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作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9293
  when he came into the estate; Hetty’s husband had a special claim
  on him—Hetty herself should feel that any pain she had suffered
  through Arthur in the past was compensated to her a hundredfold。
  For   really   she   could   not   have   felt   much;   since   she   had   so   soon
  made up her mind to marry Adam。
  You perceive clearly what sort of picture Adam and Hetty made
  in the panorama of Arthur’s thoughts on his journey homeward。 It
  was March now; they were soon to be married: perhaps they were
  already married。 And now it was actually in his power to do a great
  deal   for   them。   Sweet—sweet   little   Hetty!   The   little   puss   hadn’t
  cared for him half as much as he cared for her; for he was a great
  fool about her still—was almost afraid of seeing her—indeed; had
  not cared much to look at any other woman since he parted from
  her。   That   little   figure   coming   towards    him   in  the  Grove;   those
  dark…fringed childish eyes; the lovely lips put up to kiss him—that
  picture had got no fainter with the lapse of months。 And she would
  look just the same。 It was impossible to think how he could meet
  her:   he   should   certainly   tremble。   Strange;   how   long   this   sort   of
  influence lasts; for he was certainly not in love with Hetty now。 He
  had   been   earnestly   desiring;   for   months;   that   she   should   marry
  Adam;      and   there    was   nothing     that  contributed      more    to  his
  happiness in these moments than the thought of their marriage。 It
  was the exaggerating effect of imagination that made his heart still
  beat a little more quickly at the thought of her。 When he saw the
  little thing again as she really was; as Adam’s wife; at work quite
  prosaically   in   her   new   home;   he   should   perhaps   wonder   at   the
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  possibility of his past feelings。 Thank heaven it had turned out so
  well! He should have   plenty  of  affairs and   interests   to  fill   his life
  now; and not be in danger of playing the fool again。
  Pleasant the crack of the postboy’s whip! Pleasant the sense of
  being hurried along in swift  ease   through  English scenes;   so like
  those round his own home; only not quite so charming。 Here was a
  market…town—very much like Treddleston—where the arms of the
  neighbouring   lord   of   the   manor   were   borne   on   the   sign   of   the
  principal     inn;   then   mere    fields  and    hedges;    their  vicinity   to  a
  market…town carrying an agreeable suggestion of high rent; till the
  land    began     to  assume     a  trimmer     look;   the   woods    were    more
  frequent; and at length a white or red mansion looked down from
  a   moderate   eminence;   or  allowed   him   to   be   aware   of   its   parapet
  and chimneys among the dense…looking masses of oaks and elms—
  masses reddened now with early buds。 And close at hand came the
  village:   the   small   church;   with   its   red…tiled   roof;   looking   humble
  even     among      the   faded    half…timbered       houses;    the    old   green
  gravestones with nettles round them; nothing fresh and bright but
  the children; opening round eyes at the swift post…chaise; nothing
  noisy and busy but the gaping curs of mysterious pedigree。 What a
  much      prettier    village    Hayslope      was!   And     it  should     not   be
  neglected       like   this    place:    vigorous     repairs     should     go    on
  everywhere among farm…buildings and cottages; and travellers in
  post…chaises;   coming  along   the   Rosseter   road;   should   do   nothing
  but admire as they went。 And Adam Bede should superintend all
  the repairs; for he had a share in Burge’s business now; and; if he
  liked; Arthur would put some money into the concern and buy the
  old   man   out   in   another   year   or   two。   That   was   an   ugly   fault   in
  Arthur’s life; that affair last summer; but the future should make
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  amends。        Many      men     would      have     retained      a   feeling     of
  vindictiveness       towards     Adam;      but  he    would     not—he      would
  resolutely overcome all littleness of that kind; for he had certainly
  been very much in the wrong; and though Adam had been harsh
  and   violent;   and   had   thrust   on   him   a   painful   dilemma;   the   poor
  fellow was in love; and had real   provocation。   No;  Arthur  had not
  an    evil  feeling   in  his  mind   towards     any   human     being:    he  was
  happy; and would make every one else happy that came within his
  reach。
  And   here   was   dear   old   Hayslope   at   last;   sleeping;   on   the   hill;
  like a quiet old place as it was; in the late afternoon sunlight; and
  opposite to it the great shoulders of the Binton Hills; below them
  the purplish blackness of the hanging woods; and at last the pale
  front of the Abbey; looking out from among the oaks of the Chase;
  as if anxious for the heir’s return。 “Poor Grandfather! And he lies
  dead   there。 He   was   a   young   fellow   once;   coming   into   the   estate
  and making his plans。 So the world goes round! Aunt Lydia must
  feel very desolate; poor thing; but she shall be indulged as much as
  she indulges her fat Fido。”
  The wheels of Arthur’s chaise had been anxiously listened for at
  the Chase; for to…day was Friday; and the funeral had already been
  deferred      two   days。    Before    it  drew    up   on   the   gravel    of  the
  courtyard; all the servants in the house were assembled to receive
  him   with   a   grave;   decent   welcome;   befitting  a   house   of   death。   A
  month ago; perhaps; it would have been difficult for them to have
  maintained a suitable sadness in their faces; when Mr。 Arthur was
  come to take possession; but the hearts of the head…servants were
  heavy that day for another cause than the death of the old squire;
  and more than one of them was longing to be twenty miles away;
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  as Mr。 Craig was; knowing what was to become of Hetty Sorrel—
  pretty Hetty Sorrel—whom they used to see every week。 They had
  the partisanship of household servants who like their places; and
  were not inclined to go the full length of the severe indignation felt
  against him by the farming tenants; but rather to make excuses for
  him; nevertheless; the upper servants; who had been on terms of
  neighbourly   intercourse   with   the   Poysers   for   many   years;   could
  not   help   feeling   that   the   longed…for   event   of   the   young   squire’s
  coming into the estate had been robbed of all its pleasantness。
  To   Arthur   it   was   nothing   surprising   that   the   servants   looked
  grave and sad: he himself was very much touched on seeing them
  all again; and feeling that he was in a new relation to them。 It was
  that sort of pathetic emotion which has more pleasure than pain in
  it—which   is   perhaps   one   of   the   most   delicious   of   all   states   to   a
  good…natured        man;    conscious     of  the  power     to  satisfy  his   good
  nature。 His heart swelled agreeably as he said;
  “Well; Mills; how is my aunt?”
  But   now   Mr。   Bygate;   the   lawyer;   who   had   been   in   the   house
  ever   since   the   death;   came   forward   to   give   deferential   greetings
  and answer all questions; and Arthur walked with him towards the
  library; where his Aunt Lydia was expecting him。 Aunt Lydia was
  the only person in the house who knew nothing about Hetty。 Her
  sorrow      as  a   maiden     daughter      was    unmixed      with    any   other
  thoughts   than   those   of   anxiety   about   funeral   arrangements   and
  her own future lot; and; after the manner of women; she mourned
  for   the   father   who    had   made     her  life  important;     all  the  more
  because she had a secret sense that there was little mourning for
  him in other hearts。
  But  Arthur  kissed   her  tearful   face more   tenderly   than   he   had
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  ever done in his life before。
  “Dear Aunt;” he said affectionately; as he held her hand; “your
  loss is the greatest of all; but