ng；　and　the　ice　itself　was　drifting　westward。　There　was　a　thick　fog；　so　that　it　was　impossible　to　ascertain　what　advantage　had　been　gained。　It　continued　on　the　9th；　but　the　ships　were　moved　a　little　through　some　very　small　openings：　the　mist　cleared　off　in　the　afternoon；　and　it　was　then　perceived　that　they　had　driven　much　more　than　could　have　been　expected　to　the　westward；　and　that　the　ice　itself　had　driven　still　further。　In　the　course　of　the　day　they　got　past　the　boats；　and　took　them　on　board　again。　On　the　morrow　the　wind　sprang　up　to　the　N。N。E。　All　sail　was　set；　and　the　ships　forced　their　way　through　a　great　deal　of　very　heavy　ice。　They　frequently　struck；　and　with　such　force　that　one　stroke　broke　the　shank　of　the　RACEHORSE's　best　bower…　anchor；　but　the　vessels　made　way；　and　by　noon　they　had　cleared　the　ice；　and　were　out　at　sea。　The　next　day　they　anchored　in　Smeerenberg　Harbour；　close　to　that　island　of　which　the　westernmost　point　is　called　Hakluyt's　Headland；　in　honour　of　the　great　promoter　and　compiler　of　our　English　voyages　of　discovery。
  Here　they　remained　a　few　days；　that　the　men　might　rest　after　their　fatigue。　No　insect　was　to　be　seen　in　this　dreary　country；　nor　any　species　of　reptilenot　even　the　common　earth…worm。　Large　bodies　of　ice；　called　icebergs；　filled　up　the　valleys　between　high　mountains；　so　dark　as；　when　contrasted　with　the　snow；　to　appear　black。　The　colour　of　the　ice　was　a　lively　light　green。　Opposite　to　the　place　where　they　fixed　their　observatory　was　one　of　these　icebergs；　above　three　hundred　feet　high；　its　side　toward　the　sea　was　nearly　perpendicular；　and　a　stream　of　water　issued　from　it。　Large　pieces　frequently　broke　off　and　rolled　down　into　the　sea。　There　was　no　thunder　nor　lightning　during　the　whole　time　they　were　in　these　latitudes。　The　sky　was　generally　loaded　with　hard　white　clouds；　from　which　it　was　never　entirely　free　even　in　the　clearest　weather。　They　always　knew　when　they　were　approaching　the　ice　long　before　they　saw　it；　by　a　bright　appearance　near　the　horizon；　which　the　Greenlandmen　called　the　blink　of　the　ice。　The　season　was　now　so　far　advanced　that　nothing　more　could　have　been　attempted；　if　indeed　anything　had　been　left　untried；　but　the　summer　had　been　unusually　favourable；　and　they　had　carefully　surveyed　the　wall　of　ice；　extending　for　more　than　twenty　degrees　between　the　latitudes　of　80d　and　81d；　without　the　smallest　appearance　of　any　opening。
  The　ships　were　paid　off　shortly　after　their　return　to　England；　and　Nelson　was　then　placed　by　his　uncle　with　Captain　Farmer；　in　the　SEAHORSE；　of　twenty　guns；　then　going　out　to　the　East　Indies　in　the　squadron　under　Sir　Edward　Hughes。　He　was　stationed　in　the　foretop　at　watch　and　watch。　His　good　conduct　attracted　the　attention　of　the　master　（afterwards　Captain　Surridge）；　in　whose　watch　he　was；　and　upon　his　recommendation　the　captain　rated　him　as　midshipman。　At　this　time　his　countenance　was　florid；　and　his　appearance　rather　stout　and　athletic；　but　when　he　had　been　about　eighteen　months　in　India；　he　felt　the　effects　of　that　climate；　so　perilous　to　European　constitutions。　The　disease　baffled　all　power　of　medicine；　he　was　reduced　almost　to　a　skeleton；　the　use　of　his　limbs　was　for　some　time　entirely　lost；　and　the　only　hope　that　remained　was　from　a　voyage　home。　Accordingly　he　was　brought　home　by　Captain　Pigot；　in　the　DOLPHIN；　and　had　it　not　been　for　the　attentive　and　careful　kindness　of　that　officer　on　the　way；　Nelson　would　never　have　lived　to　reach　his　native　shores。　He　had　formed　an　acquaintance　with　Sir　Charles　Pole；　Sir　Thomas　Troubridge；　and　other　distinguished　officers；　then；　like　himself；　beginning　their　career：　he　had　left　them　pursuing　that　career　in　full　enjoyment　of　health　and　hope；　and　was　returning；　from　a　country　in　which　all　things　were　to　him　new　and　interesting；　with　a　body　broken　down　by　sickness；　and　spirits　which　had　sunk　with　his　strength。　Long　afterwards；　when　the　name　of　Nelson　was　known　as　widely　as　that　of　England　itself；　he　spoke　of　the　feelings　which　he　at　this　time　endured。　〃I　felt　impressed；〃　said　he；　〃with　a　feeling　that　I　should　never　rise　in　my　profession。　My　mind　was　staggered　with　a　view　of　the　difficulties　I　had　to　surmount　and　the　little　interest　I　possessed。　I　could　discover　no　means　of　reaching　the　object　of　my　ambition。　After　a　long　and　gloomy　reverie；　in　which　I　almost　wished　myself　overboard；　a　sudden　glow　of　patriotism　was　kindled　within　me；　and　presented　my　king　and　country　as　my　patron。　'Well　then；'　I　exclaimed；　'I　will　be　a　hero！　and；　confiding　in　Providence；　I　will　brave　every　danger！'〃
  Long　afterwards　Nelson　loved　to　speak　of　the　feelings　of　that　moment；　and　from　that　time；　he　often　said；　a　radiant　orb　was　suspended　in　his　mind's　eye；　which　urged　him　onward　to　renown。　The　state　of　mind　in　which　these　feelings　began；　is　what　the　mystics　mean　by　their　season　of　darkness　and　desertion。　If　the　animal　spirits　fail；　they　represent　it　as　an　actual　temptation。　The　enthusiasm　of　Nelson's　nature　had　taken　a　different　direction；　but　its　essence　was　the　same。　He　knew　to　what　the　previous　state　of　dejection　was　to　be　attributed；　that　an　enfeebled　body；　and　a　mind　depressed；　had　cast　this　shade　over　his　soul；　but　he　always　seemed　willing　to　believe　that　the　sunshine　which　succeeded　bore　with　it　a　prophetic　glory；　and　that　the　light　which　led　him　on　was　〃light　from　heaven。〃
  His　interest；　however；　was　far　better　than　he　imagined；　During　his　absence；　Captain　Suckling　had　been　made　Comptroller　of　the　Navy；　his　health　had　materially　improved　upon　the　voyage；　and　as　soon　as　the　DOLPHIN　was　paid　off；　he　was　appointed　acting　lieutenant　in　the　WORCESTER；　sixty…four；　Captain　Mark　Robinson；　then　going　out　with　convoy　to　Gibraltar。　Soon　after　his　return；　on　the　8th　of　April　1777；　he　passed　his　examination　for　a　lieutenancy。　Captain　Suckling　sat　at　the　head　of　the　board；　and　when　the　examination　had　ended；　in　a　manner　highly　honourable　to　Nelson；　rose　from　his　seat；　and　introduced　him　to　the　examining　captains　as　his　nephew。　They　expressed　their　wonder　that　he　had　not　informed　them　of　this　relationship　before；　he　replied　that　he　did　not　wish　the　younker　to　be　favoured；　he　knew　his　nephew　would　pass　a　good　examination；　and　he　had　not　been　deceived。　The　next　day　Nelson　received　his　commission　as　second　lieutenant　of　the　LOWESTOFFE　frigate；　Captain　William　Locker；　then　fitting　out　for　Jamaica。
  American　and　French　privateers；　under　American　colours；　were　at　that　time　harassing　our　trade　in　the　West　Indies：　even　a　frigate　was　not　sufficiently　active　for　Nelson；　and　he　repeatedly　got　appointed　to　the　command　of　one　of　the　LOWESTOFFE's　tenders。　During　one　of　their　cruises　the　LOWESTOFFE　captured　an　American　letter…of…marque：　it　was　blowing　a　gale；　and　a　heavy　sea　running。　The　first　lieutenant　being　ordered　to　board　the　prize；　went　below　to　put　on　his　hanger。　It　happened　to　be　mislaid；　and　while　he　was　seeking　it；　Captain　Locker　came　on　deck。　Perceiving　the　boat　still　alongside；　and　in　danger　every　moment　of　being　swamped；　and　being　extremely　anxious　that　the　privateer　should　be　instantly　taken　in　charge；　because　he　feared　that　It　would　otherwise　founder；　he　exclaimed；　〃Have　I　no　officer　in　the　ship　who　can　board　the　prize？〃　Nelson　did　not　offer　himself　immediately；　waiting；　with　his　usual　sense　of　propriety；　for　the　first　lieutenant's　return；　but　hearing　the　master　volunteer；　he　jumped　into　the　boat；　saying；　〃It　is　my　turn　now；　and　if　I　come　back；　it　is　yours。〃　The　American；　who　had　carried　a　heavy　press　of　sail　in　hope　of　escaping；　was　so　completely　water…logged　that　the　LOWESTOFFE's　boat　went　in　on　deck　and　out　again　with　the　sea
  About　this　time　he　lost　his　uncle。　Captain　Locker；　however；　who　had　perceived　the　excellent　qualities　of　Nelson；　and　formed　a　friendship　for　him　which　continued　during　his　life；　recommended　him　warmly　to　Sir　Peter　Parker；　then　commander…in…chief　upon　that　station。　In　consequence　of　this　recommendation　he　was　removed　into　the　BRISTOL　flag…ship；　and　Lieu…　tenant　Cuthbert　Collingwood　succeeded　him　in　the　LOWESTOFFE。　Sir　Peter　Parker　was　the　friend　of　both；　and　thus　it　happened　that　whenever　Nelson　got　a　step　in　rank；　Collingwood　succeeded　him。　The　former　soon　became　first　lieutenant；　and　on　the　8th　of　December　1778　was　appointed　commander　of　the　BADGER　brig；　Collingwood　taking　his　place　in　the　BRISTOL。　While　the　BADGER　was　lying　in　Montego　Bay；　Jamaica；　the　GLASGOW　of　twenty　guns　came　in　and　anchored　there；　and　in　two　hours　was　in　flames；　the　steward　having　set　fire　to　her　while　stealing　rum　out　of　the　after…hold。　Her　crew　were　leaping　into　the　water；　when　Nelson　came　up　in　his　boats；　made　them　throw　their　powder　overboard　and　point　their　guns　upward；　and　by　his　presence　of　mind　and　personal　exertions　prevented　the　loss　of　life　which　would　otherwise　have　ensued。　On　the　11th　of　June　1779　he　was　made　post　into　the　HINCHINBROOK；　of　twenty…eight　guns；　an　enemy's　merchantman；　sheathed　with　wood；　which　had　been　taken　into　the　service。　Collingwood　was　then　made　commander　into　the　BADGER。　A　short　time　after　he　left　the　LOWESTOFFE；　that　ship；　with　a　small　squadron；　stormed　the　fort　of　St。　Fernando　de　Omoa；　on　the　south　side　of　the　Bay　of　Honduras；　and　captured　some　register　ships　which　were　lying　under　its　guns。　Two　hundred　and　fi