第 148 节
作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9269
  saw  the   hand   of   his   watch  at   six。   “If   there’s   any   news   come;   we
  shall hear about it。”
  The people were astir already; moving rapidly; in one direction;
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  through      the  streets。   Adam   tried    not   to  think   where    they   were
  going;   as   they   hurried   past   him   in   that   short   space   between   his
  lodging and the prison gates。 He was thankful when the gates shut
  him in from seeing those eager people。
  No; there was no news come—no pardon—no reprieve。
  Adam lingered in the court half an hour before he could bring
  himself   to   send   word   to   Dinah   that   he   was    come。   But   a  voice
  caught his ear: he could not shut out the words。
  “The cart is to set off at half…past seven。”
  It must be said—the last good…bye: there was no help。
  In ten minutes from that time; Adam was at the door of the cell。
  Dinah   had   sent   him   word   that   she   could   not   come   to   him;   she
  could not leave Hetty one moment; but Hetty was prepared for the
  meeting。
  He could not see her when he entered; for agitation deadened
  his   senses; and   the   dim   cell   was   almost   dark   to   him。   He   stood   a
  moment        after   the   door    closed    behind      him;   trembling      and
  stupefied。
  But he began to see through the dimness—to see the dark eyes
  lifted up to him once more; but with no smile in them。 O God; how
  sad   they   looked!   The   last   time   they   had   met   his   was   when   he
  parted from her with his heart full of joyous hopeful love; and they
  looked out with a tearful smile from a pink; dimpled; childish face。
  The face was marble now; the sweet lips were pallid and half…open
  and quivering; the dimples were all gone—all but one; that never
  went; and the eyes—O; the worst of all was the likeness they had
  to   Hetty’s。    They    were    Hetty’s   eyes    looking    at  him    with   that
  mournful gaze; as if she   had come back   to  him  from   the   dead   to
  tell him of her misery。
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  She was clinging close to Dinah; her cheek was against Dinah’s。
  It seemed as if her last faint strength and hope lay in that contact;
  and the pitying love that shone out from Dinah’s face looked like a
  visible pledge of the Invisible Mercy。
  When the sad eyes met—when Hetty and Adam looked at each
  other—she felt the change in him too; and it seemed to strike her
  with fresh fear。 It was the first time she had seen any being whose
  face   seemed   to   reflect   the   change   in   herself:   Adam   was   a   new
  image of the dreadful past and the dreadful present。 She trembled
  more as she looked at him。
  “Speak   to   him;   Hetty;”   Dinah   said;   “tell   him   what   is   in   your
  heart。”
  Hetty obeyed her; like a little child。
  “Adam 。 。 。 I’m very sorry 。 。 。 I behaved very wrong to you 。 。 。
  will you forgive me 。 。 。 before I die?”
  Adam   answered   with   a   half…sob;   “Yes;   I   forgive   thee   Hetty。   I
  forgave thee long ago。”
  It   had   seemed   to   Adam   as   if   his   brain   would   burst   with   the
  anguish   of   meeting       Hetty’s   eyes   in  the   first  moments;      but   the
  sound of her voice uttering these penitent words touched a chord
  which   had   been   less   strained。   There   was   a   sense   of   relief   from
  what   was   becoming   unbearable;   and   the   rare   tears   came—they
  had never come before; since he had   hung  on  Seth’s neck   in   the
  beginning of his sorrow。
  Hetty made an involuntary movement towards him; some of the
  love   that   she   had   once   lived   in   the   midst   of   was   come   near   her
  again。   She kept  hold   of  Dinah’s   hand;   but   she   went   up   to   Adam
  and said timidly; “Will you kiss me again; Adam; for all I’ve been
  so wicked?”
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  Adam took the blanched wasted hand she put out to him; and
  they   gave   each   other   the   solemn   unspeakable   kiss   of   a   lifelong
  parting。
  “And tell him;” Hetty said; in rather a stronger voice; “tell him 。
  。 。 for there’s nobody else to tell him 。 。 。 as I went  after  him and
  couldn’t find him 。 。 。 and I hated him and cursed him once 。 。 。 but
  Dinah says I should forgive him 。 。 。 and I try 。 。 。 for else God won’t
  forgive me。”
  There   was   a   noise   at   the   door   of   the   cell   now—the   key   was
  being  turned   in   the   lock;   and   when   the   door   opened;  Adam   saw
  indistinctly      that   there    were    several    faces    there。   He    was    too
  agitated to see more—even to see that Mr。 Irwine’s face was one of
  them。   He   felt   that   the   last   preparations   were   beginning;   and   he
  could   stay  no  longer。   Room   was   silently  made   for  him   to   depart;
  and he went to his chamber in loneliness; leaving Bartle Massey to
  watch and see the end。
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  Chapter XLVII
  The Last Moment
  t was a sight that some people remembered better even than
  their own sorrows—the sight in that grey clear morning; when
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  the fatal cart with the two young women in it was descried by
  the    waiting   watching     multitude;    cleaving    its  way   towards    the
  hideous symbol of a deliberately inflicted sudden death。
  All   Stoniton   had   heard   of   Dinah   Morris;   the   young   Methodist
  woman   who   had   brought   the   obstinate   criminal   to   confess;   and
  there   was   as   much   eagerness   to   see   her   as   to   see   the   wretched
  Hetty。
  But Dinah was hardly conscious of the multitude。 When Hetty
  had    caught    sight   of  the  vast  crowd     in  the  distance;    she  had
  clutched Dinah convulsively。
  “Close your eyes; Hetty;” Dinah said; “and let us pray  without
  ceasing to God。”
  And   in   a low  voice;   as   the   cart  went  slowly  along   through   the
  midst   of   the   gazing   crowd;   she   poured   forth   her   soul  with   the
  wrestling   intensity   of   a   last   pleading;   for   the   trembling   creature
  that clung to her and clutched her as the only visible sign of love
  and pity。
  Dinah   did   not   know   that   the   crowd   was   silent;   gazing   at   her
  with a sort of awe—she did not even know how near they were to
  the fatal spot; when the cart stopped; and she shrank appalled at a
  loud shout hideous to her  ear; like   a   vast  yell   of  demons。   Hetty’s
  shriek   mingled   with   the   sound;   and   they   clasped   each   other   in
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  mutual horror。
  But   it   was   not   a   shout   of   execration—not   a      yell  of   exultant
  cruelty。
  It   was   a   shout   of   sudden   excitement   at   the   appearance   of   a
  horseman cleaving the crowd at full gallop。   The  horse   is   hot  and
  distressed; but answers to the desperate spurring; the rider looks
  as   if   his   eyes   were   glazed   by   madness;   and   he   saw   nothing   but
  what was unseen by others。 See; he has something in his hand—he
  is holding it up as if it were a signal。
  The   Sheriff   knows   him:   it   is   Arthur   Donnithorne;   carrying   in
  his hand a hard…won release from death。
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  Chapter XLVIII
  Another Meeting in the Wood
  he    next  day;   at  evening;   two   men    were   walking    from
  opposite points towards the same scene; drawn thither by
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  a    common      memory。      The    scene    was    the   Grove    by
  Donnithorne Chase: you know who the men were。
  The old squire’s funeral had taken pla