla del Mar。
Eight foreigners and four native Astors pounded his back
and shouted insincere congratulations at him。 Pedrito;
the Castilian…mannered barkeep; was goaded to extra
duty until his agility would have turned a Boston cherry…
phosphate clerk a pale lilac with envy。
They were both very happy。 According to the strange
mathematics of the god of mutual affinity; the shadows
that clouded their pasts when united became only half
as dense instead of darker。 They shut the world out
and bolted the doors。 Each was the other's world。 Mrs。
Conant lived again。 The remembering look left her eyes
Merriam was with her every moment that was possible。
On a little plateau under a grove of palms and calabash
trees they were going to build a fairy bungalow。 They
were to be married in two months。 Many hours of the
day they had their heads together over the house plans。
Their joint capital would set up a business in fruit or
woods that would yield a comfortable support。 〃Good
night; my world;〃 would say Mrs。 Conant every evening
when Merriam left her for his hotel。 They were very
happy。 Their love had; circumstantially; that element
of melancholy in it that it seems to require to attain
its supremest elevation。 And it seemed that their mutual
great misfortune or sin was a bond that nothing could
sever。
One day a steamer hove in the offing。 Bare…legged and
bare…shouldered La Paz scampered down to the beach;
for the arrival of a steamer was their loop…the…loop;
circus; Emancipation Day and four…o'clock tea。
When the steamer was near enough; wise ones pro…
claimed that she was the Pajaro; bound up…coast from
Callao to Panama。
The Paiaro put on brakes a mile off shore。 Soon a
boat came bobbing shoreward。 Merriam strolled down
on the beach to look on。 In the shallow water the Carib
sailors sprang out and dragged the boat with a mighty
rush to the firm shingle。 Out climbed the purser; the
captain and two passengers; ploughing their way through
the deep sand toward the hotel。 Merriam glanced toward
them with the mild interest due to strangers。 There was
something familiar to him in the walk of one of the pas…
sengers。 He looked again; and his blood seemed to turn
to strawberry ice cream in his veins。 Burly; arrogant;
debonair as ever; H。 Ferguson Hedges; the man he had
killed; was coming toward him ten feet away。
When Hedges saw Merriam his face flushed a dark
red。 Then he shouted in his old; bluff way: 〃Hello;
Merriam。 Glad to see you。 Didn't expect to find you
out here。 Quinby; this is my old friend Merriam; of
New York Merriam; Mr。 Quinby。〃
Merriam gave Hedges and then Quinby an ice…cold hand。
〃Br…r…r…r!〃 said Hedges。 〃But you've got a frapp閐
flipper! Man; you're not well。 You're as yellow as a
Chinaman。 Malarial here? Steer us to a bar if there
is such a thing; and let's take a prophylactic。〃
Merriam; still half comatose; led them toward the
Hotel Orilla del Mar。
〃Quinby and I〃 explained Hedges; puffing through
the slippery sand; 〃are looking out along the coast for
some investments。 We've just come up from Concepci髇
and Valparaiso and Lima。 The captain of this sub…
sidized ferry boat told us there was some good picking
around here in silver mines。 So we got off。 Now;
where is that caf? Merriam? Oh; in this portable soda
water pavilion?〃
Leaving Quinby at the bar; Hedges drew Merriam
side。
〃Now; what does this mean?〃 he said; with gruff
kindness。 〃Are you sulking about that fool row we had?〃
〃I thought;〃 stammered Merriam 〃I heard they
told me you were that I had 〃
〃Well; you didn't; and I'm not;〃 said Hedges。 〃That
fool young ambulance surgeon told Wade I was a can…
didate for a coffin just because I'd got tired and quit
breathing。 I laid up in a private hospital for a month;
but here I am; kicking as hard as ever。 Wade and I
tried to find you; but couldn't。 Now; Merriam; shake
hands and forget it all。 I was as much to blame as you
were; and the shot really did me good I came out of
the hospital as healthy and fit as a cab horse。 Come on;
that drink's waiting。〃
〃Old man;〃 said Merriam; brokenly; 〃I don't know
how to thank you I well; you know 〃
〃Oh; forget it;〃 boomed Hedges。 〃Quinby'll die of
thirst if we don't join him。〃
Bibb was sitting on the shady side of the gallery waiting
for the eleven…o'clock breakfast。 Presently Merriam
came out and joined him。 His eye was strangely
bright。
〃Bibb; my boy;〃 said he; slowly waving his hand; 〃do
you see those mountains and that sea and sky and sun…
shine? they're mine; Bibbsy all mine。〃
〃You go in;〃 said Bibb; 〃and take eight grains of
quinine; right away。 It won't do in this climate for a
man to get to thinking he's Rockefeller; or James O'Neill
either。
Inside; the purser was untying a great roll of newspapers;
many of them weeks old; g