第 12 节
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江暖 更新:2024-04-09 19:51 字数:9322
Louise looked at him and sighed deeply。 〃The happiness;〃 she said; and against her will her voice trembled and faltered〃the happiness that a true; earnest love alone can givewhich I have received joyously into my heart as a gift from God。〃
The prince laughed aloud; but his face had a wild; despairing expression; and his hands clasped the chair more firmly。
〃I do not understand your holy; pious words。 What do they mean? What do you wish to say?〃
〃They mean that I now love so truly and so earnestly that I have promised to become the wife of the man I love;〃 said Louise; with forced gayety。
The prince uttered a wild cry; and raised his hands as if to curse the one who had wounded him so painfully。
〃If this is true;〃 he said; in a deep; hollow voice〃if this is true; I despise; I hate you; and they are right who call you a heartless coquette。〃
〃Ah; my prince; you insult me;〃 cried Louise。
〃I insult you!〃 he said; with a wild laugh; 〃verily; I believe this woman has the effrontery to reproach meI who believed in and defended her against every accusationI that had the courage to love and trust; when all others distrusted and despised her。 Yes; madame; I loved you: I saw in you a goddess; where others saw only a coquette。 I adored you as an innocent sacrifice to envy and malice; I saw a martyr's crown upon your brow; and wished to change it for the myrtle…crown of marriage。 And my love and hopes are dust and ashes; it is enough to drive me madenough to stifle me with rage and shame。〃 Carried away by passion; the prince ran wildly through the saloon; gasping for air; struggling for composure; and now and then uttering words of imprecation and despair。
Louise waited; in silence and resignation; the end of this stormy crisis。 She questioned her heart if this bitter hour was not sufficient atonement for all her faults and follies; if the agony she now suffered did not wipe out and extirpate the past。
The prince still paced the room violently。 Suddenly; as if a new thought had seized him; he remained standing in the middle of the saloon; and looked at Louise with a strangely altered countenance。 She had forgotten for a moment the part she was condemned to play; and leaned; pale and sad; against the window。
Perhaps he heard her sorrowful sighsperhaps he saw her tears as they rolled one by one from her eyes; and fell like pearls upon her small white hands。
Anger disappeared from his face; his brow cleared; and as he approached Louise his eyes sparkled with another and milder fire。
〃Louise;〃 he said; softly; and his voice; which had before raged like a stormy wind; was now mild and tender〃Louise; I have divined your purposeI know all now。 At first; I did not understand your words; in my folly and jealousy I misconceived your meaning; you only wished to try me; to see if my love was armed and strong; if it was as bold and faithful as I have sworn it to be。 Well; I stood the test badly; was weak and faint…hearted; but forgive meforgive me; Louise; and strengthen my heart by confidence and faith in me。〃
He tried to take her hand; but she withdrew it。
〃Must I repeat to your highness what I have said before? I do not understand you。 What do you mean?〃
〃Ah;〃 said the prince; 〃you are again my naughty; sportive Louise。 Well; then; I will explain。 Did you not say that you now love so truly; that you have promised to become the wife of the man you love?〃
〃Yes; I said that; your highness。〃
〃And I;〃 said the prince; seizing both her hands and gazing at her ardently〃I was so short…sighted; so ungrateful; as not to understand you。 The many sorrows and vexations I suffer away from you have dimmed my eyes and prevented me from seeing what is written with golden letters upon your smiling lips and beaming eyes。 Ah; Louise; I thank you for your precious words; at last you are captured; at last you have resolved to become the wife of him who adores you。 I thank you; Louise; I thank you; and I swear that no earthly pomp or power could make me as proud and happy as this assurance of your love。〃
Louise gazed into his beautiful; smiling face with terror。
〃Ah; my prince; my words have not the meaning you imagine。 I spoke the simple truth。 My heart has made its choicesince yesterday; I am the betrothed wife of Captain du Trouffle。〃
〃That is not true;〃 cried the prince; casting her hands violently from him。 〃You are very cruel today; you torture me with your fearful jests。〃
〃No; your highness; I speak the truth。 I am the betrothed of Captain du Trouffle。〃
〃Since yesterday you are the betrothed of Captain du Trouffle!〃 repeated the prince; staring at her wildly。 〃And you say you love him; Louise?〃
〃Yes; your highness; I love him;〃 said Louise; with a faint smile。
〃It is impossible;〃 cried the prince; 〃it is not true。〃
〃And why should I deceive your highness?〃
〃Why?ah; I understand all。 Oh; Louise; my poor darling; how short… sighted I have been! Why did I not immediately suspect my brother? he has spies to watch all my movements; they have at last discovered my love for you。 Pollnitz; who would do any thing for gold; has betrayed us to the king; who condemns me to marry according to my rank; and; to carry out his purpose surely; he now forces you to marry。 Oh; Louise; say that this is so; acknowledge that the power of the king; and not your own heart; forced you to this engagement。 It is impossible; it cannot be that you have forgotten the vows that we exchanged scarcely two weeks ago。 It cannot be that you look upon the heart that loved you so deeply; so purely; as an idle plaything; to be thrown away so lightly! No; no; Louise; I have seen often in your beaming eyes; your eloquent smiles; I have felt in your soft and tender tones; that you loved me fondly; and now in your pale; sad face I see that you love me still; and that it is the king who wishes to separate us。 My poor; lovely child; you have been intimidated; you think that my brother; who reigns supreme over millions; will yield to no obstacle; that it is vain to resist him。 But you are mistaken; Louise; you have forgotten that I am Frederick's brother; that the proud; unconquerable blood of the Hohenzollerns flows also in my veins。 Let my brother try to force me to his purpose; I shall be no weak tool in his hands。 You had not firm confidence in your lover; Louise; you did not know that I would resign cheerfully rank and all family ties for your sake; you did not know that I had sworn to marry only the woman I love。 This I must do to satisfy my heart and my honor; and also to show the king that Prince Henry is a free man。 Now tell me; Louise; if I have not divined all。 Is not this the king's cruel work? Ah; you do not answer; you are silent。 I understandthe king has made you swear not to betray him。 Now look at me; Louise; make me a sign with your hand; tell me with your eyes; and I will comprehend youI will take you in my arms and carry you to the altar。 My God! Louise do you not see that I am waiting for this sign?that you are torturing me?〃
Louise raised her head; her heart was melting within her; she forgot her terror; and was ready to resist God; the king; and the whole world; to grasp the noble and unselfish love that the prince offered her。 But her glance fell involuntarily upon the curtain; behind which the king stood; and it seemed to her as if she saw the angry; burning eyes of Frederick threatening to destroy her。 She remembered her daughter; Fritz Wendel; and the world's mocking laughter; and was overcome。
〃You are still silent;〃 said the prince; 〃you give me neither sign nor glance。〃
Louise felt as if an iron hand was tearing her heart asunder。
〃I really am at a loss what more to say or do;〃 she said; in a careless tone; that made her own heart shudder。 〃It pleases your highness to make a jest of what I say。 I am innocent; my prince; of any double meaning。 Five weeks have passed since I saw youI believed you had forgotten me; I did not reproach you; neither was I in despair。 I soon found that it was stupid and dreary to have my heart unoccupied; and I sought for and soon found a lover; to whom my heart became a willing captive。 Therefore; when Captain Trouffle pleaded earnestly for my hand; I had not the courage to say no。 This is my only crime; your highness。 I was not cruel to myself; I received the happiness that was offered。 I have been called a coquette; my prince; it is time to bind myself in marriage bonds; and show the world that love can make an honest woman of me。 Can your highness blame me for this?〃
The prince listened with breathless attention; gradually his countenance changed; the color faded from his cheeks; the light from his eyes; a smile was still on his lips; but it was cold and mocking; his eyes burned with anger and contempt。
〃No; madame;〃 he said; with calm; proud indifference; 〃I do not blame youI praise; I congratulate you。 Captain du Trouffle is a most fortunate manhe will possess a most beautiful wife。 When will this happy ceremony be performed?〃
Madame von Kleist was unable to reply。 She gazed with wild terror into his cold; iron faceshe listened with horror to that voice; whose mild; soft tone had become suddenly so harsh; so stern。
The prince repeated his question; and his ton