第 153 节
作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9149
  wish for me to stay is not a call of duty which I refuse to hearken to
  because it is against my own desires; it is a temptation that I must
  resist; lest the love of the creature should become like a mist in my
  soul shutting out the heavenly light。”
  “It   passes   my   cunning   to   know   what   you   mean   by   ease   and
  luxury;”   said   Mrs。   Poyser;   as   she   cut   the   bread   and   butter。   “It’s
  true there’s good victual enough about  you;  as   nobody  shall  ever
  say I don’t provide enough and to spare; but if there’s ever a bit o’
  odds an’ ends as nobody else ’ud eat; you’re sure to pick it out 。 。 。
  but   look   there!   There’s   Adam   Bede   a…carrying   the   little   un   in。   I
  wonder how it is he’s come so early。”
  Mrs。 Poyser hastened to the door for the pleasure of looking at
  her darling in a new position; with love in her eyes but reproof on
  her tongue。
  “Oh   for   shame;   Totty!   Little   gells   o’   five   year   old   should   be
  ashamed to be carried。 Why; Adam; she’ll break your arm; such a
  big gell as that; set her down—for shame!”
  “Nay;   nay;”   said   Adam;   “I   can   lift   her   with   my   hand—I’ve   no
  need to take my arm to it。”
  Totty; looking as serenely unconscious of remark as a fat white
  puppy; was set down at the   door…place;   and   the   mother  enforced
  her reproof with a shower of kisses。
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  “You’re surprised to see me at this hour o’ the day;” said Adam。
  “Yes;     but   come    in;”   said   Mrs。   Poyser;     making      way   for   him;
  “there’s no bad news; I hope?”
  “No;   nothing   bad;”   Adam   answered;   as   he   went   up   to   Dinah
  and   put   out   his   hand   to   her。   She   had   laid   down   her   work   and
  stood   up;   instinctively;   as   he   approached   her。   A   faint   blush   died
  away from her pale cheek as she put her hand in his and looked up
  at him timidly。
  “It’s    an   errand      to  you     brought     me;     Dinah;”     said    Adam;
  apparently       unconscious        that   he   was    holding     her   hand    all  the
  while;     “mother’s      a  bit  ailing;   and    she’s   set   her   heart   on    your
  coming to stay the night with her; if you’ll be so kind。 I told her I’d
  call and ask you as I came from the village。 She overworks herself;
  and   I   can’t   persuade   her   to   have   a   little   girl   t’   help   her。   I   don’t
  know what’s to be done。”
  Adam   released   Dinah’s   hand   as   he   ceased   speaking;   and   was
  expecting   an   answer;   but   before   she   had   opened   her   lips            Mrs。
  Poyser said; “Look there now!  I   told   you   there   was   folks   enow  t’
  help     i’  this  parish;   wi’out   going   further   off。    There’s     Mrs。    Bede
  getting as old and cas’alty as can be; and she won’t let anybody but
  you   go   a…nigh   her   hardly。   The   folks   at   Snowfield   have   learnt   by
  this time to do better wi’out you nor she can。”
  “I’ll   put   my   bonnet   on   and   set   off   directly;   if   you   don’t   want
  anything done first; Aunt;” said Dinah; folding up her work。
  “Yes;   I   do   want   something   done。   I   want   you   t’   have   your   tea;
  child; it’s all ready—and you’ll have a cup; Adam; if y’ arena in too
  big a hurry。”
  “Yes; I’ll have a cup; please; and then I’ll walk with Dinah。 I’m
  going straight home; for I’ve got a lot o’ timber valuations to write
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  out。”
  “Why;     Adam;   lad;   are   you   here?”     said  Mr。   Poyser;    entering
  warm and coatless; with the two black…eyed boys behind him; still
  looking as much like  him as   two  small   elephants   are like   a large
  one。   “How   is   it   we’ve   got   sight   o’   you   so   long   before   foddering…
  time?”
  “I   came   on   an   errand   for   Mother;”   said   Adam。   “She’s   got   a
  touch   of   her   old   complaint;   and   she   wants   Dinah   to   go   and   stay
  with her a bit。”
  “Well; we’ll spare her  for  your  mother  a   little   while;”   said   Mr。
  Poyser。     “But    we   wonna     spare    her   for  anybody     else;   on’y   her
  husband。”
  “Husband!” said Marty; who was at the most prosaic and literal
  period of the boyish mind。 “Why; Dinah hasn’t got a husband。”
  “Spare her?” said Mrs。 Poyser; placing a seed…cake on the table
  and then seating herself to pour out the tea。 “But we must spare
  her;   it   seems;   and   not   for   a  husband    neither;   but   for   her   own
  megrims。   Tommy;   what  are   you  doing  to   your   little   sister’s   doll?
  Making the child naughty; when she’d be good if you’d let her。 You
  shanna have a morsel o’ cake if you behave so。”
  Tommy; with true brotherly sympathy; was amusing himself by
  turning      Dolly’s   skirt   over   her   bald    head    and    exhibiting     her
  truncated body to the general scorn—an indignity which cut Totty
  to the heart。
  “What   do   you   think   Dinah’s   been   a…telling   me   since       dinner…
  time?” Mrs。 Poyser continued; looking at her husband。
  “Eh! I’m a poor un at guessing;” said Mr。 Poyser。
  “Why; she means to go back to Snowfield again; and work i’ the
  mill; and starve herself; as she used to do; like a creatur as has got
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  no friends。”
  Mr。 Poyser did not readily find words to express his unpleasant
  astonishment; he only looked from his wife to Dinah; who had now
  seated     herself    beside    Totty;    as   a  bulwark      against    brotherly
  playfulness; and was busying herself with the children’s tea。 If he
  had     been    given   to  making      general    reflections;    it  would    have
  occurred      to  him   that   there   was    certainly   a  change     come    over
  Dinah;   for   she   never   used   to   change   colour;   but;   as   it   was;  he
  merely   observed   that   her   face   was   flushed   at   that   moment。   Mr。
  Poyser   thought   she   looked   the   prettier   for   it:   it   was   a   flush   no
  deeper than the petal of a monthly rose。 Perhaps it came because
  her uncle was looking at her so fixedly;   but  there   is no  knowing;
  for just then Adam was saying; with quiet surprise; “Why; I hoped
  Dinah was settled among us for life。 I thought she’d given up the
  notion o’ going back to her old country。”
  “Thought! yes;” said Mrs。 Poyser; “and so would anybody else
  ha’ thought; as had got their right end up’ards。 But I suppose you
  must  be   a   Methodist   to   know   what   a      Methodist   ’ull    do。  It’s  ill
  guessing what the bats are flying after。”
  “Why; what have we done to you。 Dinah; as you must go away
  from us?” said Mr。 Poyser; still pausing over his tea…cup。 “It’s like
  breaking your word; welly; for your aunt never had no thought but
  you’d make this your home。”
  “Nay; Uncle;” said Dinah; trying to be quite calm。 “When I first
  came;   I   said   it   was   only   for   a   time;   as   long   as   I   could   be   of   any
  comfort to my aunt。”
  “Well; an’ who said you’d ever left off being a comfort to me?”
  said Mrs。 Poyser。 “If you didna mean to stay wi’ me; you’d better
  never ha’ come。 Them as ha’ never had a cushion don’t miss it。”
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  “Nay;     nay;”   said   Mr。   Poyser;    who     objected    to  exaggerated
  views。 “Thee mustna say so; we should ha’ been ill off wi’out her;
  Lady     day    was   a   twelvemont’。      We    mun    be   thankful     for  that;
  whether she stays or no。 But I canna think what she mun leave a
  good home for; to go back int’ a country where the land; most on’t;
  isna worth ten shillings an acre; rent and profits。”
  “Why; that’s just the reason she wants to go; as fur as she can
  give    a  reason;”    said  Mrs。    Poyser。    “She   says   this   country’s    too
  comfortable; an’ there’s too much t’ eat; an’ folks arena miserable
  enough。 And she’s going next week。 I