第 135 节
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江暖 更新:2024-04-09 19:51 字数:9322
isper such evil and fearful things in the ears of every returned soldier; that he will become wild with rage; and distrust his wife; no matter how innocent she may be。〃
〃I shall not be guilty of this fault;〃 said Major du Trouffle。 〃If I find slander lying in wait at my door; I will kick it from me and enter my home calmly and smilingly; without having listened to her whispers; or; if I have heard them involuntarily; without believing them;〃
〃Then there will be at least one house in Berlin where peace will reign;〃 said Louise; sweetly; 〃and that house will be ours。 I welcome you in the name of our lares; who have been long joyfully awaiting you。 I have also an agreeable surprise for you。〃
〃What surprise; Louise?〃
〃You often told me that my daughter Camilla disturbed your happiness; that she stood like a dark cloud over my past; which had not belonged to you。〃
〃It is true! I could not force my heart to love her; her presence reminded me always that you had been loved by another; had belonged to another; and had been made thoroughly wretched。〃
〃Well then; friend; this cloud has been lifted up; and this is the surprise which awaited your return home。 Camilla has been married more than a year。〃
〃Married'〃 cried the major; joyfully; 〃who is the happy man that has undertaken to tame this wilful child; and warm her cold heart?〃
〃Ask rather; who is the unhappy man who was enamoured with this lovely face; and has taken a demon for an angel?〃 sighed Louise。 〃He is a young; distinguished; and wealthy Englishman; Lord Elliot; an attache of the English embassy; who fulfilled the duties of minister during the absence of the ambassador; Lord Mitchel; who was generally at the headquarters of the king。〃
〃And Camilla; did she love him?〃
Louise shrugged her shoulders。
〃When he made his proposals; she declared herself ready to marry him; but; I believe; his presence was less agreeable and interesting to her than the splendid gifts he daily brought her。〃
〃But; Louise; it was her free choice to marry him? You did not persuade her? you did not; I hope; in order to humor my weakness; induce her by entreaties and representations to marry against her will?〃
〃My friend;〃 said Louise; with the proud air of an injured mother; 〃however fondly I may have loved you; I would not have sacrificed for you the happiness of an only child。 Camilla asked my consent to her marriage after she had obtained her father's permission; and I gave it。 The marriage took place three days after the engagement; and the young pair made a bridal…trip to England; from which they returned a few months since。〃
〃And where are they now?〃
〃They live in Berlin in an enchanting villa; which Lord Elliot has converted into a palace for his young wife。 You will see them this evening; for they are both here; and〃
Louise ceased to speak; a well…known voice interrupted the silence; and drew nearer and nearer。 〃Ah;〃 whispered she; lightly; 〃the proverb is fulfilled; 'Speak of the wolf; and he appears。' That is Lord Elliot and Camilla speaking with such animation。 Let us listen awhile。〃
The youthful pair had now drawn near; and stood just before the grotto。
〃I find it cruel; very cruel; to deny me every innocent pleasure;〃 said Camilla; with a harsh; displeased voice。 〃I must live like a nun who has taken an eternal vow; I am weary of it。〃
〃Oh; my Camilla; you slander yourself when you say this; you are not well; and you must be prudent。 I know you better than you know yourself; my Camilla。 Your heart; which is clear and transparent as crystal; lies ever unveiled before me; and I listen with devout love to its every pulse。 I am sure that you do not wish to dance to…day; my love。〃
〃I wish to dance; and I will dance; because it gives me pleasure。〃
〃Because you are like a sweet child and like the angels;〃 said Lord Elliot; eagerly; 〃your heart is gay and innocent。 You are like a fluttering Cupid; sleeping in flower…cups and dreaming of stars and golden sunshine; you know nothing of earthly and prosaic thoughts。 I must bind your wings; my beauteous butterfly; and hold you down in the dust of this poor; pitiful world。 Wait; only wait till you are well; when your health is restored; you shall be richly repaid for all your present self…denial。 Every day I will procure you new pleasures; prepare you new _fetes_; you shall dance upon carpets of roses like an elfin queen。〃
〃You promise me that?〃 said Camilla; 〃you promise me that you will not prevent my dancing as much and as gayly as I like?〃
〃I promise you all this; Camilla; if you will only not dance now。〃
〃Well;〃 sighed she; 〃I agree to this; but I fear that my cousin; Count Kindar; will be seriously displeased if I suddenly refuse him the dance I promised him。〃
〃He will excuse you; sweetheart; when I beg him to do so;〃 said Lord Elliot; with a soft smile。 〃I will seek him at once; and make your excuses。 Be kind enough to wait for me here; I will return immediately。〃 He kissed her fondly upon the brow; and hastened off。
Camilla looked after him and sighed deeply; then; drawing back the long leaves of the palm; she entered the grotto; she stepped hastily back when she saw that the green divan was occupied; and tried to withdraw; but her mother held her and greeted her kindly。 Camilla laughed aloud。 〃Ah; mother; it appears as if I am to be ever in your way; although I no longer dwell in your house; I still disturb your pleasures。 But I am discreet; let your friend withdraw; I will not see him; I will not know his name; and when my most virtuous husband returns; he will find only two modest gentlewomen。 Go; sir; I will turn away; that I may not see you。〃
〃I rather entreat you; my dear Camilla; to turn your lovely face toward me; and to greet me kindly;〃 said Major du Trouffle; stepping from behind the shadow of the palm; and giving his hand to Camilla。
She gazed at him questioningly; and when at last she recognized him; she burst out into a merry peal of laughter。 〃Truly;〃 said she; 〃my mother had a rendezvous with her husband; and I have disturbed an enchanting marriage chirping。 You have also listened to my married chirp; and know all my secrets。 Well; what do you say; dear stepfather; to my mother having brought me so soon under the coif; and made her wild; foolish little Camilla the wife of a lord?〃
〃I wish you happiness with my whole soul; dear Camilla; and rejoice to hear from your mother that you have made so excellent a choice; and are the wife of so amiable and intellectual a man。〃
〃So; does mamma say that Lord Elliot is all that? She may be right; I don't understand these things。 I know only that I find his lordship unspeakably wearisome; that I do not understand a word of his intellectual essays; though my lord declares that I know every thing; that I understand every thing; and have a most profound intellect。 Ah; dear stepfather; it is a terrible misfortune to be so adored and worshipped as I am; I am supposed to be an angel; who by some rare accident has fallen upon the earth。〃
〃Truly a misfortune; for which all other women would envy you;〃 said the major; laughing。
〃Then they would make a great mistake;〃 sighed Camilla。 〃I for my part am weary of this homage; I have no desire to be; I will not consent to be an angel; I wish only to be a beautiful; rich young woman and to enjoy my life。 Do what I will; my husband looks at every act of folly from an ideal stand…point; and finds thus new material for worship; he will force me at last to some wild; insane act in order to convince him that I am no angel; but a weak child of earth。〃
〃You were almost in the act of committing such a folly this evening;〃 said her mother; sternly。
〃Ah; you mean that I wished to dance。 But only think; mamma; with whom I wished to dance; with my cousin; whom all the world calls 'the handsome Kindar;' and who dances so gloriously; that it is a delight to see him; and bliss to float about with him。 He only returned this evening; and he came at once to me and greeted me so lovingly; so tenderly; you know; mamma; we have always loved each other fondly。 When I told him I was married; he turned pale and looked at me so sorrowfully; and tears were in his eyes。 Oh; mamma; why was I obliged to wed Lord Elliot; who is so grave; so wise; so learned; so virtuous; and with whom it is ever wearisome? Why did you not let me wait till Kindar returned; who is so handsome; so gay; so ignorant; before whom I should never have been forced to blush; no matter how foolish I had been; and with whom I should never have been weary?〃
〃But how did you know that the handsome Kindar wished to marry you?〃 said Louise; laughing。
〃Oh; yes; mamma; I knew it well; he has often told me so; even when I was a little girl and he was a cadet。 This dreadful war is the cause of all my misery; it led to his promotion; then he must join his regiment; then; alas! I must marry another before his return。〃
〃Yes; but a noble; intellectual; and honorable cavalier; who does honor to your choice;〃 said Du Trouffle。
〃Lord Elliot has red hair; squints with both eyes; and is so long and meagre that he looks more like an exclamation…point than a man。 When he appears before me in his yellow…gray riding costume; I am always r